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Sean Carman

Sean Carman

Posted: August 30, 2010 09:15 AM

I failed to attend Glenn Beck's "Restoring Honor" gathering at the Lincoln Memorial this weekend.

I thought about going. I mean, America's honor has been stolen. By "Them." That's pretty serious. Someone should do something.

Frankly, I can't believe They would do such a thing. Who do They think They are?

The problem was I couldn't get out of bed. I live only five Metro stops away, but still it would have taken me 40 minutes to get down there, which means that, to make the 10 a.m. start time, I would have had to have been dressed by 9:20 at the latest. On a Saturday.

It was only after I failed to attend the rally that I realized the opportunity I had missed.

Not that I begrudge myself for wanting to sleep in on a Saturday. But it did occur to me that, as someone who cannot even be bothered to drag himself out of bed to confront a proto-fascist movement when it holds a rally in his figurative back yard, I may actually be part of the problem.

I mean, remember America's energetic, determined, can-do spirit? Remember when we got out of bed -- sometimes even before 9 -- to fight for the things we believed in?

Paul Revere. The Midnight Ride.

Well, we've lost that. It's been replaced by an apathetic, affect-less, pitiable laziness. We've lost that energy, that caring, that sense of "I'm going to do what's right for America for no other reason than because it's right for America."

But when I say "we," I really mean "I." I have lost that spirit.

What else can you conclude from my behavior? Here was a threat to our American way of life. A threat to our freedoms and our collective sense of fair play and justice. A threat to our tradition of tolerance and universal acceptance, in the phantom guise of a fake grass-roots political movement, bought and paid for by nefarious corporate interests, holding a rally in a public space within a mile of my apartment.

And I couldn't even be bothered to roust myself out of bed to confront it.

What would Thomas Paine say about my behavior? What about Ben Franklin? Nathan Hale?

And where are they? The Thomas Paines of today, who would have kicked me out of bed, or at least looked down on me and said, in a somewhat condescending tone, "Get down there lazybones! We fought a revolution! We wrote Articles of Confederation, a Declaration of Independence, and a Constitution! Now they're under fire from a group of wing-nuts who claim to speak their truths when they haven't even read them! The least you can do is protest against these fruitcakes when they come to your city! Light a candle in the darkness! Do something! Oh no, he's fallen back asleep. Ben? Can you wake him? Ben? Where's Ben?"

I don't want to be too hard on myself. I know I'm not the only one who stole America's honor from us, who lost that sense of what makes our country great. The people we used to believe in. The America we thought we knew. But I've definitely done my part.

Which is why it's such a shame I missed the rally. Because had I attended, I could have helped reclaim, from myself, the honor that I, through my laziness, stole from America. Our honor. Taken from us. By me. And it was up to me to reclaim that stolen honor, from me. For us.

What I'm saying is, I could have been both the "they," the "us," and the "we" in this transaction -- the THEY who took our honor from US, and the WE who proudly took it back. From THEM. By which I mean ME. For US. Which is also ME.

Talk about power. Talk about a missed opportunity. Rarely does one get a chance to traverse that kind of existential chasm. Reclaiming from myself the honor that I had, through my actions, taken from America -- surely that complex moment of being and becoming would have led to an amazing personal transcendence.

But no, another life-changing opportunity squandered.

All I can hope is that I'll have another opportunity to reclaim America's honor from those who have so selfishly and carelessly taken it from us. By which I mean me.

I think.

 

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Robert Weller
Retired AP Foreign Correspondent
12:46 PM on 09/05/2010
pogo warned us years ago. "we have met the enemy and he is us." let's see how the tea party reacts when we begin having shortages. the fact that the country is falling apart as we feed the military industrial complex. pogo had an answer for that also: the shortages will be divided among the peasants.
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ta2t2o
Ask Osama Bin Laden
06:01 PM on 09/01/2010
I share your guilt - I'm 4 metro stops away and didn't go either - I'm a "Them" too. In all honesty though, I wish I had - I would love to have had a picture taken with the pregnant "I Want A Sandwich" Satan guy in the gray dress.

