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The America in Me

Posted: 07/04/11 05:16 PM ET

"You've been trying to write yourself into America," my dear friend Teresa Moore said after she read an early draft of the essay I ended up submitting to the New York Times Magazine.

I first met Teresa in 1999, when I was a high school senior and wanted to freelance for YO!, short for Youth Outlook, the monthly magazine she edited. She was my very first editor, the one who can most attest to how much I struggled with writing, with finding just the right words, phrases and punctuation (should I use a comma or a dash or a semi-colon?) with trusting the texture and timbre of my own voice. Then and now, Teresa was always exacting, always insightful.

"You're still trying to write yourself into America."

Indeed, I am, perhaps now more than ever.

Beyond the fireworks, parades and barbecues, Independence Day, the 235th birthday of the United States of America, carries a whole new meaning for me this year. Personally, it has meant telling my story in hopes of illuminating the stories of countless undocumented immigrants across the country. We tell stories, after all, to recognize ourselves, our common humanity, in each other. I grew up here. This is the place I call home. I love America. For our small team here at Define American, it means living up to our mission of elevating the conversation around immigration. Stripped of polarizing politics and heated, angry rhetoric, immigration has been one of the evolving stories of our country since its inception. That America is "a nation of nations," built on an idea and "founded on the printed word," is cause for continued celebration and much-needed reflection.

And as we celebrate our country's birthday and reflect on how we define American, I'd like to honor the heroes -- the everyday American heroes -- in my life. They are members of my personal underground railroad, the principals and pastors, the coaches and colleagues, who refuse to sit back and allow undocumented immigrants like me to slip into the cracks of a broken system.

They are the ones who, early on, recognized the America in me; who, in the case of Peter Perl, a senior manager at the Washington Post, risked his own career to ensure that I had mine and that I kept on growing; who, in the cases of Pat Hyland (my former high school principal) Rich Fischer (my former high school superintendent) and Jill Denny (my former choir teacher) all educators, guaranteed that I got an education like the rest of the students who showed up at Mountain View High School, regardless of my undocumented status; and who, in the case of Teresa Moore, whom I confided my secret to years ago, when the guilt and shame, the fear and frustration of working as an undocumented immigrant in the nation's capital weighed heavily on me, encouraged me to keep writing -- to keep telling stories.

I am an American, in my heart if not on paper, because of them. There are Peter Perls, Pat Hylands and Teresa Moores all across America. They define American.


This blog originally appeared on DefineAmerican.com.

 
 
 
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08:11 PM on 07/09/2011
Join the military, serve the country you love and become a citizen.

Under current law (10 USC § 504), the Secretary of Defense can authorize the enlistment of illegal aliens. Once enlisted in the U.S. Armed Forces, under 8 USC § 1440, these illegal aliens can become naturalized citizens through expedited processing, often obtaining U.S. citizenship in six months.
09:45 AM on 07/08/2011
Mr. Vargas,
I admire you and your tenacity and wish you the best. What your doing is important to many Americans....
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shooter486
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03:28 PM on 07/07/2011
How does this author make a living here? Is he violating the law by working in this country illegally? Do you think if whoever pays him got a fine iof $10K, do you think he would be so "brave"?
05:46 PM on 07/05/2011
Laws made by common consent must not be trampled on by individuals.
George Washington

There never was a law yet made, I conceive, that hit the taste exactly of every man, or every part of the community; of course, if this be a reason for opposition, no law can be executed at all without force, and every man or set of men will in that case cut and carve for themselves; the consequences of which must be deprecated by all classes of men, who are friends to order, and to the peace and happiness of the country.
George Washington

Let me not be understood as saying that there are no bad laws, nor that grievances may not arise for the redress of which no legal provisions have been made. I mean to say no such thing. But I do mean to say that although bad laws, if they exist, should be repealed as soon as possible, still, while they continue in force, for the sake of example they should be religiously observed.
Abraham Lincoln

No man is above the law and no man is below it; nor do we ask any man's permission when we ask him to obey it. Obedience to the law is demanded as a right; not asked as a favor.
Theodore Roosevelt

There are laws to protect the freedom of the press's speech, but none that are worth anything to protect the people from the press.
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05:31 PM on 07/05/2011
Get real Mr. Vargas. "Fall in line" just like any other applicants trying to apply for citizenship. You have an option of getting your citizenship legally, but as I see it, you want things done "your way." And that's too bad. Play a fair game ... "fall in line." I am from the Philippines myself and I got my American citizenship because I worked hard for it ---- legally. "Fall in line!" I am proud of you as a Pulitzer prize winner, but your demeanor gives me so much embarrassment and perhaps the Filipino people, in general. Just get it line, please. You are young and have a very promising career. In my humble opinion, America welcomes and gives anyone a fair chance (either your super-smart or illiterate or somewhere in between) --- for as long as you do it "legally." So just "fall in line!" Will you? Please?!
12:02 AM on 07/06/2011
you have the "hutzpah" to tell him to "stand in line" when there's no line. It's a cruel joke.
Open a line. That's what it's all about.
11:05 AM on 07/06/2011
Apparently, you did not read my entire comment.

