Nicole Kidman, recently spotted busting out of her dress at the Country Music Awards, says her new curves emerged while she was pregnant with daughter Sunday Rose, now 1.
"They're not very big, my boobs, so they just became normal size. I loved it!" she tells the December/January issue of Ladies' Home Journal. "I felt very Woman. When you've had a slightly androgynous body your whole life, having breasts is a nice feeling."
Kidman, who hosts a weekly baby group of moms and dads over muffins, says she is happy with her quieter life on a farm outside of Nashville.
"I was running from my life, in a way," she said. "My imaginary life was better than my flesh-and-blood life. That's a sad thing to say, but it was. Now I love my real life so much it requires an enormous belief in a film to want to take it on."
She tells the magazine she and husband Keith Urban, with whom she explores "strange sexual fetish stuff," never spend more than four days apart.
"I love being in love. I believe in the power of love, the way it can heal," she said. "The more you keep choosing it -- because there are times when you can choose to be angry at the person or to love him -- the more it nourishes a family."