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Insomnia: The Art of Letting Go

Posted: 01/14/10 10:08 AM ET

Neither are the residents of the Pacific Northwest 'sleepless in Seattle,' nor is insomnia confined to our greater Seattle area, despite the continuing T-shirts with this phrase hawked at Sea-Tac Airport! By now, if you've been following the HuffPost Living Section, you've reviewed most of what's 'out there' on the subject. So, valuing both you and your time, let me 'cut to the chase' on the topic, in an attempt to be useful, rather than redundant.

Dare I say it? What if insomnia is not the issue? Yes, we know sleeplessness is linked with a number of health concerns, not limited to weight gain, tissue inflammation, cardiovascular conditions, maturity onset diabetes, and so on. Louise Hay is not the Lone Ranger when she suggests that too little shut-eye is related to a problem with letting go. The question is, letting go of what?

When top Fortune 500 big-wig, Wilson, came to find the remedy to his trouble with inadequate sleep, his words differed from Elena's, a 54-year-old elementary school principal. Both had tried prescriptions, over-the-counter herbal remedies, and 'counting sheep,' none of which had worked.

When I asked them individually what they believed was the cause of their distress, however, their answer was the same: worry. Although Elena worried she'd have to lay off more staff due to tightening budgets, and Wilson was more concerned about his inability, as he put it "...to get it up anymore when I want to," both experienced a similar frustration of 'swimming against the current.' Fighting life as it is turns out to be a set-up for bigger problems. Not surprisingly, each identified sleeplessness as the enemy. Admittedly, insomnia is a game changer.

Another Strategy. Since nothing else had helped, I suggested we get 'out of the box' and take a leap from a literal to a metaphorical way of understanding this challenge. Blessedly, they 'were game.' I say 'blessedly' because we cannot solve a present dilemma through the same old, worn-out 'eyeglasses.' Both were open to what follows, patient, and got results. I asked them to consider the following 7 suggestions:

1. What if the underlying problem is NOT that you can't fall asleep? Sure, you want and require more sleep. However, what if there were another, greater part of you that is trying to help you symbolically wake up? To their 'huh?' I continued: Outside our Western culture, there are indigenous people who believe that the onset of the spiritual journey often is heralded in by insomnia, especially when the non-sleeper is post-menopausal. The idea being that when you've reached a certain stage where you've handled responsibility to the village compound, then it is time to take up your duty to the soul. While Carl Jung did not emphasize the menopausal aspect, he certainly differentiated our life duties by these two stages.

3. What might your unlived life be; your "Soul duty," that's possibly nudging you to pay attention? Hint: What heart's delight have you been putting off too long?" Elena was waiting to travel to Peru for the past 20 years. Six months ago, her only brother, an athlete, died suddenly of a heart attack. Since then, she had insomnia. Her mortality 'clock' was ticking. Wilson, twice divorced, started seeing a younger woman. Although he was smitten, he was terrified his grown kids would judge him, so he kept his secret life quiet. His heart condition worsened, and blood pressure rose since he was keeping what's important to him walled off from his support.

4. For the next week, notice what drains your energy. What do you need to release in order to honor more of who you'd like to become? To answer this one, notice which tasks, situations and people leave you most depleted. You don't have to change anything, if you don't wish, just notice and record so that you can create more ease in your system when you're ready. Wilson noticed he was particularly fatigued after a family visit, where he kept the conversational ball on a superficial level.

5. On sleepless nights, imagine, as vividly as you can, with all your senses, yourself slowly, slowly, slowly letting go of the circumstances that leave you drained. Pretend that you have been handed pruning shears, and you are 'cutting away' the dead branches on your metaphorical Tree of Life. Enjoy the weight that's lifted, the stillness, the space.

