DIVORCE

Divorce Questions: Are You Ready To Split?

03/13/2012 06:09 pm ET | Updated Mar 15, 2012

Originally published on YourTango.com

By Doctor Bruce Derman

Your marriage is in question and you're facing a real dilemma. You may be the one who is deciding whether you should you stay or go. Some of the following thoughts have probably gone through your head:

"I feel like I need to get a divorce and end this so called 'marriage.' Yet, how can I be sure? Some days I feel more confident of my decision than others. A part of me still loves him or at least cares for him. I don't think I am in love with him but what if I make a mistake. A lot of people will be affected by what I decide. Maybe I should not rush ahead with this. That's amusing since I have been thinking about it for three years. This whole thing wouldn't even be an issue and I could forget about this divorce if he would just change his behavior."

Or you may be the one who has just heard that your spouse wants a divorce. The following thoughts have probably gone through your head:

"Divorce? Where did that come from? Two weeks ago, we were talking about a vacation in the mountains. I had no idea our marriage was this awful. I am shocked and devastated. I have to find a way to put a stop to this. Maybe this is all a dream and when I wake up things will be back to normal."

Most books and articles on divorce are written based on the assumption that once a couple says they want a divorce, they are truly ready for divorce. Therapists and divorce coaches, who have helped many people through this process, know that this is not the case. Usually when couples begin the divorce process, either one or -- more often than not -- both spouses are not really ready for the divorce.

Divorce professionals such as therapists, mediators and attorneys often believe that statements such as, "I've had it with him" or "My feelings have died for her," are indicators that the marriage is over. Attorneys often equate being hired for their services as an indicator that the couple is ready to divorce. This is not so. Most couples who begin a divorce are unprepared and are often not even on the same page when they begin. It is this lack of preparedness and readiness for a divorce that either causes marriages to end prematurely or divorces to deteriorate into competitive contests.

The reason many people do not even think about getting ready for a divorce is because they operate under the assumption that the sooner you can get out of a stressful situation, the better. This is why there is a natural tendency for people who are in difficult marriages to want to get the divorce over with as quickly as possible in order to move on with their lives. Family and friends often encourage this as well. They hurt for the divorcing person, and also believe in the myth that the quicker the divorce is over, the sooner everything will return to normal. Unfortunately in most cases, just the opposite happens.

Couples who make rushed decisions to leave the marriage have had no time to evaluate their feelings, thoughts or options. As a result, they are unprepared for the roller coaster of emotions, the complicated legal system and the many life changing decisions that they need to make. Quite often, they make agreements which they cannot sustain, and instead of the situation getting better, they often find that they have just traded one set of problems for another. It's not surprising that they often get tangled up in lengthy court cases and the very thing they hoped for, a quick divorce, often takes years.

This article outlines what couples need to do in order to face the numerous dilemmas that are inherent in divorce. A dilemma implies that you are torn between two choices, each of which have undesirable fearful elements. If people have not resolved their dilemmas before the divorce, they go through the process trying to manage their fear in different ways by hiding their doubt, responsibility, vulnerability or dependency. Whether a couple is starting the divorce process or even just contemplating a divorce, they need to first identify with the following divorce dilemmas. Couples who are facing the possibility of a divorce face one of these three dilemmas:

1. "I want the divorce but I am not sure if it is the right decision." Since going through a divorce impacts the lives of your children as well as your lifestyle, economics, and marital investment, the pressure to make the "perfectly correct" decision is enormous. Unfortunately, there are no guarantees. The best case scenario is to make a decision that is not emotionally based nor driven by your ego.

2. "I do not want the divorce but my spouse does." Being in this reactive place will leave you feeling out of control and helpless. You will experience intense emotional devastation as your life will be changing before your eyes without you having any say in the outcome. In addressing this dilemma, you need to ask yourself if you are clinging to familiar, safe ground and to a marriage based on illusions. It is not easy to acknowledge and confront the problems in a marriage, especially when you are feeling so hurt by your partner.

3. "I only want this divorce because my marriage is not working." If this is your dilemma, then you are trying to avoid responsibility at all costs by blaming your partner for the demise of the marriage. There will be tremendous preoccupation and anger about how your partner caused you to make this decision. The amount of noise generated from this blaming will be in direct proportion to your unwillingness to risk expressing any of your own fears and sadness. If this doesn't occur, the divorce proceedings to follow will be riddled with tension and conflict as well as a continuation of the blaming.

The common element in all three dilemmas is fear. Victims of the first dilemma fear making a mistake and being incorrect. Victims of the second dilemma will hide from it by denying that there are any problems or admitting their attachment to the familiar. Third group victims will fear any accountability and softness. The result in all three circumstances will be dragging, combative, and back and forth divorces.

For divorce to be a collaborative and respectful process, the couple must be prepared and ready to separate their lives on all levels; legally, practically and emotionally. To do this each person must face their divorce dilemma by answering the following eight questions.

1. Do you still have feelings for your partner? Many people who say they want a divorce still have strong feelings for their partner, but due to an ongoing power struggle in the relationship, there is a lack of intimacy and closeness. If this is you, it is best that you work on your relationship prior to deciding to divorce, otherwise your feelings of loss will overwhelm you and you may find yourself worse off after the divorce than you are now.

