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James Moore

Posted: September 22, 2009 06:20 AM

I'm Scared, Ma

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At McGrath Elementary up in Michigan we were learning a lesson no other generation of children had ever been taught. Our school was new and the paint smelled fresh and the metal trim of the windows shined even on the innumerable gray days. The desks we had been given had separate chairs and glassy Formica tops and our books had stiff bindings with rich paper smells.

I loved school as a boy and I was especially happy when there were deviations from daily lessons. Consequently, I was excited when a teaching assistant rolled a film projector into the back of the room. A screen was pulled up and hooked on a three-legged stand and Mrs. Hagemeister was acting very serious. I did not know what we were about to see, but I knew my classmates and I were certain to be a part of something important. After the projector had been plugged in and the screen scooted to the front of the classroom, Mrs. Hagemeister spoke to us in a tone of voice I had not heard all year.

"Class, you are about to watch a short film from the government, but you should think of this as a lesson and it might be the most important lesson you ever learn."

Her words immediately excited my imagination and I wondered what magical door was about to be open to me. Instead, my eagerness was about to be smothered in a darkness I was to share with my entire generation.

"Children, you all know already about war. Many of your fathers haven't been back from the war for much more than a decade. There are always people who start wars and we have to be prepared. That's what you should be thinking about when you watch this movie."

Mrs. Hagemeister, matronly and tall with her hair born up in a net, walked silently to the wall switch and turned off the lights and in the back of the room the assistant clicked the toggle on the projector to cast a cone of light toward the screen. We listened to the whirring of the un-spooling film sprockets and watched the leader count down. There was a title on the screen that I don't remember exactly, but I think it referenced school safety in the nuclear era. A formal male baritone made vague references to politics and government disagreements and powerful new weapons in the world.

I lost track of what the narrator was saying and was drawn into the strangest scenes a child might have ever encountered. A classroom of students just like ours was shown taking instructions from their teacher who told them to do something like "drop, roll, and curl" under their desks. A siren wailed in the background and then there was a mushroom cloud rising darkly from the earth. I did not sleep much for many days.

In those days we lived in an 850 square foot house surrounded by other families that had come up from the south to work in the car factories of Michigan. Daddy and Ma did not worry much about nuclear weapons and all of the bright and waxed vehicles and new homes made them believe they were going to prosper even though he was a laborer and she made $51 a week as a waitress and neither had finished high school. The electricity bill was of greater concern than international politics. Our house had been built in a flat spot under the approach to the airport and at night as I lay in bed I heard the prop-driven airplanes feathering their engines to land. I never paid them any attention until I started watching the war movies that began showing up on television.

I had noticed something odd when the cameras showed airplanes on bombing runs. Not too long after the bomb bay doors had been opened and the weapons were released there was a reduction in the airplane's power to keep it longer over the target and to improve sighting. A kind of silence hung in the air, which reminded me of the passenger aircraft passing over our house as they neared the runways at Bishop Airport. The movies and the newscasts about Russia and film of the nuclear explosions in Japan convinced my impressionable mind that every plane over our house feathering its engines was a Soviet bomber that had slipped undetected across the border and was about to drop a deadly explosive into our hillbilly neighborhood.

"I'm scared, Ma," I told my mother one groggy morning.

"What about, son?"

"The airplanes at night when I'm in bed. They might be carrying bombs from the Russians."

"Oh son, that's nothing to worry about. Nobody will drop a bomb here."

Ma was wrong when I was 8 years old, and anyone who thinks that way today is even more mistaken. There are angry people in the Mid East that have dedicated their entire existence to finding a nuclear weapon to harm America, and alleged former intelligent agents are whispering to web sites about plans to explode suitcase nukes in small airplanes over major U.S. cities. A new nuclear fear grows in the hubris of our adventures in Iraq and Afghanistan and is compounded even further by some of our allies.

Israel, according to published reports by many defense industry analysts, has the fifth largest nuclear arsenal in the world, but has refused to sign the Non-Proliferation Treaty or even formally admit to possession of such technology, even though it is widely-known that the Dimona Reactor in the Negev Desert has been on-line since the 60s. Pakistan and India, sharing a border and contempt for each other, have also refused to be signatories of the treaty. North Korea was once a party to non proliferation, but has since withdrawn and threatens to develop and launch a thermonuclear device. There are also reportedly weapons missing from former Soviet satellite nations.

