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The Down Side of Resentment

Posted: 08/14/2012 6:30 am

"You can't have a harmonious relationship and hold onto your resentment too. You can't hold onto your anger and bitterness and still have a healthy heart and a settled stomach." -- Eric Butterworth

Dealing effectively with the negative energy of anger and resentment seems to be a skill most people are still working at getting a handle on. Medical studies have proven that long-held anger and resentment are damaging to our physical and emotional well-being. In other words, the energy of resentment eats away at our minds, our bodies and the body of our relationships. Given this knowledge, why would anyone want to hold on to resentment, anger and bitterness?

Someone once said holding resentment toward another person is like drinking arsenic and hoping the person you are resenting dies. Buddha put it another way: "Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else -- you are the one who gets burned." This helps put it into perspective, doesn't it? "Re-sent-ment" is simply re-sent "anger." It is the mental and emotional act of resending toxic and negative energy through our own minds and bodies, repeatedly.

This is not to diminish the fact that many of us may have legitimate reasons to be angry toward another person. Sometimes people do thoughtless and even cruel things to each other. However, stop and think about it: Does holding onto resentment serve YOU in a positive, life-affirming way? Most likely, the answer is no. In many cases, the person or people we hold in resentment don't even know or care... Or worse yet, some of them are already in the grave but we are still allowing them to hold us hostage to the past. Isn't it time to set ourselves free?

What I have discovered is that communication is always the healing balm in relationship issues, and forgiveness is what sets us free. It's important to remember that forgiving doesn't mean we are condoning the actions that evoked our anger -- it means we are willing to set ourselves free from the past by not "resending" the toxins of resentment through our minds and bodies in the future. Proactive, clear, authentic, transparent communication and forgiveness will set us free from the energy of resentment, anger and bondage to the past.

As a mindfulness practice, consider making a list of anyone you may be holding in resentment. (This could include yourself.) If you are uncertain, go within and ask your wisdom-self to reveal where there may be bitterness in your heart. Then, make a commitment to communicate with each person in the appropriate way. Call them, write them a letter, email them or go and see them. If they are no longer alive, write a letter and then in a moment of silence and peace, burn the letter, releasing the resentment as you bury the ashes. What can make the process easier is remembering that we forgive others for ourselves, not them. Holding resentment only holds you hostage.

Set yourself free today. Why? Because you love yourself too much to drink arsenic or hold onto hot coals, yes?

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"You can't have a harmonious relationship and hold onto your resentment too. You can't hold onto your anger and bitterness and still have a healthy heart and a settled stomach." -- Eric Butterworth D...
"You can't have a harmonious relationship and hold onto your resentment too. You can't hold onto your anger and bitterness and still have a healthy heart and a settled stomach." -- Eric Butterworth D...
 
 
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onethot
D.I.P.
05:52 PM on 08/19/2012
Thanks Dennis, and thank you to all the great posters here.
I think that forgiveness is something that has to be practiced daily in the sense that we remind ourselves that who we really are is 'LOVE' and the so called others are also "LOVE' even though our level of consciousness is often not able to realize this.
Forgiveness isn't recalling the hurt someone appears to have caused against us and then forgiving them for it. It is becoming aware that error does not exist except in our universal consciousness and practicing to rise above to a realization that there is really only one power ... LOVE.. not LOVE and..

Am not saying this is easy to do and am not saying that I can always do this. It is an ongoing process but what a relief and a blissful peace when practiced.

Love to all...
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gypsynomad
I dwell in possibility.
06:09 PM on 08/21/2012
LOVE returned...Gypsy
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onethot
D.I.P.
07:41 PM on 08/21/2012
Hi Gypsy,
Thanks, my friend. Saw that you sent me a post on C's site but I never received it so couldn't access the url.
LOVE ....
01:19 AM on 08/17/2012
"forgiving doesn't mean we are condoning the actions that evoked our anger -- it means we are willing to set ourselves free"

