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How I Learned To Stop Blaming The Ex And Become A Man

Posted: 05/ 2/11 01:23 PM ET

When I was getting divorced, a men's group invited me to an information session they were having with a family law lawyer. I thought I could learn some helpful tips, but I feared I wouldn't fit in. These divorced men were probably domineering and controlling -- that's why their wives divorced them. I, on the other hand, was a nice guy who tried hard to make his wife happy but she didn't appreciate me.

I went. The other men were the nicest guys you could ever meet. They all couldn't understand why their ex-wives didn't appreciate them. Each one blamed the ex. For them, the only solution was for the ex-wives to change.

When I blamed the ex, I was convinced I was right. But when I heard other men saying similar things, I wasn't convinced. I asked them what suddenly became obvious: What should you have done differently? What did you need to learn? Their answers were similar - they married the wrong person and they learned what they should look out for the next time around.

What I asked them, I had to ask myself: What should I have done differently? What did I, as a man, need to learn? I didn't want to go through another divorce.

Thus began my journey seeking wisdom on being a man. The first thing I learned from listening to other men is that a lot of us are confused. We were told to be sensitive. We so feared being accused of being controlling, we went to the other extreme and wanted women to make most of the decisions. We tried so hard to please - and couldn't understand why women were so frustrated with us.

On my journey, I read books on marriage and relationships but they said little to me about being a man. I then explored the teachings that men had written over the centuries on what it means to be a man - insights that fathers and other older male role models used to teach younger men. I was amazed how these timeless lessons were so relevant today and directly applicable to complaints I heard from women about what is lacking in men today. The three most important insights I learned were:

Show leadership -- One of the biggest complaints women have is that men don't show their share of leadership. When a man is oblivious to problems and leaves dealing with them to the woman, she feels like a single parent. Women admire men who are aware of situations and step forward to handle them.

Make decisions -- Don't think if you avoid making decisions, you avoid responsibility for the outcome. You are still responsible. A man needs to make his share of decisions and take responsibility for the outcome. To many women, a man who avoids making decisions is shirking his duties.

Take responsibility -- Forget about blaming. Take responsibility for what's going on in your home and improve the situation. If you give in to something your wife pressured you to do and it goes wrong, don't blame her. There is little sympathy for a man who blames a woman. People will say, "You're the man. Why did you let it go on?"

I worked on developing these traits. When I shared what I learned with other men - such as the fellows in the divorced men's group - some disagreed but most asked why nobody had taught them this before. A divorced woman told me she wished her husband had known this - if he had, their marriage would not have disintegrated.

I realized that blaming and thinking the only solution was for another person to change was avoiding responsibility. As I learned more of what I should have done differently, I realized that men need to see challenges with spouses as opportunities to grow as men. My new relationships are better. And I stopped blaming the ex.

 
 
 
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07:49 PM on 05/05/2011
I like this article! Thanks :-)
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pjlowry
07:38 PM on 05/05/2011
No offence Elliot, but my wife made a decision when she chose to go to a motel and have an affair with another man. I held up my end of the bargin, but she was incapable of respecting her vows... and that is why I blame her for the break up. I may have made the decision to leave, but I had good reason. This one is all on her, and I will walk away knowing that I didn't break my vows and was the best husband I could be. I'm not perfect, but nothing could ever excuse what she did and I will never forgive her.
05:25 PM on 05/04/2011
I’m happy for you that you got to the point of taking responsibility for your side of the problems in your marriage and stopped blaming your ex for everything. Taken too far, “nice” becomes passivity. What you describe as trying to please in a marriage was really withdrawing from the process of figuring things out together and making decisions together. It’s not being pleasing, it’s hiding. You don’t have to “lead” in the marriage, but you have to be fully present in it and be a full-fledged partner. “Sensitive” isn’t a negative, it just means that you feel things and admit it, but it’s honesty and courage that enable you to share your feelings with your partner. Why do that? Because she is your partner and deserves to know what’s going on inside of you. She WANTS to know what’s going on inside of you because she loves you. When you hide yourself and how you really feel you don’t allow someone to know you and love you, and you deprive yourself of love, and then love dies.
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08:59 AM on 05/04/2011
Good message.  This is precisely why I divorced my ex.  I simply was tired of all the responsibilities and decisionmaking.

