"When I look at it now, it's just like, wow, like, I can't -- I can't believe that -- that actually happened," he told Larry King in his first interview since the beating, set to air Wednesday on CNN. "When I look at the police reports, when I hear about the police reports, I just don't know what to think. It's like wow...It's crazy...Wow."
Brown has been ordered to stay away from Rihanna for five years and said he finds it "difficult" to be away from her because he still loves her. What would he think of Rihanna dating other guys? "I definitely would be affected by it, but, at the end of the day, I mean, we're not together, so, if she's happy, I'm cool."