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The Day My Mother Lost Her Faith in Fidel and the Revolution

Posted: 07/14/2012 3:28 pm

This video was prepared by the Castro regime to "prove the guilt" of the accused.


My mother, devoted to Fidel, sat in front of the television. A few days later her two daughters understood that a transcendental and irreversible change had come over that compulsive 30-something. A former militant in the Young Communist Union, she had suffered a degree of ideological disillusionment in the late eighties, but the trial of General Arnaldo Ochoa was too much for her revolutionary illusions.

I remember seeing her sitting in that easy chair in front of the television thinking that her "Commander" was more than a father -- much more than the nation itself -- and observing, from my naïve adolescent perspective, her transformation. Her anger, her sadness, while the farce of the judicial process continued. Later I heard from my school friends that a similar metamorphoses occurred in many of their homes. "What have we come to," seemed to spread among a good part of Fidel's faithful followers.

Why, 23 years after that "reality show" televised throughout the country, is what is called "Case No. 1 of 1989" still considered a point of rupture? How did this moment become one of the dates marking the decline of the Cuban Revolution?

I do not think it was solely because of popular sympathy for the haughty and handsome man who was in the dock. Nor for the false note of the generals -- chubby cheeked from the good life -- blaming one of their colleagues for enjoying a luxury here, an extravagance there. Nor can it be said that it was just the evident contrast between the soldier who had led battles in Africa, and the Commander in Chief who played at war from afar, from the comfort of his office.

I think it all came together for many Cubans, in that moment, that the train of the political process had gone off the rails. But undoubtedly added to this was the desire to find a good excuse for a break, a sufficiently strong pretext to show the door to an ideology that had defrauded so many. We children saw this metamorphosis in our parents... there was no way we could emerge unscathed in the presence of such a mutation.

For four weeks, the small screens in every Cuban household were tuned to these courtroom images, where the great majority of those present wore olive green uniforms. We heard the witnesses testify, the accused shift from a tone of alarm to the stuttering of terror as many of them declared that the highest levels of the Cuban government were not aware of the drug trafficking.

Raúl Castro talked about how he had cried in front of his bathroom mirror, thinking about Ochoa's children, but he still approved his execution, and that of three other defendants.

And all this happened before our eyes in the same year in which the Berlin Wall would fall and many Eastern European regimes would crumble like illusory castles in the sand. It wasn't possible to separate what was happening outside our borders from that Military Tribunal that indicted Arnaldo Ochoa for "high treason against the country and the Revolution." Difficult to separate the crisis of faith that the Cuban process was passing through at the moment of this public lesson broadcast to millions of TV viewers.

The authorities -- intending to teach us a lesson -- wanted to show that they were still capable of striking a blow against any ideas of a tropical Perestroika that might be lurking on the island. A self-inflicted wound in their own ranks was a very clear way of warning that there would be no mercy for those who crossed a certain line. Parallel to the official version of the trial ran a thousand and one popular rumors about the most decorated General in Cuba overshadowing Fidel Castro.

Many analysts argued that what was really playing out was a rivalry for power. It was not surprising, therefore, that so much of the evidence presented in the trial ultimately did not convince the audience. "There's something more going on here," said the older people... "there's something fishy," they repeated, with the wisdom of those who had seen many others fall, be ousted.

At dawn on July 13, 1989 Arnaldo Ochoa, Antonio de la Guardia, Amado Padrón and Jorge Martinez were shot. My mother had turned off the television just as the sentence was announced. I never saw her look at the screen with rapture again; nor meekly consent when the figure of Fidel Castro appeared.

Yoani's blog, Generation Y, can be read here in English translation.
Translating Cuba is a compilation blog with Yoani and other Cuban bloggers in English.

 
 
 