6. Be good to yourself. By allowing yourself to step away from the clamor of the world, out beyond what's deadening, you enter the domain of new life. New seeds sprout best in quiet, un-pressured places. Be kind to you. All new life requires a patient labor and delivery. Some take longer than others, as I was reminded on New Year's Day, when my daughter birthed our grandbaby. There's a time to push, and a time not to push. It's important to know the difference. During the experience, I was reminded of the words:

Welcome difficulty.
Learn the alchemy
True Human Beings know:
The moment you accept
What troubles
You've been given,
The door opens...
-Rumi

Follow-up. Well, it took some time for Wilson's doors to open, and get more sleep. First, he needed to prepare himself to meet with his kids and tell the truth, awakening to the fact that it was not their judgment that was keeping him awake, but his own. Both his family and he are adjusting. Elena returned from Peru two weeks ago. She's sleeping "like a baby," and planning her next trip to Africa where she'll be volunteering at an orphanage on her vacation.

7. Take heart. Whatever new life is taking shape and form through the 'birth-pains' of your insomnia, be assured something beautiful is on its way through your life force if you don't push at the wrong time. How do I know? Simple: create a welcoming atmosphere for what is beautiful to your heart and healing will come in amazing ways. Said Frederick Bailes:

"Nothing kills the healing consciousness so easily as the habit of criticism...
Criticism poisons, but love heals."

Recall 'Sleepless in Seattle"? The story began with an ending, in a cemetery. The new chapter begins through a child's willingness to ask for help, when he cannot sleep. No wonder it's a classic. So are you!


I've missed you during my holiday! Let me know: How you are? What would you like to let go of this year? What new life would you most enjoy welcoming into your heart? What would be fun 'just for fun?' Thanks for passing this piece along to your special contacts!

Love,
Cara

P.S. Mama, baby, and grandma are doing beautifully!

 

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Neither are the residents of the Pacific Northwest 'sleepless in Seattle,' nor is insomnia confined to our greater Seattle area, despite the continuing T-shirts with this phrase hawked at Sea-Tac Airp...
Neither are the residents of the Pacific Northwest 'sleepless in Seattle,' nor is insomnia confined to our greater Seattle area, despite the continuing T-shirts with this phrase hawked at Sea-Tac Airp...
 
 
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Dr. Judith Rich
Rx For The Soul: www.judithrich.com
06:27 PM on 01/15/2010
Dear Dr. Barker,

As the mayor of Insomniasville, I offer my sincere thanks for your insightful commentary on the subject.

Here in Insomniasville, we labor under the mistaken notion that our fair city is a land of disease and unhappiness. While this may be true for some of our citizens, please be aware there is an entire army of us who have indeed, as you suggest, "let go", and surrendered to our fate. We are the Night Owls, the Midnight Creatives. We keep the world spinning whilst the rest of you are asleep.

Most of us would not trade our hard earned membership in this club for a "normal" sleep existence. We quite literally would not know how to function as we count on those extra hours while the world is still to tend the fires of creation.

We appreciate the work you're doing to make others aware of the truth about our fair city.

God bless,
Dr. Rich
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Dr. Cara Barker
author, artist, and Jungian Analyst,
07:39 PM on 01/15/2010
You are too, too funny, Judith. May your reign as mayor run smoothly.

Love,
Cara
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DiogenesOfAlaska
Mitt Romney for president - of the Cayman islands!
06:45 AM on 01/16/2010
I couldn't agree more. And who could claim it's impossible to dream while you're awake or to work while you're asleep? The opposites seem to obtain.

So it looks like there's some traffic or trade between your city and the rest of the world, with a perfectly functional currency exchange: soulwork and written words.
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Kat-Tansey
Author, Radio Show Host, Publisher
12:44 PM on 01/15/2010
Thank you, Cara, for taking us deeper on this “insomnia†issue. Interestingly, insomnia is not classified as a disease, but rather as a syndrome, because medical science doesn’t know what causes it. My research revealed that 80% of “insomnia†issues are stress related -- perhaps sleeplessness is just the soul’s way of waking us up to what we wish we could sleep through.

We need to pay attention to what is happening: a very lucrative industry has arisen around “insomnia†– one that sort of reminds me of that old “Stepford Wives†movie. Just go to sleep, don’t learn, don’t question, be a good little zombie.