The two current American wars are augmented by the tensions between Iran and Israel. Iran says it has a sovereign right to develop nuclear energy for peaceful purposes and Israel says it does not trust Iran's unstable leadership and will take appropriate measures. The U.S. attempts mediation but where does any country's moral authority originate when it has deployed nuclear weapons, still has an arsenal, and is telling another sovereign nation that it cannot develop similar armaments? No one has ever answered this question. Iran also wants to know why Israel is permitted by the world community to have nukes while Tehran is told no. Does not one sovereign nation have the same rights as another sovereign nation? Israel, Pakistan, and India felt geo-political threats and developed nuclear weapons as deterrents, which is the aspiration of the powers in control of Iran and North Korea -- or do they have evil intent?

No nation needs nuclear weapons. They all ought to be destroyed. How hard is this to understand? Non-proliferation is not sufficient; complete disarmament is required. Why can we not make this happen?

I'm still scared, Ma.

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09:49 PM on 09/25/2009
It is time to stop playing games of upmanship with nuclear weapons. I propose that we, The US. publicly, unilaterally begin the dismantling of our nuclear arsenal. We currently have enough nuclear weapons to destroy the entire world many times over. We have more nuclear weapons than any other country on Earth. If we begin with the oldest and most obsolete weapons and, over time, reduce our nuclear arsenal by half. We would still have enough weapons to meet any threats with this unthinkable, unacceptable option.
The advantages would be to say, sincerely, to the rest of the world that we are serious about nonproliferation of nuclear weapons. We can approach our former enemies to assist them in dismantling their nukes without them fearing us. We will save billions of dollars that we now spend maintaining our Nukes. We will free thousands of service men and women for redeployment to more essential service. Also, we will have large quantities of fissionable material for peaceful uses.
The only losers in this plan is the manufacturers of nuclear weapons. However, I am sure they can figure other things to do with their facilities.
Perhaps we can sincerely negotiate to share some of our fissionable material with Iran so they can stop their enrichment program. A program that could lead to more nuclear weapons.
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11:30 AM on 09/23/2009
I think I saw the same film in school. I remember being horrified by the realization that they wanted us under the desks, not to protect us, but to be better able to identify our bodies. I grew up 30 miles east of the Seneca Army Depot, which contained 40-60% of the world's neutron bombs at any given time. I was 60 mile west of Rome Airforce base. B-52's flew over head transporting the aforementioned bombs. Nine Mile point neuclear power plant was 45 miles to the north and IBM headquarters 60 miles to the south. You could have painted a bullseye on our little village. But the fear then was in a conflict with the Soviets. We both knew that in the event of a nuclear conflict, any missiles not launched in a first strike would be lost in the subsequent counterstrike. Therefore, if there were any nuclear conflict, it would become an all out nuclear conflict, everything would be launched at once, and that would have destroyed the whole world. Such is not the case today.
06:22 AM on 09/23/2009
As my Rasta brother Bob Marley man once opined "Have no fear for atomic energy casue none of them can stop the time". Only a Republican could be afraid of going somewhere he doesn;t even know truly exists. Hell my brother man, hell is for children.
03:06 AM on 09/23/2009
Thank you my brother, Mr. Moore, for your voice, not of fear, but of reason. We should all be scared of that within us that seeks violence over constructive dialogue, hate -- over advance of the idea of mutual respect and mutual destiny. The nuke serves no purpose other than massive death and destruction. How puny we are to possess such a weapon for surely only the weak would conceive of self-annihilation and make it a working part of existence. But AC/DC told us what time it is concerning this tendency to prove whose got the biggest...of them all.

Power
Sex
Money

As long as these remain the abused stimulants of choice -- we will be drunk. They ought outlaw it -- living arrogant while abhorrently and nakedly drunk on avarice (LAWANDA).
12:33 AM on 09/23/2009
the ak47 has killed more people than any weapon ever invented, thus far. . .
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06:50 PM on 09/22/2009
Nuclear weapons in the era of MAD among Superpowers are not useful military weapons. Anyone here who ever served in the military in any strategic chain of command with these weapons over the last 50 years knows this. But in the age of suit case size weapon asymmetric terror they are the precise weapon of choice. Every thinking person on Earth knows this simple truth. One single weapon put into a thermonuclear car bomb in New York City is all that it takes to inflect catastrophic damage. Our policies in Iraq, Iran, and Afghanistan have assured that there will be legions of human beings for the next 50 years who will have one life long mission on their mind and that is precisley to carry our such an attack. It is now too late. Our fate has been set on this course. We had no diplomats. We had to intelligence service. Instead we had 911. And then we ran everything right into the ground. We once had the entire world with us. We are totally alone now. Masses of nuclear weapons are worthless. One is worth everything. It will happen.
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11:38 PM on 09/22/2009
Oh gosh....I think I'll kill myself! Wait, I have a better idea, maybe I'll just tend store til the suitcase gets me.
06:39 PM on 09/22/2009
What naivete.

