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Engagement Anxiety and the Question of Sex

Posted: 07/07/2012 1:12 pm

One of the most common questions I'm asked in my counseling practice is something along these lines:

My fiancé and I have a great relationship, but after he proposed my sex drive plummeted. Is this normal? I don't want to be stuck in a sexless marriage!

Even though the topic of sex is splashed across every form of media, when someone brings the question to a session they usually ask it with a great deal of trepidation in their voice.

This is because there's a big taboo around admitting that you're struggling in the bedroom. And yet here's a secret that the mainstream media doesn't tell you: nearly every couple that has been together more than a couple of years and is past the honeymoon stage struggles with sex at some point in their relationship. We have men and women with different hormone levels, different needs, different expectations; we have early abandonment or rejection wounds that are easily triggered around sex. We have a host of false beliefs that plague partners around the topic of sex. So you see the potential for conflict in this area is big.

Most people also don't know the truth about what creates great sex. The popular message says that great sex is a function of technique and frequency, but this is a cultural lie. The truth is that great sex is a function of connection, first with yourself and then with your partner. In other words, when you feel alive inside your own skin and connected to your partner's essence, then you can meet each other sexually in a way that will feel fulfilling for both of you. Sex is an expression of love. If it's used for anything else -- to try to get approval or love or to try to feel alive -- it won't feel good for either of you in the long run. You may experience a physical sensation of pleasure or an emotional high of feeling wanted or desired, but in the aftermath of sex you're likely to feel empty, lonely, and possibly used.

And here's a news flash: Great sex isn't only about having an orgasm! What? Really? Stop the presses! That's right. You can feel deeply connected to your partner sexually even if neither of you climax every time you make love. We live in such a goal-oriented culture that we think that great orgasm equals great sex, but the reality is that an orgasm comprises the last 20 seconds of love making. What's happening the rest of the time? Hopefully, you're opening to your partner and experiencing each other's bodies and beings in other ways. You're allowing him to touch you in places that you've never been touched -- and I'm not talking about your physical body. I mean that when you meet each other in the bedroom you do so with an intention to connect in a place past thought, to learn to break through habitual walls that arise to keep out intimacy, and sometimes that means receiving your partner's loving touch without any agenda or attachment to outcome. Just being in the moment with each other in an open-hearted way with your eyes wide open. This is what it means to make love, not just have sex.

Another big lie that our culture feeds us is that sex drive, like love, is ignited by another person. We say, "He made me feel so alive," without recognizing that, after the free ride of the infatuation stage, you can only feel alive if that aliveness begins inside of you. We believe that someone can "make you feel loved" without owning that the capacity to receive love begins inside your own heart. Am I saying that anyone can turn you on if you're connected to your own sexuality? No, there needs to be a core connection, which doesn't happen every day. But if the core connection is there and your drive is down, I suggest examining it from a few different angles:

  1. Remind yourself that it's normal for your sex drive to ebb and flow. Just like the feeling of love and the arc of life itself, it's unrealistic to expect anything to remain at a constant level.
  2. Turn inside to see if you're feeling connected to yourself. When you feel alive and connected to yourself you will bring this to your partner.
  3. Ask yourself if you're feeling connected to your partner. Great sex arises from a great emotional connection, so if your libido dropped you may want to try to reconnect emotionally first and see if the sparks naturally alight from there.

And there's one more important point: if you're struggling with engagement anxiety and feeling scared about taking the next step in terms of your level of commitment, the first thing to shut down is your sex drive. The more you understand the connection between sex and emotions the less you'll think that there's something wrong with you or your relationship when your libido dips, and the more likely you'll be to explore your inner world and the ways in which you're scared to move toward intimacy.

Sheryl Paul, M.A., has counseled thousands of people worldwide through her private practice, her bestselling books, her Home Study Programs and her websites. She has appeared several times on "The Oprah Winfrey Show", as well as on "Good Morning America" and other top media shows and publications around the globe. To sign up for her free 78-page eBook, "Conscious Transitions: The 7 Most Common (and Traumatic) Life Changes", visit her website at http://conscious-transitions.com. And if you're suffering from relationship anxiety - whether dating, engaged, or married - give yourself the gift of the Conscious Weddings E-Course: From Anxiety to Serenity.

 
 
 

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One of the most common questions I'm asked in my counseling practice is something along these lines: My fiancé and I have a great relationship, but after he proposed my sex drive plummeted. Is this ...
One of the most common questions I'm asked in my counseling practice is something along these lines: My fiancé and I have a great relationship, but after he proposed my sex drive plummeted. Is this ...
 
