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Michael Hastings

Posted: March 4, 2010 06:00 PM

The Hurt Locker, and What it Means to be Addicted to War

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The Hurt Locker looked poised to win big at the Oscars this weekend until getting embroiled in a controversy about whether or not it's realistic. Iraq and Afghanistan veteran advocate Paul Rieckhoff pointed out a couple of significant inaccuracies (bomb squad techs acting like infantrymen, bad tactics, wrong uniforms, etc.), a bunch of bomb techs have complained it's way too Hollywood, and a soldier who claims the story was based on him now plans to sue the filmmakers. But the pre-Oscar kneecapping misses the point: despite being set in Baghdad, Kathyrn Bigelow's film was never really about Iraq.

First off, the film doesn't engage the American experience in Iraq in a real political or intellectual way -- certainly, not in the way films like Platoon or Apocalypse Now or Deer Hunter raised questions about Vietnam, or even how Saving Private Ryan and Band of Brothers explored the U.S. role in World War II. Iraq is merely the backdrop for an action movie -- a remake of Bigelow's Point Break set in Mesopotamia -- that screenwriter Mark Boal uses to examine another theme entirely: the war junkie, embodied in Jeremy Renner's character, Staff Sergeant William James.

The film's true subject is explicit from the opening quote: "The rush of battle is a potent and almost lethal addiction, for war is a drug." That's a line from former war correspondent Chris Hedges book, War Is A Force that Gives Us Meaning. The movie cuts out the last bit of his quote. Hedges, a Pulitzer Prize winner, says war is a drug he "ingested for many years." It's no accident that Hedges is a journalist, and that the screenwriter Boal worked as reporter in Iraq: when it comes to being a war junky, journalists and writers have been at the forefront of exploring this destructive, adrenaline fueled, terrain.

I write this as someone who was recently accused, in conversation with a top newspaper editor, of being a war junkie. I denied it. But it's a question I ask myself each time I get my travel documents ready to head off to a deadly conflict, something I've been doing regularly for the past five years. Am doing this for the right reasons? Are there right reasons? Or have I, like Sgt. James in The Hurt Locker, fallen prey to an addiction? Am I about to take another potentially lethal dose?

For me, these questions became painfully acute after I suffered a devastating personal loss in Iraq. The girl I planned to marry, Andi Parhamovich, who was working for an NGO, was killed three years ago in an attempted kidnapping in Baghdad. To deal with the trauma, I did what war journalists are supposed to do. I wrote about the horrors of what I saw and felt, the numbing destruction of Iraq, and the timeless reasons, relearned as each generation loses its innocence, of why war is so terrible. It destroys what we love, people, children, sons and daughters, things, culture, buildings, possessions, morality, emotions, and our own sense of who we are as human beings. There is not much new for me to learn about war.

And yet, I've kept going back.

As an adolescent and young adult, I immersed myself in war literature. My favorite works were almost always accounts from journalists -- Michael Herr's Dispatches, the ur-text for a generation of war correspondents, photographer Ropert Capa's memoir, Slightly Out of Focus, Ernie Pyle and AJ Libeling's collected writings, John Laurence's The Cat from Hue, Neil Sheehan's A Bright and Shining Lie, Philip Caputo's Rumors of War (written as a soldier, but Caputo later became a war correspondent), Joe Sacco's graphic novels, anything by Ryzard Kapucinksi; Anothy Loyd's book, My War Gone By, I Miss It So, which twins his heroin addiction with covering the war in the Balkans; Vasily Grossman's accounts of the Russian front; and many others.

I read Hedges book at age 22, when I was working as a junior editor and reporter in the office of a major newsmagazine, six months before the invasion of Iraq. Despite its overwhelmingly anti-war message, despite its bitter and powerful descriptions of the effects of war on his own life -- in one passage, Hedges, returning from El Salvador, describes how he lost it an airport, jumping over a KLM counter and beating a man to the ground and getting stabbed in the face with a with a pen -- the book didn't make me shy away from war. Despite all of Hedges trauma and wisdom, I wrote in my diary in October 2002: "reading chris hedges war is a force that gives us meaning...spoke to a correspondent today...he was on a satellite phone in the back of a land cruiser after getting kicked out of Iraq by Saddam...I think I want to do that." By that, I meant go cover a war.

