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A Day of Deep Sorrow: An Imam's Reflections on Yom Hashoah

Posted: 05/ 1/2011 8:44 pm

This is the first Holocaust remembrance day (Yom Hashoah) since I, together with seven other Muslim American leaders, visited various Nazi concentration camps in Germany and Poland last summer. The trip came in response to my years of prayers. As someone who is a recovering anti-Semite pained by the current Jewish-Muslim relations here in the U.S. and globally, and as someone for years who has been trying hard to improve these relationships, I was convinced that there is a real communication problem between Jews and Muslims today.

We Muslims in general do not receive and decode the message we receive from our Jewish brothers and sisters and our messages do not go through and register with many Jews for the most part. Often I felt we are looking at different maps and trying to find an address. I was convinced long before this trip that no real in roads to understand contemporary Jewish world and Jewish psyche is possible without studying and understanding the Holocaust and the kind of collective trauma that it has created in the hearts and minds of the world Jewry today.

We visited the camps Dachau in Munich, Germany and Aushwitz and Birkenau in Krakow, Poland. We talked to a handful of Holocaust survivors. I confess in all sincerity that the whole trip experience came as a slap in the face. I thought I knew something about the Holocaust, Jewish history and pain. I guess it is something to read a few books and watch some Spielberg movies, but it is another thing to face the experiential reality of the tragedy as I tried to walk in the shoes of millions of innocent people in that couple days.

What I saw and witnessed was beyond horrible and tragic. It is horrible is if unethical soldiers, in the heat of a war, do ugly things or if angry mobs attack and kill innocent people. But the Holocaust was nothing like that, for two main reasons:

Firstly, I never quiet understood how very well thought,"ingeniously" designed, and efficiently and successfully carried out the death and destruction plan of the Holocaust was until this trip. It wasn't only Nazi soldiers committing these atrocities; millions of others from different parts of the European societies were on board with them as the Holocaust went on. The death camps got so efficient in the last three years of Holocaust that they were able to turn any one into ashes in less than three hours after they got out of their train in such a shameful and deceitful fashion.

Secondly, I never quiet understood the scale and the size of destruction of the Holocaust. Twelve million people were killed, 6 million of which were innocent Jews, making up about one third of the world's Jewry. There were 3.5 million Jews living in Poland before WWII. Poland was one of the main centers of Jewish learning with important yeshivas and learning centers for more than a thousand years. Fewer than 200,000 were left by the end of the war and today the most generous numbers say there about 1,000 Jewish families in Poland. All the existing Jewish heritage and civilization was completely wiped out. I couldn't help but do the math as I went through several sleepless nights after this trip. If you compare this for Muslims, it would mean 400 million to 500 million Muslims killed in six years and all the great learning institutions of the Muslim civilizations wiped out at the same time.

With out realizing and emphatically relating to the scale of destruction and its caused trauma of the Holocaust, it is almost impossible to understand the Jewish psyche and Jewish world today. Because the present-day Jewish map and Jewish institutions are all designed in response to this calamity, in response to this trauma.

We Muslims should not hesitate to condemn this horrific destruction in the strongest possible words. First of all, we have nothing to do with this evil act which took place at heart of "civilized and enlightened" Europe. On the contrary, there are numerous accounts that Muslims of Albania, Turkey, Bosnia, Morocco and many others saved thousands of Jewish lives.

Many things are just not the same after this trip for me. In all honesty, I used to receive many Jewish reactions to overtly anti-Semitic statements, such as the crazy Ahmadinejad of Iran claiming that Israel should be wiped out from the world map, as overreactions if not unnecessary exaggerations. I used to say: "Come on, he is a nut case. Why is this too much anxiety and fear?" As a result of this trip, I don't take those Jewish reactions in the same way any more. I share their anxiety and fear and see their point.

I lost taste of many things as a result of this trip as my trust in the innate good in humanity was fundamentally challenged. The most important one is very personal. One of the most powerful images was seeing the hills of human hair in Auschwitz and Birkenau. They used to shave people after they gassed them and sell this human hair to various factories for commercial use. I can never forget those hills of human hair. My 9-year-old little daughter has beautiful, long, thick hair. I used to find some much comfort, therapeutic peace in running my fingers through my daughter's hair after a long and tiring day. I lost taste for that as whenever I touch her hair those horrific images rush through my mind.