Moore writes: "Iran also wants to know why Israel is permitted by the world community to have nukes while Tehran is told no."

Let me tell Iran why.

Israel never wanted to wipe Iran off the map.

Israeli leaders never spoke at a podium with the sign: A WORLD WITHOUT ISLAM.

What part of Jew hatred and anti-Zionism, the very same thing actually, doesn't Moore understand?

Let me clarify this: Anti-Semitism/anti-Zionism posits that every people on the planet are entitled to self-determination, self-rule, self-defense...and their own land...

...except the Jewish People.

The proof of this sentiment is that the anti-Zionists NEVER pay lip service to their actual sentiment and speak of other people's rights.

Israel's defense policy is based on one thing, and one thing only.

It is isolated, surrounded, and GHETTOIZED by implacable enemies whose sole issue is that they cannot stand a Jew living amongst them.
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HamletsMill
All Myth is Astronomy
06:59 PM on 09/22/2009
The Middle East is already a post nuclear war battlefield. It was already Armageddon on the installment plan. Depleted uranium residue from tank weapons is already in the aquifers of the region. It is just that the people of the Middle East are as yet unaware of their true situation.
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11:40 PM on 09/22/2009
We'll just call you "Paint it Black Ham".
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01:21 PM on 09/23/2009
"Israel never wanted to wipe Iran off the map."

I'm not so sure about that. They did wipe Palestine off the map, GHETTOIZED (as you put it) the indiginous population. They've tried at least twice to fix the 'Lebanon problem'. They definitely wanted the 'Iraq problem' to go away, and Cheney/Bush obliged them with the invasion. Cheney/Bush then immediately began rattling sabers at Syria following the fall of Baghdad. I have every reason the believe if Cheny/Bush's fantasies about a 'happy Iraq occupation' had panned-out syria would've very quickly been next. There were reports Cheney carried a list of countries to invade next around in his coat pocket. Syria, Yemen and Iran were said to be on that list. Coincidentally, all enemies of Israel.
06:09 PM on 09/22/2009
In a Utopian world it would make perfect sense to remove these devices of destruction.
Until the world and man changes the ability to defend yourself is inherent to the basic needs of all. The real underling question is "Under what conditions would these devices be used?"
The amount of destruction shown in Japan was horrendous but why isn't the same complaint aimed at fire bombing? That method of attack killed more Japanese than the atom bombs.
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01:33 PM on 09/23/2009
"The amount of destruction shown in Japan " isn't a *fraction* of potential nuclear destructive power these days. People seem to have forgot the exponentially greater power of thermonuclear weapons. Most people don't even realize the difference in weapons types. The casualtiies from firebombing Tokyo would be chump-change in comparison. its the difference is between 'only' murdering millions and 'nuclear winter' sending the survivors back to the stone age. We could reduce our current nuclear stockpile by 90% and still retain a deterrance of horrific proportions.
05:40 PM on 09/22/2009
With improvement in technologies over the last 60 years, and the theoretical work behind nuclear weapons already done, it would be impossible to verify EITHER the disarmament of any currently nuclear-armed nation, or that nobody had a secret program to develop nukes. The value of nuclear weapons is exponentially increased by a monopoly... they were only ever used in that circumstance. Had a different nation, with more vengeful or aggressive designs than the United States had at the end of World War 2, been the first to obtain these weapons, and willing to use them to preserve their nuclear monopoly, human history might have taken a much darker turn. Were the nations of the world to abandon their nuclear weapons, this would be the siren call to the least principled, most dangerous nations... a monopoly on nuclear weapons, unlimited power to dictate to all the world's capitals, or unanswerable revenge upon some national adversary.

Such a temptation would be irresistible. No nation could be certain that no adversarial power would keep or develop a nuclear weapon, especially if nobody else has one. Thus, nobody will disarm. Nobody will burn the research, bury the technology, or dismantle all the nukes they have. It will continue to be nigh impossible to totally prevent proliferation.

