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What the Bible Really Says About Doubt

Posted: 05/17/11 03:03 PM ET

In the past, no matter how much I read the Bible, I had thought that it didn't encourage questions or questioners. I soon realized that my call to questioners and my previous belief about the Bible had become incompatible.

As I started this new Bible study, I realized how much I valued the cocoon I had built around myself. I realized how much I valued my own safety when it came to the Bible. As long as I could fit it into my neat, theological categories, I did just fine, at least, on the surface.

Fear. All of us feel it. There is no shame in feeling it, although we often think it's the height of sin to just have the feeling. It often comes to us when we are in situations that are completely out of the realm of our abilities. We have no way to cope, so we often fall back on what we know. Rarely do we enter into those questions and feel their full brute force. That is, until God makes us face them.

We feel fear and then we lash out at the person who is doing the asking. We react in fear not because God is challenged but because our idols are being called into question; the idols of success, influence, power and control.

Atheists often talk about how Christians and the Bible encourage blind belief. Christians often think it as well. When I struggled with doubt, I avoided the Bible. It made me ill to even think about reading it.

I have to say, rethinking how I approached questioning in the Bible turned out to be harder than I thought. I had such an ingrained attitude driven by misquoted scripture, "Didn't Jesus say we should have the faith of a child?"

It's true, He did, but it's my belief we haven't really thought about His words. Have you ever been around kids? Kids do have a simple faith, but they also question everything. My kids ask intense questions like "Why does God let people die? Why do I feel scared? Why was this person mean to me?"

I find it much easier to answer the questions of adults than kids.

Jesus' first words of the Sermon on the Mount, "Blessed are the Poor in Spirit, for theirs is the Kingdom of God." What is interesting about that phrase, "Poor in Spirit," is the literal translation, which is "Spirit beggars."

God wants us to see that we are panhandlers covered in our own filth. He wants us to admit that we are full of doubts. He wants us to bring them out into the open before Him and lay them at His feet. God wants us to see that He understands our doubt.

How do we know this?

Eloi, Eloi, lema, sabachthani.

Recognize this? Jesus said it. He said it on the most horrible day in history, the day God died, and the day that God doubted Himself.

My God, My God, why have you forsaken me?

At this very moment, God is calling Himself into question. At this moment, all of the skubulos (see St. Paul's letter to the Philippians) and sin of the world has been placed on God's shoulders. He takes the blame for everything. God embraces His responsibility by paying the price required.

Forsaken. You have forsaken me.

Jesus is quoting Psalm 21, a Psalm that expresses ultimate agony and feelings of abandonment. He is echoing the Old Testament theme of the struggle with belief in God. Psalm 88 is a perfect example of this struggle. The Psalmist questions God's sanity and the darkness of the world. Unlike most Psalms, it doesn't end on a happy note. It ends with, "My companions have become darkness."

This passage of scripture is actually in the Bible. Its mere presence destroys the idea that God doesn't allow people to question him. The Psalmist asks stark and terrible questions.

"Vanity, Vanity, everything is Vanity," begins one of the most question intensive books of the Bible. The writer of Ecclesiastes asks disturbing questions like, "What use is pleasure? Work? Why bother? Why should I strive to be wise?"

Underneath all of these questions are these "Why does God allow death? Why give us any pleasure in the first place? What's the point of it all?"

These are questions that are asked to a God who doesn't seem to answer. The questioner in Ecclesiastes is not struck down, but he isn't answered either.

This theme plays out starkly and loudly in the book of Job. It's a tragic story. Here is Job, an upright man who believed in God. We are told that he even gave offerings on behalf of his children in case they didn't believe God. This guy had all his bases covered.

Then, in what seems like a barroom bet between God and Satan, Job becomes the focus of a series of horrible tragedies. His crops are destroyed. His property raided and, what strikes me as the worst of the worst, his children are killed in a horrible windstorm.

Job never curses God, but he does question. He calls God into account. He demands that God explain Himself. He feels forsaken and unloved.

Job's friends appear on the scene, and they aren't really any help. In a modern retelling of Job, the Coen brothers' movie A Serious Man illustrates Job's friends' futility through three Rabbi's who fail to answer the questions of a man whose life has come undone. They all give him the same advice that Job's friends gave him.

