03/24/2010 05:12 am ET Updated May 25, 2011

Spencer Pratt: Seeing Heidi Post-Surgery Was 'Worst Experience Of My Life'

To Pratt, his wife of a year was perfect to begin with. "But everyone sees themselves differently when they look in the mirror," he says. "Nobody truly understands how she feels except her. I may not be okay with things, but it's not my call."

Throughout the lengthy procedure and seven-week-plus recovery, Pratt, 26, played nurse -- monitoring Montag, 23, and her health day and night. But the hardest part of all was seeing his wife post-surgery.

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