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Holly Robinson

Holly Robinson

Posted: May 19, 2009 04:41 PM

Still in Love with Spock After All These Years


My love affair with Spock is no passing fancy. I was starstruck at age 11, when I first watched Star Trek on TV and hid under the coffee table because I was afraid of having the salt drained from my body by an alien and being covered with red welts, just like Darnell in The Man Trap. I wanted to be Spock, whose blood was immune to such things. I vowed to live long and prosper, and I wore a red turtleneck every day of sixth grade because I wanted to be mistaken for a member of the Enterprise crew. (You can imagine what this did for my popularity.)

I could only do that weird split-finger Vulcan salute with my right hand and never my left, due to some genetic quirk. Despite this minor physical shortcoming, I persevered. Whenever my best friend and I played Star Trek, with our very own cardboard box Enterprise bridge and my pet gerbil as an extra crew member, she was always fearless Kirk to my rational, conflicted Spock.

Spock was the first man to whom I wrote a love letter, and in return for it I received an autographed photograph. I pressed that picture inside my favorite horse book, My Friend Flicka, for the next six years or so. (I would still have it, but my father was a Navy officer, so nothing was forever.)

I thought my lust for sexy Vulcans was gone for good, too, until I went to see the latest Star Trek movie with my youngest son, now 11, exactly the same age I was when Spock first ignited my passions. It was Mother's Day, so we saw Star Trek in a sold-out IMAX cinema north of Boston. It was a digital, full body experience far removed from the pale, flickering television of my youth. This theater had a towering screen, rumbling seats and a sound system that made me feel like the theater was being nuked the minute before the opening credits.

But I didn't think about the theater at the time. While my husband and son were entranced by the battle scenes, I had eyes only for Spock. Or should I say "Spocks"? Leonard Nimoy was the Spock of the future, a grand old man who can still do the most famous split-finger salute in the universe and say "Live long and prosper" and make you think he means it. Our present-day Spock was played by Zachary Quinto, who had to have his fingers glued because he couldn't do that funky Vulcan finger thing, either. Must be the same genetic quirk I have. (William Shatner used fishing line to perform the trick in the original series. Check out http://www.news.com.au/couriermail/story/0,23739,25459863-5012980,00.html)

I first noticed the actor Quinto as Sylar (http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0704270/bio) on the brain-bruising Sci Fi conundrum that is Heroes (http://www.nbc.com/Heroes/) . He is perhaps best known as the villain who can open the craniums of his victims the way you or I might lift the lids off of yogurt containers. Could Quinto possibly pull this off, I wondered? Could he reignite my passion for all things Vulcan and make me remember why I loved Spock?

Yes, yes, yes! Quinto plays a brooding Spock with such loyalty to his human mother that he does unVulcan things like clock whatever dumb ass insults her. He has the classic arched eyebrow, the ability to easily subdue lesser men with a single shoulder pinch, and says "fascinating" with authority.

Did I care whether the Federation, with its courageous Enterprise crew, subdued this latest rebel ship of the Romulan Empire (http://memory-alpha.org/en/wiki/Romulan_Star_Empire)? Not one whit. On Mother's Day, I cared only that the movie brought my first love back to me.

 
 
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09:22 PM on 05/21/2009
Holly,
How refreshing to read your post! Spock was also my first crush. I joke now that he had me at 'It's logical, Captain'. Ah - how I was teased in school for adoring Spock and Sherlock Holmes while other girls were doting on rock stars and sportsmen. I wanted to become an astronaut then- though I did end up fulfilling my second and more passionate dream of becoming an architect for contemporary and avante-garde designs & also learnt how to fly - and I wouldn't be surprised that Star Trek had something to do with it. Now seeing this terrific film and Quinto's slam-dunk performance - all those teenage memories of infatuation and adventure came back. Seeing my heroes back on film again I realize that women like us were simply ahead of our times and I laugh seeing how Spock
has become the new icon of` 'cool' amidst a new generation of 'thinking' women. In retrospect I realize that a certain type of logical, rational, deep-emotion-under-calm-self-assuredness type of women were fascinated by him. We were not amidst the giggly vapid girly-girl types. Seeing the new Star Trek & Spock getting both the limelight AND the girl was indeed therapeutic to all those years when girls like us braved our classmates by boldly declaring just how much we loved Spock and faced all the smirks. Who's laughing now? Live long & prosper us women who loved Spock! Thanks for writing this article! Affirmative! Maddy Samaddar
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Holly Robinson
Author of The Gerbil Farmer's Daughter: A Memoir
07:33 PM on 05/22/2009
Wow, what a great post -- you're exactly right that women like us knew back then that a Geek God is the best sort of catch - a thinking man is the biggest turnon there is! Thanks for sharing.
08:02 PM on 05/21/2009
Zachary Quinto has turned me into a Star Trek fan. I'm working my way through the TV show now! Spock = hotness.
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Holly Robinson
Author of The Gerbil Farmer's Daughter: A Memoir
09:38 PM on 05/21/2009
Good for you -- you're in for a treat! Someday you might even be building your own Enterprise out of cardboard boxes like I did as a kid...Really, there is something amazing about that Vulcan struggle for control over emotions. Something that all of us long for in a way, I guess.
02:38 PM on 05/21/2009
Hi! I am a new generation Star Trek Fan and I must say a lot of that is thanks to Zachary Quinto.

In fact, I like him and Spock so much..me and my friend created this video for him. :)

(url) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=50qSWTkYgEg (/url)

I hope one day it reaches Leonard Nimoy and Zachary Quinto.
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Holly Robinson
Author of The Gerbil Farmer's Daughter: A Memoir
09:41 PM on 05/21/2009
My husband and I had a good laugh over this one -- I'm definitely about as coordinated as the one in the blue and white blouse when it comes to making that Vulcan salute! Too funny. Thanks for sharing.
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07:27 AM on 05/20/2009
Holly,

You are married, and I am married, but I must say, lets divorce and marry each other!!! Spock always has been and always will be my favorite character!!!
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Holly Robinson
Author of The Gerbil Farmer's Daughter: A Memoir
11:16 AM on 05/21/2009
I agree! Or maybe we should marry Adam Lambert...he definitely has Spock-like characteristics, and almost gave that split-fingered salute when he waved to fans...
07:12 PM on 05/19/2009
The effect a single actor has had on the entire literature, TV and movie SciFi genres should not be underestimated. As a loyal but relatively ignorant Trek fan since TOS experts can correct me, but it's my understanding that after the first Jeffrey Hunter pilot Nimoy got Roddenberry to make Spock the XO, to tone down the character a bit and to give Nimoy latitude in shaping the character. After only three TV seasons, his particular approach to the character and some personal nuances such as the finger split has spawned volumes, episodes and motion pictures and created an entire galaxy in the Star Trek universe known as Vulcans. In the SciFi world at least, Quinto had some big shoes to fill and it's good to hear he was up to the task.
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12:38 PM on 05/20/2009
That's all great background. Or, "Fascinating," as my hero would say. I'm wondering if that's why I favor Adam Lambert on American Idol...he looks a lot more like Spock and even does a sort of split-fingered salute when he waves!