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Why is Divorce so Terrifying for Women?

Posted: 05/ 4/11 11:34 AM ET

Have you ever wondered why it's always women who bring the tribe together for holiday dinners? Why we're the ones who keep in touch with the in-laws? Would you have guessed that it's related to the reasons why it's easy for men to leave their children to go off to work while we women agonize over it? And to why we hang on to abusive marriages even when the abuse becomes dangerous?

According to Patricia Wall, a teacher of self-mastery in Ottawa, Canada, it all goes back to prehistory. Wall presents a compelling analysis of the tribal basis of marriage and divorce. Back when we lived in caves, women owned the fire. We were the ones who remained in the cave, kept the fire going, took care of the children, cooked the food, kept the tribe together. The male role was to hunt, provide food, and protect the tribe from predators. Men earned their way into the fire by doing a good job of feeding us and keeping us safe.

Our primal role as women is to have a happy, safe family. When our marriages break up, we women judge ourselves harshly, no matter who left, because no matter how liberated and sophisticated we are, we're stuck with those primal instincts.

"No matter what the reason for the divorce, your tribe is broken; your subconscious tells you that you've failed," Wall explained. "Your primary family tribe had rules and your subconscious wants you to obey those rules because in the cave disobeying the rules was a matter of life and death. Back then if you weren't part of the tribe you were on your own, cast out of the cave, which meant certain death at the mercy of predators or the elements with no male protection." Not only have you failed, but you actually might die because of that failure. No wonder divorce is so scary.

I experienced an aha moment when Wall mentioned the connection between divorce and fear of death. When my husband left, I actually felt as though I wasn't going to survive; the separation might kill me. Even though I'd gone through painful breakups with boyfriends before I got married, this terror was a new experience for me. However, I've since heard the same exact sentiment from many divorcées. The image of being cast out of that warm, cozy, safe cave resonated with me as it might with many of you. Paradoxically, marriage, even if it's abusive and actually dangerous, can feel like a safe place. The big, wide world, even though it's much safer, emotionally and physically, can seem scary as all hell.

We women feel this way no matter how successful or accomplished we are in our own lives, no matter how much money we have, and no matter how much we recognize the necessity for the divorce. Today I look back at that feeling of fear for my survival and know how absurd it was, but it was only too real at the time.

The feeling of failure can be even worse than the fear of being alone. We women take responsibility for marriage, for keeping the tribe together, and if it falls apart, no matter the reason, we feel it's our fault.

 
 
 

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dumasjohnj
07:51 AM on 05/27/2011
What about the fear of what kind of mate will I find with the physical attractiveness I have left. Studies show most women pair off with a man who is on their attractiveness level. Women like everyone else want to be attracted to their mate. The trouble is women lose their attractiveness on average very quickly as they age. A woman feels cheated if now she must set the bar much lower than she had when she was younger.
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rsttho557949
What is Job's Crucible?
10:59 AM on 05/09/2011
In my opinion, I believe that divorce is so terrifying for women because it is a form of dying - if not death. I see women as life bringers not merchants of pain, suffering and death. I also see the normal woman as one that like to have control over her environment (family, home) and she gets very anxious when her family and home is threatened. Most of the time those threats or assaults( bills, layoffs, a teachers assessment of her child, an act of nature) on her home are short lived and she can deal with it. Divorce is a different matter because forces that she cannot control are working against her. How can you make a person be a husband or an at home father if he doesn't wish to be there? The only solution that I see for this "terror" is to go through the 5 stages if grief and take the attitude,"If you're not for me, then you are against me" and bury the past. Until death, a person has got to take care of him or herself first.
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Erinaleks
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08:28 AM on 05/08/2011
Divorce for the most part is awful. It's expensive , creates emotional and psychological damage, impoverish's and crim
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Erinaleks
Architectural Artisan, Free Thinker
06:56 PM on 05/07/2011
Divorce is ugly all around. Especially when kids are involved. What does it matter who thinks it's worse. Try being a male with young children going to court.
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Erinaleks
Architectural Artisan, Free Thinker
10:18 AM on 05/07/2011
Women with children living at home initiate 67% of the divorces. Hardly the keeper of the fire and holding families together.
01:10 AM on 05/07/2011
Why are so many of the articles in the "Divorce" section so gender-oriented? Following divorce, men also have issues with abandonment, low self-esteem and the seemingly limitless list of obstacles that face women.