Shut up. You have probably sinned somewhere.

Don't ask God questions.

When God appears on the scene in Job, he does something very interesting. He answers Job by asking more questions. God doesn't give Job any pat answers. Instead, he asks Job:

Who are you in relationship to me and the rest of the world? Do you think you are the only one who suffers?

As I read through the biblical discussion of doubt, I realized how much the Bible really does describe reality, especially the reality of the human condition. It calls us to question and to doubt. The relief I felt can barely be described. I felt liberated. I could openly bring out my doubts and not get struck by lightning.

My faith had been restored through doubt.

 
 
 

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In the past, no matter how much I read the Bible, I had thought that it didn't encourage questions or questioners. I soon realized that my call to questioners and my previous belief about the Bible ha...
In the past, no matter how much I read the Bible, I had thought that it didn't encourage questions or questioners. I soon realized that my call to questioners and my previous belief about the Bible ha...
 
 
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04:14 PM on 05/24/2011
''The Psalmist questions God's sanity and the darkness of the world.'

Don't we all?
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rsttho557949
What is Job's Crucible?
11:51 AM on 05/23/2011
All one actually needs to do is read the Book of Job to summarize the subject of doubt.

The best antidote for doubt is evidence leading to hope and then to faith.
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SolarArray
Republican = Trash America, Any Cost
02:25 AM on 05/22/2011
Once a person realizes god is just an imaginary being, life will be much better.
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rsttho557949
What is Job's Crucible?
11:58 AM on 05/23/2011
I'm couriousm could you list for me why a person's life would be better without God. Could you also explain to me what great advances have occured in your life without God?

A. How is life better for a person without God
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B.Great advances in your life without God in your life.

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Thanks..
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SolarArray
Republican = Trash America, Any Cost
02:49 PM on 05/24/2011
Absolutely.
1. Living in reality, combined with critical thinking, logic and reason is the clearest way to live because you will not be unduly influenced with religious fantasies and woo hoo.
2. You say god is real, I say it's an imaginary being in your mind. This clears up areas in the brain to live a life not afflicted by cults like religion.
3. Advances? I had a much less chance of being abused by pedophiles. I have been able to keep my money and not being forced to give it to religious scammers and hucksters. Like L Ron Hubbard said, if you want to make money, start a religion.

I'll bet you believe in homeopathy as well.

Which of the 10,000+ gods in history do you get on bended knee for?
TomMartin
Freedom and equality.
06:30 PM on 05/21/2011
The Bible does not say God died, or that God doubted himself. There is no clear verse that says unambiguously that Jesus is God. Some verses seem to say he is God, but many other verses, like John 3:16, seem to say he is not God. 3:16 says God is the one who sent his Son, while the Son is the one being sent. So this is two beings, only one of them is apparently God. But that's typical of the Bible, many doctrines are similarly unclear or contradictory in it. The Bible is not the word of God, but the word of faithful believers. But don't worry, you can be a good Christian or a good Jew without believing in the inerrancy of the Bible.
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rsttho557949
What is Job's Crucible?
12:44 PM on 05/23/2011
1. The Bible does say that God died-RevealtionRevealtion 1:18. This is the same individual that says that He was the Alpha and Omega (Revealtion 1:11).
2. God never doubted Himself.

Paul wanred us that individual would show upand use the "word game" controversy to confuse many. Paul says that this invidiual is proud and knows nothing. This invividual is obsessed with disputes and arguments over words, from which come envy, strife, reveling, evil suspicions, useless wranglings of these people with corrupt minds and destitute of the truth (1 Timothy 6:4-5).

The word "rape" I do not beleive is found any where in the Bible. Using your logic, are we to conclude that what occured with the Levite's concubine in Judges 19:25, was that they only knew her? Knew her? what does that mean. She wasn't raped because it didn't exactly say "rape"? Jesus is Jesus not because of words but becsue of eye witness testimony( 2Peter 1:16-17). Its all about faith-not words-but evidence.

