A School Shooting in a Unitarian Church?

Last Sunday Jim David Adkisson, a 58 year-old unemployed truck driver from the town of Powell, Kentucky, entered the Tennessee Valley Unitarian Universalist Church in Knoxville with a 12 gauge shotgun and began firing at parents and friends who had come to see their children in a church play. The news set off a chain of associations for me, because I am a Unitarian-Universalist, and, like those parents in Knoxville, I had often sat in the sanctuary of our church, the Unitarian Church in Westport, Connecticut, watching my children, clad in makeshift costumes cobbled from old curtains and junk jewelry, struggling to remember their lines and overcome their shyness as they tromped across the stage, acting out some parable they had cooked up with the youth advisors, celebrating themes dear to their heart such as social justice, love, and respect for all people of all kinds and shapes and colors. Today my children have grown and moved away, but I still find solace in a Unitarian Universalist church, this one in East Greenwich Rhode Island. My wife is pastor there.

The shooting also drew my attention because, as a professor at a school of social work, I devote much of my time to the study of violent incidents. Having recently completed a book about school rampage shootings, I found myself comparing Adkisson to the adolescent shooters whom I had been studying. Was he cast from a similar mold despite the difference in age? I argue in my book that because the school shooters were adolescents, they were involved in that psychosocial crisis which the psychoanalyst Erik Eriksson referred to as "identity formation versus identity diffusion." They decided to commit an act of violence against themselves (and others) because they saw no future in the adult world. Adkisson was 58, in the middle of the stage which Eriksson called "Middle Adulthood," whose psychosocial crisis he defined as "generativity versus stagnation." By generativity he meant not simply having children but contributing to the establishment and guidance of the next generation. Such work might involve teaching, leading a youth group, or serving on the board of a not-for-profit. Stagnation might refer to a worker who remains in a job that has lost all meaning, or a wife trapped in a loveless marriage.

Adkisson was a man for whom life no longer seemed worth living. School shooters reach this state after years of being bullied and abused, abused physically or sexually, and rejected by peers and girlfriends. Social awkwardness, psychiatric problems and learning disabilities further aggravate the situation. Adkisson had failed in relationships (he had recently been divorced by his fourth or fifth wife) and failed vocationally (he had lost his job and could not find another.) His food stamps had been terminated, making survival difficult. According to some sources, he was alcoholic and subject to lingering dark moods. Alcoholism is often associated with getting developmentally "stuck," at the age when the drinking began.

Second, he wanted revenge. School shooters long to get back at the kids who tormented and excluded them, and teachers who treated them unjustly. Adkisson was enraged at those whom he perceived as having taken away his adulthood. The eminent criminologist Park Dietz has spoken of the danger inherent in this situation:

When somebody has so little to lose, so that it all seems meaningless to them, then they're likely to consider revenge as having considerable value. They may think of suicide as an escape from it all. That's a terrible combination, being suicidal and wanting revenge. That's at the heart of most of the workplace and school mass murders of the last 20 years. (Park Dietz, as quoted in The Hook, December 4, 2003)

Third, Adkisson had created a "sham ideology," a theory to support the violence he was prepared to commit. For school shooters, this usually consists of some garbled "philosophy" justifying homicide. It is usually compounded from a misreading of Nietzsche and Ayn Rand, and too many viewings of the Oliver Stone film, Natural Born Killers. Adkisson's manifesto, a four page letter left in his SUV, explained how Liberals were responsible for much of the country's woes. Those of us who have followed the Bush administration's unraveling of the safety net and re-allotment of the Federal budget to corporate welfare and the war in Iraq found ourselves scratching our heads. The news that Adkisson's most recent ex-wife had once been a member of the congregation he had attacked provided a clue to how these antithetical ideas might have become conflated.

Black and white thinking oversimplifies the world in dangerous ways. Clever spin doctors have been driving a wedge into our body politic for years, telling us that Liberals think about everything one way, and Conservatives another, and there is no overlap. But this is a lie designed to polarize voters. Even within Unitarian-Universalism, the religion Garrison Keillor evokes every time he wants to make a joke about Liberalism gone wild, people hold views that range all across the political and cultural spectrum. There are pro-life atheists, and theists who support assisted suicides. Many of the school shooters were raised in bible-belt communities where behavior was divided into extremes. You could be good or you could be evil. You could join Team Jesus, or play for Satan.

One more factor motivated Adkisson, the hope that he would be killed by law men during his Sunday morning assault. He said in his letter that he hoped he would not leave the church alive. In other words, where we see a tragic, meaningless murder of the innocent, Adkisson, beneath the brittle shell of his narcissism, saw a suicide attempt. Some of the school shooters committed suicide after completing their shootings while others hoped the police would do the job for them. Suicide by cop.

When men who derive their self-respect from being able to provide for their families are deprived of the privilege, they often question the meaning of their lives. Sometimes they contemplate suicide. Sometimes they are only teenagers in adult clothes. A falling Dow-Jones historically correlates with a rising suicide rate, and vice-versa. A recent Huffington post by Barbara Ehrenreich investigates the problem of suicide and the current financial crisis in depth. Between unemployment, the sub-prime mortgage crisis, the weakened dollar, a swelling national debt, a vanishing safety net and a costly war, the outlook is grim. Add to this the easy availability of firearms (Adkisson bought his shotgun at a pawn shop) and you have a recipe for disaster.

Comments

[Frunobulax57]

Jeeze, I hope Adkisson's defense will not include his drinking problems. Alcoholics are haunted by far more than you mention. You think that a lack of emotional maturity is bad? Huh! You ain’t seen nothing. We alkies have great difficulties with our personal relationships and an inability to control our emotional natures. We suffer from depression, and find that we cannot make a make a living.. This contributes to feelings of uselessness - overwhelming fear and a realization that we are of no real help to others. Call it a “soul sickness” if you like - that is how it felt to me when I suffered from it. That was the alcoholic bottom. If Adkisson was a true alcoholic he would be familiar with these conditions - all of them. But I am too. How come I haven’t killed anyone? How come millions of other alcoholics - recovered or still un-recovered, manage to get by without picking up a weapon and firing it at innocents?

Everyone who drinks alcohol drinks ir for for the same reason. They like the effect. I do not know if Adkisson is a real alcoholic and not simply an abuser - a mental defective joining millions who, since man first crushed grapes, learned to treat their personal miseries with the anesthetizing affects of ethanol. I do know that this guy has had his cards stacked against him has become a damaged good who now needs to be removed.

Danny S - RLRA
Real Live Recovered

[BobbyJoe]

Just for the record, Adkisson was from Powell, Tennessee, not Powell, Kentucky. Powell, Tennessee is essentially a part of Knoxville and about a thirty minute drive from the Unitarian Church where Adkisson did the shooting.

[Bedo]

That would be Powell, Tn. Powell is a community outside of Knoxville.