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Fear and Loathing in the Island that Doesn't Exist

Posted: 01/22/2012 9:39 am

I just came back from the Island that doesn't exist. Almost 3 years had passed since the last time I was there and, apparently, it grew in size. It was always believed its territorial extension was of 100 by 35 miles, but new metrics reveal it is actually a little bigger than that. Which goes contrary to logic as islands usually erode into the sea and, in the case of a previous miscalculation, time would tend to auto correct the number. Anyways, the truth is it doesn't surprise me at all that logic doesn't apply to her.

The Island that doesn't exist has a physical presence on Earth. It also has people and a national idiosyncrasy, yet it is not a country, but a non-incorporated territory of the United States of America. I visit on occasion to see family and the friends I've made at the cobbled stoned streets of its Old City in the past decades. I wasn't born there but strong ties unite us and I love her.
From above she is one beautiful island, sparkled by even more enchanting satellite islands. She is voluptuous in nature, musical and tropical, with whimsical starry nights and waters that spark with flickering lights on moon nights. She is sunny, peaceful, fertile and magical. Yet she is also violent, chaotic, artificial and broken. Contradiction, paradox and relativity are ubiquitous to her.

Nothing is black or white. There are millions of colors and many shades of grey. But in general terms the place is somehow affected by polarizing extremes. For example, black people often define themselves as whites. At the same time whites from there are often defined as colored people in the US and abroad (racism is that absurd!). Its society is consumerist to nauseating levels, however it doesn't even produce its own basic foods. Most people there think agriculture is something denigrating, as if a food's more natural environment was a can. The situation is so fragile, that if external supply would cease, the alimentary crisis would be devastating in a matter of weeks. Poor people often act like they are rich. And the upper class shows off a very rare brand of pride that stems from not owning their country, like it is some kind of great idea. Educated people are often very ignorant of their own culture and history. But at the same time simple people possess a tightly knitted thread of intelligence that goes from one generation to the next and weaves the fabric of an undeniable insular identity.

In 1995 I had the once in a lifetime opportunity to study New Journalism with Gabriel Garcia Marquez in Colombia and, while discussing his Magic Realism, I told him: "You should go to Puerto Rico, Maestro". To which he replied that he never would, because he knew the Island would surpass it and therefore, could alter the foundation of his craft. It was then when I decided not to try to understand the Island and I started accepting her for who she is: literally "something else". So every time I visit I expect anything. Through the years I have come to terms with the surrealism of the place and I have learned to take it as it comes, with an open mind, as a never-ending intellectual challenge.

This time our plane landed at night. It was close to Christmas so I knew, or I believed I knew, I would find the place in a festive mode because, no matter what, the islanders always party like it is the end of the world. Their characteristic happiness is specially true during the holidays, which are legendary because they start in November and last until mid January with "plena" music, an arts festival and heavy drinking on the streets of the Old City. I also expected economic depression because I've been warned about the scars the global crisis is inflicting to the Island.
But to my surprise the place was literally dark, not to say they were not partying and celebrating, but something was strangely odd. As our car left the airport I noticed it immediately so I asked our driver why the street lighting was off on the main roads, intersections and expressways of the metropolitan area. The answer was: "Junkies steal the copper wires of the light posts". Miles and miles of it? That is humanly impossible! Besides, those cables hang very high up in the air!, I insisted. "Yup", she replied. Since I have learned to accept things as they come at the Island, I remained silent for the rest of the trip. A dark passage to the vicinity of Dorado, mecca of tourism, on a pitch black road only lightened up on exceptional points.

In the following days I found the islanders collectively dealing with a severe case of bad trip. Let me explain: The Island has been high on drugs for a long time now, half a century at least, but in the past decade the situation had escalated exponentially and the economic crisis had only worsened the situation.

On Christmas Day a shooting left a cadaver on the parking lot of a major shopping center, full of last minute shoppers, but the news surprised no one. Car to car shootings and executions in the middle of the day on the expressways and virtually anywhere have become the norm. Drug use, traffic, dealing and money laundering are out of control. Corruption is evident, everyone knows that many politicians are rotten apples but they get elected anyways.

After an extensive campaign to try to dissuade people who shoot bullets to the air at midnight on New Year's, a chilling video surfaced on FaceBook the next day. A group of young people went to the balcony of their apartment to film the fireworks, instead they ended up putting together a mind blowing video piece. You would expect people who shoot at midnight on New Years Eve would pull out their guns and shoot a couple, maybe a dozen shots, right? Well, not exactly. This people ended up crawling for protection inside their apartment while recording what sounded like active combat in a war zone, with hundreds and hundreds of bullets fired by different types of machine guns and that was only one case. The island is armed and extremely volatile nowadays.