Can someone define 'forgiveness' because I'm not clear how it's not condoning the action. It's saying, 'I forgive you, I no longer care'?
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gypsynomad
I dwell in possibility.
07:59 AM on 08/17/2012
I agree with you on that .
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Fred Distefano
09:24 AM on 08/19/2012
Condoning or not condoning the "actions" of others implies judgement.To judge others or yourself implies that you really understand what is going on in this Universe, and in human interactions. This is illusion.Let it go, for God s sake, let it go.Don t get trapped in to this emotional schema that really isn t what it appears to be. Let it go, damnit, let it go.Just choose to not be connected emotionallly to those who are unkind.Its their world, not yours. You have your own world, your own peace
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vampyreincubus
Hate only breeds hate.
08:25 AM on 08/16/2012
Can vouch for this, it is honestly killing me.
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pslcitizen
I intend to live forever. So far, so good.
03:05 AM on 08/16/2012
Is there an upside?
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averagezoe
Don't breed or buy while homeless animals die!
11:57 PM on 08/15/2012
I don't know about resentment, but anger is a positive emotion. When faced with unspeakable betrayal as I have been, the first instinct is to feel pain and give in to depression and deep sadness, but I found that it's much more productive to turn grief into anger. And I can and will hold a grudge for eternity if someone committed a very serious breach of trust.
01:58 AM on 08/16/2012
Zoe, I agree with you, especially your last sentence. I also have no doubt that circus elephants (and other animals) that are "trained" for human entertainment, have snapped and gone on rampages because of a growing resentment for the controlling trainers who force them to perform in ways that are not natural to them in the wild.
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pslcitizen
I intend to live forever. So far, so good.
03:07 AM on 08/16/2012
If the anger motivates you to move on to indifference, then you may have something there.
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nvlo
Tolerance is shown, not told
10:53 PM on 08/15/2012
Resentment is also like putting someone in jail, while you have to stand guard outside their cell.

