|     |   May 29, 2012   11:43 AM ET

This is a regular column featuring original poetry and fiction by and for teens, provided by Figment.com, an online community writing site for young people.

By Annie

In some ways, my life is partitioned into two very distinct categories: the Before and After. Before the day we met, and after. That is the extent to which you have changed me.

It was Spring break of 0’10. My friends and I were on the beach, living the college dream. We had been planning this trip literally since New Years, working overtime to dredge up enough money for condo fees, Coronas, and bikinis. Our bodies were fit and toned from week upon grueling week, an anticipatory precaution that ensured we look good in those bikinis. All around us, hundreds of rowdy 18 to 20-somethings flocked to the white sandy beaches of Padre, yelling happily to one another and balancing coolers on their shoulders. A stage had been set up in front of the ocean, complete with massive stereos blasting Top-40 hits and a DJ who was clearly enamored by the sound of his own voice.

There was a celebratory feel to it all, a camaraderie that extended beyond the various University flags and petty school rivalries. Fight songs broke out from time to time, but they were tempered by laughter and good-natured ribbing. Blue devils and Tar heels came together to do shots and play raucous games of beer pong; Longhorns and Aggies intermingled without a second thought. We forgot for a while that we were competitors and simply relished in being young and happy and free, kids really, with the world at our fingertips.

It was late in the afternoon when I ran into you—quite literally. I had a nice buzz going at that point, as did my friend Emily, and for some reason we decided it would be fun to sprint into the ocean. But fate had it that you were in the way, and as Em disappeared into the surf, I slammed into you at full speed.

I got the wind knocked out of me (although you like to joke today that I was floored by your good looks and charm). Then I felt your hands on my shoulders, steadying me. The moment I laid eyes on you, I knew that nothing would be the same. Tectonic plates shifted beneath my feet. The earth shook. The walls I had so meticulously assembled to keep others out crumbled to dust. I was yours, entirely, right then and there. Could you feel it, too?

When I looked at you I thought of sunshine, and every other sappy romantic cliché that before I had considered meaningless fodder for the gullible. Your crooked, dimpled smile lit me up from the inside out. I fell headfirst into your bright azure eyes and never managed to climb my way out again. I was drawn to you in a way that was beyond explanation.

After I caught my breath, after we exchanged introductions, the rest was history. We spent the rest of the day together. Then the next. And the one after that. We danced at every bar our friends dragged us to and fooled around in the back of a taxi, which was not my usual style. Later, my feet started to hurt in my strappy too-high heels so you swooped me up into your arms and carried me. The next night we ran down to my condo’s little beach and waded hand in hand through the surf, watching for dolphins. You brought down your guitar and played a song that almost made me cry, but instead I teased you about pulling out all the tricks, and you laughed and kissed me slow and sweet.

It scared me. I was walking on air, of course, but I was terrified too. Never before had I fallen for someone so abruptly and absolutely. I felt like we had known each other for years; your arms were the most natural place in the world for me to be in. Leaving you, after those whirl-wind three days, was probably the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do. You held me and kissed me and we both struggled to comprehend the enormity of what had taken place. I fought back tears and you swore you would call.

You did.

It’s hard to believe that it’s been almost two years now. There are precious few Spring Break success stories as far as romance is concerned—you could probably count them all on one hand. It weird to think that we’re one, that our friends still shake their heads and marvel at us. The timing, as it turned out, couldn’t have been better. I was ready for you to come into my life, even if I didn’t know it then.
You have flipped my world upside down and rearranged all the pieces, and that is precisely how I like it.

  |     |   May 26, 2012    8:56 PM ET

This is a regular column featuring original poetry and fiction by and for teens, provided by Figment.com, an online community writing site for young people.

By Anna Emerson

I heard people speaking, very seriously, as I was constantly coming and going to and from that dark land called “unconsciousness”. I saw an elderly woman, I had no idea who, wearing a black felt hat, gently placed on top of her white-blonde hair, and solid brown dress, looking very conservative, which reached down to her pale ankles. She had a pleasant smile on her face, and was laughing so sweetly.

There were other things as well, like the soft purr of a kitten, and the sound of a loud, thunderous sea of clapping. More than those things, though, there was one thing that reverberated throughout my entire mind, soul, and heart. It filled my entire being. It was the sound of a young man, again someone I did not know, but felt I should have known, sobbing. “I love you,” he gasped out, as I heard him return to his weeping.

But now I was gaining consciousness again. It felt different this time, more solid, more constant. As I regained awareness of my surroundings, I began to look around. I was lying in a white, hospital bed, in a white hospital room. There were three chairs sitting in a row along the wall at the foot of the bed. And there sat the elderly lady. She must have heard me stirring, because the moment I looked at her, she rushed out of the room, returning quickly with a nurse in a lab coat, which was, like everything else in this hospital, blindingly white.

The nurse began to check my various IVs, and then turned to me. She asked me, pointing at the elderly woman, “Who is this?”

