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72 Hours Under Fire

Posted: 03/ 9/2012 4:54 pm

What is happening inside Syria is unlike any conflict I've covered in my career. Photojournalist Neil Hallsworth, security lead Tim Crockett and I reported from the Baba Amr district of Homs, Syria, last month. What we witnessed was excruciating. Constant shelling of what were once ordinary neighborhoods by the government as it launched its assault on the civilian opposition. What we saw and witnessed is not even a fraction of the suffering felt by residents in these areas, not even a fraction of their pain. We left, we had the choice to do so. A choice so many of these families do not have -- trapped in what they describe as a living nightmare with no end.
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We had been to Syria a few times before on official work visas. We were assigned a government minder and needed to apply for permission for every city or area we wanted to visit, permissions that often did not materialize. Most of the time we were ferried to see what the government wanted us to see. In each case, we informed viewers that we were in the presence of the government's watchful eyes. That is not an ideal scenario for any journalist, but an advantage is it alleviates some safety concerns, because it at least it safely gets us into the country. If we manage to evade our minders, as we did on a couple occasions, it helps us to get out the real story to the world.

This trip was different. We snuck in to Baba Amr to report close to the zones of intense fighting. It took nearly a week to get in. And everything we witnessed seemed significantly more dire than during our last visit to Syria. The front lines were constantly changing. Young people we filmed died hours later without pain killers or antibiotics. Doctors and medical volunteers were targeted by government snipers just for trying to help rescue the wounded caught in the crossfire -- and women and children desperate enough to venture out for food had to also dodge bullets. We had to be careful about describing our locations on air. And, as always, whenever we were helped by local fixers we avoided doing anything that may help the government identify them later.

Shortly after we left, Marie Colvin and Remy Ochlik were killed. I had seen Marie and cameraman Paul Conroy -- who was wounded -- just days before that. Marie -- courageous and passionate -- embodied all it is to be a journalist. And she knew the risks and felt they were worth taking.
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None of us believes we are invincible and no journalist wants to die telling a story. But you also cannot do justice to the telling of a story like this unless you live and breathe as the people caught in that story are.

As with all my colleagues in the field on stories in places of conflict, we push ourselves and our organizations to be on the front lines in utterly unpredictable environments. But at the end of the day, when we do take on such an assignment we know we have the support -- from moral support to planning, to logistics and security -- which those whose story we cover do not have.

It is fundamentally unfair that we live in a world where such horrors take place, where such cruelty exists, and where if all goes well we return home leaving those whose plight we briefly shared, behind.

As challenging as these events are to cover, as difficult as these images are for viewers to watch, and readers to read, we must. There are so many layers to the story of what is happening in Syria that are so important to tell. We must all be witnesses and decide if all we want to do is watch.


72 HOURS UNDER FIRE debuts on CNN/U.S. on Sunday, March 11 at 8:00pm and 11:00pm ET & PT and on CNN International on Friday, March 9 at 3:00pm ET. Please check your local listings for additional airtimes.

 
 
