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The Vibrant Vegan Life of an Obesity Survivor

Posted: 06/19/2012 9:09 am

I am an obesity survivor. I spent the first 30 years of my life either bingeing or dieting; each of those states was sufficiently unpleasant that I'd revert to the other out of desperation. I was not uneducated about food and nutrition. I had, after all, been trying to "fix" myself since childhood. It's just that a lot of the information I got, like much of what's available now, was myth-based -- i.e., the late, great "four food groups" -- or commercially motivated: all those classroom posters from the Dairy Council, all those TV ads about the white bread that would build strong bodies in an ever-increasing number of ways.

I grew up and became a health writer, interviewing the experts for magazine articles, under the
assumption that getting their knowledge firsthand would seep in and change everything. It didn't.

The turnaround came the day I realized that, as for any addict, the drug- - in this case, food, and manufactured products pretending to be food -- had me. I knew there was no escaping, that my situation was beyond the reach of my nutritionist and the library of diet and self-help books I'd collected. With nowhere else to turn, I had a chat with God and said, basically: "I'm done. No more diets, no more games. It's okay with me if I never get thin, but please -- please -- make me free."

A series of remarkable events followed. I joined a gym -- only this time with no "goal weight." Then I met a group of people who'd recovered from eating for a fix and who knew how to do that, a day at a time. And although I'd been vegetarian for awhile -- I cared about animals and didn't want them killed for my sake -- I was able to become, imperfectly but committedly, vegan. No animal products, mostly whole foods. I immediately felt that freedom I'd prayed for: a lightness, a relief, a sense of being able, with great love and no guilt at all, to look a cow or pig or chicken in the eye.

I was also astounded by how well I could eat when I built my menus around vegetables, fruits, whole grains, beans, and a few nuts and seeds. I could finally eat enough. Those little half-cup-of-this, three-ounces-of-that proscriptions didn't apply anymore. I could eat really big salads and regular-sized portions of veggie-burgers and veggie-chili and veggie-tofu-stir-fries over brown rice. The promise of a thousand infomercials, "Eat all you want and lose weight," had finally been fulfilled, and I didn't even have to make three easy payments.

I'm not perfect, but what's wonderful about eating a plant-based diet is, I don't have to be. French fries have crossed these lips -- white flour, too. It's just that, these days, those are the last foods I want, and when I eat them on the rare occasions that nothing is else available, it's no big deal. What has happened over the years is that feeling good has become its own addiction. I like it. I want to feel even better. I drink fresh juices (my favorite is celery, kale, apple, and lemon) and make a morning power-smoothie (almond milk, banana, berries, blackstrap molasses, ground flaxseed, and a nutrient-booster called Vega created by vegan triathlete Brendan Brazer) every day.

"Make your plate look like a Christmas tree," I tell people, "mostly green with splashes of other bright colors." As I see it, a green salad is an open invitation to carrots, onions, mushrooms, tomatoes, and the sprouts that grow in jars on my kitchen counter. I add some "oomph factor" with steamed broccoli, asparagus, yellow Finn potatoes or bright orange yams; garbanzos or red beans or black ones; sunflower seeds, pumpkin seeds, hemp seeds, artichoke hearts or black olives or slender slivers of plant-based cheese. (Yes, these days there's even cheese that bypassed the cow. Life has become very generous.)

I've found in this way of life a series of adventures. I raised my daughter, Adair, as a vegan. (Yes, she still is one, and she's fine, and she's even trained as a stunt performer.) I've traveled all over -- Iceland, Tibet, Switzerland where the rivers practically run milk chocolate -- and have nowhere on earth been denied three plant-based meals a day. I've been through life and loss and 40 and 50 and my weight stays steady, some 60 pounds less than it once was. Every year when I put away my winter clothes and get out my summer clothes, they fit. And I haven't been on a diet since the Reagan administration.

Victoria Moran is the author of Main Street Vegan.

