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Addiction Causes: Understanding Self Medication And How I Lost My Sister To Substance Abuse

Posted: 02/25/2012 11:33 am

In light of the continuing controversy surrounding Whitney Houston's death, including questions of blame and responsibility for what the coroner may determine was an overdose involving drugs and alcohol, here is a look at the science behind the central and often misunderstood concept of self-medication in mental illness, addiction and recovery. My interest in this is both professional and personal. My sister Rita died of a multiple drug cocktail at age 38 -- after a downward slide that began over 20 years earlier and finally caught up with her. She was, like Whitney Houston, a victim of her own demons and a culture that favors self-medication over getting mental health treatment. As both of their premature deaths demonstrate, self-medication and aging don't mix well.

Mystery of the Missing Spoons

When spoons began to disappear from my mother's silverware drawer in the late 1960s, neither my mother nor I suspected my younger sister Rita's dope use. It didn't dawn on us that heroin had be mixed with water and cooked over a flame before it was injected. At that time, my friends and I smoked pot regularly, and we had also tried psychedelics, mushrooms and acid -- tried being the operative word. Rita went further and did it much faster and more overtly. She flew through pot and discovered barbiturates, speed and cocaine.

Heroin was too pricey without help from an older dealer-boyfriend. Nonetheless, by the time she was 16, Rita had made it her drug of choice. Between boyfriends, she stole to finance her new habit. Mom's wedding band was one of the first casualties. Soon, cash could no longer be left in a drawer or purse. This was before drug rehab as a concept had entered the American cultural lexicon, certainly that of the suburban northeast, leaving my mother baffled and ashamed at the behavior of the prettier and once the easier of her two daughters. My mother was an unknowing soldier in what had become all-out guerrilla combat.

What Remains

When President Richard Nixon declared his war on drugs in 1971 -- hopelessly lost in the
four decades since -- it did one constructive thing by creating a new and favorable climate for
research into the causes of addiction. This research gave birth to the field of drug rehabilitation, and out of this wave of new treatments came the theory of self-medication -- the idea that addiction comes about because people are attempting to alleviate the distress of preexisting mental disorders. The concept had come originally from Freud, in 1884, after he noted the antidepressant properties of cocaine.

By the 1970s, the theory of self-medication formally arrived, and immediately caused a storm
of controversy because it challenged views then held by the medical community and law
enforcement that attributed drug abuse to peer pressures, family breakdown, affluence, escapism and lax policing. For the first time, the nation's newly minted white, middle-class drug addicts (typified by my sister) were joining their less affluent urban counterparts, who were already populating U.S. jails and hospitals. Junkies -- hippies, rich and poor, black and white, addicts and alcoholics -- constituted an equal-opportunity mental health crisis for public health doctors on the front lines of treatment in big-city hospital emergency rooms.

The father of the self-medication hypothesis is Edward J. Khantzian, a founding member of the
Psychiatry Department at Harvard's Cambridge Hospital. Writing in 1985, Khantzian stated
his belief that addicts weren't victims of random selection. Instead, he explained, they had a
drug of choice: a specific drug affinity dictated by "psychopharmacologic action of the drug
and the dominant painful feelings with which they struggle." Like Freud, he pointed to the
energizing effect of cocaine and other stimulants in response to the depletion and fatigue of
addicts dealing with preexisting depression. In his patients who abused opiates, including heroin, Khantzian noted their calming effect on the addicts' typically problematic impulsivity. This point particularly hit home for me as I recalled my sister Rita's tendency to get into fist fights with her arresting officers, crash her car and land in the E.R. after passing out in public places.

The idea that human psychological vulnerabilities had anything to do with addiction was a
new piece of the puzzle, and it reflected Khantzian's psychoanalytic background as much as
his clinical work at the Cambridge Clinic. Decades later, self-medication is accepted medicine
within the mental health field. However, broader cultural understanding of its implications
for individuals with undiagnosed mental disorders who may be self-medicating has lagged far
behind; not unlike continuing popular resistance to addiction as a disease over which the addict has little or no control, and widespread refusal to accept the robustly established precept that treatment for addiction is effective.

One of the major stumbling blocks to greater understanding of the principle of self-medication appears to be the culture's continuing confusion about which comes first: the mental illness or the addiction.

