Why Do We Hate Good-Byes?

I can scarcely bid you good-bye, even in a letter. I always made an awkward bow. - John Keats, from a letter to Charles Brown (1820)

A friend of mine hates good-byes and says so when it's time to part. Eager to dispel the awkwardness that seems to grow as farewells are prolonged, I sometimes err on the side of abruptness. What can our feelings about leave-taking tell us about ourselves?

Our distaste for good-byes is a reminder of our unfathomable mutual dependence. An individual self cannot come into being, let alone endure, absent the recognition of others. We depend on others not only to nourish our material persons, but to sustain our immaterial personas.

Recognition is as essential to the self as nutrition is to the body. That humans are social animals, understates the case. We are existentially interdependent -- body and soul. Deprive us of human contact and we begin to disintegrate. That's why solitary confinement is torture.

Malnutrition cripples a child. Similarly, malrecognition -- a diet of indignity -- warps the psyche. Chronic indignity sows indignation. Turned inward, indignation makes us ill. Turned outward, it erupts in Columbine, Virginia Tech, and in other violent rampages.

Emily Dickinson wrote:

I'm nobody! Who are you?
Are you nobody, too?
Then there's a pair of us -- don't tell!
They'd banish us, you know.

Emily knew that what stands between us and exile is affiliation. The autonomous individual is a myth and exposing it as such has political implications that we are only now beginning to comprehend.

Have you noticed that old folks tell the same stories over and over? They are desperately trying to shore up identities that, because of a paucity of recognition, are breaking down. By telling us their stories, they are staving off the disintegration of self, one day at a time. You can't really blame them -- their struggle is at once heroic and tragic. That you've heard it all before is a measure of their need to repeat themselves. One day you'll need a comprehending ear to offset the recognition deficiencies that plague old-age.

Close! stand close to me, Starbuck; let me look into a human eye; it is better than to gaze into sea or sky; better than to gaze upon God. ...this is the magic glass... .

So spoke Captain Ahab in Melville's Moby Dick. Without that "magic glass," we gradually cease to be. I see you seeing me and I exist. I see you seeing me see you and we exist. Mutual re-cognition is the glue that holds us together, not merely as friends, but as individual selves. In co-creating and exchanging a blizzard of signals, verbal and non-verbal, we are reinforcing the synapses that form the neural nets that encode our very selves.

Good-byes are poignant preludes to the leave-takings and withdrawals that deprive our psyches of the sustenance they need to maintain our selfhood. As such, every good-bye is a premonition of disintegration, a foretaste of death, another step down the path to "adieu."

No wonder we're not fond of good-byes.

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Comments

[Arithrianos]

To me goodbye is the same as saying hello, one IS the other, ultimate reality is never divided by the concepts of arriving and departing, since in ultimate rality there is noone to arrive or depart, there is nowhere to arrive from or depart to, and there is no action of arriving or departing, ultimate rality is the unified field of all "existance" and "nonexistance", as if there is a difference, so the suffering arises from the clinging to false views about reality, the false view that is is possible to say hello without also saying goodbye, to have life without death, to have arriving without departing, to have the mountain without the valley. The reason ego, and people who are still puppets of their own ego, are discomforted by goodbye is because ego depends on false view, and every goodbye is a reminder of ultimate truth, and the discomfort is the effort needed to ignore the truth, again for the infinith time.

[IssuesInFocus]

Great article. Never thought of good-byes the way you pointed out. Those I care about , surely I need their support./a­ssociation­/ caring, vice versa, .. but on contrary, there are some to whom at times one wants to say GOOD BYE! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lhcd0UXByro

[Pippen]

Dr Fuller is right on target. I agree with him and his article.

I hate goodbyes and often just wave.

It started when my hero, my uncle died of cancer when I was 14. I refused to say goodbye and refused to attend the funeral and talk of him now as though he's here.

Now after losing a loved one not too long ago I get choked up when I have to say goodbye to anyone. I refuse to do it most of the time.

I just smile and wave or hug them and turn away.

[DiogenesOfAlaska]

You didn't elaborate on the point, but maybe it is crucial that somebody else points out the fact: the need to look into a human eye is universal. Even if somebody is as crippled and scarred and guilty as Captain Ahab is, the need is still alive.

Hell, even Moby Dick had such needs...