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Introducing Our Parents' Generation To Transgender Children Can Be Hard But Rewarding

Posted: 05/16/2012 11:22 am

Last Saturday at my son's lacrosse game, I sat down next to an older couple that was at the game watching their grandson, who was on the other team. It was a beautiful day and I was looking forward to rooting for my son and his team. I struck up a conversation with the grandfather. He told me he was 74 years old, retired from the Air Force and delivered "Meals on Wheels." As the game progressed we had a great conversation about life, staying healthy and the Air Force that we both love. Then he brought up politics. He told me, "We have to quit blaming George Bush for everything that is wrong with our country." I thought to myself, 'I wonder if he is ready to hear about transgender children?' But as usual, I decided to take it slow to see where the conversation might lead us. I said, "You are right, you cannot blame one man; all of our leaders need to put aside their differences and do the right things to help our country." He agreed but then said, "Obama has to go. He is ruining our country with all of this gay marriage nonsense." I said, "Sir, with all due respect, I have disagree. Changing the way we think, providing all American's with the same rights and privileges is what this country is all about." At this point he looked at me in kind of a funny way, but he was still listening, so I thought what the hell.

I told him that some twenty-five years ago after I got out of the Air Force, I was a Ronald Reagan-loving, pro-military student with few places to speak out. I described the day Hans Bethe visited one of my classes to express his disagreement and concerns regarding nuclear weapons and his displeasure with Ronald Reagan's "Stars Wars missile defense system." I explained that after the lecture, a few students were discussing the key points and they said they hated Ronald Reagan. I spoke out in favor of our President. Defending our Nation's leader did not go as well as expected.

I continued to say that it seems like over the years, I have had to defend presidents from both sides of the aisle. I apologized for my long-winded story and said, "My point is that we must always respect the position of our President and Commander-in-Chief and we need to teach our children to do the same. I pointed to my son on the other side of the lacrosse field and said, "When my son was 10 he came home from school and told me he hated President Bush. I abruptly said, "What did you say?" He looked up at me and said, "I hate George Bush because he started the war." I said, "Listen, you cannot ever say you hate the President. He is our President and Commander-in-Chief. You can say you disagree with his policies, but you cannot say you hate him." My little boy looked up at me, scared and looking a bit puzzled because of my harsh tone. I was on edge because I had just come from a school meeting to address the bullying and harassment that his sister was being subject to at school. I said, "Hate is such a strong word, lets not use the word hate in our family." The grandfather looked at me with a smile, extended his hand and said "you're a good dad." I shook his hand and said, "There is another reason why I needed to teach my son about hate at such a young age. You see, he has a twin sister who is transgender. She was born as a boy, but is a girl trapped in a boy's body. You may not understand this, but maybe knowing how much I love my children, my family and my country will help you begin to understand that what I am saying is true. My son has spent most of his life worrying and protecting his sister from harm. He has experienced a great deal of pain that could have easily made him hate many of the leaders in his school and our state but he does not." I paused to let what I said sink in.

I waited for him to tell me I was nuts. He looked me in the eyes and said, "Young man, I do not understand all that you are saying, but I apologize for being disrespectful. I am very pleased to see you are trying to raise your children the right way. I think the best thing we can do is teach young people to vote. Maybe I am too old to change. Maybe your son and my grandson will be able to make things better. God bless you." I was not sure what to say next, so I said, "I hope you are right and enjoy the game." We were both at a loss for words.

We lost the game ten to four, and as my son and I were walking to the car, I saw the grandfather congratulating his grandson; he looked over, smiled and nodded his head in approval. I nodded back, placed my arm around his shoulder and thought it has been a good day. I hoped that maybe I had at least planted the seed for change. He asked me about the man that nodded. I said, "He is the grandfather of a boy on the other team. We had a nice chat while watching the game." He asked, "Why are you smiling? I said, "Because you never know when you are going to teach someone something new. Never be afraid to speak up for what you believe in. It was a great game, I love you." He said, "I love you too, dad, I am hungry."

 
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Delphi Omally
Out & Proud transgender female
09:01 PM on 05/25/2012
I could not transition as a child....I instinctively knew I was the wrong gender but who knew that gender could be changed? I, like your daughter today, was a transgender child and grew up with the pain of wearing ugly boy clothes...etc. I withdrew and kept to myself and have paid dearly socially. I too served honorably in the Air Force in my "wrong" gender...so wrong that I desired to share it with no one---served 6 years entirely as a virgin. I suppose I was sufficiently "mentally disordered" to promote to Staff Sgt at 23 years of age (reason used to exclude TG enlistees). I extend heartfelt hugs and love to you for standing by your daughter, despite undoubtedly overwhelming opposition. Knowing that you are standing by her side makes my heart flutter with a special joy....that she will live her life as I was unable to...is why I passionately and vehemently push against those who wish to deny us our truth.

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Delphi Omally
Out & Proud transgender female
09:00 PM on 05/25/2012
We are well on our way toward a fantastic future where children will be able to enter adulthood in the gender that they truly were born with, despite biology. Often many use biology as an excuse to deny our innate birth gender, despite eons of time that prove biology to be anything but infallible. In the final scheme of things, gender is but one facet of our many personal characteristics that makes up the whole and yet when it is not aligned with personality and inner being this one facet, if not corrected provides a lifetime of sordid unhappiness, as it did with me.

