Sometimes we really get blindsided by someone, and nowhere is this more likely to occur than in the romantic realm. It's so easy to get swept away in hormones and lust and romantic fantasies, and decide two, three, six weeks in that "This is it!" It can happen with new friendships, too, of course, but it's just that our vision is less likely to be clouded by intense desire.
The thing is, most people can do the beginning of a relationship really well. I mean, hello? The first six weeks are fun and easy! The first three months can be pretty amazing. You really don't know what you're dealing with until the heat wears off and the lust/dust clears a little bit and you can see straight again. Also, can we all acknowledge that it takes a long time to get to know someone well?
I mention all this, because so many people dive in full throttle, only to have their hearts smashed against a brick wall before they have time to call off the wedding in their minds. If you're a romantic person and you're of a certain age and you know you want a life partner and maybe a family, if that's what you're looking for, then that's what you're going to hope to find. And just as scientists might occasionally and inadvertently skew their experiments to get confirmation on their hypotheses, so do romantics see things that might not be there.
When you've been lonely for a long time, or if you're suddenly back on the dating scene after years of longing for love, it's hard to take things slowly. We want. We desire. We need. Most people long for connection and understanding. Most people want to be seen and cherished with all their beauty and all their flaws and all their absurdities and quirks. So if someone shows up who looks right and sounds right and says the right things, we might just be ready to start writing long-term scripts in our heads. But it's always good to remember that attachment leads to suffering, so you want to take your time before you form an attachment to a person you barely know, or to a picture in your head of "how things should be."
The thing is, you really don't want to be reckless with your heart, your body, your time or your energy. Because all of these are gifts. Your particular spark is a gift. And these are not gifts you want to squander. You probably wouldn't hand a stranger the keys to your house or your car, so why would you allow a stranger into your bed? I mean, maybe you wouldn't, but I get plenty of emails from people who do. And listen. I am not judging. It's your body and you can do whatever you like. I'm talking about emails from people who are longing for true partnership. If that's what you want, I'd really take your time. Allow a person to show you who s/he is before you give them a tour of your whole farm, is all I'm saying. Make sure it's a person who's worthy of your hayride. Sloooow down your roll.
Because being heartbroken is no fun. Feeling rejected hurts, and might even tap old wounds, deep fears and doubts, and raw places that could use your kind attention. That can be good if you're in need of healing. But if you put yourself through that too often, your heart will harden to protect itself, and you'll become jaded. Cynical people are romantics who allowed themselves to be hurt too much. And the world needs people who are soft and open, not cold and hard. Be gentle with yourself. You're the only you we get.