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John 12:20-33: Who Am I?

Posted: 03/21/2012 10:21 am

One of the issues that follows us throughout life is that of identity. Who am I? How do I define myself? And then, the surprising realization and question: Who defines me? I'm not the only one to construct my identity. Many currents, influences, myths and forces outside of myself frame me and who I am. I may be American, but if I'm also a Muslim, I'm sometimes under the suspicion of terrorism. This becomes an added layer to my identity.

National identity is a major current that molds imaginations. It shapes an identity as a people, as a nation for example "under God" (a significant but contested identifying marker). No matter how that particular national story is construed, the myth is established. We are a unique people with a privileged place. The American myth defines a nation: an open frontier, people chosen by God, freed from the past to lead into an unlimited future. Everything and everyone is there for us.

This is a strong, often unconscious, guide that impacts our speech with one another and shapes our perception of our bodies. The media uses this guide to create an image of the "real American." There are graduations to the myth, conflicting identities within a larger identity (as we witness in the GOP presidential candidates' debates) but the mythic identity remains in place.

Jesus confronts us with a radically different identity and identity-forming process, as he journeys toward the cross. Over the past few weeks, other ON Scripture writers have noted how the Gospel of John presents a clear image of who Jesus is from the get-go, as he cleanses the Temple in chapter 2, for example. Jesus is the Word of God who makes God known to us. At the same time, in John Gospel's, Jesus is the one who stands among us as one "whom you do not know." (John 1:26). Throughout the Gospel, Jesus reveals his identity through the many signs he accomplishes (turning water to wine, healing the blind man, raising Lazarus). And now, as he journeys through the final days before Passover, in and out of the city, toward the cross, he reveals an even deeper level of identity.

Irruptions On The Way

In John 12, the "Greeks" make a surprising entry upon the scene. They are curious and want to "see" this Jesus. Almost nothing is said about them or why they ask Philip or why Philip asks Andrew rather than going directly to Jesus. By the term "Greeks," a designation here for foreigners (Gentiles in biblical language, that is, non-Jewish foreigners), John indicates the ever-expanding reach of Jesus. The one whom we do not know is now drawing all the nations and all peoples to himself. The Greeks appear and disappear again almost without notice but their sudden irruption within the fabric of the story reveals something to Jesus: the hour has come. Jesus is already being "lifted up" even as he journeys. The hour has come for a full revelation of his identity. It is the arrival of foreigners, of strangers that identifies the crucial hour for Jesus.

This realization (that the hour and the end have come) unsettles Jesus. And we witness another side of Jesus, a more vulnerable side, one that does not appear as often in the Gospel of John. His soul is troubled. We had a glance of this side of Jesus in Chapter 11 when he wept over the death of his friend, Lazarus. We saw it again at the beginning of Chapter 12, when in deep gratitude he relishes in the washing of his feet by Mary. And now here, Jesus reveals a struggle, a struggle deep within his own understanding of identity, a struggle now witnessed in his dialogue with the Father, in prayer.

Once again, there is an irruption within the text. A voice from heaven, now God's voice, breaks in on the scene. It sounds like thunder. A voice from outside (a foreign voice, an unrecognized, non-translatable voice) confirms the identity of Jesus as Word of God.

It would be too easy (and too dangerous) to say that Jesus simply "accepts" what appears to be a horrible destiny, chosen by his father. The grain of wheat must die; the one who saves her life loses it. In his prayer, which we might paraphrase as an instance of the Lord's Prayer, through this voice irrupting upon the scene, Jesus dwells in his deepest identity, one that he had from the beginning.

God is not glorified by imposing a death sentence on Jesus. God is glorified by Jesus who is not looking to get something for himself but who simply wish that all may be drawn toward God's gracious heart. Jesus walks this path that all may know God, not through ideology or patriotism or even theology, but in communion. The path Jesus takes, following God's will, is not a path of sacrifice, self-immolation. Identity is not forged through a morbid, death-glorifying religious practice. This path, this identity finds its fullness in the joy of giving and in drawing all toward this love. In drawing all toward himself, a new identity is given: fullness, life and eternal life.

