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Lev Raphael

Lev Raphael

Posted: January 18, 2011 10:12 AM

I fell in love in first or second grade visiting our local library. On 145th Street in Manhattan, it was a gorgeous, imposing building designed by McKim, Mead and White, but I didn't know its history until recently.

What I did know was that I felt excited, privileged and awed every time I passed through its portals, and believe me, it did not have doors, it had portals. It was, after all, designed to look like an Italian palazzo. Nobody told me that, but I felt as far away as Venice every time I wandered along its endless shelves as the light streamed in through massive windows. I felt a similar sense of awe seeing Venice itself for the first time, decades later.

The library was a place of peace and complete freedom for a boy living in an angry home. No librarian ever told me a book was too adult for me, and neither did my parents. Which meant I could browse the shelves with no restrictions.

Each week I brought home a small pile of books I subsequently devoured, and I was especially fond of biographies and history, two genres that fascinate me even more now that I'm middle aged and have my own biography and see myself in history.

All those books nourished me and inspired me. I wanted to write, too, and I wanted to have a book on those shelves some day. Here again, I was very lucky. Starting in grade school, my teachers and my parents encouraged my writing.

Yet with all that reading of library books, I still watched plenty of television. It was actually reading that interfered with my school work, not TV. Whatever I brought back from that amazing library was almost always more interesting than what we were reading in school, where I was often bored and too talkative. Nowadays, of course, they would probably give me Ritalin.

I got another gift from that library: being read to at story hour. It was the pleasures I derived from that and from having my mother read to me at home that partly fuel my own joy when I do a reading today, one of the best parts of being an author on the road.

Samuel Johnson wrote that "No place affords a more striking conviction of the vanity of human hopes, than a public library." I can't agree, at least on a day when I'm feeling good about my career, because my own public library filled me with hope, knowledge, and dreams.

 
 
 

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I fell in love in first or second grade visiting our local library. On 145th Street in Manhattan, it was a gorgeous, imposing building designed by McKim, Mead and White, but I didn't know its history...
I fell in love in first or second grade visiting our local library. On 145th Street in Manhattan, it was a gorgeous, imposing building designed by McKim, Mead and White, but I didn't know its history...
 
 
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06:08 AM on 01/22/2011
I enjoyed in reading and bringing into life your memory of first going into library.I am happy to see that many cherish nice memories about first visits to a Public Library.You said something which relates to me,that no one told you there were books for adults and younger generations;similar way i was searching the shelves in first library in my town where i lived in my youngest days.I remember the librarian who was a true lady and many times i recount how she took care of each book;if happened one of the pages,or cover to be a bit teared off,she would immediately reach a scotch tape to get it fixed.Such a care of the books in a library i have never seen anymore One more interesting fact is recall of her face very well while the faces of the many teachers in my elementary school vanished.
I am inspired by books as well as you.The building connected with your lovely memory was imposing,i can't say that for mine,but it doesn't change our common joy while remembering first real entry into magic world.
I love comments left here as well.Thank you.
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Lev Raphael
Author of "Book Lust!"
06:13 AM on 01/22/2011
Joy really sums it up, doesn't it? No matter what kind of building, the doors opened into a universe filled with joy and the promise of more. Too bad libraries around the country are so threatened by budgets cuts.
07:56 AM on 01/22/2011
Thank you for answering,it is so nice of you.I hope there will be finance for new amazing places to enjoy and everyone to be welcome;digital books and reading would not be an obstacle,it should be great combination and contribute to development of books and loving them even more./library of present days must offer the contents for digital reading as well /I am from other country,out of US,it doesn't matter i really feel everything to happen in the world of books wherever to be,and of course my reading is an enjoyment -Author's work is universal and no one language is obstacle to understand and love a great book
08:04 PM on 01/21/2011
Portals is a great word for it. Also vortexes. And otherworlds. In a library, all things live.
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Lev Raphael
Author of "Book Lust!"
08:08 PM on 01/21/2011
That sense of magic still makes my spine tingle.....
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edgraham
There is no magic
10:49 AM on 01/21/2011
Until now,I can't remember ever agreeing with all the comments listed for any post.

I started going to the library before I was allowed to cross the street. It was the place where I first found out that everything adults told me, had to be fact checked. I learned critical thinking because of the wealth of information available.

The library (Enoch Pratt in Baltimore) was my first love, and you can't ever forget your first.
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Lev Raphael
Author of "Book Lust!"
01:12 PM on 01/21/2011
Libraries clearly hold deep meaning for a lot of us. I'm glad you read the blog and commented.
09:48 AM on 01/21/2011
If I can't make it as a Literature professor, I want to be a librarian so I can spread my love for books!
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Lev Raphael
Author of "Book Lust!"
01:14 PM on 01/21/2011
Spreading my love of books was the best part/is the best part of being a reviewer, too. :-)
10:45 PM on 01/20/2011
As a librarian, I just wanted to say, thank you, Lev.
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Lev Raphael
Author of "Book Lust!"
06:12 AM on 01/21/2011
You're very welcome! Librarians were my first tour guides in the world of books. Contrary to the prim fussy image we see on film, they were always warm and friendly to me.
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katmagendie
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11:55 AM on 01/20/2011
Oh the library! My sanctuary as a child - we moved a lot and though the faces changed, the library and librarians always were the same to me - gracious, welcoming, quiet(unlike at home), and full of treasure. I still love them and though dreams of being on the NYT bs list are nice, thoughts of my books in every library would be considered a success for me. To think a librarian may pull out my book and say "Here's a good book I recommend;" now, how wonderful is that?