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04:36 AM on 08/04/2012
I am beastly tired of people gushing about their restrictive way of
eating. bored to hear someone singing about how he(she) can look at
cow in the eye, bored to see grown up humans calling them self Grok( worst
Is Grok mama.. i couldn't sleep after that one..). Bored.
Every " suviviour " has a diffent story, but they all believe that they Got it and
the rest are dreadfuly wrong.
I am particularly allergic to vegans with a sense of mission.
The stories of a rainbow plate and "The unbearable lightnes of being"..
Tofu.. hell, meat is healthier then tofu and yes, the b12 question pops,
And yes.. There are more people suffering from ortorexia
and other morbid diseases like anorexia in the vegan
Corner of the street then else. Why? Because being so restrictive gives
you a feeling of control. And this is unfortunately the Catch.
05:14 PM on 07/02/2012
Vitamin B12, niacin, folate and iron are VITAL to human health and they are highest in animal meats/dairy. If you think there is NO SUCH THING as sustainable animal agriculture you are a certified vegan lunatic. Most of these vegan people suffer deficiencies that they have to take supplements for, and most supplements are synthetic and laboratory made. Instead of running away from the problem of totally unregulated and unethical and immoral farming by becoming vegan, get some courage and activism and change the nature of farming OR pray over your food.
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05:48 PM on 07/07/2012
I take a vitamin B12 supplement. The rest of the micro-nutrients, even iron, I get in abundance from plants, so you are simply wrong about people who eat a whole food, plant based diet. Where do you get your information that most vegans are suffering from deficiencies? And I personally eat a plant based diet because every population around the world that eats a diet made up largely of plant based foods simply do not have the chronic diseases America and the rest of the western countries suffer from. Clinical studies like those done by Drs. Esselstyn and Ornish show that this diet can not just slow the progression of heart disease, but stop and even reverse it, something no medication can. So please explain to me why I would want to eat a diet that leads to millions of premature deaths in this country alone.
03:52 PM on 07/10/2012
No diet that REQUIRES a supplement is healthy
11:25 AM on 06/26/2012
Be Very carful of the "vegan" cheeses. 99% of them contain Casein which is the main protein from milk that gives dairy it's main downside. How they can call these cheeses vegan is beyond me when they derive casein from milk and use it to make "non-dairy" cheese. Daisya is then only true plant based cheese I've found and is very good, however it's mostly fat so isn't good for your cardiovascular system since consumption causes a large short term spike of fat/cholesterol in the blood damaging the endothelial lining of your cardio vascular system.
08:49 PM on 06/29/2012
Most vegans have a pretty varied diet and don't eat huge amounts of vegan cheese.
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05:56 PM on 07/07/2012
I just use a mix of ground cashews and nutritional yeast (about 2/3 - 1/3) for things like topping pizza. For a ricotta like "cheese" I grind 1/2 c cashews, 1/2 nutritional yeast, 15 oz firm tofu (not silken), a clove or two of garlic and 1/2 water in a food processor until everything is ground and combined, but it still has a curd like texture. I use this in things like lasagna or stuffed shells or anywhere else you would bake with ricotta. BTW, to replace the ground meat in the standard tomato sauce based lasagna I chop mushrooms to fine dice and cook them in a little water until the water is boiled off and the mushrooms are dry and slightly browned.
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09:51 PM on 06/23/2012
Sorry but you can be fit an eat meat. A lot are. i am and I enjoy a good burger and bacon yum.
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06:03 PM on 07/07/2012
Epidemiological data from around the world would say that you can't. The more meat a culture eats on average the higher the rate of heart disease, cancer, stroke, osteoporosis, MS, diabetes and all the rest that makes being older in this country a on-going and ruinously expensive medical event. Did you know that there are populations in the world where the 50, 60, 70 and even 80 year old people don't take a half dozen medications just stay alive like so many do in this country. Why? Because they don't eat meat except in small amounts more as garnish or flavoring than as anything like the main food item of a meal. Only here and other western countries do we do that and we are paying the price for our foolishness.
09:17 PM on 06/23/2012
I do not care what you eat.I'ts not your business what I eat.
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sogden
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10:09 AM on 06/24/2012
nobody said it was, if you don't want information on healthy living , don't read this section.
08:43 PM on 06/29/2012
The effects of animal husbandy on our environment and our medical system affects "my business". It's very much like second hand smoking.
08:17 PM on 06/23/2012
Is there a culture in the world that is totally Vegan??
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08:33 AM on 06/24/2012
there are old cultures in India and probably elsewhere plus most people in the world eat far less animal protein than north americans or europeans like africa for example.meat and animal products are not things,they are the result of animals who suffered enormously.
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Mirabai305
Are you Jeff Vader?
10:28 PM on 07/02/2012
Most of the cultures in India eat dairy products. They tend to use water buffalo and goats rather than cows, but dairy nonetheless. When I was in India we had dairy every day and I traveled around quite a bit.
06:02 PM on 06/23/2012
I went vegan for a year and most of my hair fell out. A balanced diet is best.
08:44 PM on 06/29/2012
Wow - never heard that one before. So original.
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06:09 PM on 07/07/2012
Vegan only says what you don't eat and nothing about what you do. You can eat french fries and drink coke and correctly say that you are eating a vegan diet. So please tell us what this vegan diet that resulted in all of your hair falling out. I would be much more impressed if you could show that you ate a whole-food, plant-based diet with lots of leafy greens like kale and spinach and whole fruits, grains and legumes with little or no calories coming from refined grains or sugars or added oils and yet your hair still fell out due to a medically diagnosed dietary deficiency. Now that would be something.
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SLM89
Don't just look outside the box, change the box
05:59 PM on 06/23/2012
Don't eat processed food, or any thing with soybean oil or high fructose corn syrup and move more and you will lose weight..
07:01 PM on 06/23/2012
Also, diet sodas are the worst. I gave up drinking 3 diet sodas a day and lost ten lbs. Every now and again I crave a pepsi but will have it full strength and a few drinks and I've had enough.
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ya never know.
05:59 PM on 06/23/2012
I've been a vegan for about a year and it's the best eating that I ever had and I don't have to worry about my weight.
03:24 AM on 06/23/2012
Vegetarian for 40 years, vegan for 2.
1 vegan son 2 beautiful, healthy vegan grandchildren who are most definitely NOT brain damaged
1 vegetarian son
1 omni daughter
Why do carnivores come onto these sites anyway? Just to argue?
07:26 PM on 06/23/2012
Is Huffington Post a vegan site? I don't see many carnivores here either. Personally, I'm an Omnivore that eats LOTS of vegetables. I object to being told that meat isn't a real food that humans should avoid. How you eat isn't superior for me. The way I eat in no way harms the environment, rather it supports good stewardship by replenishing the soil. I know you've been told things you choose to believe, but until you find deeper understanding of the way nature requires a cycle of life and death to achieve health, you are treating the symptom and not the disease.
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08:43 AM on 06/24/2012
you are so wrong,animal agriculture is a huge waste of resources like land,grains and water,is responsible for the starvation of one seventh of the world population,
is the number one source of pollution and is extremely cruel.it is NOT a personal choice.and don't think that there is such a thing as sustainable animal agriculture because there isn't.it is even more wasteful of resources and more polluting and there is not enough space on the planet. http://www.gan.ca/lifestyle/vegetarian+guide/vegetarians+and+the+environment/how+factory+farming+pollutes+water+and+soil.en.html http://gentleworld.org/a-call-to-environmentalists/ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=19eBAfUFK3E&feature=fvwrel
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10:30 PM on 07/02/2012
I highly doubt you've ever met a human carnivore. Man cannot survive on strictly protein. The human race is omnivore.