 
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02:43 PM on 03/13/2012
They are trying to turn the world into a Hollywood play. Thats what happens when the whole society has become so dependant on TV. I bet if TV seized to exist 50% of Americans would go crazy.
11:24 AM on 03/12/2012
Our lack of action demonstrates what a shallow and selfish nation we have become. We have the largest most expensive military in history yet we won't spare some air sticks to protect innocent people who are being slaughtered for excersizing what we call free speech. If they had oil we would have boots on the ground by now.
We say we sand for freedom but we really stand for greed! No oil no help.
02:44 PM on 03/13/2012
The perpetrators of this current violence in Syria are probably hoping that the possibility that it’s honestly proxy sunni rebels against a Shiite government (most people there love Assad) simply isn’t discussed in our propaganda media outlets. In this current age of the internet, the truth is out there. We all need discernment to weed out the lies and half truths, from the spoon fed propaganda we’re all being fed daily.
07:05 AM on 03/12/2012
Sounds like a catch 22 for America. If we get involved we're branded "world police" Imperialists just out for oil and if we don't then we're the "1%ers" of the world who just sit by on the sidelines while the world goes to hell in a handbasket around us.
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Sh00Fly
Here's your 50¢ - You happy?
11:53 PM on 03/11/2012
Thank you very much for your work, Arwa.
11:01 PM on 03/11/2012
It seems the fighting isn't going to well on the activists side and the outside influences are changing their tactics. They have switched from supplying mostly weapons to also handing out millions in currency. They hope for government defections and more activists willing to put their lives on the line. Such noble reasons for fighting a war.
10:46 PM on 03/11/2012
I agree to an extent.I dont think standing by while atrocities are commited against innocents with no reasonable mean to defend against it is acceptable either.(weve done just that in parts of africa) And on hitlers rise to power it was the same non-confrontational attitude that allowed it.
01:07 PM on 03/14/2012
CNN has no "real" reporters they read what they are told,do what they are told,and run from truth whenever faced with it.U.S. America has no "real" news,just a daily dose of "what we want you to believe"
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Bonita Goodrich
10:35 PM on 03/11/2012
I am appalled at the casualness with which many of these comments are made. Agree the US does not want another long war - but, WTF... the whole world stands by and watches as people are massacred. The images that I see daily of mutilated children make me want to take up arms. I get that we are now isolationists, but I don't get the venomous reaction to reporters that want to tell the story, and are willing to risk their lives to do so.
02:45 PM on 03/13/2012
Fight your own damn war Why do u feel the need to drag our country into another waste of time and lives?
09:55 PM on 03/11/2012
I'm sick and tired of Time Warner, News Corp., Disney, GE, Viacom, and Comcast/etc..feeding us the "news", there's no news, there's no reporting, most of these pseudo journalists double as CIA agents and are here to advance the agenda of the Corporations or the U.S. Government, and often they're one and the same. Ms. Damon, I would really like to hear you report about the commando unit that whisked you and the other "journalists" out of Baba Amro???
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09:43 PM on 03/11/2012
"None of us believes we are invincible and no journalist wants to die telling a story. But you also cannot do justice to the telling of a story like this unless you live and breathe as the people caught in that story are."

Where were you in Fallujah? Or in what preceded it?
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DARK STAR
One small step for Man...
09:00 PM on 03/11/2012
Let Israel quench their war lust with Syria...
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antonioarganda
Force always attracts men of low morality.
08:50 PM on 03/11/2012
So, you snuck into a militant insurgent stronghold to report a one-sided version of the news. For the other side:

http://globalresearch.ca/index.php?context=va&aid=28206
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08:31 PM on 03/11/2012
Some dynasties are so entrenched and with enough followers that even a powerful uprising cannot overthrow .  The Syrian government is not to be driven from power because their leaders follow the ancient value that  war is decided by the strongest who slaughter every participant of the resistance. In this way the military solution eliminates the problem of political opposition. 
   For those participants and supporters of  revolution their ignoble deaths was not a sacrifice.  It was simply a slaughter on the altar of human folly and misjudgement.   A sacrifice may have benefited  others in the cause of human freedom and opportunity.  This extermination eliminated a human problem through eliminating the estranged human insurgents.  There was a terrible misjudgement within the leadership of revolution.
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MacTheCat
Those Clouds You See Aren't really clouds at all
08:28 PM on 03/11/2012
Yes--war is heck--we get it.

Now, who are these rebel forces again? Who planned and supported this "rebellion" and what western nations stand to profit the most by co-opting Syria in order to enclose Iran even more tightly?

No more wars.

No more US involvement.
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retired pediatrician
08:12 PM on 03/11/2012
Apparently Mr. Assad believes that he personally owns Syria and its population, who
are traitors to dispute his rightful authority. There is only one way to deal with this kind
of conundrum, and it works well. We don't have to be involved. I'd get Israel to do it.
08:29 PM on 03/11/2012
Could be a run-up to Iran.
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Merrell Michael
05:40 PM on 03/11/2012
No US involvement.
Period.
Two unwinnable quagmires are enough. As for the journalist, you knew not to go in there. Its time for the world to police itself.