Tell me exactly what's wrong with doing it the "legal way."
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01:44 PM on 07/07/2011
" when there's no line"

Noy if you never look.
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03:05 PM on 07/05/2011
a·mer·i·can/əˈmerikən/
Noun: A native or citizen of the United States.
Adjective: Of, relating to, or characteristic of the United States or its inhabitants. More »
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03:00 PM on 07/05/2011
Okay, Mr. Vargas, you have said you want a dialog. There are many people here, mostly polite, with whom to enter a dialog. If you truly want one, this is the level you need to do it at; I don't want to be watching you with talking heads who are divorced from the reality of the lives of most Americans. If you want to win hearts and minds, if you are sincere, kindly enter the verbal fray, not keep yourself above it.
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12:27 PM on 07/05/2011
I admire your courage and coming out about your illegal status. In the end, however, you violated the law and there are consequences for that. Your story is important for the millions of illegals in the US who need a pathway to citizenship, and I hope you continue to push this issue forward so that Congress and the President will get off their butts and do something.
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01:47 PM on 07/07/2011
If you claim you are working in the US, you are thereby violating yet another law. How many laws are you currently violating? Driving without a license? Insurance? ID theft?

Millions of illegal aliens in this country are committing countless crimes just by staying here. How exactly do you want a dialogue when you refuse to agree that the crimes committed are "OK" if they are just wanting to be treated nicely.
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03:30 PM on 07/07/2011
I didn't say committing the crimes was ok, but my original point stands. But since you mention it, how nice does Congress have it accepting "bribes" thru lobbyists and campaign donations, receiving perks, and getting tax subsidies and Cadillac benefits. And when they retire, they get cushy jobs being lobbyists for corporations that benefitted from their prior votes or actions. Yes, it's perfectly legal to work the system for personal gain, and to ream the American people and get away with it. Nothing illegal what they are doing because they protect themselves, but the consequence is much, much worse. You think a political dialogue would happen about all that? Yea, right! There are "illegals" who cross the border and those who serve in Congress.
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11:20 AM on 07/05/2011
The system is not broken just because people who decide not to follow the legal laws to become a citizen say so. A part of the system did fail. It failed to catch those people and deport them. Over a million people each year are given citizenship. If you are not one of that million does not mean the system is broken. If any changes are to be made it might be a good idea to go to a point system and away from the family system we now have.
11:51 AM on 07/05/2011
Our immigration laws may not be broken, but the legal road to citizenship is woefully weak.

The number of cases awaiting resolution before the Immigration Courts reached a new all-time high of 275,316 by the beginning of May 2011. http://trac.syr.edu/immigration/reports/250/

If we cannot process the applications for citizenship, then we shouldn't beat our chest and spout, "America is a shining city upon a hill whose beacon light guides freedom-loving people everywhere."
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01:49 PM on 07/07/2011
"The number of cases awaiting resolution before the Immigratio­n Courts reached a new all-time high of 275,316 by the beginning of May 2011"

The number of applicants has grown to a record number. so, by the very basic use of statistics, you would see a backlog. Remember, if you cannot get wait to get in, there will always be a small group of people that will feel sorry for you and think it is OK to break the law.
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08:15 AM on 07/05/2011
The issue of immigration is `emotional.` When the pilgrims, came to America with the Mayflower in November 1620 they were `welcomed` by the Native Americans. America was then formed as a nation of immigrants. Over the years, America was faced with an influx of immigrants, that supposedly will help with farm jobs Americans do not want to do, including the well known `baby sitting` done by women from poor countries. Two kind of immigrants came to America: The poor ones and the rich ones. The rich ones brought their capital to America. In fact resident visas were given to people who would invest $250.000 or more in the economy. The poor ones, mostly from Third World countries, did menial jobs. In the 60`s, President Kennedy opened a new influx of immigrants with his Peace Corps program. Then, the intellectual immigration, that is the students who came to America and found that their academic degrees were suited for the economy. Then, the undocumented workers. They come to America to make a quick buck and then return to Mexico. This is obviously, `trespassing` and it is against the law. Also, the drug cartels and all the criminal activities associated with, which is abhorrent by any means. So, the problem now is with illegal immigration, an issue that must be cleared once and for all. Also, is the state of the economy that displaces workers. Finally, this issue is èmotional,` because it creates xenophoby, which is an emotion.
D-Driller
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01:43 PM on 07/05/2011
Some of the points you make are good, but I think you might want to reconsider a couple. The US did indeed have an influx of immigration, mainly in the mid-late 1800's, but to say we were "faced" with it gives the idea that it was not wanted - it was a policy of the US Government to invite people here to try to open and settle the west, hold borders against possible invaders (we had just fought a war against Mexico, for example), and, in later years, to help with Reconstruction in the South, mainly by, let's face it, "diluting" the population of potential rebels in that area. These illegals are not wanted here, they are not being asked here, and there is no plan to accept more of them. The US carefully sets quotas on the number of people who are allowed into the country every year from each country. This ensures fairness, and also ensures that no one group overwhelms the others. It is not an unfair system; it just seems that way if you are not one of those chosen to come.
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03:06 PM on 07/05/2011
Good points. Thank you. Fanned
12:08 AM on 07/06/2011
Germans were not wanted here.
Chinese were not wanted here.
Irish were not wanted here.
Italians were not wanted here.
Puertoricans were not wanted here.
Now, Mexicans are not wanted here. Even the Mexicans that came from Ireland, Canada, Indonesia, Colombia, Venezuela, Niger, Serbia, Morocco, etc. etc. etc.
Same sentiment, Same prejudice.
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06:13 AM on 07/05/2011
"who refuse to sit back and allow undocumented immigrants like me to slip into the cracks of a broken system".