In fairness though, I did catch about 15 minutes on CSPAN until I realized this was "church" thing. Pissed me off! Thought it was the new Harry Potter when I heard about the Order of the Black Robes - and "He whose name must not be mentioned."
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elijah24
Ubuntu
08:43 AM on 09/01/2010
The funny thing is that that paradox is much easier to understand than much of the drivel that beck spews on his nightly show.
12:50 AM on 09/01/2010
Point taken. I, too, have wallowed self-critically in my own political apathy, and usually I feel pretty crummy about it.

That said, however, I think an argument can also be made that our political system, as it currently exists, and as opposed to the system imagined and then realized by the Founding Fathers mentioned in the article, is massively more immune to the kind of grass-roots influence and protest that seemed to have some effect up through the 1960s at least.

We've only managed, in the last couple of years, to re-vivify that grass-roots spirit in order merely to ELECT someone who promised to change the system. So far, all we seem to have gotten is a kind of glacial incrementalism toward that goal, if indeed we've even gotten that.

Let's face it: What we're talking about here is the political influence of the citizenry, such as it is. One aspect of this influence, legitimate to discuss and complain about, is public involvement (or lack thereof), which makes scolding ourselves for apathy a necessity.

But the other aspect of this influence is whether or not it actually constitutes a significant influence, in the teeth of a political system that clearly favors the professional lobbyists and their organizational advantages (e.g., access).

The sad spectacle of Tea Party enthusiasts rooting for candidates whom they believe will "change the system" to their liking.... We on the other side have been there, and very recently.
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CynAnne
Laureates in Fact and Reality
12:50 AM on 09/01/2010
That was snarktastical, Sean, and made the point that our Founding Fathers would view the majority of teapers as little more than a mob of petulant rabblerousers, still whining and grousing in dismay at 'losing their rights'...somewhere (they can't quite put their fingers on how and when, though - perhaps they require larger gulps o' Geritol?). On a serious note (and as I've said before), I'm perfectly happy to sit back and watch the right-wing devour itself, like maddened snakes in a pit...except they're lashing out at others, as well, and they don't care where their venom lands, or how toxic its effect is. And that makes their kind even less pleasant to deal with in the attempts to discuss issues or policy, and their willingness to use personal attacks as 'rebuttals' on a near-daily basis. This downward-spiraling future, that the conservatives (and their punditry) have laid out for themselves, well, they have only themselves to blame for. And they are being recorded, by fact and history, world-wide...whether they like the descriptions or not.
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JohnLorenzo
Examine the reasons of your true intent.
12:40 AM on 09/01/2010
Let's all be sure to find Paul Revere by voting day. I plan to be kicking people still in bed out.
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LaPlacaRifa48619
08:27 PM on 08/31/2010
The Tea Party and it's political lapdogs refuse to see it, but there is a storm on the horizon.
As they try to get We The People to accept the likes of Sara "Quayle II" Palin, Glenn "Sick Twisted Freak" Beck, and Newt "The Neocon Futurist" Gingrich as our "New Gods," they still refuse to see that a storm brews.

The sign of the storm is everywhere:
High Unemployment, Forty-Plus Years Of "Me First!" Political Rhetoric, A "Tough-Love" Approach Towards Our Most Vulnerable Citizens, Naked Xenophobia Used As Basis For Laws, And The Outright Hate That Has Corrupted Our Faiths and Our National Dialogue.

Be Warned, Tea Partiers--Folks like myself, the very "THEM" you demonize, have had enough of your vitriolic rantings. WE are THEM--The Very Storm that is brewing and awaiting it's time. And it's later than you realize!

Thank you, Sean, for your thread. You've just made a fan out of me.

