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Susan Deily-Swearingen

Susan Deily-Swearingen

Posted: May 3, 2010 02:31 PM

Déjà Vu All Over Again: Contemplating Katrina and the Gulf

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It is difficult to imagine a more wearying and heartbreaking scenario than the one playing out in my hometown and all along the northern Gulf Coast right now. Pensacola, Florida has endured temporary destructions at the hands of unruly hurricanes ever since she was settled. This, however, is the first time that the storm has floated in on the Gulf without hurricane hurly burly while nonetheless destroying shrimp, birds, fish, tourism and hope.

Nearly five years ago, my three young children, my husband, our two dogs, myself, and my daughter's turtle made the frightening trip out of our then home in the greater New Orleans area to escape the monster known now simply as Katrina. For various reasons, we had to leave the day the storm was to wash ashore, and a two and a half hour trip to Pensacola became a 12 hour crawl with the outer bands of the storm buffeting our car and washing away parts of our route. Still, as anyone who saw the news during those dark days knows, we were incredibly lucky to get out at all.

When we reached our destination, we hunkered down in my Mother's home for what we thought would be a few days respite from the hot, muggy weather that would accompany the inevitable power outages back in Louisiana. We had no idea that what actually lay ahead was weeks of waiting without means of communication with our friends and neighbors. We lived in limbo watching the Dante-esque struggles along with everyone else on the omnipresent television sets and wondering : "Do I recognize that street?" "Do we know those people?" "Are we deserters for not being there when our community is suffering so vividly?"

Desertion is very much on my mind these days. Again, omnipresent televisions blare the news about the slick of oil moving towards Louisiana, Alabama, Mississippi, and my Florida, and the familiar sense of 'I should be there doing something' nags me. I grew up on those beaches. I learned to swim and sail and surf in that water. I dug in that sand and baked in that sun, all elements which, although I am far from home , still infuse every pore of my being.

To really understand this area, you have to understand shrimp. Up here, Gulf Shrimp are an expensive delicacy, but, back home, shrimp are the food of everyman. They are plentiful, sweet and, just ask Forrest Gump, the staple of at least a million different recipes. I remember going to the docks at Joe Patti's Seafood with my Mother to buy shrimp fresh from the nets. Shrimp Boils populated my childhood, and songs of shrimp boats returning still fill my ears.

Now, shrimpers who just got their lives back in order after losing boats, and nets and businesses to Katrina are likely to lose their livelihoods again to a different kind of environmental destruction. The oil slick has already reached the Louisiana wetlands. As it moves farther east, it will likely destroy the shrimp harvesting of Gulf Shores, Dauphin Island, Pensacola, etc. as well as the livelihoods of thousands who can ill afford such setbacks.

Alone on my way back from a reconnaissance trip to New Orleans after Katrina, a man walked out on into the fast lane of Interstate 10 and lay his body down on the road perpendicular to my car. The road was mercifully uncrowded that day and I was able to stop in time. I waited while he got up off the highway and he turned to me, uttered something in disgust, and walked off towards a bridge. I called the State Police and waited on the median until I saw them come, but I didn't get out, and I'll never know what happened to him.

To this day I am haunted by that man and what I might have said if I had gotten out. I don't know if he would have listened, and it would have been a dangerous thing to do. What do you say to someone that desperate? I wish I knew. I fear that in the wake of this new disaster there will be desperation to spare. I hope someone more eloquent than I is able to find the words and the actions to help.

 

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01:49 PM on 05/04/2010
PPS: ....and oh, by the way: that includes State and local 'small minded' government !
01:00 PM on 05/04/2010
PS: small government and small deficits won't solve this problem, and certainly would not have prevented it !
12:58 PM on 05/04/2010
So true, but 'A la recherche du temps perdu'. In your case, even geological time has participated in the perception and disruption of your memory. Perhaps the small fisherman is going the way of the local phamacist, the local doctor, the local barber, the small farmer, the local hardware store owner, and all those others who could not push back the march of "progress". As Oldgeek1 says, there's been plenty of local participation in the lead up to this disaster. Certainly, corporate greed, political and personal self indulgence, and silly myths about population control and personal responsibility all contributed to this mess over time. Maybe we need to learn to think past that first shrimp as we consume it to wonder where it came from and how we'll make its memory last for our children.......and not just the local children, but all of the worlds' children.

