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A Blow to My Pride: A Young, American Muslim's Response to the GOP

Posted: 11/23/2011 5:09 pm

The Backstory:

        Growing up, politics was completely an invisible subject in my life. I spent my earlier years not knowing the difference between the Republican Party and the Democratic Party --- I had incorrectly believed it was something much simpler -- just two people with completely different opinions vying for the same post. It is safe to say that I had no party influence from the beginning.

        When I turned ten, I wanted to be one of those two people. I had this extreme sense of patriotism that often seemed embarrassing for both my family and friends. I likened the fourth of July to my second birthday, and in fact, enjoyed it more. I cannot say much has changed from then and now, except the fact that I no longer have any interest in becoming a politician or anything of the sort.

        At the age of twelve, I began going to the polls with my parents and soon enough, election days were added to my list of "holidays." Most kids at that age cannot wait to learn to drive or have their sweet sixteen, but I was the clear aberration: all I wanted was to be able to vote.

        High school was the perfect outlet for me to unwind. I was elected as vice president to a class of five hundred, and re-elected to be their vice president until senior year. I became active with numerous clubs within my school, and found my voice. I spoke against Governor Chris Christie's budget cuts, and was adamant on having our school budget passed. I was able to organize a "Rock the Vote" event that featured our state senator, Barbara Buono and I personally mailed out 143 voter registration ballots. I became known as a student activist -- someone who once passionate about a cause or subject would, frankly, never shut up.

And now...

        Soon enough, I knew where I stood. I learned I was a progressive and consistently allied myself with liberals -- and so, declared myself a Democrat once I turned eighteen (this past February). Although allied with a party, I do not vote blindly. I have to do my own research, before I "endorse" my own candidate -- and it is for this reason why I have been watching the Republican presidential hopefuls so closely. If a Republican candidate seems worthy, then I would support him/her. Unfortunately, especially with these recent debates, I am losing faith in the contenders the GOP has put out.

        Last night's debate has hit me the hardest. American Muslims were a topic. Here is another thing about me: I am an American Muslim, and damn proud of it. In fact, I even started to wear the hijab, the headcovering, this past August on my own accord (a note: I was not forced) -- but that is a subject that deserves another blog post.

        Herman Cain was already a thorn in my backside. His anti-Muslim comments were made without feeling and without justification. Just a couple of days ago, it was released on how he was relieved that his doctor who sported the name, Dr. Abdallah, was not Muslim. My reaction to that was: "What if he was? Would... he then deny treatment for the man who was attempting to help him?" I know if I was getting treatment, I would focus on the quality of treatment I was receiving, rather than the belief systems of the doctor and nurses around me.

        Then of course, Herman Cain's comment in March, on how he would not appoint a Muslim to his cabinet or as a judge because he did not feel comfortable, really hit home. I have given my backstory: it is clearly evident that I am as passionate about this country as none other. I dress up not for Halloween but for the fourth of July. That should speak volumes about my own character. But when there exists a candidate, who blatantly says to the media that he would not trust a Muslim in his cabinet -- well, then that shows disrespect to American Muslims, and becomes a huge blow to my pride. I must have lived under a blanket because there was a point when I had sincerely believed that I could become... something in the political sphere. This, of course, I learned to be a distant dream.

        Rick Santorum. Enough said. During CNN's National Security debate, he pointed to focus on Muslims (with the word, "obviously" preceding). Ron Paul's response was key: "That's digging a hole for ourselves. What if they look like Timothy McVeigh?" Terrorism is an awful, horrible thing -- but it is not endorsed by any religion -- and I think all of the GOP contenders but Ron Paul simply do not understand that fact (do not assume now, that I support Ron Paul). Some say the GOP targets Muslims because they are looking for a scapegoat. But why? "Islamophobia" is not necessary, and as a young, American Muslim -- I can say for a fact, that these contenders are just worsening the conditions. I'll tell you something. I'm not scary, I promise. But, both these candidates and some parts of the media brandish Muslims as the enemy -- but we are not. I am not.

        Malcolm X, Muhammad Ali -- these are all household names. These are also some notable American Muslims from our own history. Names like Muhammad, then, were not considered a threat. Unfortunately, now I see people cringe when they hear any Muslim sounding name (like, Mr. Cain, here). It should not be any different now.

