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Aging with Courage: The Beginning of a Living Faith

Posted: 09/15/10 01:39 AM ET

The Mississippi's bluffs, flood plains, and fertile fields -- the backdrop of my hometown -- testify to the beauty and power of the river's long life. The even older Colorado commands reverence with its dramatic handiwork, the Grand Canyon.

Like the aging of a river, human aging is a natural process; we are aging from day one.
A river shapes the land day after day, year after year. Likewise, the passage of time changes the terrain of our own bodies.

While a river's aging process inspires us to awe, human aging inspires us only to dread. It is a first-class insult to be told you "act old" or "look old." After a point, even to "look your age" is a slight. Instead of treating the ever-changing landscapes of our bodies as hallowed ground worthy of our respect, we've turned our aging bodies into battlegrounds.

Every morning on my way to work, I pass a billboard advertising an upcoming "Anti-Aging Expo." The irony does not escape me. As a chaplain at a skilled nursing facility in a retirement community, I spend all day with people who have "failed" to "anti-age."

As the billboard's expo highlights, we as a society are against aging. By declaring aging the adversary, we've waged war on nature and on our own bodies. Our creams, hair dyes, concealers, surgeries are our smart bombs; our changing bodies are our enemy targets. However unintentionally, we've also done violence to the "losers" in this war against aging -- old people themselves.

Crude caricatures of old people speak to our societal prejudice; they are either "cranky," "cute," "sweet," "spunky." Older people can testify to the growing sense of being taken less seriously, from the patronizing pet names ("honey," "sweetie") to their physicians talking about them instead of to them. Somewhere along the lifespan timeline they have suffered a demotion.

The tireless effort to combat aging transcends a reasonable concern for maintaining good health. We are "anti" aging, but we are not "anti" other natural processes like eating or sleeping. Most of us want to grow old (as opposed to wishing to die young), but no one wants to be old, which points to our perplexing and dysfunctional relationship with aging.

Why is our response to aging and the old so intensely negative?

Old people, for the most part, no longer fit into the "bootstrap" narrative that says the best kind of person is the one who is most in control and least reliant on other people. Old people -- and countless others who do not fit this mold -- cannot pretend they do not need others. Some older people must rely on others to care for their most basic needs; they literally cannot pull up their own bootstraps.

Older people expose what is true for people of all ages. We are vulnerable and finite, and we need the help of others whether we acknowledge it or not. Wrinkles and gray hair serve as visible reminders that we are all subject to forces beyond our control -- to gravity and genetics and chance.

Elders point to our shared fate as living creatures -- to slow up, to wind down, to die. It comes as little surprise that a society so phobic about the subject of death (people "pass," no one seems to "die") so readily dismiss those people we see as closest to death -- old people. However, we know that not just older people die. We are all vulnerable, at any moment, to our end -- the fallen tree limb, the unexpected diagnosis, the other driver.

Coming to terms with finitude is the ongoing struggle of the human spirit; it is soul work. To attempt to live meaningfully with the awareness of our mortality is work marked by courage -- not a quality we often associate with aging, but one I recommend we should. As we age and increasingly encounter our own vulnerability and need for others, we have more and more opportunities to accept or reject this finitude as part of life.

My 90-year-old friend Ruth has all but lost her vision, attends to her husband who has dementia, and recently suffered the death of her oldest child. I recently ran into Ruth. She shared deep sadness about her losses. She also got up that morning and put on her red lipstick and flower broach to go celebrate a friend's birthday. In the face of a penetrating awareness of finitude, her emphatic yes to life is nothing short of courageous, even heroic.

Protestant theologian Paul Tillich talks about our affirmation of life and faith as an act of courage in the perpetual face of "nonbeing." We need courage to face life's shadows -- the uncertain and painful dimensions of being human and finite.