A Radically New Identity: For Us And God!

We wish to shape and mold our own identity. Unknowingly, we buy into the mold that is offered to us by the culture, by the American dream or myth of ever-open frontiers with "us" at the center. We judge others according to that mythical identity. All those who are not like us become objects of fear, immigrants who need to be expelled (or relegated to specific neighborhoods), Muslims who need to be under secret surveillance, tracking all their movements and conversations -- even the conversation of children. We label the ones on the outside, the margins, as radical extremists (imposing that identity on a major religion). We even go to illegal means to maintain our control, power and identity.

In the end, we eliminate the possibility of the other, the "Greek," irrupting into our tightly orchestrated scenario. We avoid the deeper confrontation with a God-given identity that speaks to truth deep within each one of us (Psalm 51) and to a heart that is reconciled, where we shall no longer "teach" or "say to each other: Know the Lord" for we shall all know God from the least to the greatest (Jeremiah 31:31-34), from the insider to the outsider, from national to foreigner.

The journey to the cross is not a glorification of death. Jesus invites us into a disruption of our tightly sealed, self-contained, seed-like identity into a God-given identity, blossoming in communion.

Editor's Note: ON Scripture is a series of Christian scripture commentaries produced in collaboration with Odyssey Networks. Each week pastors from around the country will approach the lectionary text of the week through the lens of current events, providing a religious voice that is both pastoral and prophetic.

 
 
 
One of the issues that follows us throughout life is that of identity. Who am I? How do I define myself? And then, the surprising realization and question: Who defines me? I'm not the only one to cons...
One of the issues that follows us throughout life is that of identity. Who am I? How do I define myself? And then, the surprising realization and question: Who defines me? I'm not the only one to cons...
 
 
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Sistagirl Young
07:07 PM on 03/26/2012
Let me tell y'all somethin'
And you may not believe it's true
But before all's said and done
And this includes everyone
JESUS is gonna make
A believer outta you. Life.
05:25 AM on 03/26/2012
Jesus Christ is Son of God and Messiah. Or else, nothing about our faith is worth a dime. Great article. Jesus never said anything that did not personally and directly challenge the faith of his listeners. His actions and sayings demandeds an immediate and personal response. He never made it comfortable in that sense. He was never interested in a lukewarm response. No compromises.
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MorallySuperiorAtheist
Rational and a Real Jerk About It.
02:48 AM on 03/26/2012
Jesus, having had no genetic compliment from his father (as no copulation occurred.....wink, wink.), and having had no DNA from Mary's roommate, Joseph, can only have been created from parthenogenesis or a duplication of Mary's own DNA (i.e. a clone). As Jesus was raised as a "male" and was referred to often as "son", he was understandably confused by the fact that he wore dresses (or "robes") and his fine, almost feminine, features seemed awfully popular with the swarthy men of the area. Without a positive male-role paradigm (his dad was notoriously jealous and judgmental, vengeful, and elusive) resulting in a lack of gender-specific modeling. Could he have been having gender-identity issues by that statement? Discuss.
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Barely Left of Pobedonostsev
12:06 PM on 03/25/2012
This blogger does not know how to READ! These 'Greeks' did not come to help Jesus discover his identity. Nor were they just any Gentiles. Didn't Dirk read to the end of the sentence? It was not just 'Greeks', it was 'some of those Greeks who came up to the festival to WORSHIP. This combination alone makes it nearly certain that they were Gentile believers or "fellow travelers" of Judaism.

Nor was it only just then that Jesus decided or realized the need to expand his message. It was rather that the petition of the Greeks made it timely for Jesus to tell his disciples what Jesus already long knew.
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TYRANNASAURUS
UGH!....people taste like crap!
10:47 AM on 03/25/2012
John 12:20–33: Jesus Asks, 'Who Am I?'

