From ART BEAUTY LIFE blog.
So a few weeks ago I started with this cold. Every day I was hoping that next morning I would feel better, but within a week's time, it just got worse. And then I've been in and out of it. I tried juicing and antibiotics, chicken soup and acupuncture, vitamins and working from home, hot baths and restful weekends. The bug didn't seem to be leaving. And I thought, maybe, just maybe, it's my time to go. Okay people, I am not trying to be dramatic here or anything. But the bug was not going away, and I don't know about you, but I have thoughts in my head all the time.
Also I recently wrote a song that has the following verse:
But I am not afraid to die You can take me if you like All my bags are packed and light I am ready for the ride
As for any compulsive planner, I don't think it was that unreasonable for me to start planning my own funeral. So here is the list of rules I came up with:
- please no drama; light crying/sobbing is alright
- dress code: bright and festive; comfortable for dancing and jumping around
- funny memories and jokes are okay
By the way, this is how my song ends and I have yet to sing it live:
And I am not afraid to die But I don't think it's yet my time So let me play and sing and rhyme And be afraid and be alive.
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