Well, Arianna and Cindi have let the cat out of the bag, and I am very grateful to them for sparking what I hope will be a revolution, an awakening that we need to pay attention to the deeper lessons awaiting us if we stop long enough to be still and listen.

I have taken a more systematic, educational approach to helping people learn how sleep works and investigate what may be contributing to their sleeplessness. We are each unique, so no one answer is going to solve our problem. I respectfully offer a different path – one that empowers women to take charge of their own well being.

Thank you for your wise and insightful post,
Kat Tansey
www.kat-tansey.com
www.InsomniaReliefRecipes.com
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Dr. Cara Barker
author, artist, and Jungian Analyst,
03:49 PM on 01/15/2010
Dear Kat,

Thank you for your generous remarks. It is clear that you are doing fine work in the world, and making a beautiful contribution. One sentence really stand out for me when say: "perhaps sleeplessness is just the soul’s way of waking us up to what we wish we could sleep through." Yes, I do believe, as you do, that we are here on Planet Earth to be far, far more than little zombies marching along, never knowing what it is to be fully alive. Bless you as you help people awaken!

All blessings your way,
Cara
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Ed and Deb Shapiro
10:26 PM on 01/14/2010
Hi Cara- :)

I've missed you during my holiday!

You are always near!

Let me know: How you are?

Radiantly happy!

What would you like to let go of this year?

Last year!

What new life would you most enjoy welcoming into your heart?

The wonder of the unknown .. to enjoy not knowing what will happen next. The goodness of life.

What would be fun 'just for fun?'

dancing on rainbows

Ed
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Dr. Cara Barker
author, artist, and Jungian Analyst,
10:50 PM on 01/14/2010
Let's dance on those rainbows together, Ed and Deb! Here's to the surprises, the delights, the Unknowing!

Peace and blessings, and oodles of love,
Cara
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Jeff Witzeman
04:16 PM on 01/14/2010
"What if the underlying problem is not . . . ?"

Great question! Because it's rarely about the surface issue is it? It's funny, at the beginning of the year, I always struggle with minor nagging injuries. Injuries that come from tension and results orientation. I become more aware every year of the tremendous expectations I put on myself in January, as if by getting it right this month, I can do it the rest of the year. LOL. Of course, in actuality, the journey is the journey and it takes as long as it takes . . .

Great to hear a fellow Jungian. Thanks!
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Dr. Cara Barker
author, artist, and Jungian Analyst,
04:44 PM on 01/14/2010
Oh, Jeff, you've 'made my day,' as the saying goes. (Not in a Clint Eastwood way, however!) It is always a delight and an honor to meet kindred souls who 'get' that where the gold lives is beneath the surface. Stay in touch, letting me know how 2010 goes for you. I'd love to hear about your discoveries. For now, let's 'ease on down the road' in launching this year, in a way that warms the heart.

Peace and blessings,
Cara
02:24 PM on 01/14/2010
Hi Cara,

You always write a blog that "I" need to read. My sleeplessness I've blamed on my new neighbor. It was soo bad upon my return from vacation that I had to take a sick day this week just to catch up on lost sleep. I asked my uncle towards the end of the year, why do I always wake up on a :00 hour? I wondered if it meant something. I'm sure it does, but the accuracy was intriguing to me.

I am learning to pinpoint what drains me and I believe it's my work environment. I love what I do, but the people and the politics stand in the way of what I love. I decided to start the New Year fixing what I can control, even if means moving to another job.

Congratulations on the new grandbaby! What an exciting way to start off the year.

Blessings,

Ebony
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Dr. Cara Barker
author, artist, and Jungian Analyst,
04:46 PM on 01/14/2010
Thank you, Ebony for your good wishes. Truly, I've missed you, too, and wondered about your unfolding journey. I do believe you are on to something very essential. Move in the direction that warms your heart, let go of what drains, and new doors will open. I am ever saying 'thank you' for the gift of knowing you in my world.

