After discussing plans to leave New York with Kourtney, the reality star gets emotional as she tries to grapple with her lack of connection to her then-husband Kris Humphries, a man who she says is "everything on paper [she] wants."
"I invited all these people to this huge wedding and flew everyone out, wasted everyone's time and everyone's money -- everyone's everything -- and I feel bad!" she says. "At 30 years old, I thought I'd be married with kids and I'm not. I failed at this. People change their minds, people make mistakes."
The couple's marital troubles have played out all season on "Kourtney and Kim Take New York," which was filmed prior to the split.