Even the fictional character called Jesus doesn't think hes real....this is too funny.
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MorallySuperiorAtheist
Rational and a Real Jerk About It.
02:35 AM on 03/26/2012
Like the Velveteen Rabbit. Just like that.
05:05 AM on 03/26/2012
they got it exactly right - John 12:37 - 40
10:13 AM on 03/25/2012
So are scriptures from other religions welcome in this series or is it only Christianity ?
09:02 PM on 03/25/2012
I for one would like to see balance, to include religions with one God instead of idols, and even religions of nature. Variety and balance would be educational. Awareness that science is a god of choice for many would be refreshing to see acknowledged.
11:59 PM on 03/24/2012
Not God. No man can be God.
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NYC123
08:54 AM on 03/24/2012
An important point is being made here – “Mankind lacks the capacity to love thy neighbor like thyself. “Neighbor being people we do not identify with: politically, economically, culturally, etc. -- at best “they’re aliens;” and at worse “they’re enemies!” And without this “agape love (a love of God for mankind) in man,” it becomes extremely difficult to love God himself -- therefore not being able to find discernment in God’s ways – for love of neighbor is an important expression that God is in one’s life.

Jesus himself was treated first as an alien -- then an enemy to the ruling Judean theocracy of his day. Jesus came as a king and savior, a man a peace -- it didn’t matter; for he was a threat to the norms dictated by the ruling class, not the masses.

The ruling class in all societies dictates norms. The masses for the most part are like sheep that give their allegiance to the ruling class, with a high degree of blindness, in exchange for a perceived protection. The ruling class, and sheep class, is no different today from Jesus day! The ruling class dictates norms and suffocates truth from the masses. Suffocating “Truth” at minimum creates a wedge between people; and if people are divided – that agape love of neighbor is taken away. Why does the ruling class suffocate truth? To protect their self-interest and stay in power! Comes down to self-greed, that simple! “Where today, greed is king and rules!”
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TYRANNASAURUS
UGH!....people taste like crap!
10:51 AM on 03/25/2012
There is no historical (real history) record of any mentioning of any person called Jesus...sorry.
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John Camp
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04:14 PM on 03/25/2012
You mean other than the biblical documents (the most well attested ancient manuscript tradition by far), Tacitus, Celsus, Josephus, the Talmud, the 1st & 2nd century christian tombs etc.
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chrysostomos
Zizek built my hotrod,
02:27 PM on 03/26/2012
While love of the neighbor is an important ethical question in early Christianity it is not the exclusive purchase of Christian thought- nor is it even, in it's seemingly most directly stated instances as transparent or straightforward as you would assert. Indeed the way the New Testament defines and treats the "neighbor" is quite varied and at times seemingly contradictory: from the ethnic/cultural particularity of Jesus' assertions to his disciples about the secret/exclusive nature of his knowledge and his treatment of the Syrophoenician Woman on the one hand, to the more expansive/universalizing tendencies of his own words in John 3 and Paul's words in Galatians 3:28.
While Christian thought does in some ways offer an improvement over other systems of thought present in Antiquity it is not without some serious flaws do not recommend it as the basis for a contemporary system of ethics.
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NYC123
03:54 PM on 03/26/2012
Love of neghbor like oneself is one of two main callings for man - the other is love of God with all thy might. See Mathew 22:39.. read 34 thru 40! Jesus is speaking!

34 After the Pharisees heard that he had put the Sadducees to silence, they came together in one group. 35 And one of them, versed in the Law, asked, testing him: 36 “Teacher, which is the greatest commandment in the Law?” 37 He said to him: “‘You must love Yahewh your God with your whole heart and with your whole soul and with your whole mind.’ 38 This is the greatest and first commandment. 39 The second, like it, is this, ‘You must love your neighbor as yourself.’ 40 On these two commandments the whole Law hangs, and the Prophets.”
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G R
Ad astra per aspera
08:31 PM on 03/22/2012
I find it odd that Jesus never refers to himself as the Son of God, but only the Son of Man. Even when Pilate asks him "Are you the son of God?" Jesus replies: "You say I am".
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iknowscottyknows
04:13 PM on 03/24/2012
John 14:7-10, 10:30, 14:11, 10:37, 38 Matthew 27:43

For starters.
12:00 AM on 03/25/2012
Thats because he only brought the message as a prophet. No man can be God.
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Djay0252
17th Airborne..a tribute to my Father
12:55 PM on 03/26/2012
No man can be God but God can be man
11:02 AM on 03/22/2012
The Christ is realized as oneself through gnosis. This is what the person, Jesus found, and this is what he tried to teach his disciples. Only a couple really got it though, Mary and Thomas apparently did. And just like today, people will look in the fields, up in the sky, expecting to stumble upon an external personage.

