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Dear Planned Parenthood: Thank You for My Law Degree, My Planned Family and My Health

Posted: 05/13/11 05:30 PM ET

Dear Planned Parenthood: I should have thanked you long ago for all you have given me. When I saw you in the news taking such a beating, I knew I had to write. While politicians slur you, spread false information about your services and funding, and try to take away women's access to you, I offer you my testimony with gratitude for the good life you have enabled me and countless other women.

Thank you for the birth control pills you gave me when I was 17. I didn't get much information at my Catholic school, but you explained everything I needed to know to avoid getting pregnant or diseased. I loved my high school boyfriend, and continued to date him through most of college, but he was not "the one." I thank you for keeping me from being a teen mother, for the fact that my first boyfriend is not the father of my children, and for allowing me to focus on my studies, run cross country for my university, and graduate with a double major.

Thank you for the birth control pills you gave me through my years in law school. I still remember your welcoming office in an old house near the campus. I met the love of my life in October of my first year, and I was glad to be protected from getting pregnant. My sweetheart and I graduated cum laude together -- just the two of us, no babies yet. We married four years later. I can't imagine how difficult it would have been to be new parents during law school. I might not have made it through. I am so grateful for my education, and for the fact that my relationship with my husband had time to grow and mature before we had children. I am thankful that we both had good jobs and a house before we welcomed the first of two children who were very much planned and wanted. I am grateful that our education allowed for salaries that have kept our children well fed, clothed and educated. They are now amazing teenagers, soon to embark on their own lives of love and career.

But I also want to thank you for something that social conservatives have been trying to make illegal because they can't separate church from state, not even for the health, welfare and future of women like me.

Thank you for legal abortion. When I was 42, I desperately wanted to have one more child to add to our family of 4. I got pregnant immediately, and soon discovered that I had two heartbeats in my belly, not just one. I was overwhelmed and scared, but thrilled. Unfortunately, in my third month, one heartbeat stopped. Then the other one stopped. I was devastated. I did not have a miscarriage, so I was scheduled for a D&C, which is known as an abortion when it terminates a pregnancy. Literally, it was the most painful thing I have experienced. For me, it was worse than childbirth. When people suggest that women use abortions as birth control, I know that nobody would choose this procedure routinely. The doctor sent some of the fetal tissue in to a lab to determine the cause of the failed pregnancy. I was shocked to learn that I had been carrying fetuses with severe genetic impairments that would have prevented them from living long or well outside the womb. Nature had done its job in stopping their tiny hearts. But what if their hearts kept beating into my second trimester? What if I had made it to the amniocentesis appointment that was scheduled for the next week? I would have chosen to terminate that pregnancy for the good of everyone concerned. Therefore, I am thankful to you, Planned Parenthood, for fighting all these years to maintain the right to safe, legal abortion.

Truly, words are not enough to express my gratitude. I joined other thankful Americans in the March for Women's Lives in our nation's capitol to express my support for you. I send you checks. I am sending you another contribution now. But I'll say it once more: Thank you, Planned Parenthood: for my health and happiness, my planned family, and for giving me access to a career so I can help others.

 
 
 
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12:43 AM on 05/20/2011
Lisa, I too am pro-choice. And your story of heartbreaking loss is one I have heard and seen personally. I am so sorry that you had to endure such a sad loss. Our babies are always our babies, even if they have to pass on earlier than we do.

Sadly, I have also seen some abortion clinics that encourage their use for flippant, convenient birth control, and late into pregnancy (16, 20 weeks and beyond). Please note that they are NOT associated with Planned Parenthood. I so, so wish that this were not the case. We need to keep abortion legal, yes, but I wonder sometimes if these late procedures belong not in a clinic but in a hospital with real professionals. But, money talks, and when a provider can collect $1000+ for a later term abortion, apparently sometimes the ethics of humane treatment of a mother and baby become negligible factors.