“I don’t know,” I replied truthfully. At this, the elderly woman, who was now dressed in a white dress, every bit as conservative as the brown dress, started. She looked shocked, fearful, and mournful all at once. I felt a pang of sympathy for her.

The nurse wrote this down on a clipboard that had been lying on a table near the side of my bed. “Alright,” she said, “What is your name? How old are you? Where do you live?” By now, I was quite terrified. Why was she asking me these things? Was I supposed to know “Conservative”? What had happened to me? I was gradually starting to feel a throbbing pain throughout my entire body. I felt like I had bee slammed against a wall.

“I don’t know,” I whispered as sobs began to wrack my body. Just then, a young man, looking very forlorn, entered the room, carrying with him two salads, one with tomatoes, and one without. As soon as he saw that I was awake, his expression lit up. He nearly ran to the side of the bed, shoving the salads onto the table, and fell to his knees.

“You’re awake!” he exclaimed joyously. I began to inch my way toward the other end side of the bed, feeling very nervous and unsure of myself. Was I supposed to know him? Alarmed, he looked up at “Conservative” questioningly. She met his gaze looking quite dejected.

And then, she gave my diagnosis: ”She has no idea who we are.”

By Ellie Papadakis

Ellie is a junior at Elk Grove High School. She’s a student reporter for The Mash, a weekly teen publication distributed to Chicagoland high schools.

If you enjoyed reading Nicholas Sparks’ “A Walk to Remember” or Aidan Chambers’ “Dying to Know You,” John Green’s “The Fault in Our Stars” holds the same amount of heartbreak but also has a lot of happiness mixed in.

Hazel Grace Lancaster has thyroid cancer, which has spread to her lungs. Hazel’s mother forces her to join a “cancer kid support group.” She reluctantly goes to keep her mom happy, but meets Augustus Waters, a former basketball player and amputee.

Hazel and Augustus become closer as they go through a journey of ups and downs while learning to cope with their illnesses. Throughout the novel, they bond over Hazel’s favorite book, “An Imperial Affliction,” which eventually leads Hazel and Augustus to Amsterdam.

Green’s protagonists have unique personalities that bring them to life. Reading the book is like reading about real people. Hazel, who narrates the book, has a sarcastic sense of humor that even makes the bittersweet moments seem enjoyable.

This is no ordinary book about being terminally ill. You’ll cry, but you’ll also laugh at the humor and love that’s found in the novel.

Green has a way of capturing emotions -- even when he’s writing from a girl’s viewpoint. The amount of thought and planning that Green put into writing this book is evident as you read, which made “The Fault in Our Stars” even more enjoyable for me.

Read it. Just make sure you have some tissues ready.

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  |     |   May 19, 2012    5:34 PM ET

This is a regular column featuring original poetry and fiction by and for teens, provided by Figment.com, an online community writing site for young people.

By Zahra Hadi

I really hate it when my mom yells at me to clean my room. I mean really, like come on now mom I’m not a baby, I can deal with my own room okay? It’s like she feels the need to control every part of my life ever since she realized that I’m growing up. And my dad, oh man he’s even worse. He thinks he can tell me what to do whenever he wants. It’s like what I think doesn’t even matter. The most annoying part of it is if I say anything back to them I get yelled at for being “disrespectful” which, for immigrant parents like mine, is as bad as being uneducated. Well where was your respect when you came barging into my room? Did you eat it like I swallowed my pride? I hope it gives you indigestion.

One weekend I had a chance to get away from this: my messy room, parents, school, all of it. So, naturally I casually asked (read: begged and pleaded) my parents to let me go to Dallas, Texas for the weekend to have a huge reunion with all the friends I made at summer camp just two months ago. They flew in from all over the United States: the US map would have massive chicken pox if we drew dots from where everyone came from. I gotta tell you, after years of asking permission before going to any party, any dance, or even just to cross the street, three days of doing anything I could possibly dream of was the moment I learned the true meaning of the word freedom in a way that not even The Narrative of Frederick Douglass or 1984 could teach me. But of course, I wasn’t going to get away without a long lecture that I can no longer remember.

Because my loving, caring, overprotective, wise, parents were not there to tell me not to go out with people I didn’t know well, I did just that. I mean come on, I spent nineteen days with these people over the summer, we brushed our teeth, talked, slept, ate, changed, borrowed each other’s clothes, anything you can name, we did together. I was sure I knew them inside and out, so I decided to trust them to drive me and take me to their favorite places to hang out.

We were going to The Cheesecake Factory, which was only a few miles away, or so I was told in front of my aunt and the parents of all my friends. With only four cars amongst the thirty or more of us, we had no choice but to get strategic and have the plumpest people get shotgun while the rest of us piled on top of each other in the backseat. Sitting in some random guy’s lap was not my idea, but I was convinced that it was absolutely necessary to fit in the car so, what the heck, who was watching anyway? As soon as the train of cars was far enough away from plain sight of any adults that could potentially get us into trouble, Jay, my super responsible driver, got onto the freeway and headed toward another city about an hour’s drive away.