        I think the GOP often forgets that Muslims started immigrating to this country in the 1880's, and that America has been their home for decades. We have not just come in the past decade -- we have been here, so when hurtful comments pressed by random passersby (and by anonymous posters) say something along the likes of "Go back to your country" -- how am I to respond? This has been my home, and will always be.

        My only hope now is to clear up misconceptions.

 

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The Backstory:         Growing up, politics was completely an invisible subject in my life. I spent my earlier years not knowing the difference between the Republican Party...
The Backstory:         Growing up, politics was completely an invisible subject in my life. I spent my earlier years not knowing the difference between the Republican Party...
 
 
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11:51 AM on 11/30/2011
Nice article, and it is upsetting that the right has been polarizing Americans with their preference for wedge issues, 50+1% campaigns, and by appealing to people's baser natures ever since the implementation of the southern strategy. Hopefully your generation, who will be the leaders of the future, will think back on this and remember why it's so important for leaders to work together for the common good, and to avoid the dangers of hyperpartisanship.
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cat lover and liberal
My lord, I have a cunning plan that cannot fail.
02:27 AM on 11/28/2011
"The essence of propaganda consists in winning people over to an idea so sincerely, so vitally, that in the end they succumb to it utterly and can never escape from it." - Goebbels
10:21 PM on 11/24/2011
They stoke their constituents with fiery dialogue, as if saying "THEY'RE the problem, now vote for ME, I'm the solution. This country needs to unite, and not allow those in power to split it into factions via divide and conquer.
10:18 PM on 11/24/2011
I'm not sure if the candidates' hateful comments are a sincere reflection of their personal beliefs (God gel us if it is), of more likely vitriol used to conjure up fear and hatred in their constituents, many of whom aren't educated enough to look beyond the rhetoric
06:06 PM on 11/24/2011
''''''-- how am I to respond?'''''''-------by determination, learning and understanding, and courage, making the best use of what you have and how we can improve for better and not be let down by impasses as Lincoln very rightly coined """ This will pass also""--- wish you all the best in your efforts.
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NVEd
I love mountains.
01:14 PM on 11/24/2011
A famous man once said that people should be judged not by the color of their skin but by the content of their character. One could add they should not be judged by their religion but by how they implement that religion. I, for one, am still waiting for these standards to become common practice in The United States Of America. Happy Thanksgiving Ammaarah.
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The Knocker
a mind is a terrible thing to waste
01:10 PM on 11/24/2011
Its obvious user Abdur Rahman is an African-American Muslim, and should have the right to express his opinion.

Abdur Rahman:
"Young lady, Muslims came here on the slave ships. Muslims
sailed to America before Columbus. If you are going to discuss
American Muslim history, please line up your ducks and get your
facts straight. Indian Muslims came later. African Muslims were
here way before the 1800s."
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Bill Sampson
Truth is the most valuable thing we have!
02:00 PM on 11/24/2011
It is true that Muslims were actually part of the landscape in this country much earlier than Columbus. Their is evidence that Islamic words were used by the native Americans who named some areas using Islamic names. The first map of America was drawn by a muslim and two of Columbus' captains were muslim. Islam was here before the ancestors of many of the "true Americans" stepped foot on these shores
06:18 PM on 11/24/2011
It is very difficult to summarize the history of olden golden days, we have learned to spend more time on our petty differences and capitalize on issues that worsen the common human bond. We are all here for the good of the United States of America, some toiled very hard for the US in the beginnings and things change faster. We find few people of intelligence to think for the better like you but you will find a lot larger of people who tempt to delve more on the dark side than to be on the bright side. They all worked togather and that is the reason we became the land of opportunities and that working togather attitude will help all of us to restore the prestige, so God help US.
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11:40 AM on 11/24/2011
Dear Ammaarah,

A very moving piece. You are what I put my hope in when I think of the future of America. I know so many young people who have your passion for justice and democracy, and who are engaged in the political process, including my own kids. You are an inspiration to me. I want to tell you that in me, you have a friend. I admire your beautiful faith tradition. I have read the Qur'an and studied Islam, much to my edification and enlightenment. I always attend Eid celebrations and al-Fitr diners, but those are not the days you will find me at mosque. I number number many Muslims among my friends. If only the mass of Americans would go to a mosque, meet Muslims, learn what Islam is really about, not from Fox News or Glenn Beck or extremist politicians and Christians. These bigoted haters engage in a magic trick of warped propaganda and preach that Islam is a "religion" and in their own fanatical hatred want to limit or deny your rights under the Constitution and Bill of Rights, deport you, launch nuclear strikes on Mecca and Medina. Please stay strong.Maybe you will be our first Muslim President.

