There is a lot of fascinating work being done about how our minds work and how memories are formed, stored and recalled. I am full of admiration for those neuroscientists and claim no real ability to understand their science, but a fascination with what they claim those processes can do.
That said, I cannot figure out how I remember certain things from my earlier days other than that those memories/thoughts obviously struck me at the time as very interesting and worth remembering. Maybe there is a file drawer somewhere in the brain for such moments?
One of the courses I took at Harvard, which was then regarded as a "gut," was the introductory course in Sociology taught by George Homans in the early 1950s.
What I learned in that course has been of great value to me in my career in law, investment banking and government because it gave me insights into how to get into other people's heads and think like them. I have repeatedly found that ability -often very hard to achieve--essential to solving misunderstandings.
Two particular stories stand out among my memories.
At the end of the course, Homans said: "As you go out and on into life I plead with you to forget all the interesting and valuable things you learned in this course, particularly when it comes to being a parent.
If you think too much about what you learned here, you may be forever asking yourselves if you are crazy or if other people are. Remember, by definition we are all somewhere on the many continua of human behavior, including the abnormal. That does not mean that any of you are actually abnormal in the conventional meaning of that term. In fact if you were actually abnormal, you probably would not be sitting here now. So use your new knowledge carefully.
And, when it comes to your families, remember ONLY one thing. Just LOVE them. That will assure you will be a successful parent!
Unthinking love is for family. Thinking shrewdly is for the rest of life."
After four children, nine grandchildren and five great grandchildren, plus a lot of negotiations in business, finance and government, I have concluded that Homans was absolutely right.
It is a rare academic who has the wisdom to proffer such profound advice.
He also told a related anecdote about his time studying in Vienna in the early 1930s. The famous Sigmund Freud was still practicing his analysis. Homans wrangled an invitation to meet the great man.
On the day of the meeting he took a streetcar downtown to Freud's office. A lady got on the street car, with some difficulty because the little boy with her had both his fists clenched. He wouldn't/couldn't hold on to anything. She struggled to keep him safe on the rocking street car.
Homans thought that was odd behavior and quite interesting.
His interview with Freud went well and Freud asked whether he saw any interesting behavior lately. Naturally the little boy with the clenched fists immediately came to mind and he asked Freud what he thought that was all about.
Freud stroked his beard and thought for several minutes and finally asked, "Was that little boy you?"
Homans laughed and told Freud he thought it was a shrewd question, but no it was not him. Freud said to always beware of shadows in life.
Therein lies the hidden ME in me, which I think has served me well now for quite a spell.
Now all you have to do is find your hidden YOU.