But, He tried to tell them:

"Ye are Gods"

"The Father and I are one"

"In most solemn truth I tell you that he who trusts in me--the things which I do he shall do also; and greater things than these he shall do, because I am going to the Father."
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ManuOB1
A voice crying in the wilderness
06:42 PM on 03/22/2012
My difficulty with Gnosticism is its view of creation as evil and its rejection of the God of the OT. Has this changed? Am I misinformed?
09:18 AM on 03/23/2012
The problem arises when the simple of idea of gnosis, or knowledge, is coopted into an entire philosophy that quickly becomes a religion and all its various flavors.

To put it simply, one gains communion with God with the knowledge of God. Now this can open a whole other can of worms, as our idea of knowledge is synonymous with the relative, dualistic mind. But knowledge of the divine is really just self knowledge and it is entirely non-dual. There is no separation between us, God or the creation, so once self knowledge is understood, so is everything else.
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Saidas
11:44 AM on 03/23/2012
I've never heard this before....that Gnostics view creation as evil. Where do you get this from?
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Saidas
11:43 AM on 03/23/2012
Yes indeed. F&F'd.
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09:58 AM on 03/22/2012
Death row inmates that our innocent. Check their life's story. Especially if it's your father or your son.
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eddy joe
welcome to the machine
04:30 PM on 03/21/2012
"All those who are not like us become objects of fear."... Not true. They are an opportunity to experience something other than ourselves. I enjoy different cultures, or people with a different outlook. The fear comes if they threaten us in some way, physically, or psychologically.
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ManuOB1
A voice crying in the wilderness
03:42 PM on 03/21/2012
Jesus never asks "Who am I?"
Rather he asks the disciples, "Who do people say I am?" And then more directly, "Who do you say I am?"

Our lives are our answer.
researcher
researcher
03:35 AM on 03/22/2012
and they replied that you are the son of god.

and he said it is your book that states we are sons of god.

preachers dont preach on that one do they?

I think sons of god is mentioned about 8 times in the bible.

making Jesus God is making God in man's image. jesus always referred to himself as son of man.

other religions know better but who cares what other religions think if you are a confirmed christian.
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ManuOB1
A voice crying in the wilderness
07:03 AM on 03/22/2012
Only partially correct. "They" responded first to what others said: "John the Baptist or Elijah or one of the prophets."
When Jesus asked their own opinion, Peter responded: "You are the Christ; the son of the living God."

The evolution of thought about who believers think Jesus is (Rabbi, Healer, Messiah, Savior of the world, Lord, Son of God, God the Son, God) can be appreciated when you read parts of the NT in chronological as opposed to literary order.

Start with 1Thessalonians, then Corinthians, Mark, Matthew, Luke, John. It's fascinating!
12:01 AM on 03/25/2012
My life isn't. If it is, its a bad one.
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freedom1947
San Juan River Fishin'
02:33 PM on 03/21/2012
A Jackie Chan movie?
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VinZenTexaN
God welcomes his victims
04:23 PM on 03/21/2012
No freedom1947 . . . . Is like Proving god's existance by quoting the bible is like proving that Harry Potter really existed by quoting Deathly Hollows

You know I'm a fan !
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iknowscottyknows
04:15 PM on 03/24/2012
You must then believe all historical writings are fiction.

Convenient to protect your own bias, but nothing approaching intelligent.
06:00 PM on 03/24/2012
So show one prophecy in Deathly Hollows that can historically be shown to have come true.

The Bible has hundreds.
12:01 AM on 03/25/2012
those are awesome! ever see wheels on meals? hilarous!