This Holocaust remembrance week and Yom Hashoah is a period of very painful reflection. I hope we will do more than just remembering. I pray that we will subscribe to the message of NEVER AGAIN wholeheartedly and be determined to do what ever it takes to achieve it.

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The following is the official statement from the imams who visited the concentration camps.

"O you who believe, stand up firmly for justice as witnesses to Almighty God." --Holy Quran, al-Nisa, "The Women" 4:135

On August 7-11, 2010, we the undersigned Muslim American faith and community leaders visited Dachau and Auschwitz concentration camps where we witnessed firsthand the historical injustice of the Holocaust.

We met survivors who, several decades later, vividly and bravely shared their horrific experience of discrimination, suffering and loss. We saw the many chilling places where men, women and children were systematically and brutally murdered by the millions because of their faith, race, disability and political affiliation.

In Islam, the destruction of one innocent life is like the destruction of the whole of humanity and the saving of one life is like the saving of the whole of humanity (Holy Quran, al-Ma'idah, "the Tablespread" 5:32). While entire communities perished by the many millions, we know that righteous Muslims from Bosnia, Turkey, Tunisia, Morocco and Albania saved many Jews from brutal repression, torture and senseless destruction.

We bear witness to the absolute horror and tragedy of the Holocaust where over 12 million human souls perished, including 6 million Jews.

We condemn any attempts to deny this historical reality and declare such denials or any justification of this tragedy as against the Islamic code of ethics.

We condemn anti-Semitism in any form. No creation of Almighty God should face discrimination based on his or her faith or religious conviction.

We stand united as Muslim American faith and community leaders and recognize that we have a shared responsibility to continue to work together with leaders of all faiths and their communities to fight the dehumanization of all peoples based on their religion, race or ethnicity. With the disturbing rise of anti-Semitism, Islamophobia and other forms of hatred, rhetoric and bigotry, now more than ever, people of faith must stand together for truth.

Together, we pledge to make real the commitment of "never again" and to stand united against injustice wherever it may be found in the world today.

• Imam Muzammil Siddiqi, Islamic Society of Orange County, Calif., and chairman of the Fiqh Council of North America
• Imam Mihamad Magid, All-Dulles-Area Muslim Society; President Elect, Islamic Society of North America, Washington, D.C.
• Imam Suhaib Webb, Muslim Community Association, Santa Clara, Calif.
• Ms. Laila Muhammad, daughter of the late Imam W.D. Muhammad of Chicago, Ill.
• Shaikh Yasir Qadhi, Dean of Academics for the Al Maghrib Institute, New Haven, Conn.
• Imam Syed Naqvi, Director of the Islamic Information Center in Washington, D.C.
• Imam Abdullah T. Antepli, Muslim Chaplain, Duke University
• Dr. Sayyid M. Syeed, Director, Interfaith & Community Alliances, Islamic Society of North America

 
This is the first Holocaust remembrance day (Yom Hashoah) since I, together with seven other Muslim American leaders, visited various Nazi concentration camps in Germany and Poland last summer. The tr...
This is the first Holocaust remembrance day (Yom Hashoah) since I, together with seven other Muslim American leaders, visited various Nazi concentration camps in Germany and Poland last summer. The tr...
 
 
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CDGreene
May the Fetus You Save Be Gay.
07:28 PM on 05/03/2011
Thank you for this beautifully written article. If only more religious people were like you. It is my sincere hope that adherents of different religions can learn to finally coexist with and be tolerant of each other.
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11:14 AM on 05/03/2011
For the same reason I've tried to study Islamic history where I can.
The Great Caliphates, the Sunni/Shiite divide, the destruction by the Mongols, the Rise of the Turks, and European colonization.
You can't possibly understand the point of view of people without their history.
09:54 AM on 05/03/2011
Thank you for your beautiful sentiments, the world needs more tolerance and compassion, we truly are more alike than not.
09:34 AM on 05/03/2011
Thank you so much for this. You have really touched me. Life is so precious for all of us.
Your willingness to go there and desire to more fully understand what happened is truly inspiring. You remind us all of what humanity is capable of for good.
You are very much needed in the world today - may you be blessed.
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StJames
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10:05 PM on 05/02/2011
Thank you for a beautifully written and heart felt essay.   I sincerely hope you will soon be able to find comfort in your daughter's hair  once again.
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09:13 PM on 05/02/2011
Best piece I've read today. Thank you. I will never forget the overwhelming sadness and horror I felt when I visited the Holocaust Museum in DC. I can't imagine seeing an actual camp. I don't think I could do it. The piles of shoes are what I can't forget. I hope that your willingness to examine within and capacity for empathy inspire other religious leaders of all faiths to find the same courage. Thank you again for an incredibly touching post.
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sunbeltvoter
Teapublican Evangelical Cults ARE The Problem
08:42 PM on 05/02/2011
Everyone on Earth should visit Birkenau. Pictures and maps do not fully convey the place. It hits you when you stand there and see the SIZE of the place. It is beyond huge. And unlike other places it was not a recycled existing facility, like the Auschwitz I camp. Birkenau.was built on purpose from scratch on Polish farm fields for one purpose only: extermination. To say that the Germans killed on an industrial scale is an understatement.