Jay is a really popular guy, him and his friends do this all the time and never get caught so what was there to worry about? We were going to The Cloud! Now, I know you need ID to get into a place like that, but because everyone else was old enough I thought I’d just sneak in with them and no one would notice. What a great move that was, I mean really, my pure genius comes out only at times when I need it most. The guard at the door was not lenient by any means so, once my friend showed her card and got in, she passed it down to me and well, I guess you could call it recycling. No guard was going to keep me from having a great time with my best friends! Although I was kind of surprised to see them drink because they all seemed so clean at camp I figure a little drink never killed anyone. The first sip was the best, but after a glass I was starting to feel a little funny and decided to sit in a corner while my friends drank up. I wasn’t on time-out (I was away from home): just taking a little break you know. I had freedom, at least the dizzy kind, at last.

The ride home was eventful, to say the least. Jay reassured me he was okay enough to drive and that I just needed to chill out and take a drink to go or something. I didn’t want to be the lame loser so I didn’t say anything but the last thing I needed was another drink. Note to self: when in an unfamiliar city, do not sit in a boy’s lap on the ride back, especially in a hailstorm. I started panicking but was undamaged for the most part. I forced Jay to pull over while I called the other cars to make sure they were all okay. The car directly in front of us flipped over, I mean like total 360 and after the first three turns I closed my eyes but could hear the hail pounding on the car like an angry giant. Why couldn’t I have just stayed at home with my little cousin and watched Spongebob? I used to love that show! You can never be too old for Spongebob right?

All right, so I obviously made it home alive and thanks to the obliviousness of my friend’s parents we got in no trouble. No wonder they all go out like every weekend, it’s because their mommies don’t make them clean their rooms. Okay mom, I get it, I’ll clean my room… when I feel like it. Just stop nagging already.

  |     |   May 12, 2012   12:06 PM ET

This is a regular column featuring original poetry and fiction by and for teens, provided by Figment.com, an online community writing site for young people.

By Katherine Paik

In the morning,
when the sky is barely
coming
in
to a pale, water blue,
I stumble
into a chair.

Slumping down in my seat,
a stray lock of hair
lying across my forehead,
I stare,
groggily,
out the window.

Coffee in one hand,
hot bowl of oatmeal in the other.
I don't care enough to do anything
except
bury
my
face
in the tendrils of steam rising up from my cup of coffee and
sigh
away
the nights dreariness.
My gaze roves,
coming to rest,
on a
tangerine cat.

She watches me out of the corner of her eye.
Perched next to the door,
contemplating me with her eyes narrowed into slants like the a bird of prey,
her whole stature is taut as if ready to leap
through
the
air.
Her fluff and floss orange tail is wrapped around her side lazily,
the tip swishing
back and
forth.
A tuft of fur stuck onto the bristles of the carpet,
she pins me with her stare.

The two golden globes just above her nose focused in that
unrelenting,
unbreaking,
wonderful gaze.
Silently challenging me to shuffle across the room and
creak
open
the door to let her out.
Her eyes are a mix of golden and orange light
like splashes of sunshine,
or,
I laugh,
orange juice.
Suddenly her eyes flick sideways, away
from
mine
and the moment is broken.
Me returning to my cup of coffee,
her eyes focused sideways on a red breasted bird ,
its chest almost indiscernible amongst the rose petals of the little bush
under
my
window .
It's soft, downy feathers are the light brown color of the waterstained chip of coffee bean on the side of the
little
plate
my cup of coffee rests on.

  |     |   May 9, 2012    5:02 PM ET

This is a regular column featuring original poetry and fiction by and for teens, provided by Figment.com, an online community writing site for young people.

By Eva Sirois

Soft grass tickled her bare feet as she walked through the garden. Different aromas overwhelmed her senses, sweet, spicy, and sharp. The humming of insects added a gentle melody to the swishing grass and whispering trees. Flowery shrubs and leafy bushes adorned the garden, making its beauty thicker in the warm sunlight. Birdsong echoed through the trees, adding a harmony to the sonata of music.

It was peaceful here.

It was her sanctuary.

Yet, even dark thoughts can invade one's sanctuary.

Her heart heavy, Angla Lake slowly sank onto a stone bench underneath a willow tree. It's soft tendrils gently shielded Angla from the rest of the world, the wonders and horrors, hurt and betrayal.

Did she dare think of him?

Did she dare ponder upon the pain in her heart, the constant ache whenever she thought of the sight of him in another's arms?

Yet he had begged for her forgiveness, which she had gladly given then.

Angla knew that it was a foolish thing to do, but she was in love.

In love with one who betrayed her.

Angla leaned back in the bench, gathering her dress around her, and settled herself against the soft bark of the tree. She could feel its comfort and warmth radiating from it, and its encouragement.

He was the only one that truly made her feel needed. Wanted.

Loved.

