11/14/2009 05:12 am ET | Updated May 25, 2011

Kate Gosselin: "I've Lost Control In My Life"

At Ohio's second annual Cleveland Women's Show on Friday, the reality mom of eight, 34, told a crowd of mostly women, "I've lost a lot of control in my life."

She later went on, "At the beginning of all of this, you've heard me say before, I didn't want fans gawking, I didn't want people gawking, I just wanted to be myself, my family.

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