Please, there is no reason to recite the statistics about male advantages in financial capacity and so on. This article, and many others, are about emotional issues, not financial issues. Both genders deserve a fair exploration of these issues.
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Morrisfactor
Just a little bent
06:19 PM on 05/06/2011
Erica-

You asked about the study I quoted saying that "the number one reason women divorce men is because they know they will get the kids, and therefore the house, child support and alimony".

The study was done by researchers Margaret Brinig and Douglas Allen

"And we know that the overwhelming reason that women are the ones to file for divorce is that they know to a virtual certainty that they won’t lose their kids. That’s what researchers Margaret Brinig and Douglas Allen called the finding that “swamped all other variables” in their study of over 40,000 divorce cases in four states. As Nathanson and Young write, “Women are much more willing to split up because - unlike men - they typically do not fear losing custody of the children. Instead, a divorce often enables them to gain control over the children.”

Brinig’s findings were so powerful that she changed her mind about the best way to lower the divorce rate. She had thought that abandoning no-fault divorce was the answer, but, according to Nathanson and Young “she now believes that the key is to rewrite custody laws.”

In short, equalize parental time and responsibility and you take away the overwhelming reason for divorce.

You can learn more about this and many other interesting facts at Fathers&Families.com
06:09 AM on 05/06/2011
I don't feel I failed MY marriage. It wasn't my fault my husband was a cold, passionless fish who did a 180 immediately after the honeymoon and was an ocd taskmaster who wouldn't let me touch him on workdays, and only twice on the weekends. Divorce for me was a relief and a foray into an exciting world outside the sterile existence I had been raised to believe was normal and expected. Liberty and the single life is far too underrated.
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rsttho557949
What is Job's Crucible?
11:10 AM on 05/09/2011
DearJess23,

You're correct that single life is far too underrated. I don't see divorce as a failure as I have studied the people of this world. Who really wants to share a life with a control freak, neat freak, sexual deviant, physical abuser, mental abuser, liar, cheat, one that loves watching porn, crack head and we could go on. Marriage is not for everyone and only normal God fearing and loving best friends should be bound in Holy Matrimony.
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syds180turn
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12:48 AM on 05/06/2011
You know, I'm tired of the perception that women practice group think. Not all women have their identities tied up in their roles as wives and mothers. We don't have a collective brain. I have friends who dealt with divorce different ways...some said what the heck, I'm moving on...case closed and others had emotional fallout. But when some of us hitch out wagons to one horse and don't have a contingency plan, I've found that those people are the ones who suffer the most from divorce albeit male or female. Not all women are weak, needy and have low self-esteem, I've been through a divorce and trust me, I'm just fine without my Ex. The divorce was taxing, but I'm lucky I had a strong role model in my mother and she was a true renaissance woman. She taught me to stand on my own two feet and that my life was my own to live. She said that a spouse should be a compliment as well as a part of your life, not all of your life. Same thing goes for kids. My mother was fantastic, but she had her own identity separate from being a wife and mother. She was perfectly capable of dealing with whatever life handed her and so was I. I moved onwards and upwards after my divorce. Divorce is a very real possibility and you have to deal with it.
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Morrisfactor
Just a little bent
06:24 PM on 05/06/2011
Gee,

I think it is generally true that women practice "group think". When one girl screams at a Beetles concert, they all scream. When one gets her first training bra, they all want them. When one gets her first boyfriend, they all want one. When one gets married, they all want to get married. When one has a baby, they all want babies. When one gets a divorce, they all want divorces....