HOw are you?
TomMartin
Freedom and equality.
07:34 PM on 05/24/2011
Hi Doc! You are right that in KJV Jesus is quoted in Rev. 1:11 as calling himself Alpha and Omega, but most translations don't have this, being based on older Greek texts of Revelation. It is true that in Rev. 22:13 it seems to be Jesus calling himself Alpha and Omega, but he might have meant that in another way than God in Rev. 1:8. Just like when the Bible calls God Lord, and Jesus also Lord, and others are called lords too. The fact is that not everything is clear in the Bible. You are true that the word 'rape' is not in KJV, but it is well known that 'knew' was used commonly as an euphemism for having sex. And since they knew her clearly against her will, it was clearly a rape. But some things in the Bible are not clear, even the Bible admits it. I would even say there are contradictions, though the Bible does not admit that.
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lokitheviking
new triple bottom line ; profit, people, planet
05:35 PM on 05/21/2011
If one is able to do objective Bible study I recommend ... "Azimovs Guide to The Bible"
and Burton Mack , "Who Wrote The New Testament". These arn't 'new atheism diatribes' as they call them but real scholarship.
They remove doubt about why priests write and edit scriptures, the ratio of history to mythology in them and how they borrow heavily from other cultures religions.
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rsttho557949
What is Job's Crucible?
01:06 PM on 05/23/2011
Its amzing what people will do to give away their hard earned money. Who Wrote The New Testament? Only Christians, who were eye witnesses to the events surrounding Jesus, wrote the New Testament.

But if you have money to burn and like historical non fiction/fiction conspiracy stories, read The Emissary by St. Thomas.. The spirit of Babylon is alive and well in 2011.
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lokitheviking
new triple bottom line ; profit, people, planet
09:42 PM on 05/23/2011
"eyewitnesses" ...... Mark @ 65 CE. Matthew @ 75 C.E, Luke @ 85 CE. and John @ 125 C.E. "Christians" ..... Matthew was Jewish and wrote in Aramaic for a Jewish audience and Matthew the name is Mattathiah, Hebrew for ' the gift of god'.
..... from the Babylonians ........2 Kings 24:17
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SolarArray
Republican = Trash America, Any Cost
03:02 PM on 05/24/2011
All the bible is is a political statement where Constantine ordered a book to be put together to consolidate the differing views of religion at the time. That's all it is, nothing magical, nothing ethereal. Just a political ruse to maintain power.
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Jonathan Weyer
04:29 PM on 05/23/2011
Much better works than these two books out there from the skeptic point of view.
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Daleri Rileda
Jungle Jargon
12:09 PM on 05/21/2011
It was a fact that God did allow Yeshua to be forsaken for our sakes. That is a fact. He was 100% reliant on God to the very end.

God is not pleased with those who "waver in unbelief"

"with respect to the promise of God, he (Abraham) did not waver in unbelief but grew strong in faith, giving glory to God,

"But he must ask in faith without any doubting, for the one who doubts is like the surf of the sea, driven and tossed by the wind."

I have known this since I was a very small child.
AveragePatriot
god is imaginary
11:09 AM on 05/21/2011
To the critical mind, it seems that the proportion of prayers that are specifically answered do not deviate too far from what the simple law of averages would suggest.

I know some that have never prayed in their life, but have had what seems more than their share of good fortune.

Regardless, what never fails to surprise me is the egotism and arrogance of the theist who, by praying for divine favor or intervention, actually calls in to doubt the very wisdom of their god by requesting change.
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AthenasOwl
I'll show you the life of the mind...
10:24 AM on 05/21/2011
The bible contains enough disparate material to arm the reader with arguments supporting whatever preconceptions they bring to the reading.
Is the world ending today? Yes and No.
Does god hate homosexuality? Yes and No.
Should we all be good socialists or capitalists? Yes.

Frankly, the "theology" in the Iliad and Odyssey is more consistent and useful.
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Daleri Rileda
Jungle Jargon
12:18 PM on 05/21/2011
Biblical teaching is the clearest message there is.

Only our Maker Himself is able to be our Savior because there is no one else who can be.
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AthenasOwl
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12:48 PM on 05/21/2011
If it's so clear, why are there 10's of thousands of variations on biblical theology? Jews, Christians, Muslims, and all their ever-subdividing sects start with the bible (at least the Old Testament), but argue over every aspect of salvation.

