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Four Reasons I Came Back to Church

Posted: 04/02/2012 10:56 am

I've written a couple of pieces lately that have gotten a lot of attention about why younger people tend to walk away from church. (If you haven't seen them yet, here are the links:
"Seven Reasons Why Young Adults Quit Church" and "Four More (BIG) Reasons Why Young Adults Quit Church")

It was suggested that I might also post a piece about why young adults come back to church. Though I can't say for sure why ALL young adults in church do so, I can share a few reasons why I, as a young adult, went back after 10 years.

I Found A Community That Defied Christian Stereotypes

I left the church as a teenager on less than good terms. My youth leader threw a Bible at me for persisting with my questions, and the only image of Christianity I saw regularly in college was the guy in the student union standing on a box with a bullhorn, yelling at passersby about how we were doomed to hell without him.

Fortunately, I found a new community in my late 20s that represented something different. We met on Sunday evenings, gathered in the round, wore whatever we wanted and never once did I feel judged or scrutinized by the others in the group. I was welcomed for who I was, not what I could do or give, and I was included in gatherings outside the Sunday evening service as well.

I would not have even given it a try, though, had my girlfriend at the time (now my wife) not persisted in inviting me. I said no many times before saying yes, and it was only after I had seen enough evidence from her that defied my presuppositions about Christianity that I was finally wiling to see who these other people she gathered with were about. Thirteen years later, I'm a Christian author and speaker, I've helped found a new church and I've led worship in multiple congregations. Fortunately, God's grace is more persistent and patient than the time it took for me to get over my hurt feelings and biases against organized religion.

I Found My Voice

I've played music most of my life, but I never thought of myself as a "church music" person. There was the traditional piano or organ music with a choir and or the breathy, synth-saturated contemporary stuff. I couldn't play the first kind and I couldn't stand the second. It wasn't until a minister friend encouraged me to bring my guitar to worship one night and just share a couple of songs that were meaningful to me that something changed. A place in me that had been closed off for a long, long time cracked open and hasn't gone dormant ever since.

I believe that God's presence is ubiquitous but not imposing. All it takes is a small open space for the divine seeds to take root. For me, that opening was in music. I can only hope that others will have the chance to find what that space-creating thing is for them. It's worth looking for.

I Found Deeper Meaning

One reason I was so willing to walk away from religion when I did was because there seemed to be two fundamental messages I heard, week after week. And after 17 years, that got pretty old. The two themes were:

  1. If you died tomorrow, do you know where you'd spend eternity? or;

  2. Jesus could come back any day. It could be today or even tomorrow, so you'd better get yourself right with God.

I don't really need a church to help reassure me I have some kind of divine fire insurance policy, or that God loves me in spite of the fact that I actually suck deep down inside. I was more interested in finding deeper meaning in this life, rather than worrying so much about what comes after that.

In my decade away from church, I studied all kinds of different philosophies and religions, but I didn't ever find the thing that helped me set my own ego aside, helped me get over myself and see that life is about more than just getting my needs and wants fulfilled. It's a counter-cultural message, but when the "it's all about you" commercialism begins to ring hollow, we start searching for something more. I found it in a community of faith.

I Found A Sense of Belonging

I talk to churches a lot about the difference between worship attendance, membership and belonging. Too often we see all three of these as synonymous, but they're not. I wanted to find a group of people passionate about things that mattered to me, and who would make a space for me, regardless of whether we agreed on everything, or if I gave enough money, or if I had signed my name in some official book.

For a lot of churches, that affirmation of belonging comes after you commit to membership as part of an institution. The problem for me was that I didn't really care about their institution; I only cared about the people. I came to understand the value of some institutions along the way, but young adults don't inherently trust institutions the way previous generations have, and we don't care nearly as much about preserving them either.

Had my initial experiences with Christianity after my hiatus been with groups that had nice buildings and big budgets, I might not have stuck around. The fact that they had little to offer other than themselves was exactly what I was looking for.

I'll close this piece out with a short list of all the things that didn't mater so much in my decision to come back to Christianity, but which many churches assume are critical to their transformation:

  • I didn't care that much about the preaching.

  • It didn't matter to me that there wasn't an elaborate music program.

  • I was all right with the fact that there weren't tons of small groups to instantly "plug in" to. In fact, I just wanted to hang out with people I liked and who cared about me.

  • I didn't care what denomination the church was a part of.

  • I didn't care about whether they had doctrines or creeds they all agreed on.

  • I didn't care if the carpet was nice, the garden was manicured or the bathrooms smelled like lilacs.