With so many thanks your way,
Cara
06:04 PM on 01/14/2010
I've missed you as well. I wondered yesterday if you'd be writing something soon. Everything you write is filled with hope.

Thanks,

Ebony
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DiogenesOfAlaska
Mitt Romney for president - of the Cayman islands!
01:48 PM on 01/14/2010
What if insomnia is not the issue?

And indeed it is not, for me. I guess I am lucky, in comparison to those authors and readers of this weeks living page. Actually, it is by reading these articles that I realize that I have reason to be grateful for having a sound and long enough good night's sleep.

Well, I do wake up frequently, or sleep lightly, or maybe sleeping a lot proves that I'm not sleeping well enough or whatever. But I lay down and fall asleep without bad dreams. No idea how I got there.
02:49 PM on 01/14/2010
Hi DOA,

I see you everywhere in the living section and you always have something cool to say. I'm happy for you and your sleepfulness/ Keep being you. You're great.

little brother
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DiogenesOfAlaska
Mitt Romney for president - of the Cayman islands!
03:16 PM on 01/14/2010
thanks.

Maybe that's the new trend: sleepfulness. It's what comes after mindfulness.

:-)
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Dr. Cara Barker
author, artist, and Jungian Analyst,
06:41 PM on 01/14/2010
I'm with you, little brother. D.O.A. is a contribution in being-ness. So are you.

Cara
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Dr. Cara Barker
author, artist, and Jungian Analyst,
04:48 PM on 01/14/2010
Diogenes, however we get there, 'in my book,' gratitude is the destination and the journey. You are such a gift, my friend. I am happier than you might imagine, just hearing from you again.

May this New Year bring you rest, rich dreams, and waking joys,
Cara
01:28 PM on 01/14/2010
Hi Cara,

I'm lost. I've spent the last 23 years being Sgt. Mike and Dad. Now, nobody needs me anymore. I feel so isolated. My wife loves me but i don't know why. I've just got to remember that she does and try to get through till tomorrow I guess. Sleep is easy. Just take a couple pills that prescribe don't use alcohol and have a drink. Being awake is a little more difficult.

Thanks for everything,
little brother
01:34 PM on 01/14/2010
P.S.

I missed you.

little brother
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Dr. Cara Barker
author, artist, and Jungian Analyst,
06:42 PM on 01/14/2010
Know that I missed you, too!
Cara
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Dr. Cara Barker
author, artist, and Jungian Analyst,
04:52 PM on 01/14/2010
Oh, dear, Little Brother,

Hear this: good things are coming your way. You are most definately needed, even if you are inbetween job descriptions and identities. The liminal space, the inbetween place, is always the most challenging. Think of it as winter before the sprouts. All beautiful things need darkness, time, patience, tending. Speaking as only one person, let me say directly that you make a very real difference in my world. So there! I have a hunch that the day will come when you recognize why the discerning love you so very much!

Til then, I'm sending you love, prayers, and every good wish. The awakening is on its way,
Cara
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Kari Henley
Make a Wish- now make it bigger.
01:22 PM on 01/14/2010
HI Cara and welcome back!
I recall times in my life when I would wake up at exactly 3:13am every single night, and obsess about an unresolved issue with a business partner. I literally could not let it go, nor could I solve it during waking hours.
I was so exhausted that I finally let go.....
I think the insomnia was a way of beating the fight out of me. Eventually, I just got too tired to wrestle anymore, and I gave up the jig.
Love your tips and a very smart blog on our collective sleep theme!
Kari
PS - by the way, my daughter was also born at 3:13am so go figure...
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Dr. Cara Barker
author, artist, and Jungian Analyst,
04:54 PM on 01/14/2010
Kari, how I love your words: "I think the insomnia was a way of beating the fight out of me. Eventually, I just got too tired to wrestle anymore, and I gave up the jig." Brilliant, absolutely brilliant. Learning to give up the wrestle is the whole key.

Has anyone told you yet in the last 10 minutes that you are not only loved, but love? I'm telling you this right now: you are adored!