Nuclear disarmament before we learn not to resolve disputes between nations by force, is fantasy. That IS the more important problem. Its solution will obviate the need for nuclear weapons before anything else we could do.
05:39 PM on 09/22/2009
"I am scared Ma" . True innocence projected the audacity of expressing dearth of trust in human beings around the world in the most simplistic and elegant manner which sure would touch even evil brain that has descended upon our fellow beings for long.
"Hey! you are not trying to kill a rodent, it your own race! " says the smart piglet which is about to be had for dinner. "There is no word as humanity, humane or brotherhood ...call it anything...when it comes to hunger...anything and everything will do!" says the human.
You don't know about the human thoughts, we are more developed than any other species, so we know how to exactly yonder each other. If one even winks a little we will use that gap to show who is powerful...as we wish to be the only one dominating the world, we have evolved enough to suck each others blood if need be and still be happy and proud of being a human!
"Well don't get me started...whether it is USA or Iran or Iraq, we all follow the same dam marvel objective of being just the human that i described! " Says the human in a sly tone.
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05:04 PM on 09/22/2009
Well Jim, I guess if you want to go through life hand-wringing and worrying about something that hasn't happened in all the time you've been on the planet and probably won't in the time you have left, so be it. Unilaterally giving up nuclear weapons is sort of like giving up the gun you have at your house to potentially defend your family. Go ahead if you want to, but I guess I'll hold on to mine.
05:49 PM on 09/22/2009
It is your type of mentality that is making the world less and less safe cos every one thinks it's the other guy that will misbehave. I'll bet you'd have not problem extinguishing someone else's life, Mmmm???
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11:49 PM on 09/22/2009
If they were in my house uninvited or meant to hurt my people or me, I wouldn't have a problem in the world with it. I'd just figure they decided to commit assisted suicide.
01:46 PM on 09/23/2009
Jack... Let me phrase it this way: If my family were threatened by an intruder, in my house or on my street, the only way I would stop pulling the trigger is when I pumped the last bullet into their body.

But see... a man takes care of his family. I'd carry a cop, but they are heavy, and need much more care and feeding.
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04:56 PM on 09/22/2009
The threat is very real.
04:10 PM on 09/22/2009
It would be wonderful. Too bad we live in a world where some people refuse to act in good faith, and that apparently without remedy. Pandora's nuclear box has been opened, and there is no way to close it again. A nation that surrenders its most effective deterrents to aggression will quickly wind up as Neville Chamberlain did at Munich in 1938: not only did Britain not want to fight, they lacked the military means to do so. And we all know how that story ended.
05:51 PM on 09/22/2009
Yes: with the British winning ............................. with a little help from some friends
06:34 PM on 09/22/2009
The Iranian leadership time and again state that Iran is not developing nuclear weapons. See the interview in Spiegel today with the general director of the Iranian Nuclear Energy Organization. This is not to say Iran would be unable to develop nuclear weapons should it see the need arise.
Assuming Iran is doing something it denies doing, without evidence, is rubbish.
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01:17 PM on 09/22/2009
Proliferation combined with constant confrontation, the increased chance of a mishap -- we are already living on borrowed time.

Many valid points are made in this post. MAD is madness. Mutually-assured destruction is little consolation for the winner or loser. The deterent effect actually assures proliferation, hence, more danger.

We live in a very unsafe world with lots of insanity. The world is getting more dangerous every day.

Albert Einstein told FDR that we needed nukes in case Hitler beat us to the use or threartened use of nukes. He later thought that we should get rid of all nukes, after Truman tried them out on Japan, and after the Soviets got them.

I hope it is not too late for mankind. There's still time to limit who has these weapons and to limit the amounts of these weapons. Instead, smaller nukes are being made with the apparent intention of using them tactically, again increasing non-state actors getting their hands on them.
11:50 AM on 09/22/2009
Wow...what a great idea. Because without nuclear weapons, world-wide wars like WW1 and WW2 again become winnable.

I like your thinking.

(Duh! Sarcasm....)
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05:08 PM on 09/22/2009
No one wins in war! If men could get that through their heads we would have some peace for once! In war, everyone loses, both sides lose credibility and respect, as we are seeing today as the country is in a cultural war to address the problems we face as a global community. One would think that after all the discussions, movies, and class room lessons, we would be thinking of very different and more peaceful ways of dealing with one another. But, alas, we are finding it much easier to be more agressive and to anger everyone who one would count on as a neighbor in times of danger and crisis. Just because the war is not in our own backyards, does not mean that it has a deep and profound affect on us all, here, in Afghanistan and Iran where people pray for our destruction, and at all costs! Not a very good place to be in a nuclear world if you ask me... Concensus building is the only way to ensure that our children have a chance to live in a world without the fear of a generation who grew up hidding under a small desk which would offered no protection at all, and we all knew it even then, as children; we all were afraid and told our mothers...and we are all still afraid, as mothers and fathers but we aren't doing anything about it, and rest assured, our children are afraid too!