She was not ugly.

But yet she was not shiningly beautiful either.

Angla was a dreamer. She was always dreaming of true love, of fairytales coming true, and coming to her.

When Angla met him, she knew immediately that he was the One.

Perhaps she had been wrong?

No, Angla thought. It's true love. True love can conquer anything.

If it's true love, the traitorous part of her mind whispered, then why did he betray you? Your trust and love? All for a few moments satisfaction.

He came back for me. He apologized. His love for me has been unswayed, Angla argued back.

The practical voice in her mind remained silent.

It was in the past, anyway. That was not her problem now. She could trust him. She felt that he could. He had messed up, yes, but he had admitted it! And he wanted another chance! Of course she would readily give it to him!

Her poor, sweet, darling love.

Who wanted to become more than that.

She leaned back, pondering. Angla knew that all of these thoughts were a shield for what she had been desperately trying to forget. To cover up. Her mind unbiddengly flashed to an image of the day before.

"He's fooling you, Angla. I saw him with Lucy last night."

Coldness swept through her body. Her heart pounded loud in her ears. Angla managed to croak out, "No! I don't believe you!"

The sad look in her friend's eyes was like a bucket of ice cold water dumped over her head.

Angla was not being lied to by her friend.

Tears erupted down her cheeks, falling in droplets onto the cold stone bench underneath her. Angla had only been fooling herself. He was not faithful, and he never would be.

Pure strength flowed into her, and Angla knew in that moment what she must do.

Footsteps sounded on the grass in front of her, and she looked up to see him. The one that she needed to talk to.

Hope and love shone in his flawless, beautiful face. Angla felt her heart melt at the sight, but she made her resolve steel again.

"Have you come to your decision? Will you marry me?"

Angla stood up and faced him, a calm, serene look on her face. The whispering trees and carressing wind behind her gave her the strength to do this. Just one word. Just one tiny word, and she was free.

"No."

  |     |   May 5, 2012   12:04 PM ET

This is a regular column featuring original poetry and fiction by and for teens, provided by Figment.com, an online community writing site for young people.

By Jake Walters, hoping to get a home run someday

I never was the hitting type
But this season I practiced more then ever
A ball over the fence
Is any hitter's dream

It's time for the first game of the season

The leather gloves fill the air with a strange aroma
Wood is cracking as it hits a hard ball for practice
Dirt is in my eyes and they water up
My hands are soiled and dry

I glance around and take some swings
And I feel the tension rising
I pull my arm above my head
Wince, then stretch

The cold of Autumn
Gives me goosebumps and the shivers
My warm hands rub my skin
It isn't very effective

I forgot my gloves
And my breath is clearly seen
But the dirt of the field is satisfying
When it hits me and warms me up

Salt and butter is the new smell
My family bought popcorn
The concession stand opened up
That means only one thing...

GAME ON


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


I am breathing heavily
I am extremely nervous
I am next up to bat
I'm not ready yet

Two outs
Bottom of the ninth
No one on base
Tied up

I grab my helmet
And step up to the plate
The pitcher looks at me,
Then the catcher

He is concentrating where he will pitch
And what pitch he will throw
The pitcher pulls his glove in
And throws the ball

I swing and miss
"Steeeeriiike one!" yells the ump
The pitcher repeats
So do I

"Steeeeriike two" shouts the ump
His loud voice makes me mad
I make sure to hit the ball this time
I step out of the batter's box to take a breather

Back in the box and ready to go
I pull my bat up to my shoulders
The pitch is fired in
And I swing with all my might

As I swung I closed my eyes
The only thing I heard was a loud ping
My eyes excitedly burst open
The bat drops and my feet thrust dust and dirt

I round first base
The ball is still sailing
Second base
I am sprinting as fast as possible

So fast like my butt's on fire
I squint my eyes and and focus
Third base and my coach tells me to slow down
I pretend as if I didn't hear, smiling

Had I glanced at the outfielders climb the fence
I understand why Coach is laughing now
And I hit my forehead with my palm
I am thinking I should have jogged

It would have made it feel much cooler.

  |     |   April 28, 2012   10:06 PM ET

This is a regular column featuring original poetry and fiction by and for teens, provided by Figment.com, an online community writing site for young people.

I met her the summer before her sixth grade year. She was so different back then. When you spend enough time with her, however, you'd find some things haven't changed. Now she's in her senior year, and it's hard to believe she'll be heading off to college soon.

I still remember the way she was back then. Her hair was always back in a ponytail. Thin-wired glasses framed her big, bright eyes. Her favorite color was yellow. That's how I came to be. I look at her now, and I'm always amazed. She no longer wears glasses around her blue eyes. She rarely ever wears her perfect blonde hair back. At one point, she was oblivious to her looks. Although she's still modest, it's now no secret how beautiful she is.