"Biblical teaching" only becomes clear when one is isolated/isolated withing a community of like minded believers who mutually reinforce one particular view.
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lawgrace
Law & Grace, a social justice organization
05:00 PM on 05/20/2011
Here’s my two cents:

Arguably, most people hear / learn about God from fellow humans. Accordingly (especially in light of errant religious leaders & sham promulgations that have caused people to lose their lives, become financially ruined, etc.), it behooves rational people to have doubts. But, doubt should be where a COMMA goes, not a PERIOD.

Religious doubt should cause PERSONAL study, inquiry and investigation like those who listened to Apostle Paul (Acts 17:11). Moreover, the benefit of qualified INSTRUCTORS supersedes
personal study (2 Timothy 2:15). (* Using caps for emphasis since I can't bold or underline*)

Throughout my life, some instructors’ writings that still benefit me (notwithstanding any shortcomings that could furnish juicy gossip) are: J .I. Packer, Oswald Chambers, Watchman Nee, Jeremiah Burroughs, C. S. Lewis, Andrew Murray, Dwight L. Moody, John Newton, Charles Wesley, George Whitefield, John Stott, and Lehman Strauss.

The other thing I would say about doubt and questioning God, is that I remember decades ago being told: ‘you can’t question God’. It was liberating to ultimately discover various Bible passages like (Jeremiah 12:1-4), and others with poignant questions for God.

Doubt and inquiry (via prayer) can become catalysts for discovery if the correct routes are taken. It can help maturity and triumph –even from previous religious manipulation. Inquiry and sound instructions helped me (not merely make me pious and fanatical) develop Faith, Strength, Courage, and Hope –all of which it is essential for my survival and life journey.
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02:49 PM on 05/20/2011
OK. But, what does the TV Guide say about doubt?
What does "The Great Gatsby" say about doubt?
What does "James and the Giant Peach" say about doubt?
What does " Huckleberry Finn" say about doubt?
What does " Hamlet" say about doubt?
What does " Goodnight Moon" say about doubt?
What does any other great work of fiction say about doubt?

It's a book. And not even a very good one.
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iLdoRight
Encouraging The Rightest Rightness
02:43 PM on 05/20/2011
Doubt about what the Scriptures say about doubt? Use a Strong's Concordance to look up every place "doubt" or "faith" occur in the King James and see assurances that if one does something with the proper amount of faith had has no "doubt" something can get accomplished. Looking at the state of "Christianity" in the world it is easy to see there is massive doubt among people asserting they are Christians, but why? For me, my early doubts came from my parents, who lied to me about Santa Claus, the Easter Bunny, the Pot of Gold at the end of the rainbow and the Tooth Fairy and from my Methodist minister who gave a nice 10 Commandments sermon, but could not successfully explain why with God forbidding it the Church had a big cross up front. Those things caused massive amounts of doubt as does people answering questions about Bible subjects they have not researched enough to get the answers right. People often attempt to speak for God without having ever read and studied the whole Bible. Some Muslims claim the Bible, though written by their Quran's writer, (see the second link), has been corrupted and therefore what it says should be doubted. If one does not have enough faith to listen to it all or do a subject by subject study of its subjects, what can one expect? Want a place to start, click the links.

http://www.truechristianityevangelism.org/hell.html
http://www.truechristianityevangelism.org/koranhell.html
02:40 AM on 05/19/2011
Doubt hangs onto the coat-tails of faith & faith pulls it along in its wake
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adrianrf
Another job-creating immigrant
07:08 PM on 05/20/2011
indeed;
it's very hard to keep large chunks of your brain's analytical functions completely suppressed so you can keep up the childish game of "let's pretend".

cognitive dissonance is so very pesky.
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JDuck
Until we know the equal we'll never feel the free.
01:17 AM on 05/19/2011
I dont believe in the bible.

Now what...?
01:40 AM on 05/19/2011
Look at the majesty of mountains, the power of the ocean, the glory of a field of flowers, the peace of a wooded path, the music of a babbling brook, the intricacy of the balance of nature. This all speaks of God. We are told even the rocks will cry out the glory of God. Or are you too jaded to be in awe and wonder?
06:31 PM on 05/19/2011
Yes, nature is its own testament.