In retrospect we can all easily see the links.....the need for petroleum products to build the boats and fuel the engines; to build the roads and fuel the cars that get you to the docks to get the shrimp; and the ever growing number of your descendent's who expect to drive the roads to get the shrimp; and all of the rest of us who want some too. We need some foresight !
11:58 AM on 05/04/2010
Wonderful article! As a former New Orleans resident, levee failure victim and a born & bred Floridian, I have to agree with the sentiments expressed herein. Currently we live in Orlando, and seafood is a staple for our tourism. Many are in fear for their jobs and livelihoods. We went out for oysters, on Sunday at Lee & Ricks, and the place was hopping. Our shucker said he couldn't believe how busy it had been. While sucking down Gulf Coast oysters and beer, our fellow patrons all commented on the worry that these could be our last oysters, for a long time.

How do I tell my kids, "No Beach", this Summer????? This is potentially devastating for the Gulf Coast: tourism, seafood industry, & the tender ecosystem that supports these. Sure makes those "ugly" wind turbines a little more attractive, doesn't it?
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06:02 PM on 05/03/2010
I grew up spending my summers in Pensacola going down to the docks to buy fresh fish and shrimp in the afternoons. The shrimpers at best live a marginal life, they are working people whose lives depend on what is often pure luck and back breaking labor. This catastrophe may not take the huan toll Katrina did but it may end a way of life that has lasted for many many generations. It will of a certainty despoil some of the most beautiful beaches in America. Heartbreaking simply heartbreaking
04:52 PM on 05/03/2010
You live in a city below sea level and approve off shore drilling and brag about low tax's.. Tell me why I should not care.
03:47 PM on 05/03/2010
It's not the spill per se. Accidents happen. The issue is how many possibilities to consider; the more you take into consideration, the less likely is unexpected catastrophe. The real issue is that this ARTIFICIAL INDIVIDUAL-- the CORPORATION--which, being fictitious eliminates personal liability of REAL PEOPLE, execs who tell their "expert" functionaries: I REALLY WANT THAT RIG, MAKE IT HAPPEN!

Right there “expert” turns into mouse. Bonuses, threats and fearing job loss makes expert think of only a few possibilities so the rig can go up fast. And so, a totally EXPECTABLE event gets lost in a routine of people whose minds are only on what they’ll do with their paycheck at the end of two weeks. America has tuned into a cesspool where “expert” minds are turned to "HALF-OFF" in order to please that artificial individual, the corporation. When catastrophe happens, everyone points at the fictitious "he" and it gets forgotten to recur some time hence. America is dying from corrupt stupidity-for-pay motivation.
03:17 PM on 05/03/2010
Im tired of whites comparing an oil spill to Hurricane Katrina. Yes, the oil spill was catastrophic but in no way does it compare to Katrina. During Katrina, 1500 pple, mostly blks lost their lives and many more lost their homes. In the BP oil spill pple will lose their jobs. If 1500 pple who were mostly white died due to Bush's negligence and racist police officers trapping citizens in the Hurricane, there is no way, you'd be comparing an oil spill and losing jobs to those precious lives. Since Obama has become president, whites feel more open and free to say every and anything no matter how insulting it is. It's disgusting. You can still talk about the oil spill w/out lowering the catastrophe of pple dying to an oil spill.
03:54 PM on 05/03/2010
If you actually read the article, you'd see that she is NOT discussing or comparing loss of life. The article is about a sense of desertion - not being present during a disaster, a feeling of helplessness. The author lost her family's home, and was relating those feelings to the current disaster on the Gulf Coast. Please take the racist comments elsewhere, since no one here is downplaying the horrible loss of life in Katrina.
04:10 PM on 05/03/2010
That is the implied intention behind the article. Think about it: A mudslide and fire storms in California wiping away pple's homes, 17% unemployment in Michigan, snow storm in DC, tornado in Mississippi, storms in the South, all killing pple and affecting the economy. This oil spill is no different. But since the oil spill is affecting those good hard working Americans on the coast, now it's on par w/ Hurricane Katrina. It's like someone reminiscing about their experience in the Holocaust and segweying to the oil spill. When the pple of Mississippi lost homes and lives in the recent tornado, they didn't segwey into Hurricane Katrina. I'm surprise she didn't mention the Hurricane in Haiti to make her point. We dont even know the total cost on the economy yet, but somehow it's on par with Hurricane Katrina. Give me a break.
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03:17 PM on 05/03/2010
They may as well leave. This loss is permanent (fishing/shrimping won't return in their life times).

BP needs to pay, and pay, and pay for this. $10B is chickenfeed.