I've seen her when she was weak, proving she was human and not some fictional character out of a fairytale. I was there when her father remarried without notifying her. She didn't know she had a new step-mom until three days after the wedding. She wasn't surprised when he called her to wish her happy birthday two days after she turned sixteen. He didn't want to drive to pick her up on Christmas day her junior year. She didn't understand why, but once again, she wasn't surprised.

I remember her first true love -- and her first agonizing heartbreak. She had never felt so strongly about anyone ever before. She cared about him so much that love made her blind. It wasn't until he left her for another girl without even telling her it was over between them that she realized she had been played. She realized she had been used and thrown away. I watched her cry herself to sleep every single night for months and months without exaggeration. I watch her cry occasionally about it even now, after all this time. I've never seen so many mascara stains on one pillowcase. She'd shower multiple times a day, trying to wash the guilt and feeling of stupidity off of her. I watched her get up at three in the morning to just clean the kitchen and wash the dishes.

That betrayal was what triggered it. No one realized what was slowly happening at first, but the signs were always there. I watched helpessly as her jeans stopped staying around her waist on their own. I watched as her shorts seemed to grow larger each week. Her belts eventually wouldn't tighten anymore. I watched her spine and shoulder blades stick out from underneath her skin, slowly becoming more defined. The knobs that were her wrists and knees grew more pronounced.

Time seems to stop now. I wait for someone -- anyone -- to help her. I wait for the boy that broke her heart to come back and fix her, because she deserves it. I wait for her new boyfriend to notice that she shouldn't be as thin as she is. I would do something myself, but what can I do? I am simply just a yellow wall.

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  |     |   April 27, 2012    3:37 PM ET

This is a regular column featuring original poetry and fiction by and for teens, provided by Figment.com, an online community writing site for young people.

By Danielle Osero

I was nearly shaking with nerves. He would be here any minute. Would he think I was beautiful? I hoped so. My crush on Jackson had only grown since he first sat with my friends and me at lunch our freshman year. Until recently, we had been just friends. Then a month ago, he texted me the one word that changed it all, “Hey.” We had always been school friends, nothing more, but as our texting increased, so had our interest in each other. Every text had me diving for my phone like a star athlete after the ball. I prayed each night that he felt at least half as interested as I did.

I’d known something was up when he asked me to come on a walk with him two weeks ago at lunch. After a few minutes, he paused and inhaled deeply before plunging ahead, “I’ve really enjoyed texting you Kailey. You’re funny and unique.” He handed me a bag of my favorite candy. The pieces were Caribbean blue, my favorite color. Confused, I smiled, “Thanks Jackson, this is really nice of you.” As I was about to put one in my mouth, I noticed the square white card attached to the bag. Picking it up in my fingers, I nearly gasped. In tiny gold lettering it read: Will you go to Homecoming with me? I looked up into Jackson’s hopeful green eyes and smiling face. I giggled, “I would love nothing more.” He gave me a hug, and held me tight as I held onto the hope that in the future he would ask me more than just to Homecoming.

For the next two weeks, the anticipation heightened and I scrambled to find the perfect dress. I finally chose a satiny dress with a sweetheart neckline the same shade of blue as the candy. Pairing the dress with black heels and silver accessories, I decided to curl my hair and let it fall around my shoulders. A silver butterfly clip with rhinestones held back the left side of my chestnut brown hair. Carefully manicured nails and my favorite flower-scented perfume finished the look. As I studied my outfit in the mirror, I hoped Jackson would like it as much as I did. More importantly, that he would like me. Then the doorbell rang. The object of my wonderings had arrived.

I descended the staircase as my father opened the door. I prayed he would not make good on the promise to completely embarrass me by interrogating Jackson. Reaching the entry to the living room, I took a deep breath and walked in. Jackson stood up, a dozen peach colored roses in his hand. He smiled and handed them to me. I took them and saw a card just like the first one. It read: Would you do me the honor of being my girlfriend? The moment I had waited so long for was finally happening and my “Yes” began one of the best nights of my life.

  |     |   April 23, 2012   11:18 PM ET

This is a regular column featuring original poetry and fiction by and for teens, provided by Figment.com, an online community writing site for young people.

By Laura Smith

My clothes are color coordinated in my closet, thanks to my mom’s organizational influence. By being an encouraging role model, my swim coach taught me to never leave a task without giving it everything I have and that quitting is not a real word. But, their influence on me was still not as great as was my best friend Jordan; she left a footprint on my heart. I needed somebody who would stand by me through every up and down. Jordan, the best friend I ever had, did just that.

“Do you want a goldfish?" was all it took, and my third grade self already considered her a friend. It was destiny; some greater power had to have control over this situation because the friendship ahead of us, for the next seven years, was indescribable. Not long after we met, I was walking home and staying with her after school every day until my parents got home. Time flew by and you never saw us away from each other. Before we knew it we were completing each other’s sentences.