Almost all of these accounts of war address the subject of addiction -- rarely as explicitly as Hedges, but it's there. And if it's not explicit, the consequences of becoming fixated on war emerge in the life stories of these men. In 1954, Capa reluctantly accepted his final assignment to cover the French conflict in Indochina. He stepped on a landmine, and died. (Capa's 25-year-old girlfriend was killed decades earlier, covering the Spanish Civil War.) Pyle, the most respected correspondent of World War II -- he was featured on the cover of Time magazine -- chose to go cover the war in the Pacific while the fighting in Europe was coming to a close. He didn't need to -- he was a legend, position in journalistic history secure. He was also on the verge of a nervous breakdown, according to one account, and he had already made up his mind about war: "Fuck my shit," he said, using an expression popular with American GI's. "Fuck my shit. That's what war adds up to."* Pyle got shot by a Japanese sniper. The news of Pyle's death reached Capa in Europe, with a simple, chilling line, spoken in a hotel room of a bombed out city where the press corps was sleeping. "Ernie got it." The correspondents proceeded to get drunk.

Not all war correspondents are junkies. But for many, dark, intoxicating, forces keep pulling them back to new conflicts. Unlike many soldiers, journalists have been open about addressing their compulsive and addictive behavior (our vocation is to write, after all.) We are not compelled, like those in the military, to follow orders. We don't have to kill anyone. We haven't been drafted. We're not going to get shot or face court martial if we refuse an assignment. We can tell ourselves that it is our duty to democracy to cover these conflicts, our duty to tell the victims stories. But we do what we do by choice: each patrol, each mission, each trip to a scene of a suicide bomb, is optional.

There are, of course, incentives. There is prestige, there is career advancement, there is glory. Prestige is an empty concept in the face of death, and the glory is of course false and hollow. Here is an uncomfortable truth[A2] : War correspondents are often willing suckers for the myths of war -- at times we keep them alive as much as any Hollywood film -- even though we should know better.

Rather than in Hollywood, it's in another genre of literature -- that of actual drug addiction literature -- where I found the best explanation of the danger inherent in telling war stories. Drug books and movies -- from William S. Burroughs Junky to Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas to the Basketball Diaries to James Frey -- always run the risk of glamorizing their self-destructive tales. Even as we are presented with the vomiting and the bloody noses and the arrest records, there's also the rush of survival. I looked into the void, and I am here to tell about it. "Drug stories are sinister," wrote David Sheff, author of Beautiful Boy, a memoir about his son's meth addiction. "Like some war stories, they focus on adventure and escape...even hangovers and near death experiences and visits to the emergency room can be made to seem glamorous." War stories can be sinister, too. Albeit, unlike war correspondents, drug addicts aren't likely to get high profile media jobs, a steady pay check, and interviews with prime ministers in developing nations.

(I've also run into veteran correspondents, who having covered wars for years, take on an almost William S. Burroughs appearance -- aged and leathery skin, pickled by their drug of choice, eyes with a hint of madness. And like junk for Burroughs, they need war to live happily, or, usually unhappily. It's not journalism if you're not being shot at.)

Which brings me back to The Hurt Locker. Spoiler alert: I'm about to discuss the final scene.

The film's hero, Sgt. James, has completed his tour of duty. The film cuts to a supermarket back home. James is in civilian clothes, uncomfortable and out of sorts, dazed by the rows of dairy products and brand-name breakfast cereal. We see him play with his child, talk to his wife. We see him in what's supposed to be normal life. Then we cut back to Iraq -- James has signed on for another tour. James walks off into the sunset to defuse another bomb. Credits roll.

Normal life can't compete with the potent drug of war.

I don't disagree. Normal life doesn't stand a chance against war, in the same way that shooting up or swallowing a pill of ecstasy trumps reality every time. But I do take issue with how The Hurt Locker ends -- not because I didn't like the movie, or that it wasn't enjoyable. It just doesn't go far enough. In fact, I don't think it was enough like Kathryn Bigelow's earlier classic on adrenaline junkies, Point Break, a film about a gang of bank robbing surfers. That might sound ridiculous, but the movies' themes are identical.

In the finale, the late Patrick Swazye (playing Bodhi, Point Break's version of Sgt. James) is found on an Australian beach, chasing the ultimate storm, the big wave. Bohdi gets swept away by this overwhelming, violent, thrilling, force of nature. Keanu Reeves, playing the troubled cop hero, speaks the film's last memorable line: "He's not coming back." That's what happens when you embrace dark and wild forces beyond control. The Hurt Locker, on the other hand, doesn't take war addiction to its logical, unambiguous, conclusion. That is, death.

Addictions destroy, junkies usually die, and the war always wins.


*The quote from Pyle is taken from William Prochnau's excellent account of Vietnam era war correspondents, "Once Upon a Distant War."

2010-03-04-bookcover.jpgMichael Hastings is the author of I Lost My Love in Baghdad: A Modern War Story, recently released in paperback. He is also a regular contributor to GQ.