Warm regards,
Bud Polk
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Bill Sampson
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01:41 PM on 11/24/2011
What a nice thing to say. God bless you for showing this wonderful young lady the true and beautiful face of our great nation! F&F
02:23 PM on 11/24/2011
fanned and faved as well
11:18 AM on 11/24/2011
By the official and accepted ideals of America, Republicans are unAmerican when they stereotype Muslims.

The corporate media collusion in their efforts should not be overlooked.
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Michael D Ballantine
Former Presidential Candidate - Amer Elect 2012
08:14 AM on 11/24/2011
It's just Machiavelli at work. Muslims are a convenient scapegoat to further the ambitions of morally bankrupt politicians. If America wants peace with the world Muslim community, we have stop killing them. There are differences between the Islamic world and the US, and some of them maybe difficult to overcome but that is no excuse not to try. American Muslims can be that bridge but for the Republicans, that is a bridge too far. The CNN debate was depressing for its lack of originality. One of them may become our President and they will gleefully march us into another ill-advised war for the sake of another 10% of the voting public. Ron Paul made his position clear but I find giving the rich a tax cut and asking the poor to pay for it is something I can't support no matter how appealing the rational. Gov Huntsman was drowned out by the sheer cacophony of the armchair generals who know not what they desire.

Our leadership reflects the worst parts of our society, a bitter bunch who triumph in others misery whilst collecting their scrip from the 1%. They care nothing for the average voter.They use fear as a weapon wielding it with pleasure in some Orwellian nightmare from which there is no escape. It is time for a constitutional convention to reign in these pretenders and return our nation back to the people. America cannot afford another 4 years of misery, we need fundamental change.
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Bill Sampson
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01:37 PM on 11/24/2011
Wow. F&F
06:34 PM on 11/24/2011
.""""""They use fear as a weapon wielding it with pleasure in some Orwellian nightmare from which there is no escape""""""------ this fear of something known to some in politics, think tanks, WS, Healthcare and media, has derailed our march to greatness in economics, finance, jobs, leadership, and the real pursuit of happiness for all. It has been long enough in this fear mongering now it should be time as we give and celebrate thanksgivings to Almighty God, that we should shed the fears and that the reality gain control, and that we all look at ourselves, revitalize and be beacon of hope for others. The fear game has to end at WS, in Politics and on this vast land of opportunities for the pursuit of happiness and liberty for all. So God help US.
11:49 PM on 11/23/2011
Well in terms of Herman Cain making disparaging comments about Muslims, he probably is acquainted with the significant shift within the black American community to Muslim, and they're probably all Democrats. Herman Cain wouldn't appoint a Democrat to "his" cabinet either. That's just Herman. Bush was all about including Muslims, and he got pilloried for it. From Democrats. I never in my life heard anyone in daily life disparaging a fellow American for being Muslim. Never. Find a new cause.
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11:23 PM on 11/23/2011
I would like to bet that 90% of Americans who express hatred for Muslims have never personally met one. In 2003 I emigrated from the UK to Indonesia where I met an married a Muslim women. In nine years or marriage we have never had a fight or even an argument. Spend most of our time talking and laughing together. I have never known my wife not to be smiling, even the couple of times that we have fallen off the motorbike into the mud. She is such a caring person that, if we ever see someone pushing a motorbike or a child trying to cross the street, she will insist that we stop to help. I would say that her attitude is typical of the women here. Sure there are fanatics here. America has enough Christian fanatics to contend with without worrying about Muslims and let me tell you this: If the Christians get control of the US government, which they are trying to do, America will be worse than any Muslim country.
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realwoman8
Curioser and curioser
11:21 AM on 11/24/2011
Agreed, Sheldon -- The next big uprising will be against Big Religion, which is trying to bring back the Dark Ages and religious suppression.
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Sheldon archer
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05:38 PM on 11/24/2011
Count me in
11:25 AM on 11/24/2011
So you married a Muslim woman and everything is hunky dory Hummmmmm
She is happy being a second class citizen with no rights to vote or publicly express her opinion etc, she is also happy that her daughters will not receive neither the same education or the same treatment than her son's will get.
Is that what you are saying?
I'll say: how can there be love in a home when the greatest love giver, the mother, is treated as a second class citizen, humiliated, segregated and so on. I also ask. could it be that by suppressing the freedom of expression of this great love giver you are also suppressing love in general and perhaps that's the reason for so much turmoil in the Islamic society?
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LiberalLee
Yes I am a witch. Deal with it.
02:15 PM on 11/24/2011
For starters, women HAVE the vote in Indonesia, so the rest of your 'argument' fails of its own weight.
There will always be men that try to restrict women to secondary roles, and I'm seeing FAR too much of that right here at home from the fundie republican-corporate minions trying to sell the USA to the highest bidder.
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O K Ali
Wash your hands, seriously.
01:44 PM on 11/28/2011
See, you are the 90% that Sheldon is referring to.
11:07 PM on 11/23/2011
I think you're way off base rskindia. wayyy off.