I can do that for myself alone much more easily.
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lowery2008
04:03 PM on 05/03/2011
I completely agree that a man needs to take responsibility for himself and I agree that he needs to make decisions, but I don't need a man to take leadership. If fact if a guy tries to tell me what to do and what not to do I will leave him faster than he can say "whats wrong babe". A marriage is not about one person taking the leadership role. Its about two people working together. Why don't most people see that.
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John Bobrowski
11:41 AM on 05/03/2011
It is good to take responsibility for your part in a failed relationship. But, in my view, it is bad not to assign blame where appropriate either. I believe that, if you are reflective, you do learn to recognize behaviors in potential partners that suggest that the partners are (or are not) likely to be appropriate for you. Marriages do not fail only because men do not "lead, "decide" and "take responsibility". I also disagree that "leading", "decision making" and "responsibility" are gender specific -- I believe they apply equally to each spouse and that who does what in a successful relationship is relationship specific.

I think that healing and growth after divorce requires you to understand which of your behaviors did not benefit you or your marriage AND how your spouse's behaviors contributed to problems. Then, I think you have to work on changing your problem behaviors.
08:43 PM on 05/03/2011
I've spent a lot of time in counselling since my marriage broke down. Having done so, I've developed some sound insight into what happened. I was able to take responsibility for the things I wish I had done differently, and express them to her in a long letter. I got no reply to this, and she hasn't taken any clear responsibility. I wish we had had the opportunity to do counselling prior to her sudden decision to leave, and I asked for this when she sprung it on me, but she had no desire to do anything to save the marriage. Within two weeks of moving out, she was with someone else, and it wasn't casual dating. Curiously, she wanted to do counselling after, and one session of that was enough for me to realize it was pointless. I guess it's the difference between a life-saving operation and an autopsy. She just wanted to pick at the bones and justify her decision and the behavior that came after.

I now know what I want to do differently in relationships, and I also know that the problems we had between us could have been dealt with openly, honestly, and successfully. I know as well that we'll never have a chance to do that. I also know she has some really big problems, but they are hers to deal with. She's also made some very big mistakes in regard to our children, and unfortunately, we all have to deal with those.
10:31 AM on 05/03/2011
I blamed my ex for more than two years - still do really. But I am now looking at those things which I KNOW are not my best feature/character traits. I avoid confrontation, I was prone to sulking, giving the cold shoulder, and some other traits that are not attractive. I am working on those things now and frankly, some parts of me are not going to change much. That being said, I am a great father, was a great partner, did nice things and planned surprises for my wife, kept in shape, and had a vibrant life away from the marriage. I hope there is a balance for my hopeful second chance someday. But, stopping the blame game will help me, this I know.
10:31 AM on 05/03/2011
i mentioned this in a post a long time ago, but it bears repeating. while it's not going to be true in every situation, it was startling at the time...

i joined a divorce support group for a short time several years ago and was surprised that there were more men than women - not what i expected at all.

more surprises: the men there had all been left by wives (of many years) and were stunned - they couldn't believe it had happened. they were all good providers, and none had wanted to get divorced.

as the stories unfolded, however, one common theme became obvious and almost universal - all these heartbroken men had spent most of their marriages on the road for one reason or another, mostly work. their wives spent years alone taking care of the children and home. eventually, most found another man.

and before i go any further, yes, of course, it can be true of men and women.

there's nothing about these stories that were redeeming, but they were enlightening. if you're going to get married, don't think you can do it on autopilot. pay real attention to your spouse - after all, you chose each other for a reason.
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Occupying myself
04:50 PM on 05/03/2011
I hear you, but almost all the divorces I know of in which the wife left, she left after she started working with a good looking guy who flirted with her.
09:56 AM on 05/04/2011
it's sad but there are way too many stories of divorce in the world.

of course what you've heard of is true... and of course there are just as many wives who were left when their husbands met another woman.

i find it's useful to remember that for every cheating man, there's a woman he cheats with and for every cheating woman... well, you get the point. adultry takes (at least) two.
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05:37 PM on 05/02/2011
I believe first and foremost, hormones are a beast! Estrogen and testosterone have major impacts on our forms of communication. And then there is society which has become this place where it encourages people to be the opposite of their natural "instincts"...Men accept dominating women and women accept the sensitive guy....And this makes it awkward for us.

My ex-fiancee (as of this past weekend) didn't want to take responsibility for anything (the list is rather long in retrospect). But he wanted me to treat him like a "man". Everything became about ways in which life had to comfortable for him, as a man. When I tried to approach him as a woman he would tell me to keep it to myself, once he suggested hormone therapy (I'm a healthy 29 year old)! And he began to become somewhat humiliating I guess... In effect, why am I supposed to listen to his feelings because he is the man, when he forces me to suppress my feelings as a woman?!?

But I'm starting to wonder if he, despite having an enormous ego actually didn't have confidence in himself as a man, and if he trusted that I would accept him in his essential masculinity?