Someday I hope all of this becomes less and less common... we need access to birth control even more readily, and women need the option to terminate EARLY and easily so that as few mothers as possible have to terminate so late (when their decision to terminate is based upon lack of convenience, not a medical necessity as yours was). It seems so simple... if we all truly want fewer and less gruesome abortions, why wouldn't we all want increased access to birth control?
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10:30 PM on 05/23/2011
Planned Parenthood prevents more abortions than any other group by providing birth control. With early pregnancy testing and the morning after pill, there should be less need than ever for late abortion, even when birth control fails. The right wing politicians who are behind the defunding of Planned Parenthood are pushing poor women into the past when a dangerous abortion in a back alley was the only alternative for some women. The abortion issue is being used to deny women the full range of preventative birth control and health care services. It is such backward thinking. Prevention of unwanted pregnancies and disease is critical not only for poor women, but society as a whole.
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12:51 PM on 05/26/2011
I'm going to have to call your bluff. You are not pro-choice. Saying that you don't support a woman's right to abort a non-viable fetus (no fetus less than 20 weeks has ever survived outside the mother) makes you anti-choice. I challenge you to provide me with the name of ONE doctor that will perform an elective late-term abortion. Just one. Take your fear mongering somewhere else - we see it for what it is.
10:50 AM on 05/18/2011
Lisa,
I'm happy for you too. I'm so glad that you got to have sex with anyone you wanted, anywhere you wanted. It's just not right that women should be denied to right to screw anyone and be 'punished' as our wonderful president has said, with a child. Sorry, I mean embryo. No, no, wait a minute, zygote? Oh well, whatever you want to call that blob of cells is cool. Anyway, here's to you and the fight to enable all women to has sex anytime, anywhere, with anyone. Congrats.
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12:44 PM on 05/18/2011
Bobcatiga: I detect some anti-woman bias in your comment. Do you congratulate ( I presume you intend irony, judging from your tone and harsh vocabulary) all men for their "right" to have sex with, or as you say "screw," "anyone they want, anytime, anywhere they want?" Men don't get pregnant. Men don't carry children for 9 months, and they often don't care for them when they are born and need 18 years of care. So the consequences of their "screwing" as you call it, are less for men. Unless they are having sex with other men, they are having sex with women. Yet, you mock the notion of birth control as a tool for over-sexed women?

Should any man present this notion to a woman he wants to "screw" I hope she would tell him to go "screw" himself.

And for the record, the right to birth control and family planning does not make women into sex-crazed monsters, if that is what you are suggesting. Just like men, we have a lot of other things on our minds, like our educations, our jobs, and our families. Here's to equality, health and yes, even happiness for all.
12:52 AM on 05/20/2011
Bobcatiga, if you read her story, you would see that she never considered her unborn children as "blobs of cells." I hope that you never have to experience the sadness of losing a child.
07:48 PM on 05/16/2011
Thank you for your wonderful story. Luckily I have only needed planned parenthood once, and it didn't have anything to do with sex: I was shaving my pubic regions and cut myself, the cut got very infected and I was too embarrassed to go to my regular doctor, if it wasn't for planned parenthood I would have had a huge staph infection in the worst place ever. I'm still young, so I may need them in the future, but luckily I am in a "blue" state so I will never have to worry about my rights being taken away from me by men who will never have to bear children.
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12:59 PM on 05/26/2011
A threat to reproductive freedom anywhere is a threat to reproductive freedom everywhere. Don't kid yourself. I'm from WI (until very recently a blue state) and they're pulling PP funding there as we speak.
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03:46 PM on 05/16/2011
I love your article and agree with everything you say except...
"I didn't get much information at my Catholic school"
I'm sorry did you think you would have received MORE info at a public school????
Since I attended both I can assure you you wouldn't have and besides wasn't that something you should have gotten from an adult/parent/caregiver in YOUR family. While my mom couldn't talk to me she did give me several books.One was the book the Church gave her in the 50's while she and my father were going through their pre nuptual classes. Not saying they were great BUT I defiantly knew how NOT to get pregnant and frankly that's ALL that mattered back then.
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04:51 PM on 05/16/2011
You are correct, sex education can be deficient at any kind of school, and ideally there is education at home as well. Many parents are just not comfortable or even completely knowledgable about disease and prevention, etc...Some things Have changed since they invented the wheel, you might say, even regarding the basic human practice of sex as it relates to reproduction and disease.
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12:21 AM on 05/17/2011
My point was singling out Catholicism.
It just seems like a back handed insult.