At that age, with any other girl you could not have a five minute conversation without them bringing up the most recent drama. Nope, not with Jordan; we could talk about our hopes, dreams, and fears all night without feeling judged. We clicked, and at that critical point in my life that is exactly what I needed, someone to relate to. She knew what every smile, laugh and cry really meant because she was me. Everything I was not, she was, and everything she was not, I was. I cannot say that about anybody else. It was not all rainbows and butterflies though; we had our disagreements. We would bicker and pull the silent treatment every now and then, but it never lasted longer than fifteen minutes. But even then, the fights were far and few between.

Then came our junior year, it may be surprising, since we had been inseparable for years, but we drifted apart. The separation was sad, but it was also reality. We smile at each other in the hall and have sleepovers every now and then, but it just is not the same, and we both know it. I thought Jordan and I would be friends forever, and maybe we will be. In a fairy tale ending, our friendship would reconnect to how magical it was in the third grade, but in reality what we had could never be duplicated. I mean lightening doesn’t strike twice in the same place, right?

Wherever we go in life, I will forever remember her because she worked her soul into my heart. I will never forget our hours of laughter, days of crying over boys, and all our crazy memories on vacations; for those are the times that influenced me so deeply. I was a caterpillar when I first met her. She helped me through my metamorphosis and is the only reason why I fly as a butterfly today.

  |     |   April 15, 2012    1:12 PM ET

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By Christopher Anderson

These words that I write capture a moment.

A snapshot in time, of a glimpse from my mind.

With colors and shading, a painter’s creating

An image to be explored with the eye.


With talent and skill, and the creator’s will,

A moment is captured with dye.

But upon the page, my world you can gauge,

By not what you see, but by what you read.


At the click of a button, that which you see,

Can be captured and stored digitally.

In the future retrieve, these memories,

By viewing them all on the screen.


But upon the page, my world is displayed,

Not by pixels in sync, but how you now think.

From lowest of A’s to the highest of C’s,

Tones can be made for the ear to be pleased.


Melodies and lyrics with tempo and beat,

A symphony of feeling you love to repeat.

But upon the page, my world is arranged,

by not what you hear, but which words do appear.


So as you read, look past what you see,

To the affects that happen inside.

Deeper than feeling, masterfully revealing,

My thoughts no longer I hide.


What I see, feel, and breathe, I do not keep pent.

For these words that I write capture a moment.

  |     |   April 14, 2012    2:08 PM ET

This is a regular column featuring original poetry and fiction by and for teens, provided by Figment.com, an online community writing site for young people.

By Julia Rutledge

My grandmother and grandfather have been happily married for 60 years, but they never tire of telling the story of how they met.

Grandfather’s first job was a sailor aboard a merchant ship. Every two weeks, his ship would come into the harbor. As he unloaded the crates, he’d wink at all the pretty girls watching the young sailors. One girl, however, caught his eye especially. She hung back from the other girls, not giggling or staring at the men. She stared, instead, towards the horizon.

That girl was my grandmother.

One day, when Grandfather was done with unloading and he had some time to get dinner, he walked up to Grandmother in that swagger all confident young men have.

“Hello, miss. Would you like to have dinner with me tonight?” Grandfather may have swaggered and winked, but at his core, he was polite.

Grandmother turned away from the horizon to look at him with eyes of the deepest blue. They reminded Grandfather of the ocean, and he felt unsettled as she looked at him, as if she was weighing him up on great invisible scales in her mind.

Finally she said, “All right, sailor boy, I’ll go to dinner with you. On one condition: we talk about you only.”

This surprised Grandfather, because most girls he’d met only wanted to talk about themselves. He wondered what was in the girl’s life she didn’t want him to know. But he smiled and agreed.

She did not take his proffered arm but walked briskly ahead of him, saying,

“The best place to eat in town is Ma Woolsley’s. It’s out of the way and not too expensive. Follow me.”

They ended up having a lovely dinner together, where Grandfather entertained Grandmother with stories of his adventures at sea, and stories he had heard from older sailors, and stories he had made up. But he never learned a thing about Grandmother.

Two weeks passed, and when Grandfather came back to the harbor, Grandmother was there waiting for him. This time, they went for a walk around town. The one thing Grandfather knew about Grandmother was that she loved flowers. They passed a flower stand, and he bought her a bouquet of violets.

She accepted them from him with those soulful blue eyes, took a deep sniff, and then said,

“Mr. Tadd, if you were to ever bring me back flowers I had never seen before from one of your salty sea adventures, I’d marry you.”

Grandfather was both delighted and a little shocked at this. He’d only known the girl for two weeks, and now she was talking about marriage?

“It’s hard, being married to a sailor,” he cautioned her. “You never know when he might come back.”

Grandmother took his arm and smiled, the first time he’d seen her do so.

“Oh, I have faith in you.”

Grandfather left that evening, and did not return with the ship. Grandmother waited all through the summer, the sea spray cooling her sweaty forehead. She stared onto the horizon, but no longer without purpose. She was looking for Grandfather.

The autumn was cold, but still she waited, leaning on the pilings, sometimes feeding the seagulls, sometimes rubbing the petals of a faded, dry violet.