The situation is not comparable to Mexico, Colombia or the mainland. Puerto Rico is really small and people live very close one to another, so everything seems and feels like it happens right on your backyard. Their historical background is very particular too. The island was the target of unmentionable experiments in the past century by the US government. Because of that, the scars of colonialism by two subsequent imperial rulers, and because its people have fought every US war, the prevailing psychological scars are deep and big. So, for starters, the Island is highly medicated.

On top of that the system has created generations of people who live on welfare, do not work and are very poorly educated. Unemployment is high. Violence against women is news everyday. The police force is widely corrupt. Today, there are homeless junkies in every town. They are particularly notable because the local dealers cut heroin with horse anesthetics and the result is a drug that rotten the bodies of heavy users. They look like zombies, or the cast of Michael Jackson's Thriller video. So in general terms the society is widely unhealthy, uneducated and broken.

On the other hand, the economy is on the ropes. It is only natural as it is entirely dependent, by law, of the US. When things are bad here, they are even worse there. I suspect the streets are in the dark mostly because the government is cutting energy costs that way, but I was unable to confirm it. For decades money laundering and the underground economy were somehow tolerated, as the upper classes have always opted for enriching their coffers at every opportunity, taking advantage of the colonial loop holes and disregarding long time risks. But the breaking point is too evident now to ignore and for the first time it is affecting everybody: poor and rich, white or black, men and women, old but specially the young ones.

There's many places around the world that suffer from high levels of drug trafficking, substance abuse and addiction problems simply because of their locations. If a country is located on the route between manufacturing meccas and major consumer nations, problems will manifest for sure with trafficking and sales of drugs, violent crime associated with drug sales and high levels of drug consumption. Puerto Rico is a particularly alluring target for drug traffickers. If the South American cartels can get their drugs through the Caribbean and onto the island, the cargo can be moved into the U.S. without customs interference.

Puerto Rico is by culture part of Latin America and by politics part of the US. But at the same time the Island is not a Latin American country neither a State of the Union. That is why it is trapped in an impossible situation without real instruments to combat the very particular characteristics of her current situation. This time around the US cannot be the solution, because the US is an integral part of the problem. Applying the war on drugs to Puerto Rico is proving to be like pulling a gun to our own head.

Can this be the catalyst that will force the island that doesn't exist to finally stand on her own feet and to be, all by herself? Would the US invite her to be part of the union treating Puerto Ricans as equals, with full rights, protecting its citizens and not treating them as a second class as they do now? I might be wrong but I don't think so. I believe that integration and denial of her own self wouldn't be a solution but I respect those who think the opposite. After all those who migrated to the mainland and their descendants have all the right to be and to call themselves Americans if they want to, and in fact they have no other choice. There are many grey areas in regards to the citizenship and no easy answers. Only Puerto Ricans can decide their fate. But to solve the pressing emergency on the Island they will have to stand up, work hard, be united, combat ignorance, learn to love their land and respect it, come together as a people and sit -as equals- to negotiate or just declare a dignified solution on their own. Or they will forever suffer the psychological and physical condemnation of living as expatriates in their own land, eternally foreign to their own self.

 

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I just came back from the Island that doesn't exist. Almost 3 years had passed since the last time I was there and, apparently, it grew in size. It was always believed its territorial extension was of...
I just came back from the Island that doesn't exist. Almost 3 years had passed since the last time I was there and, apparently, it grew in size. It was always believed its territorial extension was of...
 