In 1968 I was entering 8th grade in a Catholic grade school in the South. The nuns wanted to bring in an MD to teach a two week sex ed class, the parish priests said it was up to the parents. They sent out letters to every parent and the general consensus was thanks but no thanks I'll teach my kids what I want them to know and that was that. My mother was one of the few who checked the YES box. So it's not always the schools fault.
05:15 PM on 05/15/2011
I wish every single woman that has been helped by Planned Parenthood would stand up and write a letter to congress. I am alive today because of PP thanks to early detection of cancer of the cervix when I couldn't afford to see a doctor and was able to have a healthy baby boy. These politicians who lie are truly a shame to this country for trying to take away the only recourse many poor men & women have. I don't know how they can sleep at night or call themselves 'Christians'?
04:24 PM on 05/15/2011
Thank you also for catching the pre-cancerous cells in one of my favorite students last year. Now, I get to see what she makes of her life instead of having to offer my condolences to her parents at her funeral.
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01:59 PM on 05/15/2011
Thanks so very much for this column! When I was in my teens, I remember seeing photos from the early 1900's that shocked and horrified me. No, not porn or war -- these photos depicted women living in tenements amid squalor and poverty, often new to this country, and surrounded by hordes of dirty, presumably hungry children. The women looked absolutely defeated (as did the children). These were the families that inspired Margaret Sanger to begin the life-saving work of Planned Parenthood. As Flo Kennedy, 1960's attorney and activist once said, "If men got pregnant, abortion would be a sacrament."
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01:39 PM on 05/15/2011
Amen.
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MJinCanada
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01:01 PM on 05/15/2011
Thank you, Ms. Kaas Boyle. That was beautiful.
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01:13 AM on 05/16/2011
I also thank you for your article. I used planned parenthood as a college student. Later in my life after several children, I became pregnant and the fetus died in utero, similar to you. I had to have an abortion. I hate that legislatures and governors are able to interfere with my health care. Women are losing control of many aspects of their lives to men in government. If the legislatures and governors were more representative of women this would not happen. We are going backwards. Women are losing control of their health choices. How has this happened? Are we going back to the 19th century. I worry for all the women in the United States. We can not hold ourselves up as the leaders of civil rights or democracy in the world. Women are losing their civil rights daily. Thank you for your article. At least you know what we are about to lose.
11:58 AM on 05/15/2011
Thank you Planned Parenthood for providing an Abortion to my college sweetheart , I did not know that she used an ABORTION as birth control !! thank you for taking away from me the opportunity to see my daughter/son grow up, go to school, graduate from high school/college, thank you for not allowing me the beauty of walking my possible daughter down the isle, watching my son get married , thank you for taking away from the chance of being a GREAT grandfather to the ABORTED CHILD !!! ABORTION steals many things from everyone i.e. the baby`s right to life, morals and my right to be a father !!! Birth control pills is one thing, but providing ABORTIONS as a form of BIRTH CONTROL is dead wrong. At least Planned Parenthood should not use taxpayer money to provide ABORTIONS !!!
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02:24 PM on 05/15/2011
Sounds like a real communications problem between you and your girlfriend -- Planned Parenthood is clearly the Straw Man in this scenario. When I hear such complaints from males, I always wonder how many of them would really have walked the talk, given the opportunity.
06:57 PM on 05/16/2011
THANK YOU. Seriously, I hear that same old sob-story all the time. But statistics don't lie: "Eight of ten teen fathers do not marry the mothers of their first children. These absent fathers pay less than $800 annually for child support." - http://www.thenationalcampaign.org
02:48 PM on 05/15/2011
How is it that you still don't understand that using taxpayer money for abortions is...illegal? And, no one would actually choose to have an abortion just because they think it might be fun and hip. People get abortions because they're not ready for children, their life is in danger, the baby's life is at risk, etc. There are many reasons. Having a baby at a young age means that your life might not be able to continue on the track you've set. Raising a child takes time, it takes the right mindset, and it takes care. When you give birth to an unwanted baby, how do you think that baby is going to treated? Young mothers have a hard time coupling motherhood with school, and often these mothers fall into poverty. Just because you're lucky and you've never had to experience something like this doesn't mean you should walk around telling people how to live their lives. And, often, people simply delay parenthood with abortion so that they can get a good education and have their life in order (so that they're able to actually CARE for the baby), so chances are you'll still be a father and a grandfather.
04:07 PM on 05/15/2011
By the way PANNED PARENTHOOD has confessed to 3-4% of the women they see are giving an ABORTION by them !!! PLANNED PARENTHOOD receives Federal funds !!! wake the "F" up !!! that is over 300,000 ABORTIONS a year, are you okay with that? Just so a woman can complete her education?? WOW, you are a poor excuse of a human being.
05:18 PM on 05/15/2011
Abortions are not funded by tax payer money. Please stay in school and study.
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babybrut
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10:52 AM on 05/15/2011
Thank you for the personal note.
I encourage you to read my post again and address the issue I had with your article. My disagreement was with your touting Planned Parenthood as a solution to all of your personal problems, and ignoring the importance of strong families. I encourage you to do everything you can to promote the importance of personal responsibility. I encourage you to use your bully pulpit to address young women about their personal value as individuals who have much more to offer than just a body. I encourage you to take a stab at getting to the root of the problem and help eliminate the dead end street so many women find themselves on. As I said, you have no idea who I am or what I do, but if you feel “entitled” to judge me and my life, go for it. You have an exceptional opportunity. I hope in future articles you'll suggest some ways to promote strong families and self worth. Planned Parenthood isn't the solution for changing the baseline.
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12:48 PM on 05/15/2011
Planned Parenthood creates strong families. Birth control and abortion ARE personnel responsibility.