Once illegal immigrants parlay the idea that the reason they are here illegally is because "the system is broken" is no reason to blame U.S. citizens for their predicament. The same argument blame the victim was used for time immemorial in rape cases stretching back to who knows when. In such an antiquated system judges and juries actually believed their own hype, that the victim deserved to be raped because she was wearing a short skirt. It took decades to change the blame the victim mindset in this area of law and hopefully sanity will prevail in the issue of immigration.

If the complaint is that we have allowed illegal immigrants to slip through "a broken system", would you be upset if we didn't allow you to slip through the system and took the necessary steps to take action. What's going to make you happy? Admitting that the system is broken for granting unquestioned full citizenship and amnesty to everyone here illegally.

Yes, at one time women routinely suffered a double blow, first from the assault and then the indignities of a broken judicial system. It was never really broken at all just the will to balance the scales of justice and enforce existing law.
02:36 AM on 07/05/2011
As long as they don't take a job then all are welcome. Or if employers agree to give every citizen a 10% raise if they hire any illegals or work visa holders then fine. And as long as the rich, who benefit the most from immigration, agree to pay for everyone's retirement then cool!

My only problem with immigration is that it drives down wages and creates unemployment.
05:02 AM on 07/05/2011
Yeah, those founding fathers should have never permitted any immigration. If the nation had not admitted all of those miserable foreigners just think of how high wages and employment would be! Not to mention where you might be.
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02:54 PM on 07/05/2011
That was then, this is now.
10:04 AM on 07/05/2011
The problem mashtoe is that they are taking jobs that CITIZENS want and NEED. We should HEAVILY fine those who hire ILLEGALS and if they continue to hire them then their business license should be taken away.
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01:52 AM on 07/05/2011
Jose-I wish you well and I hope you also speak out on the Uniting American Families Act.
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01:53 PM on 07/07/2011
Uniting American Famlies in their coutnry of origin.
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02:12 AM on 07/08/2011
Clearly you have no idea of the UAFA is.
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01:48 AM on 07/05/2011
"The 1986 amnesty was a disaster, as evidenced by the massive illegal immigratio­n it sparked".

it was designed to be a disaster it bought in cheap labor for greater corp profits and the capitalist agenda of destroying unions and making future americans third world wage earners.

it did what it was intended to do and it did it very well indeed. service workers in america are working for very low wages and few benefits. reagan was a genius to sell it to middle class america right along with the trickle down theory and free markets and tax breaks for the rich.
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01:54 PM on 07/07/2011
"and the capitalist agenda of destroying unions "

Explain why the unions are demanding more amnesty?
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01:44 AM on 07/05/2011
I don't know, I think if you're going to emigrate to the United States, you can do that via the front door, or forget it. If you have to slide into Los Etados Unidos under cover of darkness, or by guile or subterfuge, my automatic question is, 'what do you have to hide'? As for enablers/underground railroadistas, aiding and abetting illegal immigration is a felony, as in: jail or prison time 

I think we need to have one common national standard and method to deal with immigration, everybody does it the right way, having first established what that 'right' way is, anyone else doing anything different can expect a plane ticket home.  This isn't 1829 anymore, or even 1950, when there were only about 2.5 billion people in the world, this is 2011, when there's 7 billion, and we need good, quality, well- reasoned policy, and no-nonsense enforcement and wide public support behind it. 

Other countries need to pull their socks up, and start working to offer their own citizens a better future. I also hold that there needs to be a general UN accord on immigration, specifically detailing what needs to happen when people start trying to jump borders in calculated fashion or en masse. 

There's some really smart people, college types and stuff, that feel we don't need to worry about immigration, but there's the general well-being of everyone else outside such august circles to be considered. Oh, and the law. Sure, that's a pesky detail, and gets in the way of the old social agenda sometimes, but they keep writing those things like there's some kind of purpose behind it. Maybe we need to explore what that purpose might be? Maybe.
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06:34 AM on 07/05/2011
Common sense. fanned.

One of the problems, well two that I see is first the people pushing for as much illegal immigration as possible (such as the US chamber) take such a position because they stand to profit from this agenda....and could care less about the well being of immigrants when they arrive. They're like the drug cartels, except that their poverty level wage labor is their currency. Second, leaders such as Obama and others are so detached from the State's problems because they never have to rub shoulders with nor live in a neighborhood overrun with illegal immigrants bearing forged documents and stolen identities. Our politicians making the decisions have a profit motive or are unaffected by the social degradation impact within our neighborhoods. They don't care.
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11:16 AM on 07/05/2011
F&F reality ...