04/24/2015 03:59 pm ET | Updated Jun 24, 2015

Grey's Anatomy Recap: RIP McDreamy in 'How to Save a Life'

Note: Do not read on if you have not seen Season 11, Episode 21 of ABC's Grey's Anatomy, titled "How to Save a Life."

Is anyone else sort of embarrassed about how sad they are about Derek? Last night was tough and after having rewatched it again, I can tell you: don't do it. It's just as awful.

So, let's have a Twitter memorial:

Tonight I saw the work speak for itself. Derek Shepherd was light (&dark;), heroic, enigmatic, funny & so very dreamy... Rest in peace, DS.

— Jessica Capshaw (@JessicaCapshaw) April 24, 2015

So when are we all signing up for group therapy...??????! #GreysAnatomy #tgit #disbelief

— Camilla Luddington (@camilluddington) April 24, 2015

@camilluddington just cuddling my alcohol as you do #TearsOfGreys

— Seana (@pottsy000) April 24, 2015

It is the end of an era. We will all miss Derek. Kudos to @patrickdempsey for 11 yrs & creating 1 of tv's fave characters. Happy trails, PD.

— Kelly McCreary (@KMcCrearyNYC) April 24, 2015

Raise your hand if you need a drink after that episode #GreysAnatomy

— Cyndi (@fangirl_cyndi) April 24, 2015

Mcdreamy is gone... and I'm McDone. #GreysAnatomy #mcdreamy

— Jords (@iBiebTeam) April 24, 2015

Raise your hand if you've been personally victimized by @shondarhimes tonight. #GreysAnatomy 😭👋🏾

— Kenzie Rusak (@heyykenzie) April 24, 2015

After watching that episode of #GreysAnatomy I'm just laying here like

— Kasey Blue (@kaseyblue__) April 24, 2015

It's the end of an era. Mourn with me @karenfratti

"Grey's Anatomy" airs Thursdays at 8 p.m. ET on ABC.