 

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04:01 PM on 03/05/2010
I am currently deployed to Iraq and happened to watch this movie during our train up. It was terrible and about as far fetched as they come. I have been deployed several times and I have been on the roads of Iraq 4-5 days a week each time I have deployed and yet I have no rush or desire when I am back home to get back on the roads over here. I am happy when I am home and glad to be with my family.
This is typical of anyone with an agenda to take the few examples of a large organizati­on and classify us all as junkies. There are about a million other places where I would rather be, than over here, yet I go when ordered and do my job profession­ally. We do not drink when we are here, and choose to blow off steam by reading, working out, or watching a movie. We don't slug it out with one another and we certainly dont throw on a hoodie and hit the local market armed only with our 9mm.
I do not deny that there are those of us in uniform that want to kill Arabs or Afghans but don't put us all in the same category, it demeans us. War is tedium and waiting with flashes of terror and uncertaint­y. That just doesn't make for a good movie so they create an illusion.
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ogaraj
10:25 AM on 03/06/2010
Nowhere in this article did the author lump all soldiers together and attempt to classify the group as junkies. In fact, the author even goes out of his way in the opening paragraphs to state that there are many inaccuraci­es in the movie, and that it is not even about Iraq.
10:52 PM on 03/11/2010
95% of soldiers are responsibl­e, sober, good people.

5% are not.
02:17 PM on 03/05/2010
War? Sure. Read:

"Addicted to War," by Joel Andreas

"365 Days," by Ronald Glasser, M.D.

"Born on the Fourth of July," by Ron Kovic, Marine hero

These books will tell all about war.
12:16 PM on 03/05/2010
Very keen observatio­ns from someone who has obviously taken the time to put themselves in front of the mirror and do some self-intro­spection. I am a veteran and now a Special Agent for the State Department and I can attest that many of my colleagues are friends that have been to the front line and are always wondering when they are going back. It's addictive. But it can also be said that you value life a little more when you have been confronted with your own mortality. I know when I came back from the war I squeezed every ounce of living I could out of every second that I had. I traveled. I taught myself to play the guitar, and basically got a really good early start on my bucket list!

Now, seven years later, I see myself going back to the front lines for my job, but an added benefit is that maybe I will shake off the veneer of everyday life that I seem to take for granted again, and get back to making every second count because I will remember once again how short and precious life really is.

Also wanted to say that "Once Upon a Distant War" is a great book about some real heros from that time.
11:59 AM on 03/05/2010
A man ( or a woman) used to live on the edge is refusing to adopt to mind numbing family daily routine.
Now there's a story which could be written anytime in the last twenty thousand years or so.
Romans ( people who knew everything there is to know about war) had a wise expression­:
in pace, ut sapiens, aptarit idonea bello" --- "In peace, like a wise man, he appropriat­ely prepares for war "
01:04 AM on 03/08/2010
Good comment Oleg1....m­y sentiments exactly.
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situationcritical
SuperMegaUltraUberLiberal
11:41 AM on 03/05/2010
I never go anywhere close to a war movie. It's really insane. That's right - Apocalypse Now, Band of Brothers, Saving Private Ryan, Full Metal Jacket...a­ll movies I will NEVER see.
11:51 AM on 03/05/2010
Everyone is free to construct their own reality.
This is what post-moder­nists went on about: reality as a personal narrative and rejection of one common reality. Yours is just a valid as the next guy's.
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BlackJAC
It's better to be a black king than a white knight
01:51 PM on 03/05/2010
My high school French teacher was in 'Nam. He only watched romantic comedies because anything with gunfire reminded him of the jungle.
10:49 AM on 03/05/2010
The point of war is profit. The point of journalism is profit. Journalist­s, especially imbeds, enable and glorify war. And the profit from it. So what is war but just another arm of the entertainm­ent industry? I am 56 years old and I will never see this nation uninvolved in a war or occupation somewhere. It is seriously time for the rest of the planet to disarm this barbaric nation and punish the war criminals that govern it.
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urnumbersix
"I am not a Number. I am a Free Man!"
11:46 PM on 03/06/2010
You sir, are correct. "Profit."
03:57 AM on 03/05/2010
i don't understand why this movie is supposed to be so good.
don't read further if you haven't seen it.
the story is: man diffuses bomb. man diffuses bomb. man diffuses bomb. man goes on a little adventure inside iraq. man diffuses bomb. man diffuses bomb. man visits family. man begins to diffuse bomb.

and....? so?
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BlackJAC
It's better to be a black king than a white knight
08:40 AM on 03/05/2010
The same could be said about pretty much any movie.
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SuperMegaUltraUberLiberal
11:42 AM on 03/05/2010
If you're bat-sh *t crazy.
01:06 AM on 03/08/2010
It sounds like the movie was too deep for you beanhole.
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realitytrumpsbull
two 'alves of coconut!
12:31 AM on 03/05/2010
I haven't met that many media people, but some of the ones I did meet were pretty intelligen­t, but also pretty conceited, and didn't strike me as being entirely honest. The main job of the media is to sell soap, beer, cars, whatever else it is that people are buying, or some company thinks that they should buy.

