Michael Phelps: 'I Was In A Really Dark Place, Not Wanting To Be Alive Anymore'

Michael Phelps: 'I Was In A Really Dark Place, Not Wanting To Be Alive Anymore'
Sports Illustrated

For almost five days in the fall of 2014, the most decorated Olympian in history lay curled in a fetal position in his Baltimore home, crestfallen and fearful, embarrassed at his behavior and uncertain of his future. Over three Olympics, from 2004 through ’12, Michael Phelps had won 18 gold medals and 22 medals overall, each total more than anyone ever.

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