WOMEN
12/05/2014 10:41 am ET Updated Dec 05, 2014

A Year In The Life Of A Former Internet Camgirl

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Note: This post features a frank discussion of sexuality and may be NSFW.

The night of my first show, I run around my room, cleaning up, checking how the light looks, deciding where and how to sit, and figuring out what I should wear. I try to set up my room like I have seen in other girls’ shows. What am I doing? What have I gotten myself into this time? What if no one likes me? Home for Christmas break, I have a lot of free time on my hands while my mom works nights. I have never reacted well to excessive free time.

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