Unless there are some panthers posting that I've missed. Maybe you mean that?
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Yogamum
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01:08 PM on 06/22/2012
So many are posting that they can't be vegans because they need lots of fat and protein because of health issues, but you can do this without eating meat. Nuts, peanut butter, coconuts, avocados, oils and other foods can provide your fats, and beans, nuts, tofu, eggs (if you’re vegetarian) can provide your protein. You can also try protein shakes, and sprouted breads which are high in protein and low in carbs. I eat a sprouted bread that has 7 grams of carbs with 4 of them coming from fiber (so they don’t count) and I top with PB, or I use hummus or guacamole and top with olives and low carb veggies like tomatoes, cucumbers etc.
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04:00 PM on 06/22/2012
Good points. I think people vastly underestimate the amount of fat they are consuming.
02:37 AM on 06/23/2012
Yogamum, do you SERIOUSLY think that we who eat meat don't know anything about all the other foods? Come on. I've seen your other post on this and have told you that plant foods do not provide proteins without a great big helping of carbs. Most of them are a carb meal with some protein added, and that even goes for quinoa (a food I adore y the way, but a carb which I can eat only rarely). Peanut butter is very nice and nut butters are amongst the best, but still contain carbs so have to be eaten sparingly. This, as I have said I don't know how many times here, is very much dependent on the individual. SOME people seem to manage a high ratio of carbs and they don't gain too much weight and if they're lucky they don't develop the other carb-caused diseases like diabetes, but some of us who are metabolically resistant can not handle too many carbs.
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Yogamum
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10:11 PM on 06/23/2012
You seem to know a lot about food and what your body needs, but most people do not. Many people are not aware that of the alternatives, which is the point I'm trying to make.
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11:29 PM on 06/21/2012
I want to lose weight and I actually have lost a couple of pounds, but I did it by exercising more and eating little. So instead of eating a steak or ribs, I have grilled chicken. I also eat a lot of junk food so I went back on my junk food intake. I have no issues with people who choose to be vegan or vegetarian. That is a choice they have made and I have made my choice to eat meat. I wouldn't make it a week without eating something that was meat. There are various ways to eat right and various ways to lose weight and a vegan diet is not the only option.
08:47 PM on 06/29/2012
No compassion for animals, then?
08:30 AM on 06/30/2012
Have you ever seen what animals do to each other?
02:46 PM on 06/21/2012
I wish I was a vegan 20 years ago! I'm in the best health ever..
11:57 AM on 06/21/2012
veganism sucks. worst years of my life!
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08:45 AM on 06/24/2012
says the person who didn't have a heart,a brain or a soul.
03:00 PM on 06/20/2012
I can never understand why people feel the need to comment on or denigrate other people's dietary choices. If someone is not interested in the benefits of a plant-based diet why even read the article?
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04:11 PM on 06/20/2012
most likely it's their guilt at realizing that their food choices are cruel for no other reason than taste.
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10:52 PM on 06/20/2012
i have noticed that it's always the same ones trolling the articles about animals and veganism.when i get a notification with one of their names i don't even read their comments.
02:45 AM on 06/23/2012
I think you'll find that many of the articles and comments are people denigrating the choice of eating meat. I think it's fair for people to eat the diet they wish to eat. Not so fair for them to lobby against me being allowed to eat the diet I feel is best for me.