--RJ
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feliznavidad
Fierce liberal
06:56 AM on 09/01/2010
Yes! Fanned.
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Sean Carman
05:42 PM on 08/31/2010
Thanks everyone for your comments. I encourage everyone to read the Jane Mayer article in the New Yorker, that is if you haven't already. -- Sean
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1johnf
What would Studs say?
04:43 PM on 08/31/2010
I've read a lot of history that described how the Germans would laugh out of public life the funny little man with the Chaplin moustache. I am not comparing Beck to Hitler...there was only one Hitler and only one. But I am comparing movements that are based upon hate and singling out those who are different (from the white standard issue face).

Beck does represent a threat to our American concept of tolerance and respect. While "I abhore what you say, but will defend, to the death your right to say it" may exist for some of us, it does not exist for Beck. He is advocating sedition in the face of a decision by the American electorate, and treason for undermining the Constitution. He must be watched closely and confronted for his dishonesty.
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new beginning
Practice random acts of kindness-change the world
09:57 AM on 09/01/2010
Just wondering where in the heck you get the bit about advocating sedition in the face of a decision by the American electorate and treason for undermining the Constitution?

70% of the American electorate did NOT want Obamacare, yet they rammed it home anyway. Was that sedition?
04:02 PM on 08/31/2010
Felt the same way about the GB rally, but there are more registered Democrats than Republicans, so it would be a shame to lose an election because we stay in bed while the Republicans go to the polls.
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JohnFromCensornati
The End is near
06:08 PM on 08/31/2010
Many registered Dems voted for Bush both times. Many more than voted for Nader.
elektra mourns
Town n' country gal who was reared on faith and co
01:56 PM on 08/31/2010
the whole GB thing is one of sound and fury signifying nothing. The right is so anxious to drown out the good done by Obama and to sow doubt and hate towards progressives. They want to create chaos and smoke around Dems so that people will not vote for Dems. They do this because they are the party of NO and have no substantive platforms to offer America. Nothing. Nada. Remember the bad boys in high school who used to sit in the back of the class and cut up and throw spitballs just for the pleasure of disrupting those who wanted to learn?? This is what the GOP does.........this is what the Tea Party is all about. Disruption and chaos for the joy of it all.......
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theriveryeti
Blue in Red-land
01:12 PM on 08/31/2010
Unfortunately, most of the progressives I know, including me, don't really do anything proactive to help our President or our party. Mostly we just blog about it.

Sometimes it just seems like the knee-jerk, believe-every-email right-wing nut jobs have a lot of motivation, and a lot of time on their hands.
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incognito-ergo-sum
ProgLibFemHumanist. Thanks tax payers for paying
02:45 PM on 08/31/2010
You are spot on. I sign petitions, but I can't talk to conservatives, they just blow up in my face like fire crackers. Sign up folks to vote and try to spread hope not fear.

Looks like I will not live long enough to see this country come to its senses.
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aview999
12:37 PM on 08/31/2010
From Patrick at PalinGates, which is out of Germany. These people know exactly what is happening here with Beck/Palin Rally:

"I have witnessed in Germany in 1992/93 how a racist "mass rage" can spin out of control.

This kind of mass rage can easily happen again in other places as well. All you need is an incident, a reason to ignite the flame. There seems to be already a broad base of people in the USA who are heavily prejudiced against Muslims, and we have seen the first "incidents" against Muslims. What would for example happen if a Muslim "hits back" and hurts a "white person?" Wouldn't that give people a reason to "strike" against the Muslims?

That's why Glenn Beck's and Sarah Palin's game is so dangerous: If you whip up the masses, you might as well see some (unwanted?) results.

http://palingates.blogspot.com/2010/08/exclusive-pictures-and-report-from.html
11:36 AM on 08/31/2010
funny article.
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RogHol
Unemployed&Proud
11:12 AM on 08/31/2010
I guess that particular "real American" renamed "unreal" ones, i.e. most Americans, with "them"...