All of those things are nice, I guess. I'm sure they're important to someone. But I can hear great sermons online. I can download more great music to my iPod than I can listen to in a lifetime. I can join a fancy country club and feel like I'm a part of some fancy, exclusive group. What I can't necessarily get in other parts of my life is authenticity.

Everything else was nice, but it wasn't what brought me back.

 
 
 

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02:17 AM on 04/06/2012
I left the church and faith behind long ago, but I do understand feeling a need for community and how being a part of a congregation fills that need. It sounds like you have found a supportive and welcoming church and I hope that it continues to be that for you.
11:17 PM on 04/06/2012
Yea you don't see why not just be alone and miserable.

I'll go to church instead.
06:18 PM on 04/05/2012
So ... the article lists two themes I recall as does the author.
1.If you died tomorrow, do you know where you'd spend eternity? or;
2.Jesus could come back any day. It could be today or even tomorrow, so you'd better get yourself right with God.

My questions: Is there an eternity? How do YOU know? Assuming so, why should one prepare for it? Does religion prepare one for it better than some other means? How does any religion prepare one for it? And does any particular religion do it better than any other? Practical questions, spare me the void of philosophy.
11:18 PM on 04/06/2012
You know there are a lot of serious Christian websites that aren't hard to find where you can learn about all different kinds of Christian theology.
05:56 AM on 04/07/2012
Thanks for answering. My questions though aren't theological or Christian, but address a fundamental assumption I believe most religions make, that there is "eternity." What's the point of religion at all if there is no such thing? To me these are questiuons concerning the human condition, experience and consciousness. If you can point me to a site where people speak of this without invoking religious belief, I'd welcome that.

I attended a major Roman Catholic Jesuit University where I enrolled in a class in the Philosophy Department titled Metaphysics. The professor addressed the class on the first day with; "In this class, God gets an A, I get a B, and you can fight for the Cs and Ds. Now let us stufy Thomas Aquinas." I dropped immediatly, wondering why Aquinas is the only authoir worthy of consideration in Metaphysics. No disrespect intended, I have studied Aquinas and find him an excellent thinker insofar as he covers the topics. Yet he doesn't address my simple question concerning the existence of eternity.
07:46 AM on 04/04/2012
in a 20 yr rebellion, where i tried every other philosophy and sin, i discovered there was no other way apart from God. hedonism. post-modernism. atheism. gnosticism. western philosophy. eastern philosophy. i was lucky i made it back because for 20 years i never believed i could. that is the reason people return. i needed holy communion. i needed to pray. there is no other way.
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HeevenSteven
20 Minutes into the future.
09:50 PM on 04/03/2012
I don't know what a "Christian Stereotype" is; and I never imagined it to be a guy with a bullhorn; but the overwhelming majority of Christians I know believe as the Catholic tradition I was raised with teaches, that Jesus was literally the resurrected son of God...not to mention they think God is a conscious entity that created the universe and has a plan for everyone..and yet many of these people call themselves spiritual and non-literal..

I just cannot spend Sundays hanging out with people celebrating that sort of thing.. commercialism or faith is a false choice..
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07:54 PM on 04/03/2012
I've known two heretofore decent people who as adults were seduced into conservative churches. They might have called it community, but I saw it as preying on lonely people by giving them instant boundless "love," instant "family," instant "community." I don't know how a person gets to middle age without knowing that love and family and community do not come in an instant.
FaceReality2
Democracy in the U.S. is an illusion
07:52 PM on 04/03/2012
The only church I know of that doesn't demand submission to dogma is the Unitarian Universalist. If you prefer reason, give it a try.
12:22 AM on 04/04/2012
sorry to say Episcopalian's prefer reason to, though the news likes making us look like we break every time we except more people for who the are. I have been to the Unitarian church ad liked it but, prefer the Episcopal church. I am not saying anyone has to change but there are more than just one out there.
FaceReality2
Democracy in the U.S. is an illusion
10:55 AM on 04/04/2012
There was a split here between those Epspls who accept gays and those who don't. UUs are very accepting. You can be a UU and be a non-theist. Many are atheists and agnostics.
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nonChristian
Not even Jesus can save me
02:35 PM on 04/03/2012
I hope you have not joined one of those gay hating churches. All that spiritual and group stuff is nonsense if you harbour hate towards people for no reason apparent. Also I hope you keep your new Jesus stuff to yourself and not shove it down other people's throats.
01:48 AM on 04/04/2012
I have a question out of curiosity: Has Christianity and/or Christians offended you in some way?
02:07 PM on 04/03/2012
I like much what of Christian Piatt writes. But one thing troubled me about this blog post. Why does he feel comfortable telling us why young people are leaving church, but feels he can't tell us why they return to church? Has he not discussed this topic with young people who've returned? Does he not feel comfortable in making generalizations about why they come back while at the same time felt comfortable making generalizations about why they left? It just seems strange to me that he'd attempt to characterize why young people leave church in previous posts yet refrain from doing it when the subject is why they come back...
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grappler1987
Heaven is a gift, not a reward
11:55 AM on 04/03/2012
"I studied all kinds of different philosophies and religions"

We tend to think of religion as a belief system but God ties it more to your action and behavior.