In late autumn of that year, the ship arrived. My grandmother, holding a sign with a single word written on it, stood at the dock waiting.

Grandfather was the last man to get off. He did not look at Grandmother as he helped unload. Grandmother did not look at him. She stared at the rigging of the ship, still clutching her sign. One could only imagine what she was thinking.

Finally, the men were let free for a few hours, and Grandfather swaggered down the dock, holding a bag. He smiled and winked at the other girls, who were looking winsomely at all the sailors, as usual. Then he came to Grandmother. He read her sign.

“Faith, huh?”

Grandmother dropped the sign and stepped so close to him that their chests touched.

“And faith I still have in you, though I waited all summer and all autumn, Mr. Tadd.” She breathed.

He dropped the act.

“Oh, Miss Katherine, it took me so long to find flowers! I asked all around the ports we went to, and all the flowers you’d heard of. But then there were these…”

He drew from his back a bunch of tiny, creamy yellow flowers and handed them shyly to her.

“They’re from these islands called Hawaii. They fellow I bought them from called them plumeria. He said that they symbolize perfection, and new beginnings.”

Grandmother smelled them. Their scent was strong and beautiful—much more exotic than the flowers she bought in town. She dropped them to the dock, onto her sign. Grandfather was hurt. But she took his hands in hers.

“I still like violets the best,” she whispered.

They kissed, and the rest, as Grandfather likes to say with a chuckle, is history. We never tire of that story. But my favorite part is looking into Grandmother’s twinkling eyes, still deep and blue.

  |     |   April 6, 2012    4:18 PM ET

This is a regular column featuring original poetry and fiction by and for teens, provided by Figment.com, an online community writing site for young people.

By Melanie McCormick

I believe there is a force in this land that lives beneath the surface of the earth,
Something savage and untamed that awakens when you need an extra push to survive.
Like wildflowers that bloom after fire turns the forest black.
As death falls to the trees, ash feeds hundreds of acres of new growth.
It’s the beauty of change, the power of life.

Most people are afraid of this power, and keep it buried deep inside them.
But as a tiny seed must push through layers of dirt,
We must push beyond the negative forces that surround our lives.
We must have the courage to embrace our future, make it count, shape who we are.
We must see the beauty of change, the power of life.

People fear what surrounds them -- the landscape, the air, the universe... The connection they hold.
Of course, there will always be a few people who embrace this power;
Who have the courage to change… The courage to accept, the courage to move forward.
To love what is natural, different and real inside a person.
To the love the beauty of change, the power of life.

There was a time when my father brought my mother to the country to discover their destiny.
Away from city life, where people seem to move around every which way,
Restless and unsettled, looking for something, but not knowing what.
Finding only days of activity, yet no moments to remember.
Never seeing the beauty of change, the power of life.

I found my moments, as my parents did; the breeze blows softer, movement are slower,
Neighbors are friendlier, and work is harder. I believe though, many are still looking
For a place where they can find hope, for life to make sense, to realize their purpose.
Yet, they continue to search… To want more, need more, rarely satisfied;
Never realizing the beauty of change, the power of life.

Their lives swirl with confusion and anxiety, moving so fast,
Never stopping long enough to look around and see life.
Beauty of color, stars winking, sunrises tiptoeing us into the day.
Many will never see, never experience, never know… This is their moment.
It’s their chance to see the beauty of change, the power of life.

Moment? A single flower surfaces from its winter dormancy to embrace the spring.
It awaits the temperatures rise before emerging from the long hibernation.
It sees spring for what it is, life reborn, growth evolving; poetry in color.
As our road darkens, and our faith is shaken, we remember the strength of this single flower.
Life reborn is the beauty of change, the power of life.

The country is where I find my peace, my faith, my strength; my place in this world.
As the trees burst with their fluttering leaves, and flowers bloom, stunning me with their drama,
This is my home, where the forces beneath me take over as I attack the ground with fury,
Transforming mere dirt to magnificent displays of color. This is my moment.
This is my beauty of change, my power of life.

This untamed power has taken over for a season and the world will barely see me.
Surrounded by plants and compost, shovels and spades, out at dawn, in at dusk.
Then suddenly in late autumn or early winter, after the frosts blacken the leaves,
I will sneak back in, to once again embark on my winter hibernation.
In this darkness I will again experience the beauty of change, the power of life.

Knowing I have absorbed the force beneath, I find my place in life,
I revel in the power that the earth has transferred to me in the past months.
Allow this to keep me sane, while the earth is dark and stormy for the seasons to come.
I find my days of meanings, and my moments to remember…
I find the beauty of change, the power of life.

While others still fear their future, scared of what surrounds them.
The landscape, the air, the universe; unsure of what their connection is.
There will always be people like me, who understand this linking.
Who have the courage to love what is natural, different and real inside of a person.
To embrace the beauty of change, the power of life.

To embrace today, be excited for tomorrow and face my future…I am home.