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guizzotti
05:48 AM on 07/17/2012
Despite the Pro-Castro comments on here about how great Cuba is, until I see the day when he have people taking little rafts and trying to get to Cuba instead of escaping I will let that tell the tale of how life in Cuba is.
12:16 PM on 07/18/2012
bring down the embargo, give them a chance
03:01 PM on 07/18/2012
The most incontrovertible justification for maintaining the U.S. Embargo, which is enforced by only one country, is that decades of open trade with the other 190 nations that do not place economic sanctions on Cuba have not resulted in giving the Cuban people any "chance," which some might simplistically expect. As our current and previous U. S. administrations have continually proposed, genuinely addressing human rights concerns, as part of the incremental readjustment of sanctions, is the more realistic approach.
03:34 PM on 07/18/2012
Bring down castrofascism and everything will be OK
08:41 PM on 07/16/2012
Now is Chavez turn to be drug smuggler and he is doing well under his experienced mentor castro....... but he can do and re-do whatever he want without necessity to sacrifice a general to avoid US punishment...... today USA have a weak president that allows narco- presidents to flood USA with narcotics while says in public that this narco- president is not a menace for USA!!!!!
01:53 AM on 07/18/2012
It was REAGAN whose administration flooded the US with drugs. You seem to forget that part of US history.
02:23 AM on 07/18/2012
Your statement about USA having "a weak president..." is contrary to fact. SgmudF is obviously ignorant of the Obama DOJ's current case against Chavez, in conjunction with the defection of Venezuelan Supreme Court Justice Eladio Aponte Aponte.
See: http://shadow.foreignpolicy.com/category/topic/drugs_crime
Especially on the internet, talk is cheap. In the real world, action is manufest. Whether about this or any other national or foreign policy issue, when statements are false, they should be exposed for exactly what they are.
12:46 PM on 07/16/2012
Obviously, there has been a lot of bad in the Castro regime. But, there has been a lot of good too. I can remember, in the mid/late '50s visiting friends in Cuba with my parents and seeing all the skinny kids with big bellies. My thought was that they almost looked pregnant. I didn't understand that it was malnutrition. I didn't know that few in Cuba could read or write, that there was no medical care, that the entire country was enslaved by a corrupt dictator and the American companies that owned him.

Thanks to Fidel, Che and others, those things are no more, in spite of sixty years of boycott by the US. It's probably time for the Castros to move on, but they should be remembered for making Cuba into a real country and bringing the people up to a level where they will find their own freedom. Hopefully, it will be a freedom from animals like Batista and corrupt American corporations, too.
06:03 PM on 07/16/2012
You simply lying, Cuba never was like other Latin American countries and there were no skinny children with big bellies...... it is also a lie that Cubans were illiterate...... you only have to go to UN statistics to find you are lying........ castrofascism only "achievements" are to get destroyed the wonderful health and educational system it inherited of democracy before batista..... the othe "achievements" are the killing of tens of thousands Cubans, hundreds of thousand Latin-Americans and Cuba's destruction...... stop lying...... historical records makes you look ridiculous trying to confuse the readers.
02:36 AM on 07/18/2012
I completely agree with every word in the comment from SigmunfF! --Salish-orca is clueless on Cuba, clueless on pre-Castro Cuba, and clueless on Cuba under Castro.
It's both infuriating and heartbreaking to read such dribble on the glories of Cuba. By now any informed person should now how Castro destroyed Cuba from day one of 1959.
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07:55 PM on 07/16/2012
INSTITUTE FOR CUBAN AND CUBAN-AMERICAN STUDIES @ UNIVERSITY OF MIAMI: Socio-Economic Conditions in Pre-Castro Cuba* - Issue 43- December 2008

Cuba's infant mortality rate was the best in Latin America -- and the 13th lowest in the world
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Cuba also had an excellent educational system and impressive literacy rates in the 1950's.

http://ctp.iccas.miami.edu/FACTS_Web/Cuba%20Facts%20Issue%2043%20December.htm

PBS AMERICAN EXPERIENCE: FIDEL CASTRO- Pre-Castro Cuba- Cuba's capital, Havana, was a glittering and dynamic city. In the early part of the century the country's economy, fueled by the sale of sugar to the United States, had grown dynamically. Cuba ranked fifth in the hemisphere in per capita income, third in life expectancy, second in per capita ownership of automobiles and telephones, first in the number of television sets per inhabitant. The literacy rate, 76%, was the fourth highest in Latin America. Cuba ranked 11th in the world in the number of doctors per capita. Many private clinics and hospitals provided services for the poor. Cuba's income distribution compared favorably with that of other Latin American societies. A thriving middle class held the promise of prosperity and social mobility.

CLICK LINK FOR ENTIRE REPORT, VIDEOS ETC.

http://www.pbs.org/wgbh/amex/castro/peopleevents/e_precastro.html
12:25 PM on 07/16/2012
The fact is that the US had complained for years about the drug smuggling from Cuba and Ochoa's part in it. The Cubans refused to believe that one of their own would be doing that and ignored the accusations. The US has had similar problems with the CIA Contra war in which the CIA smuggleed drugs into the US. That hardly means that Reagan knew and approved of the operation. While I hate Reagan, I seriously doubt that he did that.