I have struggled with this topic of resentment throughout my life. It's a fine line between feeling like a floor mat or being angry. As I've gotten older, it has gotten easier for me to just let go and I have figured some things out.
If I go into a situation with little to no expectation of receiving anything in return, I find that what ever the outcome, I remain happy. I've eliminated the word, 'obligation'. Nobody owes me anything and I won't do anything, unless I really want to. Goodbye all those ridiculous hours of trying to please others.
There are many examples, but that is the main idea. I've read, 'Loving What Is' by Byron Katie and it made a lot of sense to me.
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pslcitizen
I intend to live forever. So far, so good.
03:13 AM on 08/16/2012
I don't know you but I am really proud of you. :o) It really sounds like you have grown from the time when resentments ruled your life. That first sentence speaks volumes. What many forget is that you have a choice. Nobody can keep you locked up (metaphorically) except yourself because you have the key.
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gypsynomad
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02:03 PM on 08/16/2012
Excellent, nvio.
07:57 PM on 08/15/2012
It's easier said than done. In our fragile little worlds, some things can NEVER be forgiven. A line you do not cross that is something extremely personal to you. Everyone has their limits. That's a fact.
10:12 PM on 08/15/2012
You are exactly right. In a situation of domestic abuse (psychological, physical, economical control freak issues), you CANNOT TALK THINGS OUT, because the abuser does not believe/will not admit that they have done anything wrong and if anything, will blame the victim. There is NO FORGIVING the abuser for the hell that they have put you through. (I am positive that the resentment that progressively builds during the abuse is what causes the victim to snap and sometimes kill the abuser when the abuser is most vulnerable, such as sleeping.) Getting out of an abusive relationship and rebuilding a sense of self is the only way to find peace again. That peace is wonderfully calming, strengthening, and healthy.
01:24 AM on 08/16/2012
It's nice for the author to say to forgive and "not swallow the poison" but, for most of us, it comes with the territory of our pasts. It's not the same thing as making a choice. Feelings that are there that are raw and can make you numb, they just don't go away when you feel like it. I have to honestly say that the author is a optimist - and, in today's world, optimism is just false hope.
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pslcitizen
I intend to live forever. So far, so good.
03:16 AM on 08/16/2012
Your right. Everyone does have their limits. That's why I systematically eliminated those toxic people from my life. The only person I truly have to live with is myself & I am not going to spend the little time I have being resentful or bitter. I choose to create new memories that makes those old ones seem less important each day.
01:23 PM on 08/16/2012
I had to get rid of someone that crossed one of my lines.
06:57 PM on 08/15/2012
It's a great idea to let go of resentments. I have tried to consciously let go of resentments toward my ex-husband. However, my unconscious continues to plague me with dreams of endless fights that are never resolved in spite of the fact that my ex died five years ago. Oh well, maybe some day my unconscious will let go too.
06:51 PM on 08/15/2012
she makes it sound so simple...this has all been said and said and said...circumstances are complex, and especially when one is trapped in a toxic situation with a toxic person. it's easy to "forgive" past transgressions when they no longer are a threat to your security or autonomy. sometimes anger and resentment are fuel to remove yourself from a bad relationship or are a rational response to a particular person or situation. this is just feel good fluff. everybody knows that anger and resentment are not healthy psychological states.
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pslcitizen
I intend to live forever. So far, so good.
03:22 AM on 08/16/2012
I understand your point but why are you trapped? I decided a long time ago to not waste my life on toxic people. Sure it wasn't easy & seems almost impossible when your in the eye of the storm but looking back it's the best thing I ever did for myself. I am kind of stubborn I guess because I decided one day that I was done living like that. No more excuses. Change is scary but the alternative was no way to live.
06:23 PM on 08/16/2012
hi fellow citizen i was speaking in a general sense. i personally am not trapped, but many are, for example women in abusive marriages who for various simply cannot leave. also many familiies are extremely dysfunctional and toxic, yet it is societal taboo to cut ties with family, no matter how oppressive or abusive the situation might be. there is alot of guiilt and conditioning that takes place that makes it extremely difficult to separate oneself from the source of psychological conflict. i applaud you for moving on from those toxic relationships, and i personally have made great strides. i many not be free yet, but i'm draggin my chains. thanks for your response and all the best.
03:28 PM on 08/15/2012
step four in aa.
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sandmn7442
03:20 PM on 08/15/2012
Anger is a misappropriation of the flight-flee response in people. When the Ego dominates one's perceptions, the events in the world seem to be either nurturing (agreeing) or threatening (disagreeing) with the Ego. For the sake of argument, a perfectly functioning person, plugged into "God" and the universe, loves, is at peace, by its very nature. When the Ego enters in, the natural flow (love an dpeace) chokes off. When enough Ego plays in, a person can shut down the flow of love entirely. It seems to be an act of survival, but that's the lie the Ego creates -- that if I don't "Get my way" I am diminished, I am less than fulfilled. Forgiving is reclaiming the ability to flow in love and peace with the world.
10:20 PM on 08/15/2012
sandmn7442......There seems to be some situations that you may not understand and to which your comment just doesn't pertain. The situation of a victim of domestic abuse is one of these.
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sandmn7442
01:41 AM on 08/16/2012
There's no doubt about what you say. NOTHING is 100%. AND, your agreement with me or night MIGHT hinge on how far you've gotten in your own personal healing process. t MAY be that I'm talking philosophically and you haven't gotten through it so far, and whether I'm right or wrong doesn't really matter. I WAS a victim of domestic abuse, at the hands of an alcoholic father, for 21 years, without the comfort of a divorce to get me out of it. I was the victim at a time when "sparing the rod spoiled the child" and conversely, using the rod kept them in line. I had one summer to reconcile with my Dad as he died of cancer, and what I wrote above is part of the resolution of that.
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gypsynomad
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12:55 PM on 08/15/2012
Dennis you did it again, agree with the poster below, I wish I could have you in my speed dial as well. Anger is a natural human process, meanness, cruelty toward another makes me angry, but I am devoid of any malice. Wish all the best and move on. This article should be in the first page. All that resentment and anger only hurts oneself no one else… "Buddha put it another way: Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else -- you are the one who gets burned; " Thank you...Gypsy
12:26 PM on 08/15/2012
It is not fair to yourself to let someone live rent free in your head.If you must vent,write a letter and burn it in ceremony.Be patient,Karma will catch up to them.
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gypsynomad
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12:56 PM on 08/15/2012
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gypsynomad
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02:34 PM on 08/15/2012
Like your philosophy, so back atchha....Gypsy
09:50 AM on 08/16/2012
Thank you.
12:19 PM on 08/15/2012
Before anyone starts drooling read this article instead.....

http://www.vachss.com/av_dispatches/disp_9408_a.html
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08:55 PM on 08/16/2012
one of the smartest human beings i know of, got to meet him some years ago, own most of his books.
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Jo SmithDromey
01:09 AM on 08/15/2012
Yes! Nice idea about destroying old resentments and hurts with a ceremonius burning (cleansing). I so like Dennis Merritt Jones. I wish I could have him on speed dial.