2. Were you ever really married? To be really married, a couple must have created a relationship that included an "us" or a "we." Many people who are considering a divorce have never had a marriage that was anything more than two individuals meeting their own needs. They may have raised children and shared a home but they participated in those activities from a competitive rather than unified position. They would ask, "Do I want to do this or that", rather than ask "Is this good for us?" If you have not developed a genuine "we" in your relationship, this would be the time to either commit to learning how to do that or to admit that you have never really had a marriage.

Even as a therapist who works in the area of divorce, I had a very difficult time admitting that my own marriage of fourteen years was in fact in name only, regardless of the years that we lived under the label of husband and wife. Our pattern was to threaten to break up every few months, and we had a daily ritual of fighting and agreements that rarely lasted more than a week. I used to joke to my wife that she needed to keep her bags packed just in case she needed to leave quickly. This pattern remained despite the numerous counseling offices we attended. It was not until I was able to acknowledge to myself that I was neither single nor married, that I was in fact nowhere, did any real change occur. We started the real divorce process two months later.

3. Are you truly ready for divorce or are you just threatening? Divorce is often threatened, especially in heated marital arguments, for the following reasons: out of anger and frustration, to gain power and control over the other person, to get them to see things your way, to finally be taken seriously that you want real change or as a wake up call that the marriage is faltering. People who consistently threaten divorce lose credibility with themselves and their partner. If the person is not merely threatening, but is genuinely ready for a divorce, they can sustain the following thought in their own mind, "I wish to close a chapter of my life because I am at peace with the fact that there is no more that I can do or give to this relationship." They will discuss this appropriately with their spouse without any blame.

4. Is this a sincere decision based on self awareness or is it an emotionally reactive decision? To be ready to divorce your partner means being able to make a clear, unemotional decision that you can support over time. Divorce means being able to let go of all strong emotional attachments to the other person -- the loving ones as well as the hostile and hurtful ones. Emotionally charged decisions do not last and if acted on, do not resolve the underlying problem. People who divorce out of anger often stay angry even after the divorce is over.

5. What is your intent in wanting a divorce? Any agenda other than ending the marriage is an indication that you are not ready to divorce. If you are hoping that through the divorce, the other person will change and start treating you better, realize how much they have lost or pay for how much they have hurt you, you are getting a divorce for the wrong reason. Divorce has no power to right wrongs nor change people's hearts and minds. Divorce can only do one thing: end a marriage. Divorce frees each person to make new attachments to new people.

6. Have you resolved your internal conflict over the divorce? Everyone who goes through a divorce is conflicted. People can feel guilty at the same time as they are sure that they want to end the relationship. Or, they can feel betrayed and at the same time recognize that their life will be better once they are out of the relationship. Recognizing the conflict and owning that different parts of you will be struggling with the impact of divorce, at different times, is part of the process of getting ready for divorce.

7. Can you handle the unpleasant consequences of divorce? Divorce brings change and grief because it is the loss of the "happy family" dream. Hurts, disappointments, loneliness, failure, rejection and inadequacy can all take hold of the psyche when we are in this extremely vulnerable passage. To be ready for the ups and downs of divorce, it is necessary to have a support system of family and friends who will be there to help you emotionally and practically when needed. One of the hardest consequences of divorce is needing to face another person's pain, be it your children's, your family or friends because divorce affects so many people's lives. If you are the one choosing the divorce, you will have to hold on to your decision and the ending of your marriage in the face of all these people and circumstances.

If you are the one who does not want the divorce but your spouse wants to proceed, you will still need to get ready to accept the following consequences of a failed marriage. To know if you are ready, ask yourself if you are prepared for the following changes:

• If you don't want changes to your finances, lifestyle or traditions then you are not ready for divorce.
• If you cannot accept your children's sadness and anger then you are not ready for divorce.
• If you cannot acceptance times of insecurity, fear and the unknown then you are not ready for divorce.
• If you are not willing to let go of your spouse mentally, emotionally and spiritually then you are not ready for divorce.

8. Are you willing to take control of your life in a responsible and mature way? Whether you are the one who wants the divorce or the one who is having to respond to your spouse wanting the divorce, both situations have one thing in common: the marriage is ending. How people respond to this fact determines the type of divorce and future they will have. They can come from a position of bitterness, revenge or helplessness or they can negotiate for their future from a position of strength, understanding and respect.. The attitude you choose will determine the type of divorce you have. Your options are below. You can make agreements that:

• Protect your rights only or respect your spouse's rights too.
• Are only good for you or are good for everyone.
• Give your spouse less or give your spouse what is rightfully theirs.
• Do not inconvenience you or work well for everyone.
• Need frequent court hearings to enforce or need no court hearings to enforce.

It is our experience that people who prepare themselves by first addressing all eight of these questions are more likely to have a collaborative divorce. By starting the process in this way, they are able to make lasting agreements with each other, resolve their difficulties and develop parenting plans that both support the children and respects each other's rights.

Bruce Derman Ph.D. and Wendy Gregson LMFT have extensive experience in helping couples obtain a Better Divorce through preparation, collaboration, and effective negotiation.

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