To carry out the vow "Never Again" it is necessary to ask "How did a whole country, one of the most advanced and educated on the planet, get sucked into doing this?"
08:41 PM on 05/02/2011
Thank you for sharing your experience.

Peace
07:26 PM on 05/02/2011
Thank you for understanding.
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Flor Arellano
West Coast chick with an East Coast heart.
05:54 PM on 05/02/2011
They are right, we will never forget.
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Ronju01
Live and let Live
05:16 PM on 05/02/2011
Thanks HP for this wonderful article.
04:10 PM on 05/02/2011
Thank you! I am touched.
gov111w
Truth-Justice-And the American way !
04:09 PM on 05/02/2011
I am not Jewish, to my knowledge there are no Jews in my family. Perhaps I could have been a denier of the Holocaust...but I had an Aunt, who was German and had a number tatooed on her arm. As a young boy I spotted the numbers one day and questioned her. She sat my brothers and I down and told us of a time when her beloved Germany went insane. She was lucky and managed to escape not only the camp by the country. She told us of the horrors of the camp..she had no reason to lie, her emotion told us everything she said was true. She is long gone now, but I still remember the numbers on her arm and the story she told us that day.
03:31 PM on 05/02/2011
The author makes the point that it took the cooperation of millions throughout Europe to do what German soldiers alone could not have done. Very true. Germany found willing partners in France, Czechoslavakia, Poland, the Baltic countries, Hungary, Romania and elsewhere. For every Schindler, or French farmer who hid Jewish children, or Raoul Wallenberg, there were so many others doing the work of the Nazis for and with them.
gov111w
Truth-Justice-And the American way !
04:16 PM on 05/02/2011
Fear is a horriffic force. There is a saying that goes something like this. "For evil to thrive in this world it take only that good men see it and do nothing about it" People were in fear for their lives, and they made decsions based upon those fears.
04:42 PM on 05/02/2011
Failure to act because of fear explains some, but not all of it.

The right wing in France -- fascists, essentially -- had lost the 1936 election to socialists and were more than happy to see Hitler invade and depose the government. The Right then formed a compliant government in southern France with a capital at Vichy. Their forces regularly rounded up and deported Jews on behalf of their Nazi allies.

In places like Poland and Estonia, the people may not have liked their loss of sovereignty, but there was more than willing cooperation with the rounding up of Jews and seizing their assets.
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11:11 AM on 05/03/2011
There is a difference between being passive and being a collaborator.
Ask the Danes, they joined Germany after sending all their Jews to Sweden and treated the Germans really well without actually helping them.
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01:47 PM on 05/02/2011
Imam, first of all, thank you for your comments. Now, if I may respond to this comment in particular:

"I used to find some much comfort, therapeutic peace in running my fingers through my daughter's hair after a long and tiring day. I lost taste for that as whenever I touch her hair those horrific images rush through my mind. "

I will never fully be able to understand how people could go on after surviving something like the Holocaust but, from the Jewish perspective, we choose life. Of all the lessons to be learned from staring the evil of the Holocaust in the face, one of the most important is that life itself is (and children in particular are) not just fragile and fleeting, but also unspeakably precious.

You've shown great respect and done something greatly significant for interfaith understanding. As a start towards returning the favor, I implore you to find a way to sit with what you've learned and, without dismissing the horror, find a way back to that taste for touching your daughter's hair.