07/24/2010 05:12 am ET | Updated May 25, 2011

Jesse James 'Wanted To Get Caught' Cheating

Jesse James says he knew Sandra Bullock would catch him cheating sooner or later -- and that he wanted to be caught, because deceiving her sickened him.

"When I was doing it, you know, one, I knew it was horrible, it made me feel horrible," James tells ABC's Nightline in an interview airing Tuesday. "And two, I knew I would get caught eventually, and I think I wanted to get caught. ... It was me trying to self-sabotage my life."

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