 
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03:47 PM on 02/23/2012
First of all, as a subscriber mentioned when the article first came, (I think it was Ramon Vicente), tthere are in the mainland areas with the same negative conditions that the writer mentions afflicting Puerto Rico. It may be a difference of perspetive. PR is such a small island that every action, positive or negative are inmediatelly known or magnified in our perception. Who, here in Killeen Texas where I live is aware of the crimes that are happening every day in the city, in the next county, the next state.? Not many, and if we think of New York, Chicago, LA, etc. much much less. Think what 35 miles equals to going from Manhattan to Newark... The small groups are lost in the inmensity of territory and the inmensity of the population; whether they are ethnic groups or imigrants, or the hood. People aware of history in Puerto Rico know that from the 15th and 16th centuries there has been the same battle and question; viz: should we be independent or a colony of Spain.
Politicians are the same as physicians, clergy, bankers, merchants... some are very good... others are ok and others are rotten. Lets no give a the same characteristics to specific constituents.
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11:59 AM on 03/02/2012
Your answer is la clĆ”sica. So many of my friends in Puerto Rico say the exact same thing: "Ay, las cosas estan malas en todas partes. ("Things are bad everywhere.") And every time I hear it, I cringe. It's just not true. Yes, there are pockets of high crime, but they don't compare to the high crime rate to which affects all parts of Puerto Rico and its almost 4 million inhabitants. I lived there for 10 years before moving to NYC. New York, which once had a murder rate higher than Puerto Rico's is now, closed 2011 with fewer than 500 murders, a record, and that's with 8 1/2 million inhabitants, more than twice the population of Puerto Rico. So please, don't use that excuse. Things CAN get better, if the people of Puerto Rico would mobilize and stop pointing everywhere else to try to shrug it off and justify what's going on there.ā€
12:53 AM on 02/20/2012
no hay peor ciego que el que no quiere ver, en ingles,denial is not a river in africa. corrupt politicians,party fanatics (statehood is the solution to all our problems!PLEASE... and 500 hundred years of conqueres boot on a peoples spirit does make for mutated thinking ,read franz fannon,retrato del colonizador/colonizado. whoever knocks on my door and helps me become aware that my house is on fire i will be grateful to.here on the rock we have a mega problem and everybody wants the other person to deal with it,it does't work that way,divide and conquer, we are a divided country and if we don't get our act together and start pulling together we 'll do another 500 hundred years as a boot stool,thanks heads up people!
08:15 AM on 02/10/2012
You have, in depth, defined the problems that Islanders are living with every day. It is very easy to write about our realities from your perch living on the mainland.

You state " I wasn't born there but strong ties unite us and I love her." My question to you is, what are you doing to express that love?

Aside from highlighting the negatives, which we are all aware of, what are you doing to help resolve the issues that you have written about?

Anyone can criticize; what takes real courage is those people who get involved and work towards solving the problems. You're welcome to come down and live among us and make a difference.

That is HOW you can show that love !.
05:17 PM on 02/11/2012
What are you doing Juan ?
08:18 PM on 02/12/2012
I give counseling and support to young people in halfway homes recovering and trying to get back into the right path of society - so I can ask what are You doing ?
07:45 PM on 02/09/2012
"A group of young people went to the balcony of their apartment to film the fireworks, instead they ended up putting together a mind blowing video piece." hahahah last time i checked they started recording the video BECAUSE of the gunshots... not that it matters but it shows how full of "made up things" this article is... and "On Christmas Day a shooting left a cadaver on the parking lot of a major shopping center, full of last minute shoppers" the stores were open??? on christmas day???
08:01 PM on 02/07/2012
Very interesting article. However, I do not agree with it. In the surface, it may seem that she's correct; yet, to truly understand the island you have to sweat it out, move here and live like a local (not come in on vac and skim the surface)...and then you will realize that Ricans are survivors...and history supports my theory that when they tire of a situation, they fight back...
06:12 AM on 02/08/2012
Agree!
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08:23 AM on 02/08/2012
Yes, but the question is, what is it going to take for them to tire of a situation? I was there 10 years, know the island and its people intimately. During those 10 years (left in 2006), no one tired of the situation. They got used to it. And those that had money sought refuge in gated communities rather than fighting to eliminate the need for the gates.
04:44 PM on 02/05/2012
An excellent, beautiful, and tragic depiction of what is going on on in my homeland. It pains me to say that, although I lived in PR most of my life and have always made a concerted effort to bring my daughter there every year so she can have a connection to our roots, I am starting to feel like I shouldn't bring my child there as I am really concerned about our safety. Thanks for a great article.
07:32 PM on 02/06/2012
My main beef about PR is the driving skills.
07:50 PM on 02/06/2012
Sorry not trying to make light of the problem in PR. I think its a moral issue that is wide spread not only visible where the poor reside but also its hidden in the gated communities but not visible to the eye. But only active and good conscious people in PR could solve the problem in PR. May God Bless them. This is my humble opinion folks not graduate of any university but I love PR and in my humble way I want to make PR better. Love the discussion in HP forum I am learning and I can see that Ms. Gutierrez brought out the pros and cons of her views and I am thankful for that.
04:05 PM on 02/05/2012
I think that we could all agree that it would be delusional for a person to deny atrocities such as the Holocaust or the AIDS epidemic because they were ashamed of it, or because they didn't want to say bad things about their own country. But unfortunately, by denying the truths of this article, we are giving in to the criminals and to the corruption. Sadly, everything she said about PR is TRUE: the junkies, the drugs, the killings. Turning a blind eye and repeating "it wasn't me or my friends" will just worsen situation worse by enabling them to get away with it. We as Puerto Ricans need to first recognize the problem and then work to make things better. This is not a matter of pride or fault, it's a matter or taking action and standing up for what you believe is right.
07:10 PM on 02/05/2012
Do you honestly think people are blind to the problems here? And do you think this article helped the island in ANY way? Be honest!! In your heart you know it did not!
mira chancleta
C'mon, there's NO "La Tino" race
09:20 PM on 02/05/2012
zz,

Did this article fix the problems on the island? NO!
Did it get people talking about them? YES!