Part I
03:21 PM on 05/17/2012
I know it's a dream, but it would be a wonderful thing if your story were told to a wider audience; especially those that seem to think they know everything about the subject, and who post such negative, nasty comments on post's such as the one about Jenna Talakova. Have you ever thought of doing a YT video blog on the subject?
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Wayne Maines
08:40 PM on 05/17/2012
I had not thought about YT video. Maybe someday, I am fairly sure it would be to emotional for me to step out that far right now, for now smaller steps are more appropriate. I am also still learning my way in this medium. I have talked to a few small groups and two large university lectures. It has been rewarding and I think educational for all involved. I hope to do this again. There have been some great questions. Questions I would not have considered. It reminds me that we all have so much to learn and share. Some of the questions might make a great post. Thank you very much for your feedback.
01:39 PM on 05/17/2012
Really? A leader doesn't deserve any respect simply by the virtue of being a leader.
09:55 PM on 05/25/2012
That is absolutely true, but they also don't deserve the weight of a country on their shoulders. There is this demand that our president fix everything, and in truth the president has very little power in our gigantic ocean of a government. I would say you, me, and Wayne Maines meant to show the idea that we should NOT hate our president, for we don't even know him/her/xir, but it also doesn't warrant automatic praise. That would more likely be patronism than anything else.
06:57 AM on 05/17/2012
God Bless You. Actually it appears that he has already. Your grasp of the essentials for a meaningfull life in which we should be compelled to improve the lives of our family, friends and neighbors and not to point out our differences as a means of elevating ourselves over others is much appreciated. "Hate" is such a descructive word.

Thank you for being a good father to your daughter and raising your son to be her protector as she attempts to live a life which will have its particular challenges.
07:45 PM on 05/16/2012
Thank you so much for sharing this! Amazing, poignant and powerful potential for intergenerational education, acceptance and relationship building that could have such impact.
04:41 PM on 05/16/2012
Mr. Maines,

We all read so much about flamboyant pettiness and hatred in America that it is easy to forget the decency and humanity of most Americans. You have that in spades. Thank you for having the courage to discuss the things that hold us together instead of the things that pull us apart.
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Wayne Maines
06:45 AM on 05/17/2012
Your welcome - I have some difficulty sharing my stories in writing, they seem to come more naturally in person. It is easier to portray the sincere emotion and my need to help the listeners understand what my daughter and our family has and still is dealing with in a world that is not alway accepting. I do not think of myself as courageous. It is my children who have faced so much pain and still tell their story that are brave. I am just a dad on a mission to protect his daughter and others facing the same potential future. Thank you for your support. Please help me find avenues to share my messages.
01:56 PM on 05/16/2012
People want to be heard. You handled this well, perhaps better than I would have. Sadly, the opportunities for this kind of respectful, face to face discourse are few. And memories are short. But - maybe you're right. Maybe the seed has been planted.

But the practical side of me still thinks he'll go to the ballot box and pull for Romney anyway. I suppose that would have been the case one way or the other. There are a few things in this article with which I disagree strongly, but at the end of the day, the message was sent in a way it is more likely to be received.
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04:32 PM on 05/19/2012
It is possible to be GBLTQ supportive and still not be on Team Obama. The old man may, in addition to many Americans fed up with the two-party tyranny, vote for a 3rd party candidate. Ron Paul, or the Green or Constitutionalist Party; just to send a message Dems and repubs are 2 sides of the same FAIL. ;)
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BlackWidowPilot
"Fu! Rin! Ka! Zan!"
12:59 AM on 05/20/2012
You're arguing the fallacy of the false equivalency, citizen:

http://www.republicanoffenders.com

All actual criminal cases. All matters of verifiable public record. So remind this old indy voter, which of the two major political parties has spent the past 30+ years declaring itself "The Party of Conservative Christian Family Values" while relentlessly bashing the LGBT community as "immoral," "godless," "liberals/communists," ad endless authoritarian nauseum?

At this point in our nation's history anyone who is working or middle class, anyone who is of color, anyone who is LGBT that votes GOP is like the chicken that votes for Colonel Sanders, then rips all their feathers off, covers themselves in batter, and presents themselves to the good colonel while shouting, "FRY ME! I WANT YOU TO FRY ME!!"

Given the prevalence of Tea Party/John Birch Society candidates for office on the GOP ticket nation wide, if We The People send any one of them to office or keep them in their seats we do so entirely at our collective peril.

The "Dinocrats" are no saints, but on the evidence of actual voting records and actual behavior they stand in sharpest contrast to the self-anointed "Party of Conservative Christian Family Values" obvious to the proverbial dead blind man.

Leland R. Erickson

Citizen
12:24 PM on 05/16/2012
What a truly wonderful article! This is a great example of tolerance and communication, with associated kindness, respect, and understanding. I wish more people could sit and have these kind of conversations. We all need to learn how to listen more to what others have to say about their experiences.
12:17 PM on 05/16/2012
Every drop into the pond delivers ripples that spread. Thanks for a beautiful drop into the pond.
(I'm nodding, too.)