Not a rule of science, of course, and does not apply to all females, but in general observation, I'd have to say it applies much more to females than to males.
11:02 PM on 05/05/2011
It seems to me that the person who is being divorced, is probably the one who feels terrified. If the man files, the woman is upset the most. If the woman files, the man is upset the most. Being in my 50s, I've seen many, many divorces and witnessed a lot of bad behavior by both genders. It's no picnic to be rejected by your spouse. As my husband (a retired police officer) says, you can't force somebody to love you or take you back but you can make them really hate you by behaving badly. And he's seen enough domestic situations to really know.
11:50 PM on 05/05/2011
so true.
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gposner29
10:10 PM on 05/05/2011
MARRIAGE IS THE TRIUMPH OF IMAGINATION OVER INTELLIGENCE.....THE GAME IS RIGGED GENTLEMEN...RUN FOR YOUR LIVES.....BREATHE FREE AIR......LIVE......
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hemipristis
11:16 PM on 05/05/2011
Amen brother!
11:35 PM on 05/05/2011
I'll "AMEN" to that as well, even if I am female.

Once around was enough. :)
08:31 PM on 05/05/2011
Marriage is the worst financial decision a man can make.....
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hemipristis
11:16 PM on 05/05/2011
Amen again!
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King Cashaw
01:22 AM on 05/06/2011
I would argue having children, and THEN divorcing is the worst financial decision.
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gposner29
05:53 AM on 05/06/2011
So it's better to divorce first, and then have children?
11:01 PM on 05/07/2011
Last time I checked having kids was a byproduct of marriage....
06:44 PM on 05/04/2011
The system offers incentives almost bribes for women with children to divorce. You take everything, we'll get our cut and if he disagrees with the court order we'll jail 'em without trial. This is the astounding unbelievable situation if what goes on in these courts today.
05:37 PM on 05/05/2011
I just don't get this. I have two kids and my husband left years ago but hasn't filed and sees the kids whenever he wants. When I file, I will have to support them on a fraction of the money we live on while married. I'm horrified that I will be clumped in with the statistics of women who initiate divorce, I didn't even want that result but sooner or later, someone has to take care of business and usually it is the women because the marriage is unlivable. I just don't know these supposed women who make off like bandits. For most, they stay as long as possible and then ultimately take a HUGE financial hit and are devastated by the demise of their marriages. They may pull it together when dealing with their exes but they are heart-broken. I wont get everything or close to everything. I'll get half, including half of the debt he accrued and I'll be moving my kids out of the home they love and into a little apartment. Or, I can stay married to someone who has countless girlfriends and regards himself as single. Where's my supposed bribe? The bribe is to stay married on paper so I don't have to face the realities of divorce but I can't take it anymore.
12:16 AM on 05/06/2011
That sounds almost exactly like what happened with my parents. They were separated on and off again for at least 6 years, depending on what worked best for my dad at the time. The breaking point finally came when he told my mom he would like to give it another try and start dating her again, but if anyone came along that he was interested in he would date them too. She finally said no more and it was officially over, but it still took a few years for the divorce to be final and she was the one who had to handle it all. But it was him who chose it all, I have no doubt she did everything she could to keep the marriage together with her being the only one who suffered and I believe she would have kept trying if there had been any hope at all. The financial part is now the only part she regrets and is struggling with, the court did not side with her at all really. They denied her alimony along with granting lower child support for my brother. Went from having a little over $100,000 a year income to now only roughly $30,000. So from what I have witnessed and heard her say, I say hold on to the money as long as you possibly can.
10:33 AM on 05/15/2011
Very True, The only ones that profit of divorce are the Lawyers. Why else would Attorneys advertise divorce specials.
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John Bobrowski
04:29 PM on 05/04/2011
I disagree with this conclusion. As I understand it from family law practitioners, women file the divorce complaints approximately 75% of the time. It would seem that this "sense of failure" does not inhibit filing. Moreover, for the reasons you cite in your post (being responsible for social planning, etc.) permits women to maintain access to the "tribal network" better than men post-divorce. So, conversely, it seems that, at least initially, men, not women are the spouse that bears the greatest risk of expulsion from the "tribe". And, men, too, feel loss incident to the "loss of family" that typically flows from divorce.

