How many times have we found ourselves unable to cope with life or facing loss? Losing a child, spouse or home, arguing a lost cause or feeling unable to forgive? At these times, we find ourselves shouting "Re-do"! We may choose to laugh at this concept, but in reality, our hearts wept and our spirits sank when we knew there would be no instant re-do. When we find ourselves needing to untangle a situation or mess, how do we start again after certain conversations, unwise actions, an abusive marriage or after failing at a job?
All of us, at some time in our lives, have been lost and unsure as to how to start again. When you feel beaten down, tired and have given up hope, what do you do? I have seen people I admired for their strength reduced to tears and self-pity by difficult moments in life. How do we help? We have all witnessed unfairness, tragedy and ugliness with our own rage, doubt and fear. When this happens, where do we go from here? If we are lucky, we experience a moment of clarity and know we must start again.
There's an art to starting again. If you have created or allowed someone to create a situation that you do not want anymore, there are steps to help you untangle this situation and allow yourself a chance to begin again:
Forgiveness, for me, is allowing myself to get better by letting go of the anger I have towards another or myself. This process is mostly internal, but as you let go of the anger, hurt, humiliation and grief you have towards one who wronged you, the benefits to you will be felt immediately. Learning to forgive allows you to start again.
Fear and Faith cannot co-exist -- choose one. Fear knocks the wind out of you and faith gives you hope and purpose. In order to untangle from a current mess and start again, letting go of the fear and choosing faith is a critical and necessary step.
Make the decision to be happy. Just decide. If you change your feelings, you can change your experience. This is simple in concept but difficult to implement on a daily/hourly basis.
Admit the part you played in the current drama. We all are the creators of our lives and even when faced with tragedy, we are able to create our response towards it. Look inward before directing anything outward. Ask yourself, "What do you see yourself becoming?" "What is it that you want to experience?" Whatever your answers are, move in that direction.
Live in the Present
We may not be able to alter the past with an instant re-do, but we can alter our thoughts about the past and we can choose to live in the present, which can be life-altering. Living in the present is a process that can move us from an experience of anguish to a much-needed place of relief.
As you move through pain, drama and uncertainty of where you are now, it is important to know there is no judgment in why you are where you are and how you came to be in such pain. The fact remains is that you are looking for help and that is enough. Regardless of where you are in your learning, know that you deserve respect and kindness. With that knowing, you can untangle any situation and can start again in a direction that brings you your heart's desires.