What's Next After The Hunger Games: 10 Young Adult Dystopias Coming Out 2012

Huffington Post   |   Lisa Parkin   |   April 5, 2012    4:30 PM ET

According to this infographic from Goodreads, the number of dystopian-themed books is at its highest since the 1960s. The resurgence of this sub-genre could be attributed to the mass appeal of The Hunger Games (or troubled times), but regardless of the reason, dystopian books remain highly popular.

Having read and loved tons of dystopian books, I can't get enough. For those who feel the same way or just caught the dystopia bug from The Hunger Games, below is a list of promising young adult dystopian books that will be published in 2012.


2012 Young Adult Dystopian Books

Partials by Dan Wells

- Publication date: February 28, 2012 (read it now!)

Engineered beings that look like humans ("partials") and a deadly virus have killed off all of humanity... almost. As one of the thousands of humans left, Kira decides to find the answers to what started the war with the Partials in the first place and discover how humans can continue to survive.

Masque of Red Death by Bethany Griffin

- Publication date: April 24th, 2012

The only thing Araby wants to live for are ways to forget. Her nightly adventures into the Debauchery Club help her forget the plague that wiped out the population and her fear of what the future may hold. But meeting Will, the owner of the club, and Elliot, a dashing aristocrat, just might change all of that and give her something to fight to remember.

The Hunt by Andrew Fukuda

- Publication date: May 8, 2012

Gene is human and that's a huge problem. As the beings around him have lightning-fast reflexes and a thirst for human blood, Gene knows he must keep his true identity a secret. When Gene is chosen to hunt the remaining humans, he must fight harder than ever to keep his humanity hidden... and avoid falling in love with a human girl that crosses his path.

For Darkness Shows the Stars by Diana Peterfreund

- Publication date: June 12, 2012 (enter to win the book on Goodreads)

After failed genetic testing, an anti-technology caste system has taken root and created the Luddite nobility. Elliot is part of the elite, but she sees her world changing as a group of rebels forms and challenges the old class system. As she struggles to keep up her family estate, she must face her childhood sweetheart, Kai, who she once rejected and has now became a renowned explorer. (The book is based off Jane Austen's Persuasion.)

Glitch by Heather Anastasiu

- Publication date: August 7, 2012

Zoe, along with the rest of humanity, has been implanted with a computer chip by The Community and has been wiped clean of emotion. When she starts to malfunction, or "glitch," she begins to have feelings and develops an identity. After she meets fellow "glitchers," Zoe and her new friends plan to free themselves from the The Community who fights to control them.

What's Left of Me by Kat Zhang

- Publication date: September 18, 2012

Everyone is born with two souls: during childhood one becomes more dominant and the other fades. The problem for Eva and Addie is that Eva was supposed to fade... but hasn't. They've formed a "hybrid," a forbidden abomination. After discovering the secret that terrible things befall hybrids, Eva and Addie must fight for their survival.

Breathe by Sarah Crossan

- Publication date: October 2, 2012

Breathe, a corporation that manufactures oxygen-rich air, is the only thing keeping people alive on dried, dead Earth. Yet, Alina, Quinn and Bea test fate as they steal two days worth of oxygen and venture into the Outlands. What they find there shatters everything they ever believed was true...

Beta by Rachel Cohn

- Publication date: October 16, 2012

The wealthiest people in the world live on the island paradise of Demesne. Everything is bio-engineered there -- including servants like Elysia. She's a 16-year-old clone who is an empty shell of a teenager with no experiences, feelings or personality. Despite the perfection of Demesne, Elysia and the servants seem discontent... a problem that only increases as Elysia begins to feel more and more emotions. Elysia must hide her emerging self and especially her increasing humanity in a world that doesn't tolerate imperfection.

Gravity by Melissa West

- Publication date: October 16, 2012

In the future, only one rule will matter: Don't. Ever. Peek. Seventeen-year-old Ari Alexander just broke that rule and saw the last person she expected hovering above her bed -- arrogant Jackson Locke, the most popular boy in her school. She expects instant execution or some kind of freak alien punishment, but instead, Jackson issues a challenge: help him, or everyone on Earth will die.

Ashes of Twilight by Kassy Taylor

- Publication date: November 13, 2012

After 200 years, England's former royalty is still living under a dome that was constructed when scientists saw a comet on course to crash into the Earth. Wren MacAvoy is starting to wonder if there is life outside the dome or if the world is still on fire. When Wren's friend Alex escapes the dome and is burned alive, his final words haunt Wren - "The sky is blue."

What YA dystopians are you looking forward to reading this year?

As a side note: Dystopia and post-apocalyptic are terms that are used interchangeably, but technically they represent two different types of books. Dystopias describe a world that is repressed (usually by the government) but is under the disguise of being a utopian society.

Post-apocalyptic books show humanity struggling to survive after a global catastrophe (like nuclear warfare or genetic testing gone wrong). Many of the books I've listed could be considered a combination of both genres.