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12/11/2013 10:57 am ET Updated Feb 09, 2014

Why Divorcing a Family Member Might Be an Act of Unconditional Love

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Having compassion and practicing unconditional love go hand in hand, yet too often we mix up unconditional love with abusive love.

In its healthiest sense, unconditional love means to love someone without trying to change them, while embracing them in our heart regardless of flaws, mistakes or conditions.

Think of your pet or your child. If they pee on the carpet or spill a glass of juice, you're going to love them anyways. If they wake you up in the middle of the night howling or behave poorly in the car, you're going to love them regardless.

Now think of your significant other. Love has its ups and its downs doesn't it? You don't bail when the going gets tough or even when your partner goes through a tough period of growth and acts less than appealing. You have patience and well... unconditional love in your heart.

But oftentimes, especially in families, phrases like family first, we're family, or unconditional love are used as weapons. Weapons that keep us tied together regardless of abuse.

If you experienced an upside-down childhood, in which you had to parent your parent instead of merely being a child, it's easy to mistake abuse for unconditional love. We're taught from the beginning that family is family and you stick together no matter what. As a child you can't leave your family for obvious reasons, so to survive in the mind of a child -- you see yourself as wrong, try your hardest to change, justify bad behavior and interpret (in your little kid's mind), abuse as love.

Fast forward to adulthood and you've now equated love with the up and down drama of childhood.

Perhaps you have a parent in your life or a sibling that continues to abuse, yet guilty thoughts like: but I love them, they love me, they're wounded or I need to have patience and unconditional love flood your head. These thoughts keep you bonded together in family because that's what families do right?

Wrong.

Here's the truth: You can still love someone, without continuing to endure abuse.

If a parent or family member continues to emotionally abuse, bring drama, or hurt you in any way, you do not have to participate with this person as an adult. Unconditional love starts with having compassion for yourself first. This means loving your inner child -- you.

You are not meant to sacrifice your life for your family. Abuse is abuse.

I once believed enduring emotional and verbal abuse from family was my karmic lesson to love no matter what -- until I realized that perhaps my "lesson" if you will, was to finally love myself first, and love myself enough to say "no more."

Practicing thoughts like: I'm going to love myself first, I'm going to protect my heart and my mental health, and I'm going to create a boundary of safety around myself, are signs of a well balanced, healthy adult.

Do I still love my family? Absolutely, but I love myself first.

Once we reach adulthood, we become our own parent. Healthy parents don't put their children in the line of abusive fire. Spiritual New Age teachers say a sign of spiritual growth is to be able to go home to family and not get triggered.

Well, yes and no.

Triggered over your parents still bossing you around or your sister criticizing you is one thing. Enduring emotional and verbal abuse is quite another.

So set aside guilt, and if you need to take a major time out away from an abusive family member, know in your heart that you're being a healthy adult parenting your inner child.

Unconditional love and compassion are two different things. Compassion for all beings regardless of behavior is healthy.

Unconditional love for others in healthy relationships is indeed beautiful. Unconditional love regardless of abuse isn't healthy. It's self-abuse.

Practicing unconditional love for yourself in abusive or unhealthy relationships is not only necessary, it's healing to everyone involved.

Once you step back from someone and love yourself first, you allow them the space to heal their own life. It's like dropping one end of the rope during tug of war. When you remove yourself from the abuse, the abuser is left to reflect on their own life.

Loving someone does not mean enduring their abuse, carrying their pain and trying to make everything better for them. When we "selfishly" take care of ourselves, we become balanced, self-contained and able to truly help the world from a balanced and powerful place.

If you want to change the world, if you want to love unconditionally and have compassion for others, that seed must be planted inside of yourself first.

Via Daily Transformations.