"There is no need for any particular scripture to see.
It is not in the words but in the seeing. Words on a page are like dry leaves rolled in the soil. After awhile, the reader's eyes blur and the words become crumpled leaves. By abandoning the text, these crushed pieces of cellulose intermingle with the soil to mulch and nourish the trees.

A storyteller once came to my village and told us tales of nature. I have learned from him not only to see nature but hear the rustle of leaves along with birdsong and the prancing of deer. The words of the storyteller remain fresh from his lips. For him, there is no autumn where the leaves fall to the ground and perish."

In the Shadows: Tales of Ashik
Ashik Jaya
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JDuck
Until we know the equal we'll never feel the free.
03:06 AM on 05/20/2011
Jaded? Not at all.

I just dont believe a collection of ancient fragmented texts from a primative peoples filled with often horrific myths of demons of deities to be not much more than that; myths.
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FTracy3
My micro-bio is as empty as the rest of my life.
01:20 AM on 05/20/2011
Then what are all those books I find in my hotel drawers?
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Numberwang
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02:50 PM on 05/20/2011
Cigarette starters
ZackShorty
Just killing time until time kills me.
12:30 AM on 05/19/2011
Well my friend, in a two year period, I was struck by lightening, my Mother strangled to death on a piece of lobster, and I spent a year in Viet Nam. That was about 43 years ago, give or take. Can you possibly understand that I would doubt a man, born of a virgin, died and was 'risin' from the dead, only to die again, until he comes back again on May 22, 2011 or something? Don't read me wrong Sir. If your delusions make you a happy person, go for them! I personally not only think ,but feel deep in my soul, that your ideas are bullsh*t! No offense intended, simply my feelings. Have a nice evening.
01:47 AM on 05/19/2011
There have been people who have suffered as much if not more than you have. That may be hard to accept and you can tell me to go to hell. I, too, lost my mother, in a car accident along with my 3 year old brother for which I felt guilty of for years and years. I was date raped in HS, raped again after college, ended up pregnant and gave my child up for adoption. My husband ended up being narcastic and a sexually addicted deviant, and verbally and emotionally abusive, divorced and lost everything after 33 years. Yet I would not live a day without my Savior. He lifts me up and makes my life all worthwhile. He has blessed me with two outstanding daughters and now four incredible grandchildren. God is good.
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Jonathan Weyer
08:18 AM on 05/19/2011
I'm sorry for all that, Zack. I'm actually going to address suffering in my next post.
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adrianrf
Another job-creating immigrant
07:21 PM on 05/20/2011
so we can look forward to another installment of circular logic; argument from authority; selected extracts from various editions of the world's most poorly-edited schizophrenic collaborative novel; along with the usual clarion calls to celebrate non-reasoning?

can't hardly wait, "Rev".

I'm sure you'll bring great comfort to people who can irrationalize all the way out to the necessary levels of willing suspension of disbelief.

heck; if you get weaving, right now, you might be able to cheer up some of the lucky few before poof! they disappear in the Rapture - yours could be the last thing they ever read!
06:56 PM on 05/18/2011
That is why he said, My God, My God, Why hast thou forsaken me? He suffered from the foundation of the world with every sin and sacrifice, but as a man was subjected to every temptation any of us may endure and can be touched with the feeling of all our infirmities as God in the flesh of man, the Son of David, of the tribe of Judah, and the Son of the everlasting Father of heaven and earth. How could he doubt for he knew what tomorrow would hold and told the scribes and the pharisees in the temple that he would be raised up on the third day? He knew the outcome and he knew he would be the first Adam to be raised from the dead and enter into the portals of heaven as a living God being the Captain of our salvation, and our High Priest of the house of God, by a new and living way he has consecrated for us, through his blood, of whom we are begotten as the joint heirs of eternal life and of a heavenly inheritance. I praise the name of Jesus Christ with my whole heart for there is no other name under heaven whereby any soul on earth can be saved. He is the perfect author and finsher of our faith and our eternal salvation to whom be all honor and power everlasting!