We are all walking in the valley of the shadow of death. Through acts of courage (a necessary companion to what Tillich calls "living faith"), we learn to resist hiding every time we see dark silhouettes -- those reminders of our own nonbeing -- cast on the valley floor. When we affirm life in all its manifestations -- young, old, healthy, frail -- rather than cower at contingency and spook at shadows, we demonstrate courage.

Aging and old people are not the enemy; our own unwillingness to face human finitude is. Persisting in our fight against aging and the aged is the coward's way. Joining in the struggle to come to terms with what it means to be humans shaped by the streams of time is the way of courage and the beginning of a living faith.

 
The Mississippi's bluffs, flood plains, and fertile fields -- the backdrop of my hometown -- testify to the beauty and power of the river's long life. The even older Colorado commands reverence with ...
The Mississippi's bluffs, flood plains, and fertile fields -- the backdrop of my hometown -- testify to the beauty and power of the river's long life. The even older Colorado commands reverence with ...
 
 
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04:15 AM on 09/21/2010
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naschkatze
A free man creates himself.
05:35 PM on 09/20/2010
I am almost 68, and one of the most depressing things about aging I find is that we are often herded off or corralled into being with other people solely in our own age group. I make an effort to mix with people of other generations, here on the blogs for example, because the end is not so frightening when you know that there will be a continuity of life beyond yourself.
11:43 AM on 09/20/2010
Finitude only applies to our mortal body, not our soul. Fear of mortal death is greatly diminished for believers in Christ, because we have faith that we will spend eternity in heaven.
12:12 AM on 09/20/2010
If you have courage you don't need faith in order to avoid reality.
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02:58 AM on 09/19/2010
Brilliant article
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TheIndependenceParty
Cranky yankee and a rehabilitated ex-Republican
04:17 PM on 09/17/2010
A while back I worked with patients in skilled nursing facilities as you do, and an odd thing occurred in my thinking that parallels what you are describing. As I came to know these people, their experiences, and their situations, I could see them "whole" for perhaps the first time since my own grandparents died in the 1970's. I came to see their beauty and vulnerability very clearly, ... and as I did, the attractiveness of youth around me in our culture seemed to fade in comparison, ... somehow seeming "incomplete" in many ways. I was in my early 50's then, and that which I saw in them, I remain convinced may still exist in me as well. What a wonderful gift they gave me in our times together.
07:41 PM on 09/16/2010
If you are getting old, you didn't die young. I think that's good - it's uplifting and positive.
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naschkatze
A free man creates himself.
05:39 PM on 09/20/2010
That's true. Whenever I start to feel blue, I think about the people I knew who died at age 19 or 20 and even younger. Their lives were cutoff before they even had the chance to embrace all of life's experiences. One is fortunate to have a long life.
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Slate 1947
Lead me not into temptation. I can find it myself.
10:55 AM on 09/16/2010
My mother died two years ago last month, just six weeks short of her 94th birthday. I used to kid her about not wanting to take a cruise because she still blamed the Mayflower for losing her luggage. She could take a joke and sling them back just as well.

It's really a shame that older folks are trivialized by many younger people. Knowledge is cumulative, and if younger people took the time to actually sit and talk to seniors, they could learn quite a lot about some of the pitfalls of life, and how to avoid them. Experience is indeed the best teacher.