The same holds true for Castro, and so I doubt that he had direct knowledge of those activites. As for the riduculous accusation that Castro was worried that the US would do to Cuba what it did to Noriega, that is absurd since it would have been a long and bloody and ultimately unsuccessful invasion. Panama is far smaller and less armed than Cuba is. Only militarily ignorant people could make such a claim.
06:09 PM on 07/16/2012
In Cuba, like in any other totalitarian country nothing can be done without "maximum leader" consent......... MC department was under direct control of fidel castro...... the size of drug trafficking through Cuba was such that almost all heads in Coast Guard, Air Defense, Intelligence, Army and diplomacy was involved making this event impossible to be ignored by the "maximum leader"...... of course, professional castrofascism supporters can't do other than to try to cover the unavoidable truth.
08:12 AM on 07/17/2012
That is simply not true if you knew anything about dictatorships. Hitler would give orders, and when they were so stupid, they were ignored. Churchill did the same thing, but in his case, his subordinates TOLD him that they ignored his orders. A dictator does not let that happen if he finds out.

The fact is the in Cuba, they punished the guilty, and in the US the reporter who broke the story of the CIA cocaine running was driven to suicide by the US. I think that is a big difference. That hardly means I love Castro or think he is great. Just that the US did not go after US sponosred drug smugglers while Cuba did.
07:37 PM on 07/16/2012
If castrofascism is as corrupt and criminal as CIA and US government, why then your support to this putrid tyranny????.......
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myth1958
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08:41 AM on 07/16/2012
Yoani Sanchez has again confirmed her place as one of modern Cuba's great voices. This article's personal view of her own mother's disillusionment about the Castro regime years ago is poignant and faithful to many previous accounts we've seen: the grand ethics and purpose which brought the revolution about inevitably reclined into despotism, nepotism and repression of the very people who supported the overthrow. Today, few Cubans growing up will unquestionably follow the government and adore the Castros. They've heard all the sordid stories like this one, and walk around with their eyes open. I hope one day the people will have had enough, and peacefully retire the old, tired, failed structure they call 'communism' but the rest of us know as dictatorship. The Sanchez' deserve better.
06:13 AM on 07/16/2012
I watched as exiles made terrific fools of themselves during the Elian saga by denying the father simply because he was Cuban and still lived on the island. Here was a father that just wanted his son back; exiles burned the US Flag among other things, upset they (fortunately) did not get their way.

The memories...
09:38 AM on 07/16/2012
Your opinion shows your lack og knowledge about how things works in Cuba and castrofascism Mafiosi way.........at that time I was in Cuba as isolated and repressed as any other Cuban. The people in the island understood immediately what was happening with Elian and his father in the same way Cubans in exile understood and protested...... Elian's father was a hostage of castrofascism and regime wanted to have Elian as a hostage too....... Cubans in exile could protest to try to avoid the abduction of this father and his son as it happened later and under the years to come but we in the island, that knew this father drama could be ours at any moment, could not protest because repression.......... everyone in Cuba wants to escape castrofascism , all fathers wants their children out this criminal regime indoctrination, out of misery, out of infantile prostitution, drugs, alcoholism and repression....... Elian’s father was not an exception but he had bad luck and his son becomes a propaganda flag for regime and he become a hostage........ that’s the reason of exiles protest....... and today protests will be repeated if something similar happen.
12:17 PM on 07/16/2012
You forget the FACT that the father had EVERY opportunity to defect, and he refused. That goes against your stupid lie that every Cuban wants out. He was in the US free as a bird and could have said, I want to stay, and there was nothing that the Cuban government could have done about it. In FACT, if he HAD done that, he would be a wealthy man now.
10:39 AM on 07/17/2012
Once again, you turn a father into your silly anti-Castro prop to suit your needs. You are so full of your propaganda, you can't help yourself and are no different than those you oppose...
04:49 AM on 07/18/2012
EBOD, ironically what you, the mainstream media, and thus most, even well-meaning, Americans failed to recognize is that the Cuban-American position on Elián Gozalez championed the basic principles of individual parental rights. The main effort of Elián's Miami relatives' legal challenge was for the case to be adjudicated as a family court matter. By focusing on "family values" in their protection of Elián, they also hoped to expose the conditions of all Cuban children. Regardless of the final outcome, the essential focus of the Cuban-American community was to shed light, not simply on the plight of Elián, but on the tragedy of all of Cuba's children and all of Cuba's parents.