One sign of this missing understanding has to be the recent vitriolic "debate" over New Jersey's decision to fly its flag at half-staff in honor of Whitney Houston, one of the century's greatest musical artists; a celebrity whose cause of death will no doubt reflect her two-decade struggle with the disease of addiction but is not likely to include any recognition of an underlying mental disorder.

Chicken or Egg?

The fundamental question of which comes first when someone has what is now called a "dual
diagnosis
" remained unanswered up until the 1990s. In 1992, with a first-of-its-kind national
survey of the state of the nation's mental health called the National Comorbidity Survey (NCS),
scientific understanding of comorbid addiction and mental illness went mainstream. The NCS
evaluated 8,098 average Americans, ages 15 to 54, interviewed in face-to-face home settings by trained laypersons -- making them far less able to lessen or deny symptoms and patterns.

Among the striking results of the NCS survey: 45 percent of those people with an alcohol-use
disorder and 72 percent with a drug-use disorder also had at least one other mental disorder.
Perhaps more important at a time when the self-medication theory was still under attack, the
NCS survey provided a concrete and comprehensive answer to the chicken-and-egg question
about addiction and mental illness.

So Which Is It?

The NCS showed that when an alcohol disorder accompanied another mental disorder, the alcohol abuse began after the individual was suffering from symptoms of the other mental disorder, usually a year or more after. Not including other forms of substance abuse, the most common preexisting mental disorders reported among those interviewed were anxiety, depression, and, for men, conduct disorders.

When an updated NCS survey was done with a new group of ten thousand people in 2002
(called the NCS-R, for "replicated"), its findings were strikingly similar to the first. Faring
worst by age group in the 2002 numbers were 36- to 44-year-olds, among whom 37 percent
had anxiety disorders and 24 percent had mood disorders in addition to their alcohol abuse
issues. Depressed women in their 30s and 40s have a 2.6 greater risk for heavy drinking,
compared to those without major depression. It occurred to me as I read these numbers that
age 30 to 44, when comorbid disorders are highest, are also women's prime childbearing years.

A 2012 report by SAMHSA (U.S. Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration) offers an eerie corollary in its finding that 10 percent of American kids today live with an alcoholic parent -- certainly a conservative estimate.

Too Late For So Many

My sister Rita died at 38; a year after an overdose of barbiturates and alcohol put her into a
three-week coma and, upon waking, left her unable to walk or talk. It was the end of a torturous 25 years for her and for those of us forced to helplessly stand by and watch. While packing for a move not long ago, I found a letter I'd received from Rita, written during her first stint in Rockland County Jail for robbery a decade earlier, dated March 1982:

I should have known I was heading for trouble again. I was having black outs from small amounts of liquor (small amounts for me). But I went on another drinking binge and now I'm back here again. I guess I've hit the pits this time. I just finished speaking to a woman from the jail ministry. She's quite sure that God brought me back here to save my life or try again. She may be right. I just feel really bad now that I won't be home for Easter when you come. So much for all that. Meanwhile pray for me, forgive me for letting you all down, try to talk to Mom for me and take care of my beautiful nephew. Love, Rita.

I didn't have any inkling of the unequal effect of alcohol and drugs on different people back in
the 60s when my friends and I started experimenting with whatever we could get our hands on. Back then, I suppose I went no farther than thinking that Rita and others like her were weaker than I was in some fundamental way. Science now illuminates the finer points of the unequal inheritance of predispositions to addiction even in the same family, as well as the debilitating effects on those who carry the heaviest genetic load, especially when they grow up as my sister and I did in a family and culture where, due to the continuing widespread stigma towards those with a mental disorder, self-medication is the preferred option to seeking mental health treatment.

In this broader and hopefully more enlightened context, simplifications like personal weakness
simply don't cut it anymore. It's time for the culture to catch up with the science and practice of treatment and recovery.

Victoria Costello is an Emmy Award winning science writer with articles in Scientific American MIND and Brain World. In addition to HuffPost, she blogs for PsychCentral.com and her own MentalHealthMomBlog. As an advocate for a prevention approach to mental health, she serves on the board of the Mental Health Association of San Francisco and leads workshops for parents and providers around the U.S. Her latest book, A Lethal Inheritance, A Mother Uncovers the Science Behind Three Generations of Mental Illness is available from Prometheus Books.