As for aging and good health? If you're lucky. As for death? It's the great equalizer and everyone gets a turn... no exceptions. My wife and I cared for my mother in our home for 2-1/2 years before she died. As her dementia slowly but relentlessly progressed and her second stroke ended her ability to speak, I came to the conclusion that I'd much rather burnout than wear-out.
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04:22 PM on 09/17/2010
Thanks, Slate. Great avatar too! You have to be our age to even recognize what it is. Also you'd have to get up early or stay up late to learn it so long ago! Thanks for the memory! The one I recall best included a Plains Indian Chief in full headdress. I have ringing in my ears these days, and it seems to be the same frequency tone as would accompany the test patters as we waited for programming to begin.
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TheIndependenceParty
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04:23 PM on 09/17/2010
"patters" should be pattern.
09:35 AM on 09/16/2010
This article explains in a nutshell society's shameful effects of ageism. If modern pop culture would only be more respectful to those 40 and older, we wouldn't choose to live in the past.
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11:11 AM on 09/19/2010
I experienced 'ageism' at its most illogical.....i was told by a PET RESUCE group [paraphrasing] that, because of my age, adoption of an animal was not a good idea....as the animal MAY outlive me.i guess they do not take into consideration that people also die at very young ages.in car wrecks, illnness etc......have financial problems...move from one place to another, where they can't keep their animal.....there are many reasons why people surrender thier pets.. but i bet 'age' is at the bottom of the list...by the way....i see their point, but do not agree with it.
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11:03 PM on 09/15/2010
Why is our response to aging and the old so intensely negative?
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C'mon!
It's because it sucks. Nothing wrong with some honesty.

Now, i agree that most people are really area afraid of dying (ahem.."unwillingness to face human finitude"). That's just silly. Tens of billions before us have done so without any problem at all. There is nothing to be afraid of.

When you are done living, you go kaputz. Done..
10:14 PM on 09/15/2010
shaped by the streams of time

and human habitat

i am suggesting this to others

my mother doesnt have an inclination for it

transcendental meditation subjects doing the program for 5 years were measured 12 years younger than thier chronological age K. Wallace

Herron R. E. Can the Transcendental Meditation program reduce medical expenditures of older people? A longitudinal medical cost minimization study . Journal of Social Behavior and Personality 17(1), 415-442, 2005.

CEDARS-SINAI MEDICAL CENTER–Los Angeles
Transcendental Meditation reduces hypertension, obesity, and diabetes in patients with coronary heart disease
This study of 103 people with coronary heart disease found that individuals practicing Transcendental Meditation for four months had significantly lower blood pressure; improved blood glucose and insulin levels and more stable functioning of the autonomic nervous system compared to controls.

C. Noel Bairey Merz, M.D., Director of the Preventive and Rehabilitative Cardiac Center at Cedars-Sinai Medical Center; Professor UCLA Medical School
American Medical Association’s Archives of Internal Medicine, June 2006

UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA AT IRVINE
Transcendental Meditation reduces the brain’s reaction to stress
In this pilot study, 12 subjects practicing Transcendental Meditation for 30 years showed a 40–50% lower brain response to stress and pain compared to 12 healthy controls. Further, when the controls then learned and practiced Transcendental Meditation for five months, their brain responses to stress and pain also decreased by a comparable 40–50%.

David Orme-Johnson, Ph.D., study director, Neuroimaging Laboratory, University of California at Irvine
NeuroReport, August 2006
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Matthew Breslin
The truth is a liberal conspiracy.
08:19 PM on 09/15/2010
When I see churches filled with mostly seniors, the term "cramming for finals" leaps to mind every time.
01:20 PM on 09/16/2010
Good one.
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naschkatze
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05:41 PM on 09/20/2010
You have a good name for responding to this post.
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pahpah25
11:25 AM on 09/19/2010
yep..and after 'church' they go to their country clubs for lunch...they aren't 'cramming for finals' their are covering their asses for all the horrible things they have done to their fellow citizens.
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Jim Anderson
You're going to burn up my bullshit detector.
10:43 AM on 09/23/2010
I noticed that when I was young and an usher in church. A whole lot of people going church on Sunday that had reputations of being horrible people during the week. If you are good to your fellow humans Monday through Saturday, you shouldn't have to 'cram' for finals on Sunday.
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babybelle
EARTH without art is just EH
05:44 PM on 09/15/2010
My Mom always told me to count my blessingd.
I find as I get older, what wonderful advice that is.
We have a choice everyday.... I choose to be happy and grateful for another day
04:38 PM on 09/15/2010
Happy Birthday Signe Anderson Ettelin! You aren't getting older my dear friend, you just keep getting better !!!!!!!!!!!
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Cori527
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04:30 PM on 09/15/2010
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