If you have brain cancer, putting on a pretty hat and going for a stroll in the Condado is not going to cure you.

However, a consultation with the medical experts who can assess your condition and propose cures, or at the very least a course of treatment will certainly be the way to go and NOT accusing your loving friends of hating you, because they want to see you healthier, happier and living a live of dignity and pride that is NOT false.

O, te puedes quedar brincando y saltando en el "internet" en tu taparrabo de polyester..
06:41 AM on 02/06/2012
From of some of the comments written in this forum, yes. People clamoring that she should write an article about Colombia and how much worse it's over there, discussion on who really steals the copper wires. It was you who said " The fact that she studied here, married a Puerto Rican and has a child (half Puerto Rican) makes it even worse." Makes what worse? The situation on the island is beyond her control! What do you really care about? It seems from your comments that you are more outraged by the fact that this article was written that by the real atrocities that happen every day. You are right, this article didn't help, but it didn't make anything worse either. Problems don't go away by ignoring them.
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02:26 PM on 02/05/2012
Aquƭ en esta isla no pasa nada! Todo estƔ biƩn! Caramba! He dicho!

Translation: Nothing at all is wrong here on this island! Everything is fine! Darn it! And that's that!
07:41 PM on 02/03/2012
I believe you portrait a very accurate radiography of the island, It is true we live in fear, we live in pain and we are hopeless. The politicians are the worst of us all and the only way out is to run for our lives and move to exile as soon as possible. Those of us who study to help our country develop have lost all hope because of the highly corrupted system. Imagine it, we already have the fear that the elections will be rob by the political party in power. The politicians only want to be in power to become the "Welfare Pimps of the moment" their goal is to get their hands in the basket of US economic assistant to the Island. And their means to do so are by keeping the people less educated so they wont notice when they have been rob of their dignity, their education and their future. No wonder we have acquired the doubtful reputation as lazy and "mantenidos", a reputation sponsored by our local administration for years.
05:46 PM on 02/03/2012
Maybe you can write about the attack on a police station in western Colombia caused by the Farc yesterday. Or how the armed forces are looking for the leftist guerrilla leaders that created those attacks and killed 17 people. Or maybe you can write about how Colombia’s security forces are increasingly murdering civilians and making it look as if they were killed in combat, often by planting weapons by the bodies or dressing them in guerrilla fatigues. I am going to make your work easier. Here are the links.
http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-latin-america-16864379

http://online.wsj.com/article/SB10001424052970203889904577201454188309954.html?mod=googlenews_wsj

http://www.nytimes.com/2008/10/30/world/americas/30colombia.html?ref=colombia
07:30 PM on 02/03/2012
We could fill this blog with hundreds of such links. I'm wondering why Ms. Gutierrez doesn't report on her own country. There really is LOTS to write about!! I would not go to Colombia even if you paid me to!
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08:00 PM on 02/04/2012
She is not reporting on her own country as this article is not about Colombia and it shouldn't be. Just like this article is not about you either. Consequently, I suggest you 1. Stop arguing the author needs to talk about Colombia and 2. Stop getting "offended" by this article as this is definitely not about you. The self-centered attitude is sad and we do not need to know that you are pursuing a Ph.D. as that is also irrelevant and actually makes your comments even sadder as I'd expect more mental clarity and argumentative acumen from someone with an advanced degree.
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03:42 PM on 02/05/2012
Great job at adding things THAT HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH THE ARTICLE AT HAND.

Your never ending focus on all things NOT PUERTO RICO related only shows that you have no rebuttal to the fact that puerto rico is a mess.

For the last time. . you dont need to be a Puerto rican to observe and comment on problems in puerto rico... . as you yourself aptly point out problems in other places.

You dont need to be from the geographical area in question to be an expert on it. As you and Kristy have cited CIA facts regarding puerto rico. . . how many puerto ricans do u think are on the CIA information/stats panel that works up descriptions of EVERY COUNTRY in the world.

So the non rican CIA gringos are your source for expert opinion on puerto rico - - yet a Colombian born author who attendeed the Univ. of Puerto Rico is dog food ?

Einstein was german, Madeline Albright (former secretary of state) is a Czech native, Joseph Pulitzer, Hungary, Irving berlin, Russian. . . .to name a few transplants who were highly influential and prominent figures OUTSIDE of their respective countries.

