02/26/2013 04:54 pm ET

My Heart Sank When I Learned That My Baby Had Testicles

I cried when I find out we’re having a boy. And not in the good way.

I know some people have the willpower not to find out their baby’s sex before it’s born. I could never handle the suspense. It’s the Capricorn in me: mommy needs to PLAN. Once I got pregnant, I did toy with the idea for a minute, collecting images of soothing, gender-neutral designer nurseries, full of soft whites and creams (seriously? for a BABY’S ROOM?) and earth-toned, unfinished furniture.

Read more on Mommyish