 
 
 

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09:02 PM on 04/15/2012
Victoria, I'm at a loss to express how much I appreciate this article. My 49 year old sister is dual diagnosis and started using drugs when she was about 14. Cocaine became her drug of choice and at the age of 16, she dropped out of school and left home. We were basically estranged for over 2 decades. My parents encouraged this, telling me over and over again that Jerri was an addict and being in a relationship with her was only "enabling" her. I could never understand how Jerri's closest high school friends, her drug buddies, were able to leave using behind and become productive members of society, while Jerri was not. About 6 years ago, Jerri and I re-engaged and it was only then that I learned of her bipolar diagnosis. When I confronted my Mom about Jerri's mental illness, she said, "if Jerri is mentally ill, she brought it on herself with all the drug use." However, when I reflect back on our childhood, there are clear signs to me that something was going on long before the drug use started. It's helpful and comforting to know there is scientific support for what my gut has been telling me.
05:31 PM on 02/27/2012
You are not alone, Ms. Costello, in losing a loved one to drugs: according to the CDC's most recent data, an average of 75 Americans die from drug overdoses every day (NOT including alcohol). That means the toll from drug overdoses are the equivalent of 9/11 every six weeks (!)

Addiction is a brain disease. According to neuroscientists, addicts' brains are physiologically different from non-addicts, particularly in the Limbic "reward" system, which is involved in the sensation of pleasure (getting high), and is central to learning, memory and motivation. Those differences in structure alter brain function, which skews how addicts think and what motivates them to continue to abuse drugs despite worsening repercussions.

The chicken-or-egg question can be stated another way: what comes first, the drug abuse which alters addicts' brains or the altered brain (ie. genetic predisposition to addiction) which propels drug abuse? The answer is probably both. Genetics and environment both play major roles.

The more people understand the science of addiction, the less stigma will attach. Polls also show that if people understand addiction has a biological basis, they support treatment, whereas if they believe it to be a character fault they don't.

For more about the science of addiction, please check out www.AddictScience.com, which discusses the subject in accessible English, from my viewpoint as a sober alcoholic. I hope it can help those struggling with addiction, either their own or a loved one's.
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01:12 PM on 02/27/2012
I'm sorry for your loss. I don't see any controversy at all about Whitney Houston's death, however. She died as she lived. Like every addict I have known, it became all about her. That is a dangerous thing and when combined with wealth and fame it is not hard to understand why so many stars can't get off the cycle of self destruction.

When everyone around them tells them to stop they frequently buy new people to keep close to them. That is very sad and almost impossible to stop.
12:32 PM on 02/27/2012
There are many benefits to viewing addiction as a self-medicating behavior. It is a non-judgmental perspective and, if you are someone like me who works with drug addicts, an open mind helps facilitate the therapeutic relationship. The self-destrucive behavior that shows up in most addicts indicates there is something in their psyche that won't let them succeed or win in life, some inner belief or judgment that they are unworthy, undeserving or not good enough. Viewing habitual drug taking as self-medication can help the addicted person to view their own behavior in a less stigmatized or judgmental manner similar, one would hope, to the 25 million Americans taking legal medications to cope with their pain. Having overcome my own heroin addiction, I do believe there is a spiritual aspect that can help in coping or overcoming the void or pain that we self medicate. It can be called by many names, God, Jesus, Yahweh, Allah, higher power, nature, life, something that makes what goes around to come around. It does seem that when we surrender our will to it, to what it is trying to teach or show us, we experience some inner harmony that reduces the pain, therefore the need to self-medicate.
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02:13 PM on 02/27/2012
Howard, your perspective as a recovering addict and counselor to addicts is invaluable to this discussion. Your point about letting go of fault or shame as a constructive step in treatment and recovery is an important and little discussed one. It ties to the issue of self-stigma, the things we tell ourselves to keep from getting treatment for mental disorders including addiction...among them, we are simple weak, bad or incapable of change. The act of admitting we are powerless is also certainly part of healing. Then we can step back and frame our behaviors in a more critical way too...in addition to asking a higher power to step in. THANKS so much for your comment.
Victoria
03:07 PM on 02/27/2012
You're welcome Victoria. My perspective is supported by deeds, having founded a community based organization (Exponents, NYC) twenty two years ago and developed numerous programs that have attracted thousands of inner-city drug addicts, most with criminal justice histories, without their being mandated or coerced to participate.
01:20 PM on 02/26/2012
One thing i have seen in addicts is the mental health issue. I have seeen it both ways were consuming drugs created mental health problems and when mental health problems were there before, and the person is self medicating.
Regardless,i wish hollywood and the media etc, would stop gloifrying drug,acohol and cigerette use. From the sixties well into the eighties, drugs were hip/cool with certian segments of population. The rarely show the destruction they have on people and thjose around them. If want a better picture of the real downside to drugs and acohol, watch the show intervention. people's lives destroyed, families broken up and in some cases death. That is the ugly reality of addiction
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12:29 PM on 02/26/2012
Is a person's propensity toward addiction a matter of malfunctioning synapses and neurons? And what are the biological origins of the psychological issues in addiction? To me, these are the two most important questions regarding addiction.

