Octomom: 'I Screwed Myself' (FIRST LOOK At Fox Trailer)

Octomom Nadya Suleman admits she "never" thought about the future and airs her deep regret for her latest round of multiple births in an interview that will air on Fox during a two-hour special, 'Octomom: The Incredible Unseen Footage,' on August 19.

"I screwed myself," she said. "I screwed up my life, I screwed up my kids' lives...What was I thinking?"

The second clip contains footage of eight screaming babies writhing around on Suleman's bed as she attempts to feed them with only two arms.

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[Begrateful]

12:25 AM on 08/26/2009

We watched the show -- our conclusion is the same -- this woman is the ultimate flak-o -- these kids are at her mercy -- She goes through the show like it's "all about me" and everything around me, including my kids, is a "curse brought onto me." A curse alright -- it's called the "stupid stick" and it's hit you Nadya - more times that anyone wants to count. Ya think it's time to do the right thing for you kids ---- or do ya want them to suffer some more???? There aren't too many people left on your side -- and your "limpid doe" eyes don't work anymore---

[belmontnh]

07:32 AM on 08/21/2009

For those who want to feel for Nadya, think about this. She couldn't make the rational decision that the possibility of another multiple birth would affect the other children. She screwed "herself" and "her life" I'm certain that when she said "she screwed her kids lives", it was an afterthought since she was on camera. These kids are a means to an end -- that end being a payday. she is not fit to be a mother to any of these children. The limelight will go away. Maybe not for a year or so, but it will go away. What happens when she does meet a man or wants to get another tatoo, do something and these kids are no longer garnering the fees for having cameras thrust in their faces? We all know what happens when this happens. Diane Downs. Susan Smith. Andrea Yates. Even Andrea Yates, for some strange reason, I think loved her children but no one saw the signs of her severe mental illness. California, wake up before its too late. Get these babies in a safe environment!

[LolaP]

05:43 PM on 08/20/2009

omg.. someone get those kids out of there. it's insane

[skatoolaki]

05:02 PM on 08/20/2009

I just don't believe this sympathy-mongering act that Suleman is putting on. Her plan backfired on her; she thought America would accept her and her multiple babies with open arms, instead they turned on her in disgust for her selfish acts.

I don't think she planned for all of the embryos to take and then split. Who could have planned that? It was a freak accident; it just happened. Yet she knew the risk of that happening when she had *all of them* implanted, and she did not calculate that risk or care about it.

I believe she thought she could get a reality show with seven or eight kids total; not eight more. Perhaps, then, the instant-fame idea came to her once she realized she was carrying octuplets. Who is to say? Regardless, from the get-go, having all of these children was a selfish, immature act on Suleman's part. Whether she just wanted "oodles of kids" and expected the govm't and trumped-up accident claims to support her and them the rest of her life, or she planned all along to try and become a "harried single mother of many" reality starlet is anyone's guess. Even if it was not her original plan, her thinking (if there was any of that involved - it appears she acted pretty recklessly and just did whatever came into her head to do) was always infantile, severely mentally unstable, and self-centered.

[Pamela Baptiste]

11:56 PM on 08/19/2009

WOMAN!!!! Get off you fanny! And enlist the help of every and all Senior Citizen within a 50 mile radius of you ~ Right NOW! That's an order! These people didn't get to the age that they are by being mean and evil, but being loving and kind to themselves and to others. I want to see a Senior Citizen glue to every baby at all times ~ Day and Night! All those babies need to feel like they are special which they really really are! And these people will help YOU! Get Up and make the call for their help Right Now ~ for they WILL answer you and HELP you!!!

[telindril]

11:39 PM on 08/19/2009

I'm ashamed to say I watched this. What a train wreck. She's a nutcase. (And she believes her house is haunted!) Those 8 babies should be put up for adoption. They're beautiful babies.

She can't even take care of the 6 older children she has. They're acting out because they're not getting enough attention. There are 4 and 5 year olds that are still sucking binkies! Sorry but that's much too old to be clinging to those. I can't blame the kids - they're not getting the attention they need.

And her claim that she hasn't had any plastic surgery (either before or after the pregnancy). She either has the most resilent skin (after gaining about 130 pounds carrying the 8 kids or she's had a tummy tuck). I had gastric bypass surgery and loss about 140 pounds, believe me I have a droopy tummy and could use a tummy tuck. I don't believe she can be so slim after having that many kids.

I just feel very sorry for those 8 babies but even more so for the older children because obviously their not getting the attention they need. Something bad is going to happen. Already one of them is biting people - not a sign of really well adjusted children. The mom is the most sensible. The dad not so much.

It's a crime that the State of California should be supporting this selfish woman. I just feel so sorry for the kids.

[terejd]

09:03 AM on 08/17/2009

Why does there have to be a interview to state the obvious? It was a given from the start that noone can handle 14 children and the children will pay the price for someone that wants attention. Children services should do their jobs.

[vernbvb]

03:01 AM on 08/17/2009

Poor lady. I think she now realizes that all the money in the world isnt worth the frustration and depression she is enduring right now. While her life may not be ruined, for right now she certainly has to put any thought of a social life or normal recreation on hold. I sincerely hope someone is closely monitoring this situation as both she and the kids are at risk. The first clip seemed to signal a call for help and might be an indicator of a depressed state of mind.

[Rangergirl]

05:21 PM on 08/16/2009

I don't feel sorry for her at all....I do however feel sorry for the kids.

[mjb5406]

02:01 PM on 08/16/2009

Succinctly: Who the frack cares anymore?

[D Right One]

10:56 AM on 08/16/2009

hoo boy..."I screwed myself" is the understatement of the century.

[RoseBudd1255]

09:50 AM on 08/16/2009

and may i add, when she had the 8 children, OctoMom stated she will not ask anyone for help, she will take care of all 14 children on her own. Nadya just keeps changing face everytime she turns around.

[gtpeds]

08:43 AM on 08/16/2009

Boycott the program and boycott the sponsors. Lets us do a Glen Beck approach to this abomination. By the way I did not watch those clips.

[WeCanDoMore]

02:06 AM on 08/16/2009

Adoption

[DarkWitch]

10:52 PM on 08/16/2009

Thank you.

[kylennblack]

12:18 AM on 08/16/2009

She's worse than the gosselins. Just do the right thing and take the kids away from her. She obviously can't take care of them.