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George Clooney Contemplated Suicide After 'Syriana' Set Injury

George Clooney

Posted: 11/14/11 08:22 AM ET

Life as a movie star is not always so glamorous. It takes intense preparation, hard work, and a willingness to take significant risks, especially when it comes to action films. One wrong move and the consequences can be grave -- even for the world's biggest movie star.

While filming a scene for his supporting turn in "Syriana" back in 2005, a mishap during an attempted stunt left George Clooney with a severely injured spine. As he told Rolling Stone in last week's cover story, the injury was so bad, he considered taking his own life.

"I was at a point where I thought, 'I can't exist like this. I can't actually live,'" he told the magazine. "I was lying in a hospital bed with an IV in my arm, unable to move, having these headaches where it feels like you're having a stroke, and for a short three-week period, I started to think, 'I may have to do something drastic about this.'"

Clooney would eventually undergo successful surgery to fix the injury, but for that brief time, he considered a far more grim fix. "You start to think in terms of, you don't want to leave a mess, so go in the garage, go in the car, start the engine," he continued. "It seems like the nicest way to do it, but I never thought I'd get there. See, I was in a place where I was trying to figure out how to survive."

The story, thankfully, has a happy ending: for all his hard work, Clooney won an Oscar for Best Supporting Actor, and has two Oscar-contending films out this fall in "The Descendants," and "The Ides of March," the latter of which he co-wrote, directed and stars in.

Earlier this year, Clooney had to drop out of friend Stephen Soderbergh's upcoming adaptation of the TV spy show, "The Man From U.N.C.L.E." due to lingering pain that limits his stunt ability, but needless to say, that's a much more palatable price than the measure he thankfully decided not to pursue.

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Life as a movie star is not always so glamorous. It takes intense preparation, hard work, and a willingness to take significant risks, especially when it comes to action films. One wrong move and the ...
Life as a movie star is not always so glamorous. It takes intense preparation, hard work, and a willingness to take significant risks, especially when it comes to action films. One wrong move and the ...
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10:11 AM on 11/22/2011
"The pain darts through the parts with the rapidity of lightning up and down, cutting, tearing and burning with extreme violence, increased by slight contact, or gradually becoming permanent with a gouging or crushing character." (Romberg).

The Best-Ever Description of Radiculopathy (Nerve-root Damage), which can apply to other acute and chronic pain as well.

http://www.neuroanatomy.wisc.edu/SClinic/Radiculo/Radiculopathy.htm
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LittleRedEngine
11:27 AM on 11/21/2011
I once had migraines so bad, I too wondered if life was worth it. Thank goodness I've slowly but surely found my cure. Some people aren't so lucky to fix their daily pain.
11:18 PM on 11/18/2011
How do you manage all those different woman with a bad back George? You need to pray more and screwwwwww less.
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Jan Badinski
Blessed are the peacemakers
04:51 PM on 11/22/2011
If you had that kind of pain you wouldn't be so childish about it, galloretta. Not to mention you definitely assume way too much.
03:52 PM on 11/18/2011
There is quite are few comments on how he should be happy with his life, that others have it worst blah, blah, blah. Each one of us has to live our life on our own terms not others.

Also can he stop being good looking.
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Evan Allison
06:12 PM on 11/17/2011
I am deeply troubled by the complete lack of empathy from many of the posters here. Pain is pain no matter who you are. The people who have experienced pain should be the most empathetic. If you cannot feel for others how do you ever expect anyone to feel for you.
04:46 PM on 11/17/2011
Chronic pain is unbelievably difficult to cope with. I can sympathise with his position. Pain comes with a reactionary mental state which is hard to break free from. I've been in pain every moment, since injuring my spine in 1999. Two surgeries and a post surgical compression injury later, I've become very familiar with pain, and the need to remain calm, to remind myself to be glad to be here, glad to be alive, and not freak out over how I feel. I do not prefer to feel self pity, but for quite some time, was sort of "stuck there" feeling very sorry for myself. It's an easy enough mistake to make. I'm glad George Clooney didn't take his life, and am sorry to hear he's been through that experience. It's enough to shake anyone to their foundations.
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11:00 AM on 11/22/2011
I'm sorry to hear it. Regarding your comment about reactionary mental state: My experience of acute spinal pain that was under-treated for too long is something I describe as being stripped an of innocence I didn't now I had. Shocking. Unfathomable.

Inevitably it led to chronic pain. You're right. It's enough to shake anyone to their foundations. And, the sad fact is, understandably, some crumble away.

Best wishes and continued strength to you.
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04:15 PM on 11/17/2011
Poor poor George. Try living with Crohns Disease for your whole life and being in and out of the hospital because food does not pass through your intestines. You talk about pain. There are very little things more painful than a complete intestine blockage. Have my intestines resected is a lot of fun too. I just deal with with. Think about the men and woman messed up from the Iraq wars. They make your pain look like a scraped up knee. You have all the money and woman in the world and you think that way. I do not feel sorry for you one bit.
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11:08 AM on 11/22/2011
I don't think Clooney feels sorry for himself, either. This piece was written around a small portion of the Rolling Stone story. It sounds factual to me.