This article is about puerto rico. . . . is this so hard to comprehend ?
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04:02 PM on 02/05/2012
Finally someone who gets it.
03:50 PM on 02/02/2012
Your article on Puerto Rico is disingenuous and insulting to the hard-working decent people on the island who work hard to support their families. The economic situation in Puerto Rico as in most of the world is difficult regardless of its political status. Coverage of the drug-related crime rate is duplicitous given that you are by birth and maybe even status Colombian. Apparently you have never heard of the proverbial ā€œpeople who live in glass housesā€¦ā€ Cocaine, and to a large extent Colombian heroin are exported by Colombian drug cartels not only to Puerto Rico, but throughout our planet for money. Your country was the first to experience unprecedented drug-related violence, who can forget the well-documented ā€œColombian necktieā€ killings of entire families. The damage created by Colombian criminal organizations, both in terms of violence and the disintegration of social structures, will remain undeterred so long as the following remains true: ā€œThe DEA and the Colombian National police believe that there are more than 300 active drug smuggling organizations in Colombia today. Cocaine is shipped to every industrialized nation in the world and profits remain incredibly high.ā€ Today Colombia is heralded as ā€œa country full of promise…. …markedly different than the Colombia of a decade ago. Not only is Colombia thriving, the nation is now a leader and key strategic partner in the international community.ā€ Quite a different picture from the one you portrayed of Puerto Rico, but at whose expense?
10:10 PM on 02/02/2012
So true!!! (Sadly true.)
09:21 AM on 02/06/2012
so, how does it feel to see Victor Cruz score a touchdown?
08:32 PM on 02/06/2012
liked that booty dance he did!!
10:17 PM on 02/02/2012
Now that's something THAT'S something to write about!!
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04:31 PM on 02/01/2012
Nope....no white Tainos.

http://www.uprm.edu/news/articles/as2008009.html

If anyone understood I referred to "white Tainos" sorry for the mix up! (??)
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01:04 PM on 01/31/2012
Your article is totally weird to ā€œnauseating levelsā€! Someone can think that you know PR better than puertorricans, but you don't!!! Well, you're right when you describe us as ā€œliterally something elseā€. Not too many outsiders can understand our Island idiosyncrasy. You’ve to be born and live here to understand it! I’ll need more that 250 words to refute your marked prejudices reflected in phrases like: ā€œIts society is consumerist to nauseating levelsā€ (During the Christmas season? I've never seen empty shopping centers during the holidays…); ā€œMost people think that agriculture is something denigratingā€ (Who told you that? Did you interview a farmer?) ; ā€œEducated people are often very ignorant of their own culture and historyā€ (if this is true, why did you use the adjective ā€œeducatedā€?); ā€œSimple people possess a tightly knitted thread of intelligenceā€¦ā€ (Meaning what? That simple people are stupid?); ā€œDorado, mecca of tourismā€¦ā€ (Since when? I’ve always thought that the Old San Juan and Condado areas were the ones?); ā€œI found the islanders collectively dealing with a severe case of bad tripā€¦ā€ (Are you trying to say that all islanders are drug addicts?); ā€œCar to car shootings and executions in the middle of the day on the expressways and virtually anywhere have become the norm.ā€ (The norm to whom? Maybe this never happens in Colombia…); ā€œEveryone knows that may politicians are rotten apples but they get elected anywaysā€¦ā€ (Can you give me the names of the reelected ones?)
05:15 PM on 02/04/2012
It's even more weird and nauseating that so many people..that call themselves Puerto Rican ...actually agree with ALL of this!!! That is the saddest part.... I agree with you!!
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06:57 PM on 02/04/2012
So now you say that ALL people from PR cannot agree at all with the author or else they risk being labeled traitors or sad? Are you saying that all 4 million people there need to have ONE opinion about this essay and agree with you that the author is WRONG? Are you seriously trying to say that the author is nauseating for even writing about the drug problem in PR instead of describing the worse (yet completely irrelevant) drug scene in her native Colombia? That if one disagrees with her highness Kristy Lopez one is not Puerto Rican? Seriously, use that "educator" title you claim you have and go educate yourself about proper ways to argue for or against something vice relying on emotional/illogical points about to state your ideas. Besides, last time I checked your stamp of approval was not required to claim membership in the Puerto Rican club.
10:36 AM on 01/31/2012
https://www.cia.gov/library/publications/the-world-factbook/geos/rq.html

I'm thinking there should be some accuracy on this site.... Read economy...etc.
11:43 AM on 01/31/2012
Maybe the whining will stop now.