The blog perpetuates the image of the "abandoned women" even though statistics, as I understand them, appear to indicate that the woman most often is jumping ship. This is not meant to suggest that women who file for divorce file frivolously. It is meant to suggest that they are not "pure victims" of "expulsion from the tribe".
08:24 PM on 05/04/2011
I've read the same statistic too that women are the ones who file for divorce. The reason they file for divorce is usually because of the man's "bad" behavior (abuse.infidelity.addiction.etc) Women more often file for divorce but it's the mans behavior that prompts the filing in most cases. In fact I think these statistics were posted in an article on the Huffingtonpost section under the divorce category... I wish I could find it and link it for you. It was a good one.
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Morrisfactor
Just a little bent
01:05 PM on 05/05/2011
Katfeet-

In a recent study about the causes of divorce, women stated that the NUMBER ONE REASON they initiated was because they KNEW that they'd be awarded the kids, and therefore also get the house, alimony, child support. (Women do get the children 82.6% of the time according to the most recent , 2007, Census Bureau report.) The current government/legal system basically rewards women with a lucrative payoff for divorce.

Contrary to your belief that it is the men who have "bad" behavior, these days it is just as likely to be the females who were abusive, addicted, or cheating on their spouses.

Women do initiate divorce over 70% of the time, but to believe that all of those divorces occurred because the man was "bad" is incorrect.
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John Bobrowski
02:24 PM on 05/05/2011
Really? That is a pretty self-serving. Trying to "source" the roots of marital unhappiness seems to be quite a task. Exactly how do you develop a survey that that will not be rampant with self-reporting error? I don't believe that most divorces are about abuse, addiction or infidelity. That pesky "etc" though? who knows what that means. Your suggestion appears to be that 75% of divorces are the result of the bad behavior of men. I would think you would have to have some pretty solid support to make such a statement!

The suggestion that as a matter of evolutionary psychology, women "suffer" more than men from divorce is one thing I suppose. But, the suggest that women who divorce are "usually" the "victims" of their husbands' bad behavior is quite another. I believe that kind of conclusory statement is unfounded and biased.
11:33 PM on 05/04/2011
Men, in general, can sometimes be a little lazy about filing the paperwork. That doesn't mean that they don't leave the marriage and I'm not talking just figuratively. People throw that statistic around (that women file more) but at least in my case, my husband has been willing to stay separated indefinitely and just go about his life. I have been dreading filing because a) I wanted to try to make the marriage work come hell or high water and b) my children will take the worst hit because we will have to move and live on severely diminished funds. There are never "pure victims," however I really take issue with what people read into the statistic of women basically doing the hard work of filing (in my case, didn't even want divorce and will have to handle all details and filing).
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John Bobrowski
02:36 PM on 05/05/2011
And, of course, there also is tactical advantage to filing first -- for example, the ability to obtain ex parte restraining orders. Those advantages may provide more file first motivation than that pesky male laziness. Moreover, family law practitioners (and even one Huffington Post commentator) discuss the rising use of personal protection orders as "leverage" in divorce. If a man is expelled from the marital home under a "PPO" based on allegations of abuse, then, notwithstanding the truth of the abuse allegations, he is disadvantaged in disputes over parenting. Evaluators often are concerned with "preserving the status quo", so obtaining sole possession of a marital home (where presumably the couple's children continue to primarily reside) gives the "resident spouse" a substantial leg up in parenting and custody negotiations.

I don't dispute the unfairness of your personal circumstances, but I think it is difficult to generalize about who does what or feels what in the context of divorce.
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moonflowerjewelry
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04:17 PM on 05/04/2011
I'm tired of waiting for my other comment to make it out of moderation. I think the historical assumption the author has made is patently absurd.

I, as a female, am sick of women always assuming that we are morally superior to men in all the family oriented ways. Real world examples? Go to www.parentfail.com and see all the photos of women exposing their male children to inappropriate secksual content: themselves. We are neither better nor worse than men. It's why I dropped the label feminist long ago.
Guest211
Stars Exploded to Make Me
04:55 PM on 05/04/2011
Nice to see such level headed (non-gender associated) responses.

I honestly hope to see you post many more.

Kudos.
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gposner29
10:15 PM on 05/05/2011
Some are better...some are worse....tempting as it may be, we can't paint an entire gender with the same brush...