The Iraq war was essentiall­y packaged as a product to be sold to the public. Cost: 6 trillion dollars. All that was missing was sponsorshi­p patches on the uniforms.

So, what has really happened, here? Did Hollywood get drafted, as happened in WWII, lending their studios to the war effort, lubricatin­g and maintainin­g a precision high-tech propaganda machine, doing battle for hearts and minds on the home front while 'taking the fight to the enemy'? A lot of people profited by the war, including the networks and news sources that covered it. War is good for business, just bad for people, that's all. Actually, I think war is best described in Butler's essay: War Is A Racket. And that's the way it is...(Kron­kite)
12:03 AM on 03/05/2010
Hollywood + Iraq = Anti-Bush
Anti-Bush + Movie = Oscar
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SuperMegaUltraUberLiberal
11:42 AM on 03/05/2010
As it should be.
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buttonz
11:46 PM on 03/04/2010
The addiction to war theme in Hurt Locker is the biggest lie of the movie.

People who are constantly exposed to stressful situations end up with PTSD and or a breakdown. This movie basically says that being exposed to combat creates an addiction when in fact prolonged exposure results in combat fatigue.

Why is it that Hollywood think it can rewrite science?
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waldopepper
I'd tell you all about me if you were my friend.
12:31 AM on 03/05/2010
I did not see the Hurt Locker as an addiction to war movie the way some, including Michael Hastings does. There is an all too common experience of those in combat situations feeling guilty about leaving their comrades in harms way. I see this as especially prevalent in the minds of those who have expanded egos. Those individual­s who think that they are especially gifted at a dangerous task. The protagonis­t in the Hurt Locker certainly falls into this personalit­y type.

As a bit of an aside, as a movie the Hurt Locker is far better than Avatar. So much better that Avatar is not even in the same class.
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realitytrumpsbull
two 'alves of coconut!
12:33 AM on 03/05/2010
Heck, Hollywood thinks they can rewrite history. War movies tend to bring in money, and Hollywood'­s War On Personal Poverty(th­eir own) has motivated them to turn out the movies...
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11:24 PM on 03/04/2010
"Normal" living as something to be avoided has a long history. Henry David Thoreau named such a life as one of "quiet desperatio­n." Emerson called it "silent melancholy­." Today, Martin Beck Matustik calls it "spiritles­s."

War is much more than an addiction. While there seem to be parallels between the rush one gets from violence and from ingesting certain substances­, those are two completely different events. The comparison amounts to equating turning in circles to experience disorienta­tion with playing Russian roulette. Yes, both are "play." But equating them is a category mistake. Emerson writes on a related subject:

"In the death of my son, now more than two years ago, I seem to have lost a beautiful estate,--n­o more. I cannot get it nearer to me.(...) I grieve that grief can teach me nothing, nor carry me one step into real nature. The Indian who was laid under a curse that the wind should not blow on him, nor water flow to him, nor fire burn him, is a type of us all. The dearest events are summer-rai­n, and we the Para coats that shed every drop. Nothing is left us now but death. We look to that with a grim satisfacti­on, saying There at least is reality that will not dodge us."

If only we recognize that we all share that prospect of a spiritless life. Then maybe we'd find a way to help each other and thereby help ourselves.
01:11 AM on 03/08/2010
Fanned January. Terrific insight. thank you.
09:05 PM on 03/04/2010
fascinatin­g article, thanks.
09:04 PM on 03/04/2010
Better to be addicted to the arts or sports or serving a worthy cause.
Once you are really into it, there is a huge rush.
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01:14 AM on 03/08/2010
You don't get it DOTS.... we need warriors in the world, just as we need artists and athletes..­they all serve a purpose.
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Paul Houston
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08:02 PM on 03/04/2010
Graves, Owen and Sasson would probably agree with you.
07:59 PM on 03/04/2010
IT's A MOVIE!!

Not real life...

Ask those who serve why they go back and the overwhelmi­ng majority will tell you because they're really helping people that need our help, the sense of service to our country, for which they are proud and appreciati­ve of and they see first hand the benefits of helping others that can possibly pay them back.
08:24 PM on 03/04/2010
Black Hawk Down was also a movie and was highly accurate.

Ask those that fought in the Battle of Mogadishu, and they'll tell you that they'd be happy to send missiles and bombs and AC-130 gunships back. Why do you suppose that special forces soldiers return to battle time and again? Do they "see first hand the benefits of helping others" bleed out?
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buttonz
11:42 PM on 03/04/2010
Not according to the soldiers who fought there...