We who use family planning to time pregnancy for the most auspicious moment are the ones being responsible. You who act like Love can be demanded, forced, or dictated is the one being irresponsible.

You can't be responsible ( personally or otherwise ) if you make your choices based on wishful thinking and fantasy. You have to deal with the world as it is and human nature as it is.

You are, frankly, acting like a communist. They too had an awesome idea of how things should be that would work really really will IF ONLY everyone would feel and act a certain way. And indeed you can build communist groups that are very successful (like churches) so long as you limit membership to people who will work hard for the good of the group without expectation of riches in return.

But you can't apply these simpleminded models to a country because membership to a country comes with birth, not meeting a personality profile, so a country has to be governed in a manner that handles EVERYONE.

Now almost every woman will eventually choose to have children if she isn't forced to bear before her time (which can damage her forever like my mother). So if you just dig up a little humility and patience and WAIT till shes ready to embark on that journey with enthusiasm and passion you set the stage for healthy families.
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01:06 PM on 05/15/2011
And I will say, quite honestly, that Planned Parenthood is better at following my own advice than I am. They are rock steady, respectful, and ready to support you whatever you decide.

I, meanwhile, like most people have a rubric for Choice. And if you come to me for advice I will look at what I would do in your situation and advocate for that. I have an opinion and I will share it. Advocating one way or the other.

I Judge. You Judge. BRut Judges.

But Planned Parenthood doesn't judge.

They just help.
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MJinCanada
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01:08 PM on 05/15/2011
It's not a "solution to all of your personal problems". That's a daft exaggeration. It is a support just like all the other supports one has through life including family, teachers, friends, coworkers, mentors, coaches, clergy if one is religious, and so on. When schools and parents are too chicken to explain the facts of life to young people, PP is another place to turn to.

Taking advice or a bit of assistance from PP or anyone else WHOSE JOB IT IS TO HELP YOUNG PEOPLE is not giving up personal responsibility. Personal responsibility is not about going it all on your own. It includes taking the steps to get the education, advice and encouragement that one needs to succeed.
01:28 AM on 05/15/2011
I am sorry for your loss and I congratulate your success! It's unfortunate that women's voices can not be heard. The conservatives want us pregnant and in the kitchen, on welfare and food stamps so they can start that same bull....t all over again. "The country is in grave economic times because the welfare system needs an overhaul. Women are having babies just to get on welfare and food stamps it's a disgrace. They should learn to keep their legs closed and get an education." Can't you just hear them, Newt has cranked it up already with his " This Is The Most Successful Food Stamp President In Modern U.S. History." It's sad but if we as women don't take back our rights these stuck on stupid conservatives are going to set us back. They say they are going to take their country back, back from who. They say they want things to be the way they were back in the good old days, good for who. Wow! Men and women don't go to sleep on these fools because one day you are going to wake up back in the good old days struggling with 19 and counting babies, hospital bills from, female only, cancers. I could go on and on but I'm going to call it a wrap.
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11:16 PM on 05/14/2011
babybrut:
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What mother wouldn't - give her loving support, regardless?
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Mine wouldn't. My mother was abusive and hateful. I eventually found out that she had cause to be.

I am an abortion survivor.

I don't really have a mother. I have an unwilling gestational carrier. I was conceived in the marriage bed as the result of a sabotaged condom. You see, she'd devoted her entire life to becoming one of the first wave of female lawyers and a woman could get fired for becoming pregnant back then.

Dad suddenly wanted a child because he knew that next year an executive at his company was retiring and he had a shot at the job. But the CEO had taken him golfing to let him know that only "stable family men" would be considered for the spot. So his path to advancement was being thwarted by her dreams.

She foolishly told him her plans to abort and he drained their joint account (theft of her money) so she couldn't pay then let her know that if she didn't keep me he'd divorce her ... and tell EVERYONE. Which would also get her fired from the scandal and make her a penniless, homeless, pariah.

His betrayal destroyed her mind. She'd loved and trusted him.

Every time people like you declare that a Mother's Love is an entitlement you just make my lack of it hurt more. And it angers me that you take yours so much for granted.
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MJinCanada
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01:17 PM on 05/15/2011
There was a recent report about abuse crisis centres that had kept track of the number of women who had reported that their abusive partners had sabotaged their birth control. Up to a third of the callers said their partner had tried to get them pregnant to force them to stay in the relationship.