The insensitive disregard for those inextricable issues of parenthood was reflected in a simplistic and judgmental public opinion about "fatherhood" and in the callous specifics of "Seizing Elián" by the Clinton Administration's Janet Reno. (Also see: http://pearlfilms.com/aninnoce.html)

Sadly, this vexing "insensitivity" from too many Americans still persists to the present day.
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Romeover
Civilization is for weaklings.
05:37 AM on 07/16/2012
I have had a strikingly similar epiphany concerning my own country when it (we) failed to live up to its (our) ideals.
10:18 AM on 07/16/2012
You should go to your country and protests......... we are not interested in other countries failure and more less in comments that tries to justify our country's failures with similar mistakes in other countries ...... in spite the whole world is a failure we will fight for our country's perfection and against the criminal regime today in power, against repression, killing, destruction and tyranny.
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Civilization is for weaklings.
10:03 PM on 07/16/2012
Bravo! 
However, I should caution you against fighting "for perfection". Striving for that impossible goal has destroyed many a hero, patriot, and nation. 
02:48 AM on 07/16/2012
Enlightening story. I never heard of that.
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Warhammer Jones
01:58 AM on 07/16/2012
Still better than Batista (or at least not any worse).
09:25 AM on 07/16/2012
How can you separate 2 things that are the same....... we cubans call this period Castro-Batista Regime
05:24 PM on 07/15/2012
If you go to Colon Cemetery records where Ochoa is buried you will find Ochoa died of "a severe anemia"!!!!!!......... medical and death record of some well know people killed by castrofascism offers any other explanation about their death.......tens of thousands not public known people killed by castrofascism have no death record and their bodies are buried in secret mass graves.
11:22 AM on 07/15/2012
Until 1975 Cuba’s streets were drugs free. In those times being called “Mariguanero” (Marijuana smoker) placed you in the lowest moral status. Cuban people were a drug’ free people. But the tyrant decided they needed more cash than the $5000 millions the soviets delivered yearly.
They created a special department and they called it MC (hard coin). This department had to do exclusively with illegal but very profitable things, for example, smuggling of weapons, gemstones, people, high technology and drugs among a lot of more things. MC was a very successful project under the direct supervision of castro self. Colombian drug lords were very happy with the efficient collaboration of the cuban partners but USA were very unhappy with this situation. USA gave the first blow to this happy corporation by catching general Noriega. USA gave a second blow by presenting proves that showing the cuban connection in the international drug smuggling. Castro understood immediately he was the next to be blew, he was then in urgent necessity of showing the USA he was innocent. Then he decides to sacrifice some of his generals and collaborators and started the circus known as Cause #1 explained by Yoani here.
MC were dismantled but the good fellows that made it work were still there, unemployed and with all contacts and knowledge needed for starting again as self-employees. Having no longer the possibility of sell the “items” to dealers in USA they turned theirs efforts in, the cubans was their new prospects.
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09:23 PM on 07/14/2012
If the trial and execution of one man left Yoani and her mother with such revulsion what would the thousands of falsely accused and executed victims of American injustice have done to her?
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Humberto Capiro
10:35 PM on 07/14/2012
I THOUGHT THIS ARTICLE WAS ABOUT CUBA? NICE ATTEMPT AT CHANGING THE SUBJECT MATTER BUT CAN YOU CASTRO AGENTS GET MORE CREATIVE??

CUBA ARCHIVE'S TRUTH AND MEMORY PROJECT is documenting deaths and disappearances resulting from the Cuban revolution and studies transitional issues related to truth, memory and justice.This project seeks to compel people and nations to help Cubans peacefully attain their rightful freedoms, foster a culture of respect for life and the rule of law, and honor the memory of those who’ve paid the highest price.
VICTIMS OF THE CUBAN REVOLUTION- Cases up to January 25, 2012
This work documents loss of life and disappearances of a political or military nature attributed to the Cuban Revolution. Each documented case is available for review at The Cuba Archive and substantiated by bibliographic/historic data and reports from direct sources. Due to the ongoing nature of the work and the difficulty of obtaining and verifying data from Cuba, the following totals change as research progresses and are considered far from exhaustive. Cuba Archive is currently examining additional cases -most are expected to be added to this table. Experience has shown that as additional outreach efforts are undertaken, many more cases are likely to be uncovered.

Non-Combat Victims of the Castro Regime: Work-in-progress-Documented Cases
Total = 10,500
"Balseros" (estimate to 2003) = 77,833 victims lost at sea!
http://cubaarchive.org/home/images/stories/1.25.2012_update.pdf
03:27 AM on 07/18/2012
Thank you for the link.
Lives destroyed, in the millions.
11:34 AM on 07/15/2012
Falsely accused??????........... no, no, no.......you seem not to understand.......... Ochoa, de la Guardia, the whole castrofascist elite was involved in drug trafficking under fidel castro direct supervision.......... that's exactly what made many Cubans to lose their faith in castro regime........ Everyone knows in Cuba that nothing happens inside the country without acknowledge and consent of fidel castro...... to learn that castro was a ridiculous drug smuggler was the cause of many Cubans disappointment with regimen....... and that's what Yoani explain here.
03:33 AM on 07/18/2012
From executions to incarcerations, from drug trafficking to prostitution of minors, nothing happens inside Cuba without acknowledgement and consent the Castros.