Kevin Chamow
10:39 PM on 11/23/2011
Note to the author:
I respect your desire to practice your religion and live in the US like everybody else. It is wrong for the GOP candidates to make anti-muslim comments in the debates or deny your human rights in any way.

Having said that, note that everywhere where Muslims are a majority, they have wiped out non-Muslim minorities. Case in point: Pakistan. When Pakistan was carved out of India in 1947, nearly 30% of it's population was non-Muslim. Today it's 1%. What happened to all those people? They were either forced to convert or leave. Same thing is happening in Bangladesh today. There are no churches or synagogues in Saudi Arabia. If someone writes a cartoon of the prophet, they try to kill him. Coptic Christians are under assault in Egypt. I can go on and on, without even mentioning terrorism.

My point is, you guys (moderate Muslims) never do anything to change this dynamic and then you complain when some other majority community (slightly) mistreats you, when the offenses of your fellow Muslims against other communities are far worse. This is why there is Islamophobia in non-Muslim countries. Have you ever done anything about this?
11:14 PM on 11/23/2011
"Having said that, note that everywhere where Muslims are a majority, they have wiped out non-Muslim minorities."

What about Indonesia? The country with the largest Muslim population in the world guarantees religious freedom, and with the exception of a few incidents of terrorism (just as many western countries have had), populations from different religions live peaceably together. The Indonesian Muslims have not wiped out their Christian or Hindu countrymen.­
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Michael D Ballantine
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01:36 AM on 11/25/2011
You have never lived in Indonesia, a few incidents is a gross understatement. Try being a Chinese Christian there and you will learn the meaning of racial hatred. I was there during the riots in 1998 and spent time with Chinese friends who were in abject terror. Over the past 15 years, Indonesia has come much more Muslim in character thanks to financial support from Wahabbists in Saudi Arabia. The Hindu community exists almost entirely on the island of Bali and they are very careful about allowing Muslims to relocate there. I recommend picking a better example of racial and religious harmony.
08:49 AM on 11/24/2011
There are still non-Muslims in the Middle East after 1400 years of Muslim rule. Where are the Muslims of Spain and the Balkans, wiped out except for a little pocket in Bosnia. Muslim ruled India for 700 years and majority are non-Muslim. Christians ruled Phillippines for 500 years and wiped out all non-Christians, except for the Muslims who resisted them successfully. In 1947 10 million Muslims were expelled from India to Pakistan, and a million were slaughtered. There are no Churces in Saudi Arabia, and there are no mosques in the Vatican. Mosques in Greece, Spain and Israel were wiped out. There are a huge number of churches in Pakistan. When talking about "terrorism" how about B52 terrorism. Millions of Muslims slaughtered in Iraq and Afghanistan.
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Doug Sandlin
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09:25 PM on 11/23/2011
" My only hope now is to clear up misconceptions. "
==

Well, you have a lot of allies in that effort.

Including me.

http://clarifyingislam.com/

I'm not Muslim. I'm just pro-fact and anti-prejudice.
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Bill Sampson
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09:59 PM on 11/23/2011
Doug you are a true gentleman! Your constant efforts to spread the truth about Islam and other misunderstood cultures/religions is truly inspiring. Favored as usual.