I can't even think of something comforting to say. If I could, I'd offer a hug, at least.
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01:05 AM on 05/16/2011
It's OK.

I knew I'd be OK when I found out the truth of my conception.

Much of my pain came from the simple knowledge that my Mother didn't like me. Child-me was surrounded by a culture that insisted a mother's love is guaranteed no matter what.

But mine doesn't even like me.

How horrible must I be that My Own Mother doesn't like me? What did I do? How can I fix it? TELL ME!!

Then I grew older and became aware of gender roles and how I didn't fit them. Did she hate me for being a tom boy? She was a girly girl. All into clothes and hair and socializing.

HOW DARE SHE!!! SHE'S SUPPOSED TO LOVE ME FOR WHO I AM!!!

But even as rage sustained me I still yearned for that love, imagined it was possible if one of us changed.

When I discovered the horrible truth of my conception I realized

1) She would never love me.
2) It wasn't either of our faults.

My creation had been profaned by force making me a weapon first and a child second.

It would take a saint to look past that.

Nothing *I* had done caused her dislike and nothing I could do could repair it.

So I was free. Like Buddha says, suffering comes from wanting that which we can't have. I needed to accept that I couldn't have maternal love and stop wanting it.

Took about a decade.
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10:18 PM on 05/14/2011
Thank you Planned Parenthood, for the lives of my God-Daughter and Nephew. The abortions their mothers had as single teens allowed them to attend college where they met the father's of those two children. Without people like you, those loved, chosen, wanted children would be wiped from existence.

Thank you Planned Parenthood for the happiness and health of the mothers of my god-daughter and nephew. They are triply blessed in finding love, learning a craft they take pride in, and having happy/healthy children for whom they can provide a secure future.

I know there are people who would destroy those children. People who draw arbitrary religious lines in the sand to choose between potential children. These people arrogantly demand the right to choose which potential children are quickened.

Now I too have a criteria for choosing between potentials. One that says it is proper and right to abort when you are not emotionally or financially ready for the trials and costs of gestation (never-mind parenthood).

But at the end of the day it is wrong for us to fight over those women's wombs like feral dogs snarling over a contested bone because neither one of us is giving so much as a drop of our blood to quicken either child.

New life is payed for in blood, pain, and the risk of your own death. Those who pay have the right to choose when, where, and how. Right or wrong, wisely or foolishly.
Katchalater
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09:03 PM on 05/14/2011
Countries that have a better maternal mortality rate that the U.S. Bahrain, Bosnia, Oman, Qatar, Republic of Korea, Kuwait, and I haven't even touched on Western European countries. In the U.S. for every 100,000 live births 24 women die. But lets cut off what medical help poor women can get.
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Lisa Kaas Boyle
08:18 AM on 05/15/2011
What an amazing statistic. Shocking. It does seem that many people opposed to Planned Parenthood are more concerned about potential people than actual women and children who suffer horribly from the effects of poverty.
liry
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01:20 PM on 05/15/2011
You are absolutely right. Thank you so much for sharing your deeply personal story. Mine is very similar, and I try to remember PP in my charitable donations as often as I can. My life would have been so much different had PP not existed. And no, I was not a welfare recipient using abortions as a form of birth control. It was there for an emergency and used only once. I always felt it could happen to anyone once, but to use it repeatedly would not be an intelligent or responsible choice. Fanned and faved.
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02:10 AM on 05/16/2011
The statistic is even worse than you think.

First of all, Hospitals in the US are not required to report maternal mortality by the federal government at all and state mandates vary. And its not always obvious that the death is pregnancy related. So we aren't getting the full count.

http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2409165/
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A recent article in a major obstetrical journal revealed a 93% underreporting rate of maternal death in Massachusetts
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we literally have no idea how many U.S. women die from pregnancy- or birth-related causes every year. The CDC's most recent guess is that they could be missing as much as 2/3 of the maternal deaths.
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When a woman is discharged from a hospital after giving birth and later dies from causes directly related to her birth or the care she got, she may die in a different hospital.
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Secondly, If you focus on specific minority groups its much much worse. For example, black women in New York:

http://www.lifeformothers.org/topics-in-focus/16/topic/new-york-city-s-rising-black-maternal-mortality-unexplained
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In 2008, black women in New York City experienced 79 maternal deaths per 100,000 live births.
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That is a worse mortality rate than soldiers fighting in Iraq/Afghanistan. A lot worse.

And that is just the ones we know about.

Its a national disgrace.