Remember the film Runaway Bride starring Julia Roberts? The premise is that Julia's character doesn't really know how she prefers her eggs to be cooked because in each relationship, she chooses depending upon the preference expressed by her partner.
I still have the occasional I wish we didn't have to live here thought, but I'm onto myself now. I'm clinging to the thought that an extraordinary and passionate life requires extraordinary and passionate emotions.
Being content is a great thing, however, I've also observed it can be an avoidance technique. There's a difference between not wanting anything because you're content and not wanting anything because you don't think you can have it.
Have you ever noticed yourself saying the words, "What should I do to get what I want? I've tried everything and nothing seems to work." It seems to be an unanswerable question, but really, there is an answer to this question.