wonderful article.
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Lev Raphael
Author of "Book Lust!"
12:42 PM on 01/20/2011
I so relate to the quiet you describe vs. home. And I managed to take some of that quiet with me with each book I borrowed.
01:38 PM on 01/19/2011
We moved a lot when I was a kid and almost always the first place I found was the Public Library. Story Hour. My own library card. Those were blissful moments in Dana Point when I was six. My mother read to me, took me to the library and I did the same for my kids and grandkids. The library for me was a sanctuary (always moving is not fun), a door into so many. many worlds, and the beginning of my own dreams. Thank you, Lev!
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Lev Raphael
Author of "Book Lust!"
02:14 PM on 01/19/2011
You're welcome, Gwen!
Wasn't your own library card a powerful thing? A passport, a talisman, a treasure all its own.
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Lisa Shields
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09:37 AM on 01/19/2011
Deep sigh.

Summers as a kid in Jersey City in the 60's were rendered bearable---even blissful by the local library.
Later, as an adult I moved briefly to PA. While I loved the state, they don't have local libraries like the ones I knew as a child. The town we lived in had a volunteer staff, and "donated" books...usually Reader's Digest condensed books lining their shelves. That was it for me...I headed back to my home state...because my need to read is up there with my need to breathe!
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Lev Raphael
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12:50 PM on 01/19/2011
I felt the same about our summers in Rockaway. I wasn't much of a beach kid, but reading books from that public library filled my days and my mind. I still associate "The Guns of August" Mirror"--which I read around age 12--with a porch swing and honeysuckle.
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09:28 AM on 01/19/2011
I didn't have the benefit of such a massive, beautiful place for my first library experiences, but I loved the tiny little building and all of its treasures nonetheless. A tiny little two-room operation in a small town, where I had my grandparents drop me off for hours at least once a week. There were maybe two tables in the whole place, and the lighting was terrible, but it was the most wonderful place in the world. It was replaced with a much grander library when I was in my teens, but the original sticks with me much clearer. The most exciting aspect of college was the enormous library, so different from what I was used to. I spent every spare moment there and often put off my actual work so I could browse through all of the wonderful volumes of history, art and literary criticism that I never knew existed. I often think I should have been a librarian, but I don't think I could get my job done surrounded by so much temptation.
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Lev Raphael
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12:49 PM on 01/19/2011
There's all kind of beauty and the beauty of the books is the best, I think. There's something so hypnotic to me about row upon row of books spines. They calm me down, they make me curious, I want to linger and explore.
06:24 AM on 01/22/2011
Nice said,being in a library i feel like in a magic place which i would never leave.And every new book to see is new calling for me to reach for it and peer inside for at least few sentences.maybe,i think this time i find something new i never experienced before..and really,each one lures by its mystery.
06:18 AM on 01/22/2011
Your impressions are wonderful and nice described;i also dream of being a librarian.
05:42 PM on 01/18/2011
Oh, don't even get me started on libraries... favourite libraries... special, safe, sheltering places. Though I have had the privilege and pleasure of reading in some wonderful, architecturally outstanding libraries, my own personal favourite will always be the little "library van" that served our remote rural community once a month. I can still feel the thrill of walking up those two steps with my battered and multi-stamped card in hand... and the smell of the books, and the excitement of discovering something new.. how immeasurably vast that tiny space seemed even to a child so accustomed to the open expanses of nature.
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06:59 PM on 01/18/2011
I have always loved libraries ever since I was a kid and used to go to a little library run by two elderly women. You paid tuppence and could take out a book, if you couldn't afford it you could sit at the rather rickety table and chair and just read. I spent so much time there reading everything I could get my hands on that my mother knew just where to look when I didn't get home on time.
02:21 AM on 01/19/2011
Oh, that's lovely.. :-)
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Lev Raphael
Author of "Book Lust!"
07:51 PM on 01/18/2011
You're so right, each book opened up its own world from such a small stage. That sense of discovery and reverence has always stayed with me. Thanks for stopping by and sharing your memories.
04:21 PM on 01/18/2011
Reading this post brought back some fond memories. When I was much younger, 10 or so, I would spend a month with my Grandmother in rural North Carolina. Not a lot for a 10 year old to do with his grandmother particularly when all of her neighbors were 80+. The worst day of the week was Wednesdays when I had to accompany her to the Beauty Shop. However one day while wandering around waiting for her I discovered the local library next door. Suddenly everyday was a countdown to Beauty Shop Day so I could visit the library. It wasn't a grand building and I doubt the cinderblock design would be claimed by anyone, but it was a treasure trove inside.
Thanks for taking me back to some of the most fond memories of my youth.
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Lev Raphael
Author of "Book Lust!"
07:50 PM on 01/18/2011
You're very welcome, and treasure trove exactly describes a library. I used to love wandering the aisles and scanning the shelves and found some amazing books by accident. I wonder what the advent of ebooks will do to libraries.....
06:35 AM on 01/22/2011
Finding amazing books by accident was my pleasure as well.And i really found them by myself and can say to have wonderful feeling to reach for excellent books./no recommendation by anyone/
03:37 PM on 01/18/2011
Great post as usual, Lev! Libraries in NY ARE the best! They've inspired more than one writer, that's for sure!
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Lev Raphael
Author of "Book Lust!"
07:48 PM on 01/18/2011
That library certainly inspired me, especially since we couldn't afford a lot of books when I was growing up. Glad you enjoyed the blog!