 
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jstreet
singing dog
12:56 PM on 07/11/2012
This is a fine article, and not just for someone who is just engaged. We've been married fifteen years and I got a lot out of the emphasis on emotional connection leading the libido. That's always true, but moreso when you've been with someone for a long while. Very good perspective, wish my back didn't hurt so much...
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jjmthomas
Government, even in its best state, is evil
12:05 AM on 07/11/2012
premarital sex ruins most sex lives
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Joel Petersen
I do desire we be better strangers
01:12 PM on 07/11/2012
I disagree.
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Draekia
Open-minded thinker and traveller
07:11 PM on 07/16/2012
I would submit that, in fact, a lack of premarital sex ruins marriages. Reasoning: not knowing if the two of you are sexually compatible before tying the knot is an awesome way to lead one of you astray.
08:19 PM on 07/10/2012
Now that, was an engaging article! Well done.
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Kelly Carroll
08:19 PM on 07/10/2012
Bottom line: The farce about trying out the car before you buy is ridiculous. If you and your partner can't be honest about your libidos before you get married, you shouldn't be getting married, much less having sex. Libidos ebb and flow, and if you can't talk about your sexual needs, that's just crazy!
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jf12
When I saw her I marveled greatly.
06:52 AM on 07/11/2012
Yes. Sexual compatibility is essentially a meaningless term, since one (usually the woman) or both spouses will change, a lot, anyway..
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Joel Petersen
I do desire we be better strangers
01:11 PM on 07/11/2012
Sexual compatibility is more than just libido.

Yes, size matters, for both sexes. Do the pieces fit?
Interests, fetishes, pornography, accessories. If one is wild and open, and the other is vanilla, then they are not compatible.
If one expects an Olympic event, and the other prefers the gentle roll of a wave, they are not compatible.
If one must always have an orgasm, and the other is indifferent and more about the entire experience, the are probably not compatible.

Both sides should be completely honest when it comes to sexuality.
However, most people hook up when they're still young and are still learning about themselves and what they like or don't like. And their tastes will change as they get older. What worked before may not do it anymore, and what was once off-limits now triggers interest.

So it's up to both to constantly communicate as these changes occur, just like with everything else.
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Kelly Carroll
01:53 PM on 07/11/2012
And, shoot, even during high stress times, men may have a lower libido. Low T is becoming a more openly discussed topic with men, to address their low testosterone issues, which lead to lower libido.

And, of course, when women go through child birth or menopause, some things will change. It's not the end of the world. Besides, no one wants to get bored, right? It's just a new facet to explore.
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08:03 PM on 07/10/2012
All this "what if" is mostly people seeking to make a buck off us..........I keep wondering how the cave men and cave women had sex without psychiatrist, how to bookwriters, around to tell us what we're doing wrong............Of course we're ALWAYS doing somethime wrong!.............
chrissf4529
your opinion is as valid as mine
07:55 PM on 07/10/2012
Life gets in the way of sex. Bills, responsibilities. Getting engaged just took the "problem" batch to an entirely new level. The distractions of marriage planning, and all that goes with it is the precursor,to marriages diversions. Bills, kids, houses etc. A word to those looking to get engaged.... It does not get better.
07:30 PM on 07/10/2012
What a great article!
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Sheryl Paul
International counselor for anxiety, depression, a
10:30 PM on 07/10/2012
Thank you!
06:54 PM on 07/10/2012
Well even though it's old fashioned and I don't think I could do it today, statistics show that couples who have premarital sex....to check out their "sexual compatibility" have a higher divorce rate than those who wait.

While we could barely keep our hands off one another, well, we didn't keep our hands off one another, but did not engage in actual intercourse before married....and only dated/engaged for 10 months, else we probably would have had sex.....in our case anyway, we have sex 3-5X a week, usually weekends.

And this December will be anniversary 46.
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Kelly Carroll
08:19 PM on 07/10/2012
Congrats! Fave'd. It's a total farce that people have to try out their partner, like a shoe, in order to know what they're getting in to. My husband and I waited, and everything is a-ok!
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Draekia
Open-minded thinker and traveller
07:19 PM on 07/16/2012
I'm sorry, I liked te piece, but that is just silly. Anecdotal evidence does not equate to something that sound advice should come from. The real key is emotional empathy and understanding. Then the sex is less about the carnal aspects and more about eachother and your connection.