"Religion that God our Father accepts as pure and faultless is this: to look after orphans and widows in their distress and to keep oneself from being polluted by the world." James 1:27

Fatih in Jesus expressing itself through love is the only thing that counts. Galatians 5:6
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11:22 AM on 04/03/2012
Maybe a small point -- but a new Lilly study indicates people REALLY DO care about preaching. Maybe if you are an evangelical who has read the Bible cover to cover many times, reads theology, talks with others constantly about faith -- gaining insight is something you work at in other ways. But for most mainline people, sermons are pretty important for jumpstarting our own internal conversations.
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DianaLynn1967
It's a great life if you don't weaken!
11:49 PM on 05/18/2012
Yes, I think Christian was talking strictly about his own journey. I know that at my church, the two main reasons people join up is the preaching and the music program. So it just depends.
06:45 AM on 04/03/2012
Apathetic to religion, sympathetic to people, and empathetic to feelings.
04:09 AM on 04/03/2012
Just an observation, but most religions/cults should accommodate such superficial spiritual needs.
08:18 PM on 04/02/2012
Authenticity does not depend on fellowship.
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Elijah A Alexander Jr
Elijah NatureBoy
07:01 PM on 04/02/2012
I only have one reason for returning to church after separating from it at about age 19. In 1973, before turning 29, I had my "new conception" experience which sent me back to the organized church but, as revealed in a childhood dream which returned every time I asked what was the purpose for my life, I only remained with it while spiritually gestating.

During my gestation I studied the Bible as a book I knew nothing about, seeking definitions to all names and words I could find and meanings for all symbols. When I read the "new birth" dialog, John 3:1-8, it revealed how the spiritually born are to become wanderers who enter a town, share their message and leave without anyone knowing from where we came nor to where we went [unless asked]. Therefore, my "new birth" was when I obeyed Matthew 19:29 and forsook everything civilization had taught me to be dependent on, job, car, family and all except 5 changes of clothes, to become the wanderer.

As a nomad I discovered I was fulfilling Isaiah 7:15-16 or 22, eating butter [learning civilization's laws] and honey [learning nature's laws for man] so I would be one among those remaining upon the earth after civilization ended. For that reason I only remained with the organized church for about 3 years before becoming "the called out from" church thereafter.
08:20 PM on 04/02/2012
Countless numbers live this way in India and Nepal.
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Elijah A Alexander Jr
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08:10 AM on 04/03/2012
Yes, I've read about them. Often, when people see me today they ask If I'm from that area or Australia. When they ask If I'm on a "walkabout" I say yes for I have for over 35 years. Now, the only change I intend is to be "Politically Drafted" into the White House to lead the world into a peaceful way of life. Only someone of peace can lead other into it. http://signon.org/sign/eliminate-capitalistic?source=c.fwd.in&r_by=4033819 should bring it about.
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Elijah A Alexander Jr
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10:14 AM on 04/03/2012
Yes, I've read about them. Often, when people see me today they ask If I'm from that area or Australia. When they ask If I'm on a "walkabout" I say yes for I have for over 35 years. Now, the only change I intend is to be "Politically Drafted" into the White House to lead the world into a peaceful way of life. Only someone of peace can lead other into it. http://signon.org/sign/eliminate-capitalistic?source=c.fwd.in&r_by=4033819 should bring it about.
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Djay0252
America needs to Bless God
06:38 PM on 04/02/2012
People do bad things all the time to other people but when a Christians does something bad we want to blame God.I told my Pastor one time I had given up on her but never given up on God.
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11:26 AM on 04/03/2012
Your slogan is "American First, Second and Always." Does that mean you have unquestioning loyalty to a nation state, but not to an institutional church? Interesting.
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grappler1987
Heaven is a gift, not a reward
11:45 AM on 04/03/2012
Jesus called tax collectors, prostitutes, murderers, etc. to follow him. We shouldn't be surprised that his followers are flawed. We are all flawed but Jesus has never given up on us.