Now it is up to me during these six months to do all the healing remedies I can find. This twenty-seven day roller coaster I've been on since being diagnosed has not been funat all, but it has been educational.
Finding out I have cancer has been a shift shaper. The goals for the year got upended in a hurry. My sense of self and security that I'd have a long life because my matriarchs had a long life seemed to evaporate.