Not to discount either, sex is something built into us to help strengthen and maintain the bond in order to better care for an infant. The emotional connection, however, is what makes the whole merry-go-round worthwhile.
08:32 PM on 07/10/2012
That's nice.
06:44 PM on 07/10/2012
i like a lady natural eyes, face, lip, skincheek without a foolish waste makeup chair,,,
i love a lady natural breasts without 2 toxic danger implant breasts,,,
i dont want to makelove a lady with her makeup chair,,,
also i dont want to touch her 2 fake implant breasts
05:52 PM on 07/10/2012
To have good sex whether you're emotionally involve or not you have to concentrate on pleasing your partner. There is no reason why you can't ask your partner whether, what you're doing is pleasing them. Just a simple "do you like that baby" should do. Most of the time you can just tell by a moan or a movement.
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Sheryl Paul
International counselor for anxiety, depression, a
08:01 PM on 07/10/2012
Exactly the point. Your comment shows that you're more focused on giving rather than getting. That's the key to great sex.
04:53 PM on 07/10/2012
When you find the right person a great deal of anxiety goes away.
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Sheryl Paul
International counselor for anxiety, depression, a
06:17 PM on 07/10/2012
That's one of our biggest cultural myths, and causes many people to leave wonderful, loving relationships.
04:40 PM on 07/10/2012
This is nice. I'm a 23 year old guy and I've never had sex. Sometimes it gets me down but this article inspires me to keep waiting it out. Thanks a lot.
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mrportman
04:48 PM on 07/10/2012
May I ask your reasoning? Btw, you won't hear any judgement from me. I'm just curious.
05:22 PM on 07/10/2012
Sure that's fine. I'm really shy about the dating thing and after too many rejections I stopped asking. There have been a lot of really great girls who liked me who I could have gotten with but I was not grown up enough to notice. I'd like to wait for a right girl but not necessarily until marriage. I'd feel awful if I got married and had to tell my wife I had slept with some other people, but there's no guarantee that she would do the same. I'm not big into the dating thing now because it's too much like a game, waiting for an honest person.
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07:36 PM on 07/10/2012
I'm curious also..because we have a son your age that sounds just like you. He had some leanringing disabilities throughout school..mainly reading fast and stuff like that...but has great comprenehsion. It just take him a long time to read stuff. it makes it practically impossible to go to college and take more than 2 -3 course at a time. some semesters, 1 course is enough. He sticks with it, though, and gets it down. The truth ismy wife and I alwasy suspected he was undiagnosed HFA..high funtionoing autism. He does not seem austic, but he is unusally quiet and reserved. If he knows people well, he opens up. In all his other courses he has practicaly been a straight A student. I know some may wonder if he is gay and we simply don't know...but i can tell you without a doubt..he is not gay at all. he is very manly, he is just very shy and quiet...obviously especially around girls. I was wondering if you share some of his characteristics I listed. I think the dating scene is toaugh from young men out there now...hang in there...you will find a girl soon or later. My advice is don't miss opportunities to ''get lucky''...some sexual practice will help you out later when you have someone you care for.
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09:44 PM on 07/10/2012
You are right that the dating world is especially tough for sensitive men like your son and dctalk207 and so many others. It's never been easy. But your advice is not helpful, I'm afraid.

First of all, that "sexual practice" you suggest involves other people, who also deserve to be cared for, especially when it comes to something as intimate and sensitive as sex.

And, second, he doesn't need sexual practice of that sort to begin with. No one does. When he finds her -- and he will -- they'll practice as much as they need and desire (one hopes).
12:11 AM on 07/11/2012
Hey thanks Usmaels, I appreciate your kind hearted gestures. That's an interesting situation with your son. I haven't been diagnosed with autism but I know there was some scare I may have had it when I was younger (through some type of medical vaccine). I think mostly for me it's anxiety and fear type stuff, but I am very musically inclined, and I do open up with people I know well. I didn't have a particularly tough time in college, it seemed about average to me. Hmm, I don't know if what I've said helps. I have always felt a little different, but I have a few close buddies and we all fit in together just fine. Maybe your son could hypothetically be just like a close buddy if we met. I'm sorry I can't help you much more.
03:19 PM on 07/10/2012
Wait until you are married.
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07:41 PM on 07/10/2012
WHY ???????
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ajustman
03:05 PM on 07/10/2012
sex with the right person is fantastic. It is right up there with a great meal, a good nights sleep, a great glass of wine, etc. However, I don't sleep well, my cooking sucks, and I can't afford good wine. This is the way sex has gone also. Once in a while it is fantatstic and you can actually fall in love with someone whom you are compatible with. This goes way beyond sex though; it is a combination of interests, attitudes, ability to care about someone etc. A great body helps !!!!!
04:10 PM on 07/10/2012
You made me laugh your so honest. Love it! My son dates the gals with the great body's but where's the rest he asks. Ha, ha. Good luck.
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mrportman
05:01 PM on 07/10/2012
I was like that and am still lucky enough to be married to an extremely gorgeous wife, but guys need to remember when they are ready to settle down that looks don't matter. We need to find a girl (or guy) that we can laugh with while rocking on our chairs out on the porch in 80 years.

*And when there lines upon my face from a lifetime of smiles, when the time comes to embrace for one long last while, we can laugh about how time truly flies, we won't say goodbye because true love never dies*
08:34 PM on 07/10/2012
That was funny and so honest.
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ajustman
10:23 PM on 07/10/2012
I was being dead serious !!
03:04 PM on 07/10/2012
I didn't read the article as the title and first paragraph gave enough information to comment. Sex is designed by God as a beautiful way for a husband and wife to share their love with each other after marriage. Out of that context it will always bring the possibility of conflict and difficulty in a relationship. That doesn't say that marriage is perfect, but it is the God-given context for sex.
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mrportman
04:31 PM on 07/10/2012
You should have read the entire article.
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mrportman
05:12 PM on 07/10/2012
Apologies for the rudeness, but even though the article focuses on those who are active while engagement, it can easily be extrapolated to newly weds or even "veteran" weds. In one had the same complaint after waiting until marriage, your solution would do them no good.

And if sex is beautiful, you're not doing it right ;-)
08:35 PM on 07/10/2012
OK, you got me with that last line - THAT was funny.