Kendra Wilkinson hopes that people have the heart to "not press play" on her sex tape so that they can view her as a mom, not a porn star, she says in a sneak preview her E! show's season finale.
Kendra's sex tape was released Wednesday, along with an NSFW clip that can be seen for free on Vivid Entertainment's website. It features her at 18 dancing nude and having sex with her high school boyfriend, Justin Frye, who recently sold the footage.
"I was just a normal girl living a normal life in San Diego, California, with my boyfriend who I was going to eventually marry," Kendra said. "Of course we had sex like every couple does and every now and then we would videotape it. There's a lot of couples who do that. At that time I wasn't a celebrity. I didn't even know I was going to become a celebrity."
Now 24, Kendra is married to Hank Baskett and they have a baby son. She said she is angry at her ex for disrupting her family.
"It broke my heart because how can you do that when I have a baby?" she said. "I have a kid. I have a husband. It just sucks."
Hank is standing by his wife as her sex tape goes public.
"He's doing a good job because he's understanding," she said. "He's like, 'Kendra, we just have to hold our heads high because, yeah, we're going to get attacked, but we can't run. We have to hold hands and walk through this and face this fact.' It's going to be really hard. It's going to probably be the hardest time of our lives."