Self medication to treat a pain seems only natural to me. The pain is originating from inside the brain. It has physical components to it just like any other pain, except society calls it mental illness (a pejorative term.) I would suggest that all mental illnesses are physical illnesses and should be referred to as such. This would make it more acceptable (culturally) for people already hesistant to seek treatment due to the cultural stigma you refer to.

No doubt there is alot of problems within the "egg" before the "chicken" begins to roast itself in self-destructive behavior due to the power that certain brain chemicals have over the already biologically predisposed. Unfortunately, modern day science only gets updated in peoples mind when there is a celebrity attached to a specific problem. So thank you for taking this opportunity to educate us.
11:02 AM on 02/26/2012
Sorry for your loss, addiction is a terrible disease. I think genetics plays a role, environment plays a role,
but there are also differences in the way people handle the disease. I'm not sure people can really choose how to deal with it, this would be the the mental issue part.
Society has to find a better way of dealing with this problem asap.
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06:48 PM on 02/25/2012
"which comes first: the mental illness or the addiction"

For me, there is another element not to be ignored: spiritual illness. While some aspects of mental illness related to biology and/or environment may start to manifest themselves earlier in childhood, I found the crisis of adolescence to be an existential crisis (though I only fully realized it decades later). In my search for meaning, I could not find adequate meaning either in the outer world or the inner self, until drugs and alcohol came along. Suddenly, meaning! Or at least the illusion of meaning.

The early years of addiction seemed to lead to a fuller, more complete expression of the personality that needed to unfold and develop. But what seemed like a spiritual awakening reversed itself and turned into spiritual decay. The small "hole" inside me, that at first was easily filled with drugs and alcohol, was in fact being made larger by the very substances I used to treat the problem. The cure fed the disease.

Self-medication is a useful term, but it is an incomplete term. It implies the problem that one is trying to "medicate" away is actually a problem that medicine could fix. Maybe. There are certainly mental and physical aspects that a variety of health professionals can help address. But in my experience, and in that of the alcoholics I know, addiction is at least partly a spiritual problem that partly requires a spiritual solution.
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01:39 AM on 02/26/2012
What a beautiful comment. I so appreciate you're sharing your own path to wholeness, and yes, there is absolutely a spiritual dimension to healing from addiction, or whatever may have preceded that compulsion that makes us try and fill a hole with the wrong stuff. Certainly everyone I know in a 12 step program has found that missing piece to be essential, a higher power some call God or Jesus, others think of as their fellowship with others, or community. I know myself I have in the past used alcohol to fill a terrible anxiety inside, and I would grow dependent on it and then realize I had to stop altogether. Moderation didn't seem to be something I could manage, no doubt part of a vulnerability I inherited that got more so as I got older. I think it wasn't until I finally let myself feel that terrible anxiety, face the fear if you will, that I was able to successfully give up alcohol and my desire for it as a kind of numbing device for good. Everyone's path seems to be a little different. As for my sister Rita, I think she started so young to numb out that there was no structure there to her self to fall back on when she tried to stop. I hope others will share their paths as well. That's really what an article like this is for...to make it clear that it's okay to admit a problem and seek help.