Ultimately I feel like I'm too old to be waiting around for this male specie to figure it out for himself!
5 Years of patience and understanding down the drain!
05:05 PM on 05/02/2011
Looking at some of the silly comments below, let me ask for updates from you all when you remarry and it goes wrong again. Confusing command and control with leadership is a good place to start: real leadership takes into account how decisions affect everyone. Responsibility includes reaching out AND taking charge of your own emotions. The problem with both genders in marriage is that they both act like children--blame, blame, blame, want, want, want, and can't just do.
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forgoing fundamentalist frogwash
08:00 PM on 05/02/2011
And which part of responsible, decisive leadership does your condemning condescension fall?
04:36 PM on 05/02/2011
Why do I picture Marlon Brando slapping his nephew while telling him that he can act like a man?

It is never a big surprise that men don't know what women want. Women often times do not know what they want. Women do want men to lead though there are caveats. If a woman tells a man he is controlling or overbearing it probably is because he isn't taking her desires into account while "leading". He is likely making decisions from the point of view of what makes him happy rather than what would make her or both of them happy. While certainly you don't want to be controlling. Most guys aren't the husband from Sleeping With The Enemy. He probably couldn't be helped. The fact that you care what your wife thinks and wants means you aren't him so relax. Listen to her. She will probably tell you if you are doing something wrong. Though women can be much more subtle than men so you have to pay closer attention.
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lowery2008
03:49 PM on 05/03/2011
I like taking the lead in my relationship. Your are too general. Not all women want a man to lead.
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Cathy Meyer
divorce expert, writer
04:34 PM on 05/02/2011
I work with both men and women who are going through a divorce. The women ask, "what could I have done differently?" The men say, "if only she had been different." Needless to say I end up with more women clients than men because women are more open to internal examination and figuring out how they contributed.

I hope men read this article and take it to heart. It takes two to make a marriage and two to break one. Until an individual is willing to own their part in the demise of a marriage they haven't matured enough to be married in the first place.

Divorced Women Online
04:52 PM on 05/02/2011
I would say that the point of view reflected in this post fits a stereotype. Men aren't women. If you approach them in a "lets talk about our feelings" kind of way you aren't going to make much headway.
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Cathy Meyer
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10:06 PM on 05/02/2011
AustinG, it isn't about "feelings," it is about behaviors.
05:37 PM on 05/02/2011
I agree men and women have different views on divorce especially if it's happening to them at the time. But, I do not agree it takes two to break one. One partner can't make the other realize how important it is to get help or even get them to acknowledge there is a problem. You can't do it for them and you can't keep a marriage together if one doesn't care. Therefore, when you have done all you can your left with living with it or moving on with your life. When you have done all you can and you can't do the other persons part for them the marriage no longer consists of two. Yes, it can be one that breaks it. Male or female doesn't matter.
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forgoing fundamentalist frogwash
03:35 PM on 05/02/2011
Sounds like Promise Keepers. Got a lot of advice similar to yours from my fundie Xtian relatives about how I should have handled things (controlled my woman) in retrospect. Funny, they had no advice for me when I was in the thick of it. Except prayer, for all the good that does.

I led. She did not follow. I made the decision to leave after her affair (with a pastor-in-training, no less). And ultimately I took responsibility for our child. I did my part. The rest, including the BPD she refuses to acknowledge, is her problem.
03:31 PM on 05/02/2011
These traits are all consistent with historical ways in which men have defined masculinity. I would add a fourth insight, which is no matter what you did....she probably would have still left. I am convinced that many women divorce because they are unhappy with their own life, and whoever they happened to marry is just the convenient scapegoat. The fact that the government provides financial incentives for women to divorce, just greases the skids.
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Occupying myself
03:48 PM on 05/02/2011
Sure. And I would add that relationships tend to start out that way, with the man in charge, while the relationships is still good. It gets bad because the woman becomes in charge, not vice versa.
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lowery2008
03:59 PM on 05/03/2011
My husband has never been "in charge" and I love him for not trying to be "in charge". Marriage is not about who is "in charge" its about working as equal partners.
10:28 AM on 05/03/2011
Great post. I will take it one step further. When a good relationship makes it to year 20-25 and suddenly one partner checks out (sometimes/often for another person) I also believe it is because they are in a rut, unhappy, frustrated, tired, and frightened by the changes in their body.

No amount of leadership, or counseling, can stop the momentum of a new person in your spouse's life.
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Occupying myself
03:02 PM on 05/02/2011
1) Women admire good looking men who show leadership.
2) Women want good looking men to make decisions.
3) Women want good looking men to take responsibility.

Face it: If your woman had wanted you to lead, she would have let you.
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pjlowry
07:45 PM on 05/05/2011
Basically women don't care about leadership, decisions or responsibility as long as the dude is good looking. Thanks!