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12/31/2014 05:09 pm ET Updated Mar 02, 2015

Dear Chiara Natasha

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Note: If you know Chiara Natasha or anyone who might, please share this with her/them. According to news reports, the 15-year-old has lost her entire family in the recent AirAsia tragedy. Otherwise, please join me in praying for hope and comfort for Chiara, as well as everybody else who has been affected.

Dear Chiara,

My name is Karen, and I'm a 23-year-old Indonesian girl. I read about you in stories covering the recent AirAsia tragedy. My heart grew heavy as I learned that you have so suddenly lost the people I imagine had been closest to you. I was filled with an overwhelming urge to get in touch with you, but I didn't know how, so I started emailing the editors of Singaporean newspapers. But I realized I didn't want to waste any time. To people who aren't in deep pain, another day is just another few hours that invariably tick by. But for those in agony, time stalls and you find yourself in an abyss where past, present, and future meld together. And so I'm writing to you here, and I hope you see this. I don't have magic words or any big promises. To be honest, I don't know how I can help you, except to tell you that you are not alone. Maybe you have many strangers trying to reach you with a word of comfort right now, or maybe they, like me, don't know how. Maybe you will read this and you wouldn't be able to take me too seriously because I don't know your pain, but I just need to do something and I pray I can help in some way.

Before I say anything else, I want you to know that I am and will continue to pray for your father, your mother, as well as your brothers, Nico and Justin. I believe in a God whose love and mercy is unparalleled, and I pray that He, with the intercessions of the saints and angels, will lead your family members' souls to heaven. And I know I'm not the only one praying for them.

I don't know much about you other than the few details I could find in those articles. If I gather correctly, you are an Indonesian studying in Singapore. If so, we have at least one thing in common. I was also born and raised in Indonesia. In 1998, my parents sent me and my older sister to Singapore to get a better education. We lived apart from the rest of our family for quite a while, before they were able to join us more regularly when our youngest sister got older. Between then and now, we've relied on airplanes to take either our parents to Singapore, or us to Indonesia. Once or twice I've imagined the possibility of a disaster, but never too seriously. Words cannot express how sorry I am that this has happened to you. As I thought about you, I couldn't imagine anyone feeling more alone than you must have felt when you received the news. But at the same time, I also thought, wow, that this girl is somewhere out there right now, wow, she is strong.

Dear Chiara, I don't know your pain, and I don't know your fears. All I can offer is any empathy or insight that could come from having been clinically depressed a few times in my life. Each time, reality and facts would become so distorted in my mind that I believed with every fiber of my being that I was alone, and that I had nothing left. I pulled through with the unsolicited help of some very unexpected people in my life. For example, a friend of my ex-boyfriend's parents reached out to me and became a listening ear and a constant source of support. Who would have thought? Well, God intervenes in our lives in very unexpected ways. Dear Chiara, I hope during this time you will be open to even the most unexpected sources of support. Dear Chiara, this must sound most contrived, but how I wish I could give you a hug.

I am and will continue to pray for you, my sister. Many things may not make sense right now, but have hope in a God who knows and sees more than we do. Where we see no open doors, He sees one that we don't even know exists. You are very strong, and you are very loved.

Chiara, please feel free to contact me anytime at all. You can email me at karen.zainal@gmail.com.

With love,
Karen

This letter was originally published on Under Reconstruction.