Cara
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Arithrianos
reality has already (w)on(e), surrender!
12:32 PM on 01/14/2010
Greetings and Salutations, and thanks you so much for the Rumi, he is spot on as always. The acceptance of what is is the key to the door, my life was literally saved by that knowledge, only my problem was not about sleeplessness, but suicidal depression. To me this is the most important stage of letting go, acceptance of the reality of insomnia or depression without reservations or judgements, but also without attatchment to confusion of passing experince with a self, just let all these experiences be like the sky lets all the weather be. If you worry about or reject sleeplessness you are compounding the problem, worry about worry about worry is a very very tiring game that has no real winners until you stop playing. Then the letting go is not letting go of any part of you but of the dissolving of a limited metaphor that has lost its edge and meaning. Really the most succint way i have heard this is what you resist persists, it is the fighting it that makes it stay.
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Dr. Cara Barker
author, artist, and Jungian Analyst,
01:14 PM on 01/14/2010
Amen, brother, Arithrianos! A blessed and joy-filled Happy New Year to you, my friend. Frankly, I was wondering how you are, especially after my two week holiday. I can see that you are in fine form, with a continuing beautiful contribution. A special thank you for your words:" just let all these experiences be like the sky lets all the weather be." What a wonderful metaphor for the process.

Peace be with you, my friend. You are spreading it like the sunshine,
Cara
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Anne Naylor
Celebrant, Weddings and Other Blessings
11:45 AM on 01/14/2010
Hi Cara,

Great to see you back - welcome! I love what you offer here. I have some insomniac friends that I shall be passing this on to. The stories you give illustrate where there is a resolution.

I go with the idea that any challenge has the potential of a blessing. So if something is a problem there is a gem hidden within it. So we can go looking for the gems and not focus on the issue.

I really appreciate your angle on the Sleep Challenge 2010!

Best love and blessings,
Anne
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Dr. Cara Barker
author, artist, and Jungian Analyst,
01:18 PM on 01/14/2010
I agree, Anne. Challenge always carries a potential blessing. Take Haiti, for example. Although Robertson would describe this as a situation that was generated by non-believers, his remarks are so outrageous that they just might wake us up, as a world, to the imperative of humanity working as One. Now, wouldn't this be a blessing, if we all 'did our bit' to send aid, and really got 'I am my brother's keeper'!

Love and blessings your way,
Cara
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Anne Naylor
Celebrant, Weddings and Other Blessings
12:10 AM on 01/15/2010
This is so much "it", Cara!

Wake up calls to more of our loving; healing ourselves from our mis-perceptions; giving generously into our world that cries out for our help.

We are none of us alone. We are One world. What a blessing that is.

Grace to you always, all ways.
Anne
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11:27 AM on 01/14/2010
hi doc cara! boy you have been sorely missed. so good to hear about baby and mom doing fine. since i was a tot i would crawl out of my crib and wander around in the dark, even now i so fondly remember the coolness of the dark the silence, and peace. i still have trouble sleeping. its an olympic event to get sleep i start 2 hours ahead and pray i make it. because if i dont i am up at 4am if i went to sleep at 10 or 2. i am not one who does well on little sleep. its been a life long problem and i dont think its just stress...every heard of anything like this?
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Dr. Cara Barker
author, artist, and Jungian Analyst,
01:23 PM on 01/14/2010
Yes, Pema, I have heard of stories with your description. Want my immediate response? Frankly, my dear, my sense is that you are genuinely on the path to heart from the very get-go. Those who are seem to receive challenges that involve the darkeness, Stillness, and peace. Personally, I've not had the insomnia thing until around 20 years ago, which involved a great deal of life change, as well as working with those who were sincerely doing what they could to live more awakening lives. We carry a great deal on this journey. So, when I'm lying there in the darkness, not yet asleep, the best I can do is to remember to breathe in and out the experience, to do a litany of 'thank you's,' and to remember that some day, I'll have no body at all in which to register this particular experience. But, now, Pema, with the next sleepless night, I shall think of you, and send you much love. I missed you, too, on my holiday,
Cara