Sounds like you're the one feeling sorry for yourself -- not that I think that's necessarily a bad thing. However, you are the one who made the judgment.
03:37 PM on 11/17/2011
This is just terrible.. It is important to stay logical instead of emotional, no matter what the crisis. This concept is the main focus in my Systematic Attitude Development-Technique...

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11:09 AM on 11/22/2011
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01:02 PM on 11/17/2011
Pain can drive a man crazy, folks . . . no matter how charmed the rest of his life may be, pain like that makes a man want nothing more than to escape it, in any way possible. I'm normally skeptical of anything that comes out of this guys mouth, but having recovered from some pretty horrific injuries myself I'll say that I can commiserate with him on this one. Things were very dark during my recovery period, besides the sheer pain, there is the matter of the healing process being taken completely out of your hands, as it always is with serious injuries. And if you want to see his comments as being from someone who is "pampered", then don't expect sympathy from anyone when you are down on your luck either. Pain and suffering doesn't care how rich and famous you are . . . it is the true equalizer among living men.
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11:09 AM on 11/22/2011
You got it!
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Shaun Thesheep
12:52 PM on 11/17/2011
good for him for having the "Cadillac insurance" and the mega-millions to attract a Dr.'s attention.
12:22 PM on 11/17/2011
You should have kept that tidbit to yourself, George. A lot of us hurt our backs and we're not making millions of dollars in our jobs. I have no doubt he was in pain...I've had back surgery myself. But George Clooney has had a blessed life and access to the best medical care on the planet. Keep your temporary thoughts of suicide to yourself....you come off as a pampered, whiny, Hollywood elitist.
11:51 AM on 11/17/2011
I live in pain everyday..I became a widow at 33.. been a single mom for the last 14 years..I have hypothyroidism, sleep apnea, sciatica, a herniated disc lower back, a pinched nerve in my hip, fibromyalgia, osteoarthritis in most joints/back,bilateral carpal tunnel, cartilage in both knees deteriorating, anxiety, depression, restless leg syndrome, etc... had bilateral carpal tunnel surgery .. still in pain, hands go numb and stiffen... had bilateral cortisone injections from L2-L5 and bilateral rhizotomy: some days can't get out of bed... lost my job for missing work .. on 7 different medicines.. still pain...Icannot get unemployment and fighting for disability..insurances will not pay for certain meds.. legs go numb,get hot, tingle.. feet go numb and stiffen, sometimes lower legs lock up; cant move,...get sinusitis headaches,migraines, gastroenteritis every so often...it hurts when you touch my skin certain areas..So yeah can understand how he'd comtemplate suicide..who wants to be aburden; need to be fed, dressed, wiped, no control of bodily functions.... have to live with a catheter or flexiseal .. get bed sores; treated like an inanimate object or abused..not a good quality of life but alot of people who are in that predicament especially in nursing homes but they make the best of it....
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12:16 PM on 11/17/2011
Sorry to hear about your situation. You left out an important statistic. How much do you weigh?
01:23 PM on 11/17/2011
what does weight have to do with anything..Im in this condition because i did work out most of my life and I have put on weight because of the meds and the thyroid problem and the work that I did...Has nothing to do weight...It sure doesnt have anything to do with why I am single because I had alot of prospects but I turn them down
01:47 PM on 11/17/2011
Thank you for your concern...I do not go to all you can eat places...I forget to eat and my daughter has to remind me to eat...I have to put extra salt on everything .. so between the inflammation and retaining water and yes I am chunky...I can out work alot of the thin coworkers that I worked with and I have lifted patients anywhere from 80lbs. to 700 lbs and turned them and yes sometimes with help...My doctor a neurologist had stated to me that my work was making my condition worse..Ive been to a cardiologist and I have a very good heart ( a runner's Heart) I am not allowed to run anymore and I am not allowed to climb steps on doctor's order I am seeing a pain management, neurologist, orthopedic ,psychiatric. doctors plus my regular doctor and a therapist
03:52 PM on 11/17/2011
rcall51479: What the F happened to you? At 47 years old you either worked at a nuclear power plant and not had any protection or you were digging up mercury or something radioactive good gracious you need a lot of fixing may the creator have mercy on you... whoa lady.
11:42 AM on 11/17/2011
Happiness is completely relative. This is why the girls on Sweet 16 are so out of touch with reality: their bar has been set so high that relatively minor mishaps become outrages.

This is also how a millionaire actor who has led an incredibly posh life could consider suicide after an injury. Oh no, woe is me, now I will only get the best medical care the multinational rich can afford, be waited on by private nurses, and be able to travel where ever I want on my vast resources.

Oh, woe to the man who had it all and has a glimpse of it being taken away.
10:46 AM on 11/17/2011
George, you brought this injury on yourself. I work in a hospital where parents have to face their children suffering from cancer. Eventually, many of these children die. You lived and got your academy award for all of your self induced suffering. You need to get over yourself.
06:12 PM on 11/17/2011
What a terrible attitude to have especially if you work in a hospital setting. Just because it isn't cancer, and just because he's not some average guy, does not lessen the severity of the issue.
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09:27 AM on 11/17/2011
I for one am glad that George is still with us. He is darn nice to look at~